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old thread >>5618523
>tfw have to cover up half your face to even look slightly feminine
>tfw people lie to you and say you pass
>tfw will never pass and too ugly to be considered human
>ywn get a hot pizza delivery guy to coat you with his hot goey cheese
I'm distant if anything, honestly.
Right? I'm pretty happy. It's hard to find things to mope about lately.
Super shitty, I was worried about this before we started dating. I knew he liked me for a while but I was worried Id fuck up the relationship somehow and lose him. I still worry about it, honestly.
>No one understands me
What are you, 14?
Ty, how are you, Kit?
I already miss Jungle guy and my heart is beating fast, whats happening to me??
>best friend is typically someone that understands you more than everyone else
>best friend dies
>you lose that now
What about that is 14? You insensitive piece of shit. Not surprising though since you're that one ugly fuck that thinks he's an authority in passgen.
Does Obamacare cover hrt in anyway? The guvment requires me to have insurance or theyll take muh money so I dont know what to do.
xth for kuppy keeps stealing the images ive stolen and posting them.
No, obamacare doesn't cover HRT.
It's an amazing thing to have when you have it, I hope it goes well for you. We were together a long time and I can't say I handled the breakup well.
Step 1 - let's just try to be friends again, I'm sure we can do that even if one person has feelings still
Step 2 - we're both lonely, let's be fwb
Step 3 - we need to stop, I'm dating someone
Step 4 - being around you hurts, we need to stop seeing each other for a while. It might be a long while
Currently in step 4. I'm an idiot.
Stop being crazy
>people who can't pass because of man faces are crazy
Needs a dildosucking gif and then yeah, spot on.
I wish I could give you some advice, Ive never been in a long relationship. This is my first time being with some one in a long time. Do you even talk to him anymore?
Yes! What kind of guys are you into, Kit?
He's never gonna leave her for you, I've been there. If you're ok with being a sidebitch then w/e then though.
>tfw I will never hit it off with any guy because I'm too manly and ugly for any boy to be interested in me
No, people who pass that are convinced they look like a male are crazy. It's OK, I'm crazy too.
We talk a little. We used to talk a lot. Honestly, most of our interaction has been him checking in to make sure I don't go off the deep end, I havn't been entirely mentally stable recently.
>Yes! What kind of guys are you into, Kit?
it's really hard for me to say what type of guys i like.. there is definately like a theme kind of thing i think but it's hard to describe. i'm not so much into a type of guy but when i see or meet a guy i like i can tell immediately, it's more like i know what i like when i see it kind of thing. generally they have to be nice though and atleast less passive/quiet then me otherwise we would p much never be able to start a conversation with each other. i'm kinda meek ._.;
what kinda guys do you like moap??
that's really nice anon but please be careful. if he has a gf and leaves her for you it could mean he could leave you later on down the track for someone else... i don't want to see you get hurt ;_;
yeah !!! they really are
r u on hrt? what r ur stats
i guarantee you you're closer then you think fgt
PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS
I doubt you have it as bad as me. I am a 6 foot wide-shouldered Hercules manbeast with no curves at all. Also I have a prominent Adonis belt even though I don't work out.
>convinced you don't pass despite people that have seen you telling you otherwise
Why do I feel so gross this morning? How do I make it stop?
It was just the pic and them being too nice.
Prison Rape terrifies me, thats how I ended up in a womens domestic violence class. I could have gone to court and almost certainly won since the supposed victim was with me claiming it was bullshit. I was terrified of jail time though so I just took the first plea bargain they gave me.
No, he won't. Im like 100% positive of it. Here's a song about it.
Atleast he's concerned. Is it the breakup thats messing with you, or something else?
Passive/quiet guys are definitely a no go for me too. Being meek will be cute later on. I like nice intelligent geeky guys. They're hard to find, most geky guys are disgusting or have massive personality flaws. I had the best looking bf at the last convention I went to though, so that was cool. To be fair, there aren't many attractive men at conventions.
To be fair, people hugbox here a lot.
Getting there, youll pass in another year.
>tfw your torso is huge and you have to resort to wearing medium sized clothing
Anon that's impossible. Id already be at the gas chamber, getting it ready for you.
I'm so tired of being worthless. I'm so tired of knowing everyone judges me on this life I live. Its not like I like sitting in front of a computer every day. Do they really think im content or happy being like this? I just dont know hat to do with my life. I never have.
here's a bigger version of last picture comparing the first
Geeky guys with a full time job <3
Uh just take me! #willing
You'll never believe people, will you ;_;
Not really the breakup at this point, although I guess some of the feelings are the extended fallout of it. Dating a friend led to a situation where I drifted from my other friends, I don't see them all that regularly. Seasonal depression, a quarterlife crisis, a lack of social activities, frustration with school, occasional dysphoria and an absence of physical intimacy are all piling on, I'm really not at my best right now.
I see it's one of those nights where the hons are just smashing their keyboards
You should try wearing some rings, or painting your nails, or wearing bracelets. All can make your hands appear smaller/more feminine.
The first time I met my current bf we played Settlers of Catan together.
Wirklich? I take it sometimes and I feel fine.
:/ Have you ever tried smoking pot? I find it helps in such situations.
i want to fall asleep in angies arms. platonically. i think.
no idea why this person is obsessed with calling people ogres
someone at lunch yesterday asked if i knew how to sew and motioned at my hands and when i asked them what they meant they said it was because my fingers are so long
this is the same person who regularly tells me how jealous she is of my nails even though i don't do anything to them except keep them from getting too long
But I have what you need right here franku.
Fine you get the selfie that shows off my facial scars
It's true though, i'm extremely masculine irl which is why I look so pig disgusting in most reflections and probably to other people too.
There's no solution, but with forehead FFS it can go from caveman deepset to Taylor Swift call me on my elf phone deepset.
Lain, it almost certainly is dysphoria
I know how you're feeling, people tell me I don't look bad but I want to tear off my face. Sometimes I suspect these people are hugboxing, but you gotta learn to ignore this paranoia and take people's words.
Yikes, those are like real drugs. Be careful, my aunt smoked too much meth in her 20's and 30's and now she's like literally retarded. a 45 year old woman who acts has the brain of a 13 year old.
>Being able to stomach canned microwave food and pizza
>Not starving yourself, and vomiting up when you do eat during transition because of how disgusted you are with your body
>Not suffering problems with your stomach and appettite to this day because of it
>stop being so insecure. ur literally mostly fine desu.
if by fine I look like a man all over and will be homeless if I don't land a job and the only job I was able to interview at was a commission only job so I am fucked
Converse shoes, jeans and a jacket is what I usually wear the two times I go outside every month.
My face is so manly tho ;-;
considering they considered employing you to begin with i'm psure you'll be fine...right? talk to me #based kayla
My legs don't touch when my feet are together.
Is this normal?
Yeah, I know just how damaging it can be, in gruesome detail (took pharmacology classes in uni). I had a bath salts addiction back in 2010/2011 to boot. I'm an idiot for playing with fire again, but I'm at my wit's end.
that's like adorable in a morbid way. well hopefully being together is enough reason to live. god i would give fucking anything to be able to start fresh and have a new life over there.
>race car salesman
>lego group rep with a six figure salary
>date with a guy at a restaurant during their closed after hours
>multiple confirmed cases of replying to own posts
yea you are and will always be full of shit and you do not deserve any positive attention here
I don't believe you desu
I doubt you look even half as manly as Edgar
>If a child is sickly, either with rickets or any other ailment that prevents ossification of the bones, or is improperly fed, the bowed condition may persist.
you are a malnourished child
>Miss cock wants a vag?
Found something more up your alley Kaykay
Fuck, what were bath salts like? I shouldn't even ask. I dunno, I kinda get it. I started smoking pot to deal, but pot isn't going to kill me.
My features are just as bad as Edgar's though.
>Miss cock wants a vag?
Yes, I have wanted a vagina ever since I was little. Its even recorded at the childrens hospital I got diagnosed as trans as that I tried melting my penis and balls off at 12 years old by putting compound W wart remover all around the base every night for a month.
I never felt so much like just chopping it all off, flushing it and calling 911
>tfw your dad starts looking at you weird
But Edgar is the pinnacle of femininity!
In all srsness she isn't.
Who else /weirdlegs/ here?
>tfw ur legs bend out below the knees
Could be worse at least you don't look like holic.
I posted it once there, and you know I am witty at times so I called it that to break my bad mood, a little bit of humor goes a long way sometimes, and no I don't fap with it because I use an anal vibe like once a month. I really really am being honest when I say if I could have even cut rate srs right away I would do it.
you look like shit thanks to the fact you stopped taking HRT for a couple of years
you and edgarino are indistinguishable now
Yup, I don't remember a lot of that year. ;_;
I mostly used mephedrone and mdpv, both are commonly referred to as bath salts.
MDPV is a weird, cracked out stimulant. It has a weird and mellow euphoria. Large doses are incredibly speedy and paranoid, and smoking it (never tried) is supposed to be virtually identical to crack
Mephedrone is a short acting stimulant that feels like a mix of MDMA and meth. When snorted it wallops you in the face with a really strong rush of euphoria, and for the next 40 minutes it feels a lot like being on a speedy roll, you want to talk and cuddle. The comedown is 40 minutes later, and you crave more pretty much instantly.
Both were very abusable, and very moreish. Multi day benders were the norm.
>Yes it fucking does, that's the definition of womanhood.
FtM btfo by Eliot logic
>Why aren't you calling the spoiled anon who had srs a fetishist? huh?
because I am that anon
>just going to kick me while I am down?
no just going to kick you cause your views on srs are creepy and disgusting
what's up nerds? have you missed me? just got back from hanging out with tichbits!
Fuck, Ill never try any of them. Id never be able to stop, I have a horribly addictive personality. I hope you're able to get past it
>Women are walking vaginas
Alright now I have to join the anons that think you're a creepy man. You need to seriously rethink what it means to be a woman.
I am like at the bottom of that desu.
Only the dead know freedom from this hondom
Japan, because being white they have already forgotten I exist so being a tranny won't matter either and maybe because all whites look the same a guy would think I'm a pretty western she-devil
he's a fucking man. ever wonder why cartman slowly stopped posting when he turned up? t rage for territorial chasing! this faggot has no place here and so many of us have told him to get fucked stop him attention
you pass as a woman but one that is very ugly, if you want to know an unpassable, morbidly obese, ultra ugly man see sheen
stop jumping on the honposting bandwagon you are bad at this fatty
Honestly, don't. Bath salts are scary, and the fact that you can't get mdpv or mephedrone very easily anymore is probably for the best. I have an addictive personality too, but that was the only time where I've felt completely out of control. Still crave them too. ;_;
Too late desu ;_;
I am queen hon! :D
So don't ever look up the phrase tranny sounding for your own good *shudders* especially under images.
Hair looks pretty good actually wish mine still had that length. Nice style and texture too jelly.
the first thing I thought about when I saw that was a page of acid because of all the squares. I am going to go watch MSNBC now and laugh at all the libcucks thinking they can beat the god emperor.
Nah I am ugly. Here is me 25 pounds heavier
I am losing weight god damn it, but I am ugly and I don't pass. Nothing will ever change that.
you guys shit on kayla so hard.
yeah she can be questionable at times but jesus christ she's not THAT fucking bad. yeah she's not perfect but el oh el some of you are bootyblasted
yeah maybe in another post she told you to kill yourself or something. get over it tbqhfam
>tfw u realise u have an entire dresser full of clothes u never wear
Time to throw out all my dresses
Just look at the archive silly
>tfw your counselor told you that you can never expect to pass as female but "you'll probably be okay" and calls you a pretty boy and tries not to laugh
>I don't know why I am the only one singled out for all the hate in the world
oh come on now. i personally like you because you remind me of myself personality wise, but you REALLY can't see how some of the things you post can rub others the wrong way?
Sure i can btfo people alot and i get alot of hate for it on the main board i frequent *not 4chan* but i can reflect on why people react the way they do. now i'm not saying they are RIGHT. but you can't say that you HONESTLY feel like they attack you for NO reason
how many of you would stew and brew if your hypothetical bf asked you to?
>be pre-op man gorilla
>found a 6'4'' tall guy on my area
>is a little pessimistic and awkward when it comes to girls
>but he looks so gooood
>finds me cute and hot for some reason
>clearly doesnt like trans people though
what do? kinda want to make him like me before i tell him but like is that completely awful of me?
"um uh er ehm ummm, hey im a man"
So I just got a new laptop, what should I make the desktop background?
>tfw will never be cute or feminine enough to flirt with guys
Kill me right meow.
>trans/nb game night thing was fun even though I had been worried about it all day
> meet cool people and don't feel like a complete loner anymore
> counselor said he couldn't wait for the day I ask him to put my girl name on his file
Today is all smiles.
Lol this is hilarious but you are a bad troll at least try. I don't your even think your the same poster you forget your trip?
There is a bluish shadow on your jawline towards the right jaw you blend okay but there are a couple areas you missed, may I suggest using a sponge next time?
>tfw your crush makes you question whether you are trans or not
What if I'm just a gay man who wants to be a girl?
>tfw shrink says im andro
>tfw shrink says im better off than most people in my position
>tfw shrink says I don't have the face of a 30 years old man
success, today, i guess. i asked my friends/roommates to start with my female name and pronouns. all were agreeable and told me it was overdue.
i feel the same way sometimes when i read boys love. maybe i just want to be an uke? i don't think that possible tho, the tranny feels are just too rabid.
nah. chat me up any time. i'm really blunt and honest, if you annoy me you'll know.
Never that is fucking disgusting stop making me Google shit like that I'm going to vommit first tranny sounding Sears my eyeballs now this tho to be fair they should already be roasted from daily viewing of my reflection.
Shit your lucky you dolt get a reorder and record all the transphobic shit she says then Sue and get all the surgery you could ever want your sitting on a gold mine sis don't fuck it up.
That's true, I guess. I saw a mom without a stroller carrying her sleeping baby today. >Tfw. I don't think a gay man would give a shit
>im better off than most people in my position
THAT'S WHAT MINE SAYS TOO!!!! Something is rotten in the state of Denmark.
My dealer got arrested :/
So this is me sober unfortunately what would that even accomplish you heard anons I'm a hun no amount of hrt can change that face it I will never pass why even try it's pointless and stupid I don't want to be a tranny stereotype for people to laugh at being a dude sucks but it's easier than being an out hun.
hey hi hello
um so work was kind of slow. it's pretty much always slow tho on wednesdays for whatever reason? so it is what it is. i got to try on my new dress and i made monies and stuff. also i took pics and i liked the way some of them turned out.
how are you mtfg? how was your day?