/mtfg/ Male to Female General

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Do I really have a skincare addiction?..n_n

>>8048799
There is no such thing as too much skincare. Too much makeup is another story.

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reposting

>>8048748
yeah, pretty much

I was playing league with the guy yesterday, and he told me that she was just kinda getting bitter lately, even before I started spending time at his studio. At some point that night, she freaked out about it and threatened to start seeing other guys over text
So he went over to her house in between games to talk to her like adults, and she told him not to come over unannounced.
soooo they're not together anymore.

it kinda feels like I was in the right place at the right time to get battered with it

also, she's been cryptically sub-posting about the drama like crazy on FB and started following me again on twitter

>>8048763
awh :(
college classes move pretty fast
I can help you with it if you ever need it!

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>tfw no benis to succ

>>8048799
i didn't use my cerave stuff for a few days and i think my skin isn't as irritated

I think you were right about those sulfates

>>8048804
Phew okay! I am just trying to be as preventative as I can so in five years when I hit 30 I'll be ahead of the curve.

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>>8048799
No you're just autistic and lonely.

anne thread

>>8048806
im underground

>>8048814
How many years do you have until then? I'm in the same boat, 25 and trying to do all I can to keep it healthy so it doesn't look bad later.

>>8048792
I'll take a number 5 and see where I stand

wanna be hurt desu

>>8048807
That would be great! I will definitely let you know if I have any struggles with it. I really enjoy school though, it's nice to be able to do it at your own pace especially.
>>8048813
Yeah they tend to cause redness, my favorite thing to do when I get really red chapped face during the winter is use the origins mushroom relief toner on the far right.

>>8048817
Not autism, I have add! And my friend just left. owo

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>>8048801

>cuz i can't motivate myself to do anything and ive basically just been in bed for like 5 years
idk about you, but for me what helps motivate me when i feel like that is like ... good music or my friends tbqh. do you have anything like that which helps?

>>8048803
>>8048807

>girl is crazy and insecure and they broke up
yeah see i saw that coming a mile away lmao. who tf wants to deal with that like really

>>8048806

>why put yourself thru that damn
idk cause people see the money and they think it's great or they would rather do that than work a normal job
but at least with a normal job you have stuff to put on your resume and like experience and irl interaction etc

>>8048799

that's all you use?

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0AEJDjtvtl4

>>8048833
no i don't have any friends

>>8048822
I'm almost 25 in like four months, but I just figured the sooner I start the better. Vitamin C is really good for collagen production and AHA/BHA's are good for exfoliating the skin.

>>8048799
>>8048804
>There is no such thing as too much skincare. Too much makeup is another story.
Yes, this.
I need to work on my skincare. I use clinique 3 step and I don't think it's doing much for me annnd the moisturizer leaves my skin kind of sticky/greasy :/
I think I might look into some of the products from The Ordinary.

Also, Ash what are you taking and what do you want to do when you finish school?

>>8048830
the stuff you recommended me is in waiting in my amazon cart :)

>>8048833
>that's all you use?
she started at like 12
she doesnt need your obsessive dysphoria driven skincare routine

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>>8048835
Excuse you?

>>8048835

i find that hard to believe. you don't have any internet buddis?

>>8048835
:<
I'll be your friend

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>>8048833
I'm still building Edie-Sempai!

>>8048836
What BHA do you use Ash? I've been searching around and the few 1 star reviews that they all have scare me, even if they average to be 4 star.

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I hate when reality settles in and I realize how I basically avoid getting close to people because of fear of rejection. I hate how the more I think about how I may meet someone the more that I realize there's a fairly reasonable chance that even if feelings are there they may just flat out reject me because of what I am and there's a fairly decent chance of it.

I hate that the more I think about it the more that it becomes apparent that by a lot of measures I'm probably a freak that's going to die alone.

>>8048841

i use the same amount of skincare items as every japanese woman with good skin so idk what to tell you
where do you think i got the regimen from lol

>>8048847

you should really do lotion masks as well! those are prob the best daily skincare treatments i think most people in the west neglect.
it's like the sk-ii masks but daily.

>>8048842
>>8048845
>>8048846
internet friends aren't the same thing as friends in real life

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alright i stopped slacking off & finished my homework.
now i can sit here.
what have we accomplished today?
i discovered today that i only have sex appeal for men, i drew a picture symbolizing that sex appeal, i finished math homework

btw, who said they wanted to bite me? seriously, who?

>>8048837
Oh yeah that means it probably has too much silicone in it, I can't use that because it also makes my face crazy. Look for water-based moisturizers or gels. Creams tend to be very thick and heavy. And I want to be an elementary school teacher! ^-^
>>8048840
Yay! My friend Amanda that just left uses it and she has the prettiest skin ever, so I am sure you will see some results!

>>8048858
Fuck you.

>>8048850
if they share the same feelings they may be more likely to be okay with it

>>8048863
i hope so

people say i have p good skin but it looks gross to me :/

>>8048864
it's true

>>8048869
S-share amazon cart?

>>8048865
That's not how this works

>>8048858

it's different, ya, but you can get many of the same things out of it.

>>8048850

why would you want to associate with people who think of you as a freak anyways tho
bigoted people think gays, blacks, and disabled people are freaks. you're looking at it wrong tbqh

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>tfw developed a crush on someone again
Fucking end me fampai
She's so cute and lively and has a qt Jamaican accent
>>8048858
Fair
I could use some irl friends

>>8048849
I use ole henriksen invigorating night gel, and the Dr. Dennis Gross peel pads are really good too.
>>8048856
Oh I've seen those, are they non-comedogenic?^^

>>8048874
well didn't you say you just kinda fell into relationships?

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>>8048830
I don't love math, but I made my way through calc 2 pretty ok.
and I'm kinda jealous that you get to just enjoy it. I have too much pressure to get a job and not change my mind and it's really getting under my skin :/

>>8048833
yeahhhhh I shouldn't have let my paranoia get to me. I know it's a really bad problem I have, and I can recognize it, but I just can't do anything about it.

I honestly give this guy so much credit for going over to her place though. Like, if someone were to threaten me like that after only dating a few weeks, I would've just said, "ok, have fun." and blocked them
so fucking mature of him desu

idk, the more I talk to him, the more I like him.

>>8048872
it's like neutrogena hydro boost

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>>8048871
Perhaps I have a bias because I end up meeting a lot of e-friends I grow close with. I apologize.

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>>8048869
Water based moisturizers have been a lifesaver for me, with my combination skin I swear everything either dries me out or makes me break out.

>>8048886
yeah i met some of my online friends in california a few years back

they live close to disneyland so we hung out there, it was really cool

it was like i had real friends for a couple days

>>8048887
i thought i had dry skin but the derm said it looked oily so now i have no idea x(

>>8048792
Does lazer hair removal make electrolysis more difficult?

Is it possible to orgasm without prostate stimulation after an orchiectomy?

>>8048882
That's amazing, you will definitely find a good career!

>>8048876
maybe

im not good at making them online either tho lmao

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>>8048892
I'm kind of going down there later this year. Just sayin'.

>>8048895
You probably have combo skin which most the time and a lot of doctors say is oily because if you don't moisturize enough you will get dry but if you moisturize too much you will get greasy.

>>8048901
I live off the same street as Disneyland, well towards the end of that street which is like 12 miles up but still I can hear the fireworks every night. ^^

>>8048899
I have a weird problem where I suck at making friends online but don't irl.

What level of autism is this?

>inb4 why are you here then

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>>8048879

yep! the sk-ii facial treatment is basicallyyyy what you use for it, but there's cheaper variations which work just as well
hada labo's hyaluronic lotion is a great one that most japanese girls use. i'm lowkey obsessed with it. same with the cure water gel, it's everythinggggg
that along with the PTR glycolic acid gel and a good night cream makes my skin radiant af

>>8048882

well this is just my perspective on it, but he clearly cared a lot about her. that's why he did the adult thing, he didn't waaant to lose her even if she was being a fucking idiot
when a guy feels that way about a grill it's best to try not to have feels for him for awhile. so try to just be friends and not like him too much!!
not that you don't know that, i'm jsss

>>8048896

no, and yes

>>8048899

i find that hard to believe tho. like everyone itt loves you.

>>8048897
maybe. I was kinda pushed really early by my parents though, so I don't have much real talent.
I wanna go into english and take up journalism.

Come to think of it, Moap was actually recommending I take a statistics class to help me with the style of journalism I want to get into. Should come in handy I guess.

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>>8048880
Ok, both of the people I've dated already knew
Now I'm for the first time in a situation where my entire potential dating pool doesn't know
Which means at some point if I stumble into that situation (however unlikely that is with the current lifestyle I have), they will have to find out.

>>8048876
Plenty of people aren't openly anti-whatever, they're only going to get that way when suddenly forced into a situation where they're forced to state their beliefs because it now directly affects them.

>>8048913

you have a vag tho lol
it's not exactly like men are just gonna reject you if you actually like each other and get to know each other and you have a vag
it's a MUCH diff thing when you have a dick still, but i'm js. it's not like it's easy but it's easier to meet people organically the way you are now.
you're not giving yourself enough credit.

>>8048908
yeah, I think that sounds right
you're right that it's best if we don't date, but I'm also definitely not ready for a relationship.
I'm honestly scared of sex. All I want is friendship and trust.

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>>8048908
Yesssss I love PTR! And thank you I'm gonna go grab a bottle of it on my day off on Thursday since it says they have it at bed bath and beyond! I've been meaning to incorporate hyaluronic acid into my routine!

>>8048903
i try to do it every day! D:

i feel like hrt dried me out

>>8048910
My friend who is a mathematician major said that was one of her favorite classes!

>>8048901
oh cool

i probably won't be there lol

>>8048907
it's called being normal

>>8048908
i guess but it's superficial

im not really close with a lot of people

>>8048933
oh dear lord
I don't know how I feel about the idea of doing math every day for the rest of my life :|

>>8048922

it's okie to be not ready and to be kinda scared of that stuff. i'm lowkey scared of it too at times lol
you should just do whatever is right for you! and he sounds like he's a great friend and you can trust him so that's wonderful.

>>8048925

of course bb! this link kinda explains it:
http://hope-inablog.com/asian-cosmetics-for-beginners-where-to-start/the-beginners-guide-to-asian-cosmetics-part-5-the-lotion-mask-method/
or how to do it with that product anyways. you can get the cotton pads online or anywhere really where they have asian cosmetics.
the concept of lotion masks is basically to use the process of osmosis to get the hyaluronic acid to plump and absorb below the skin.
it's like .. a daily filler, in a sense. doing it has actually made my lips a tiny bit bigger and filled in my chin dimple, so ye. would highly recommend.

>>8048939

why not?

>>8048913
i can see how that would be a scary concept but there are obviously people out there that are willing to date transgirls

and you're post-op so it's even less of an issue for most people i would think

just don't give up hope before you even try okay

>>8048943
im just have issues with getting close with people i guess

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>>8048919
I speak solely from my realm of experience, which at this point is pretty limited outside of people that have already known.

I'm just suddenly in a situation where I have to deal with something completely unknown, we've talked about this before like months ago (before I ended up dating someone from here and all those issues became moot again).

I don't really know much about how guys react when you tell them you're trans after you get to know them. I'm spooked.

>>8048908
How do you orgasm through penile stimulation without balls?

>>8048943
That sounds perfect for the hollow area under my eyes, I literally sometimes have full inn Itachi eyes when I wake up ^^;


Thank you again!<3

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>>8048949

i get dat bb. well, why not work on that with some of your superficial friends you're not as close with?

>>8048954

yeah, i totally get that. i mean in my experience it tends to go like this:
>idk if you knew this or not, but i'm transgender
>"what does that mean" (unless they know what it is already)
>it means i transitioned from male to female
>"have you had the surgery?"
>me: yes
>him: oh.. i don't think i could be ok with that. if you had the surgery tho....
that's at least what happens the majority of the time when i meet men organically. they're never ever mean or anything. it's just that like
some guys might not be ok with any trans person? but most would be ok with it if they liked you and you had the genitals they like.
because they already met you and see who you are as a person etc so they don't paint you as a big burly 40 year old hairy crossdresser
there's more guys that are ok with post-ops irl than there are guys that are ok with a girl with a dick irl.
dating online tho is totally diff. i think it's kind of the opposite online cause more chasers congregate on there lmao

>>8048957

??? balls aren't how you derive pleasure from getting your dick stroked. your dick getting stroked is why it feels good lol

>>8048967
>>"have you had the surgery?"
>>me: yes
thought you were non-op?

>>8048967
Not a dick that's flaccid. How do you orgasm with a soft, shrunken beta skin flap?

>>8048967
i don't know how

it makes me a lil uncomfortable

>>8048973
vibrators silly...

>>8048962

of course bb <3

>>8048971

oh i totally typed "do you have a dick" the first time and then corrected it without correcting my answer lmao sorryyyyyyyyyyyy
i've met SO many men irl tho that were hot af and perfect that were totally not into me after i told them i had a dick.
it's the worst. like i always assume it's obvious that i'm a big man but it never is apparently and they're never into it. they're still respectful tho.

>>8048973

???? your dick can still get hard after you get an orchi lmao

>>8048975

that's ok bb. it kind of can be uncomfortable. but how will you grow from this and change it if you don't try and work through the awkwardness?

>ywn get a studio funded vagina to play Zach Creggers love interest
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIW82kXWtNA

>>8048943
I'm also a total mess, which doesn't help.

but yeah, he mentioned that he used to be really close with someone that I know I'm fairly similar to, except she's a little more paranoid than me. So I kinda trusted him innately and we opened up to eachother. Idk.

>there's more guys that are ok with post-ops irl than there are guys that are ok with a girl with a dick irl.
this so much omg

>>8048980
that's why i said i hated myself

cuz im too weak to work through stuff like that

http://vocaroo.com/i/s004mZjB1OA5

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1otgKoiYILr

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>>8048850
huggs
I have a fear of rejection and it's really bad sometimes but it's gotten a little easier with age. Easing into relationships slowly can help as there is more time early on to build trust.
>may just flat out reject me because of what I am and there's a fairly decent chance of it.
This is obviously worst for us, but there are dozens of other reasons someone might be rejected. It's an unfortunate part of dating, sadly. There is also a fairly decent chance that they won't reject you at all. We live in a really liberal city and there are a lot of cool guys here, you just have to go and find them! You're tall, beautiful, smart and fun to be around. You aren't a freak and I think you have a lot to offer someone. I know you're in pain, but you can't give up before you even start.

>>8048863
That's wonderful!
I wish I wasn't such an introvert because I think I'd enjoy teaching. It's such a noble profession.

>>8048984

well it sounds like you're lucky you met each other c: it's nice to have that with someone.

>>8048985

well IF YOU THINK OF IT LIKE THAT THEN YES I CAN SEE THAT but you have to think of yourself as being strong nimmy!!!

im fag

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>>8048967
I mean it's a lot easier to process from the angle of meeting people organically. Somehow it's harder thinking of it from the online dating angle which sucks because it seems that's what a lot of people are doing these days and it's just always terrified me.

Like, idk, I may be in a position where I can organically meet people over the coming while and maybe that will be how it goes. I know it wasn't exactly straightforward even when they knew and they needed to process it a bit.

I d k
I have heard numbers from people who have been full time long term that like a third of guys will have no problems with it? Considering how few people I click with that's sort of intimidating.

>>8048946
I'm not giving up hope, just scared shitless and having a meltdown.

>>8048999
but i don't feel strong

>>8048977
How will that help me orgasm with a ball-less ex-dick? I must make it shake with pleasure as lady splooge drools out of its malleable form.

>>8048980
>???? your dick can still get hard after you get an orchi lmao

Not if done right, fool!

>>8049002
why be scared of a situation you're not even in yet?

what if you meet a guy and you can tell by his personality or stuff he's said about transpeople and you're p confident that he'd be okay with it?

>>8049004
actually for some it's easier to get hard after orchi since no more aa

what's up em tee eff gee

>>8049019
lil sad xD

>>8049018
>aa
? Anti-androgens?

>>8048999
definitely!

it's like so weird too, how everything is playing out.
it's not even surreal, I just don't even know what to expect anymore.
life is strange

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>>8049007
>what if you meet a guy
H-haha..h-hahaha

>>8048995
I mean I have at least gotten the impression this is a better city than some? My views are very colored by what Edmonton's dating scene was and I wasn't even willing to try, straight cishet friends were calling it too sleazy and that's a bad sign for a trannu.

Thanks though Sarah
Idk, this past week is digging up a lot of uncomfortable feels ;_;

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Well I am off to bed! Wish me luck on my exam tomorrow!

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>>8049002

i've heard the same 1/3 statistic, but again, it's from women who use things like tinder or whatever.
it's about 2/3 with girls who meet guys irl. which, considering your career and what you'll be doing with your life, seems like your best bet regardless.
like i'm js. it'd be better if you met someone in your field that you click with anyways and that's not gonna happen on tinder. i just wouldn't worry about it.
you're young af. you're barely a third of the way through your life, and only half of that were you maybe even in a position to possibly date.
you're being irrational!!! NOR SHOULD YOU NEED ANYONE ELSE TO VALIDATE YOU BUT THAT SHOULD GO WITHOUT SAYING

>>8049003

that's why you just pretend you are. you have to fake it till you make it bb. that's how everyone does it. that's what bein brave is about.

>>8049004

???????????????????????????? ESPECIALLY if it's done right

>>8049026

that is very true. life is beautiful and awful like that lol

>>8049027
baka you're gonna be in college with people who are interested in the same subject as you

>>8049031

gl bb !!!!!!! KNOCK THEIR SOCKS OFF WITH KNOWLEDGE

>>8049001
i'm not trans

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>>8049031
Good luck on tomorrow's exam.

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https://youtu.be/EITit_18LxY
Post tunes or your mother will die in her sleep tonight

im a femboy okay

>>8049039
im not gonna post tunes then the x))))

>>8049019
i just did a backflip holy shit!

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>>8049044
Brutal

>>8049004
Maybe you need somebody to rev you up and get you interested in sex.

>>8049049
i wish my mom had died from cancer instead of my dad xDDDD

>>8049039
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v36KMdiWHao

>>8049047
how

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>>8049039
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6CWuxQQI51Q

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>>8049052
Just to let you know I'm hourly.
But just keep letting it all out nim.

>>8049056
i flipped backwards

>>8049039
>Post tunes or your mother will die in her sleep tonight
while I really don't want this to happen, I'd be set for life if she did.

>>8049060
oh sorry i can't afford you

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>>8049039

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zR2TqWDqO_w

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>>8049032
it's just life lol

like, everything in the past 2 months has just been so fucking crazy
I just wanna spend time with this guy and learn from him and help him before fate decides I need new friends

>>8049039
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5M1VtpcZBU&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ&index=91

>>8049062
but humans can't do that

>>8049059
I think you got a couple of screws loose there toots

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>>8049059
Fucking absolutely kek

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>>8049032
Yeah I legitimately think you might be right I'm unlikely to have a lot of luck dating on tinder or something like that. I do actually think I would need to date within my field.

I d k I can't claim to be rational I'm still kind of shocked at being single suddenly and still upset and idk. Plus I would only count 7 of those years as dating material anyways I was in no position to do it as a teen. At any rate I already did the validation trap with my first partner and it legimately fucked me up I'm not crazy enough to fall for it again.

>>8049033
I'll be a master's student I may as well just set up a sleeping bag on the lab floor.
As much as it will mean I have occasional chances to mingle I have no illusions, grad school in the physical sciences literally becomes your whole life.

>>8049069
i did i'm the first one

tfw want to go down on sparky but she is anon now.

im broken

>>8049079
can you teach me

>>8049067

imagine where you'll be in a year :o

>>8049074

it's ok to be kind of like ... not used to being alone. you get used to having someone. i just think you should identify the irrationality if you can.
at least if you confront it, it's easier to understand that it's not reality, and what you're worrying about is most likely not going to happen.
it'll get easier i think bb.

>>8049074
i guess

people still make friends in those environments though

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>>8049088
Not me I'm a workaholic

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>>8049087
that's too much for me to even imagine

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>>8049083
We're all a little broken anon that doesn't mean we're bad or unwanted

>>8049091
don't you sometimes work with other people in those environments

>>8049086
a lil bit

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>>8049087
I suppose that's true.
I've been in a relationship for far longer than I haven't been in the time since my life *actually* started so I legit think I may just not be used to being single. More than anything I'm just not used to change.

Thanks Edie
I think I've actually calmed down a bit maybe I'll actually sleep tonight

>>8049095
Depends

D E A D
same time EVERY night

I'm going to informed consent I feel like I should be nervous especially since I haven't prepared at all but I dunno

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>>8049094
bad and unwanted are actually pretty good words to describe me

>>8049101
ok do it pls

>>8049102

it can be very hard to get used to. but once you do, it's really nice. kind of makes it hard to get used to having someone again lol.
anytime tho bb. i hope you do sleep well tonight!! it's important yknow.

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>>8049104
But the thread seems active enou— Oh, you mean they're dead inside.

>>8049102
i could see you making friends that way right

gwen paid me $10000 to send her some of my hair

why would she do that

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>>8049109
Gotta find people that make you feel better senpai
Here's some more tunes though
https://youtu.be/ql1fZguXX14

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>>8049027
This is a wonderful city, even if it does smell like pee downtown :(
I've heard dating can be tricky here, like the job market because networking and who you know seems to be very important. Generally speaking, guys here are laid back and chill and people in general are very accepting. You could still run into some asshole dudebros, but they are a minority.

>>8049039
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVHGOJZ6Gtc

why is time moving so slowly today lol

>>8049118
Why wouldn't she you mean

>>8049122
ok take a tune https://youtu.be/6ySfpOfp6Yk

what's the slowest, most painful way to kms?

>>8049080
She only likes men annon

>>8049111
k

>>8049031
SOON ;)

>>8049134
ok ty i can do it now

>>8049128
idk she was like "nim i need the hair by next week or the idol won't be complete"

what did she mean by that

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>>8049131
Living a full and fulfilling life
>>8049118
>tfw no $10k

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I see no unusual transactions on any of my accounts...

>>8049150
did the hair get there yet

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>>8049130
Hey that was pretty good
>>8049140
Wew it means she loves you more than you could ever understand

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>>8049152
I am stingy and decided to use a wig. Who the fuck did you speak to?

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>>8049131
Not doing it

>>8049159
oh no, i've been found out!

>>8049159
you sent me the money and i sent the hair

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>>8049165
THERE ARE NO RECORDS OF THIS

WHAT THE FUCK

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>>8049171
Lies won't save you

>>8049172
You stay out of this.

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I don't want to play Overwatch anymore. I fucking hate it so much. All my friend ever wants to do is play Overwatch because he has ADHD and it fits his short attention span.
I cant take it anymore.

Why do mexicans always smell like laundry detergent?

>>8049171
oh okay you wanna keep it on the down low

i get it

>>8049180
because we are always doing someones laundry
just yesterday i was doing my gf's laundry
its something ingrained in our beings to do laundry, and thus we smell like detergent

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>>8049178
Finnnneeee
>>8049179
It was never good

wtf i keep trying to bring up trans stuff with mom but she always just shuts down and doesn't give me her opinion :(

>>8049157
can i hugg you

GWEN POST PICS ON DISCORD NOW

ALSO GOOD MORNING WTF WHY ARE THE SAME PPL ON NOW

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>>8049179
tfw was almost masters but dropped to high gold

>>8049191
Sertii, who are you in Discord?

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>>8049183
Only for now. I was actually planning on revealing the piece at a prestigious modern art gallery.

>>8049191
Eh..?

>>8049191
sertii

>>8049191
Good morning.

>>8049191
hi

>>8049198
also hi

>>8049196
what's the piece called

>>8049198
lil spidernazi girl

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>>8049189
I guess not anon.
Hugs

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>>8049179
tfw buddy was burnt out by OW and won't play it anymore

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>>8049186
It was good for maybe 3-4 months and after that is when I wanted to stop playing because I got bored of it.
But no. Its all he ever wants to play. The toxic community alone drains me emotionally so much.

>>8049192
I'm about 300 points away from 3500 but I doubt I'll get it. Too many terrible people now that throw games the second things don't go their way.

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>>8049200
MAGNO CAPITE

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I AM NOT PREPARED FOR THIS FUCKKKKKKKKKK.
>>8049199
Hey Neptune!
>>8049202
Ye.

my mom always gets like disgusted by gay stuff but whenever i ask her about trans stuff she just shuts up

idgi

>>8049212
hru buddi

>>8049216
Not okay, trying to figure out how I'll remove beaner *and* fend off the Russian bear.

>>8049211
i don't like that name srry

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should i come out to my friends theyre kinda gay and one is dating a trap so maybe i wont be emotionally destroyed??

>>8049219
but the soviet union doesn't exist anymore

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>>8049194
Sertii#3452
>>8049196
you said you are repressing atm yesterday? And that you'd never pass.
I want to see the evidence
>>8049197
https://www.longtallsally.com/nl-en/shoes/boots/lts-charley-lthr-chelsea-boot-16M43/p?option=16M43BOR
i really like these
>>8049198
hey zna
>>8049199
hi nep

>>8049210
stop playing mercy because she's gender conforming and carry harder to tilt the enemy team before they tilt yours

I want to sleep but can't bc i had 2 coffees today wtf

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>>8049222
It's alt-right alt-history, Nimmy.
>>8049224
How are you?

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>>8049225
>stop playing mercy
Never

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>>8049225
I dont actually play Mercy all that much unless I have to. Zen or Rein are my usuals.
I just post Mercy because shes qt.

>>8049224
no that's me not gwen :^)

but ye they're p cute

i dunno anything about clothes tho

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>>8049208
I-I'll play tomorrow

>>8049210
That's exactly the reason why I dropped like 800 sr ;-;

>>8049233
Cutest girl desu

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>>8049224
Is that supposed to be an older Ed?

>>8049231
oh okay

whenever i play stellaris and find primitive life on a planet i always enslave them

is that bad

>>8049212
>>8049224
im shitposting on tamaras computer while she should be doing homework lol

two years from now im gonna be an ugly girl

>>8049224
O-Oh. But then, which Discords are you in? You might be in the same ones as me and maybe I didn't notice...

>>8049246
meee too i'm so excited!

>tfw out of makeup

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>>8049240
Wrong
Its clearly Pharah

>>8049249
ye

and then i can save up and get surgery to unbust my face up

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>>8049243
You're not going far enough.
>>8049244
Fun!

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>>8049240
No you.

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>>8049237
I'm just kiddin
You don't have to play OW if you don't wanna
I don't mind

>>8049224
I found you in one. Never mind. I guess I'm just dumb.

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>>8049220
"Ceci n'est pas une garçon"

>I-I really hope nim understand my surrealist reference

>>8049224
If I muster the courage... I am terrified by the prospect of images of me leaking.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmIvs8U-zCI
>>8049231
better than yesterday emotionally
worse dysphoria wise
i feel kinda fat and gross atm but i need to study ugh
on the flip hand Gloomy is coming over in May now for like 10 days which is hype
>>8049235
>implying
>>8049242
she's the best character in this crappy anime https://myanimelist.net/anime/28623/Koutetsujou_no_Kabaneri
she's not even an important character, still pretty gay for her tho
>>8049244
i really should be studying more
i have a PDE exam on tuesday and i'm scared ;-;
also have fun :3
>>8049247
I'm not active in any of the discords desu
kinda don't like they are so fragmented
>>8049246
more like you'll be a cute dyke in a few months lol
>>8049259
it's ok hugg

>>8049261
wtf my hair is long how am i gonna be a dyke

>>8049255
quite
and now were listening to fleetwood mac lol

>>8049260
ya lil mime pipe boy

i-i totally didn't google it

>>8049255
wtf why purge they're good labor

>>8049261
Well, that's a mixed bag. Lol, you're not fat at all, what are you talking about? Yeah, I heard about that from Gloomy, I hope it goes well!

>>8049260
trust me, even people i'm not friendly with have sent me pictures of themselves and i've never leaked them ever.
I respect people's privacy.
>>8049265
are you serious
you must have not seen any cute dykes

>>8049275
ya dykes have short hair right

>>8049261
i hate studying and stuff
i hate school but i love learning but im not in school now so idk doesnt matter lol
she decided to work on her laptop now anyway so i can keep shitposting

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>>8049272
So are robots, Emi. Robots that *aren't* filthy xenos.
>>8049260
Yeah, Sertii's trustworthy with pics, she's seen me, too.

eating popcorn with chopsticks?
y/n?

>>8049281
but what if I haven't researched robos yet

>>8049261
>#Couch - Episode 8 - Stick and Poke Performance
i think you might like mutual benefit https://youtu.be/cZ8Lo4R7CBM

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>>8049267
I have complete confidence in your testimony. Who knew Nim was so cultured?

>>8049275
v.v'

I'll take ones that try to emphasize my masculine features, and ones that do the opposite. Can't guarantee I'll get them to you.

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>tfw sertii says your jawline is andro instead of manly

>>8049291
wtf everyone knew

>>8049293
Fight her.

>>8049296
ill cut her with my jawline

>>8049286
Get to it.

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>>8049273
me too! I'm excited
and idk i hate my belly...
>>8049277
no not per se
you're thinking of butch dykes
>>8049280
i know, it's hard to get into studying :/
and iktf.. i often just spend hours on wikipedia and absorb knowledge when i should be studying for uni
also say hi to tammy for me!
>>8049288
>not available
rip
>>8049291
hugg it's ok dw
>>8049293
well idk you reminded me of Ellen Page 100% when i saw you lol

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>>8049293
how do I be cute

did anyone see Red's reddit post about getting fired from a strip club cause of her male id?

>>8049300
ellen page is lil and cute wtf

>>8049301
just b u

idk how

>>8049301
stay exactly as you are desu
>>8049305
exactly
>inb4 not lil
still cute tho

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To be fair, I'm fucking gorgeous. I just like perpetuating the mystique.

>>8049299
ok i will

can i keep some of them as pets tho

>>8049308
how do i b like that too

>>8049307
hugboxin baka

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>>8049258
I probably can't play tomorrow either
I'm heading over to my friends place and me and him are gonna finish evil within
Its such a good game desu

>>8049309
Why would you want to do that? They're filthy. What if they want to rebel? What then?

>>8049303
no

>>8049303
kek i saw that but i think youre memeing about it being red
>>8049300
oh i forget youtube music is like that -_-

>>8049318
are you gonna suck his dick

>>8049315
I mean you can deny it all you want
you're just not hearing what you want to hear

>>8049301
you are the cutest olive

>>8049319
wtf they're my pets why would they rebel when i feed them tasti kibble

>>8049327
i just don't see it though

>>8049329
>nim will never feed u tasty kibble

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>>8049318
Aw have fun

>>8049336
*scratches behind ur ear*

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>>8049326
Delet this

>>8049341
delet me

>>8049340
uwu

>>8049300
yeah lol same i inadvertently spend hours on wikipedia sometimes when i should be doing other things

>ywn be deleted

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>>8049321
ok i found it
sounds like cute music but where is my cute dyke ship???
>>8049334
i mean, I don't see it either in myself
but you just have to believe in what people tell you i think
like you have an andro jaw (which isn't a bad feature per se) and a slight buttchin (which is kind of a bad feature but it's pretty much your only bad feature). Other than that you basically already look like a cute girl at 5 months hrt. Obviously you don't pass, because that's just me projecting how hrt will kinda make you look after seeing a lot of timelines.
just
don't worry about it senpai honestly you'll be ok
>>8049350
especially space stuff or deep sea stuff
it's all so fascinating

>>8049326
No he's just a friend and only a friend
He has a gf

>>8049337
I will uwu

There is a really fat cat sleeping on my pot smoking sweater and it's cold outside. What do I do? :(

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tfw red got fired from a strip club

>>8049358
cuddle it

>>8049360
thats maddie

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>>8049366
no this is maddie

I love this so much
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvZsPS4XRLw

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>>8049361
Okay, I tried that, but she isn't moving :(

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>mfw running out of shit to wear while i'm on cam

i just spent like 80$ on some more qt shirts and sweaters and panties and a hoodie and stuff and that's still only like 3-4 outfits, maybe 5
i mean considering i make like 300~500$ per show i know it's not that much of an investment, but i'm fucking running out of ideas lmao
i used to do the whole lingerie thing but i literally own like every piece of lingerie you can imagine and now i just wear comfy clothes
bUT NOW I'M RUNNING OUT OF THAT SHIT TOO LIKE WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THERE'S ONLY SO MANY OUTFITS OUT THERE

Where tha traps at in LA

>>8049375
cute maddie

>>8049375
xD

>>8049379
I would say start it naked but that removes half the show.

>>8049379
time to go gaga tier and start wearing lampshades and the like

supposed to have the worst storm/tornadoes of the century in my state tomorrow so that's fun

>>8049380
idk ask kayla

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How to stop emotions?
inb4 drugs

>>8049391
Whos kayla? Nah fr tho im tryna date a trap that aint a tweaker

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>>8049393
dont have them in the first place

How would all the 'tfw no bf' posters react if a guy actually started hitting on them

>>8049393
crossword puzzles

>>8049399
Honestly I would probably sperg out

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>>8049393
store all your worries away on your forehead, thats what I do and nobody can even notice

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>>8049393
I don't think there's a way
You have to let it out

>>8049393
meditation. CBT. or xanax.

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>>8049399

>>8049387

basically ya lmao

>>8049388

THAT IS LITERALLY WHERE I'M AT
i wish i could just wear the same thing every show and have everyone be happy lol

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>>8049403
It's not really like sadness
It's a weird nagging feeling I don't understand, all I know is it's emotional

>>8049401
Why's that?

>>8049407
You know that'd just make him do it more

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>>8049407
maybe like that for 5 seconds before you start sending him nudes

>>8049408
how about go for the classic balloon popping routine but using a spare needle you would ordinarility inject estrogen with

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>>8049408

>>8049399
probably shy
mumbled and jumbled words stumbling, tumbling from my awkward, clumsy, and bumbling mouth

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i can't wait for today to end!
(even though it's only just starting)

>>8049413
Because I've never been hit on by a guy before

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>>8049414
s-should i send you nudes instead
>>8049413

>>8049423
ay baby, how you doing?

>>8049409
Thats just anxiety then
I dont really know how to deal with that :/
I sure haven't dealt with it

>>8049423
... really?

>>8049424
It's not like you would. Don't tease people- it isn't nice.

>>8049417
see
>You know that'd just make him do it more

>>8049415

that sounds scary af ;-;

>>8049416

SCREAM
HI POOKS SUP

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>>8049430
not u
im an innocent pure girl for my nii-chan emma
>>8049435
*gags*
not much just gettin hype abt hearthstone xpac

wbu edie how are things

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>>8049424
if you want
its not like i haven't already explored every inch of your worthless slutty body though~

>>8049435
I remember you passing so well in the original /soc/ trap threads. How long have you been on hormones? What method do you use for hair removal?

How do you keep your dick functional?

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>>8049429
Yea it sucks
I've been losing sleep over it lately