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nth for missing the chance to post legs in last thread
>tfw no cuddles from best friend because i gave him a cold even though i told him to wash his bedsheets
>tfw face is too manly to pass.
>tfw no hips
>tfw huge hands and feet
>Am cis girl
>Have been struggling with a shopping addiction for ~5 years now and have amassed huge wardrobe thanks to that
>Trying to fix this problem
>Want to donate clothes
>Do not want to donate to shitstain organization
>Would prefer to help transgirls out since I'm assuming it might be a little daunting to go shopping for clothes in person and online shipping adds up
Where to donate?
dat ass, dem back dimples. sit on my face please
tfw you will NEVER be alicia keys
sadness covers me with a blanket....tuck me in...let me die
That movie was amazing loved it. Suuure I'm onto you spreading your cookies on dat dick. But if true I'm sorry I don't really get that I always make a move and guys sleep with me God knows why I look.like severed foot if an ugly fucking dude lime me can get laid so can you have faith senpai.
>tfw boys and men nowadays have more feminine legs than I'll ever have
The majority of the clothing I'd want to donate is at my mom's since not everything can fit in the closets at my house (I don't know how I let myself get to this point), but I have stuff from XS-XL. I'm not sure if it's cool to donate bras, but I have those in sizes from 32A-34B, too. I'm sure something could fit, and even then, accessories don't have sizes. If you're all comfortable with it, I could come back in about a month (when I go to visit my mom's place) and just do a giveaway here.
>wipe my face with my towel
>towel falls on the ground
>this guy falls out
>tfw almost died
>tfw more masculine than cis men my age and even men 10 years older than me
>That movie was amazing loved it
it was just Fahrenheit 451 with more technology and over-confident choreography
the gunfights were cool though
and neither of us is particularly interested in sex
i enjoy cuddling and emotional intimacy but it's really not sexual
whereat you at?
she just wants to make friends
what do you have against spiders?
>everyone posting cute legs w small feet
>tfw hockey legs and size 43 feet
also check out that bulge (^:
It's weird. All these men everywhere have better and more fem bodies than me while they are not even on hormones.
I feel like one of the last Neanderthal caveman men who were unlucky for starting too late.
>tfw instagram filters are literally sorcery
you ever take a pic and be like 'idk this is kind of shit' and then u throw a filter on it and u look 100x better lmao
something i was asked to take yesterday
Why does it have to be like this. Why weren't I born one of those xenoestrogen influenced baby boys that turn into men with sleek womanly figures you see everywhere. I hate my dad so much for infecting me with his gross caveman genes.
WHAT IS THAT D:
is it poisonous and what is it doing in your house
ew ew ewwww
no im asian german
post legs !
yup some form of jeans i guess, but theyre like much more.. idk thin and stretchy material than guy jeans
43 = huge feet fyi
cis women my height have 39-40
atleast you pass bby
>tfw more masculine than your dad
Just kill me tbhon.
>tfw your dad would pass better than you at 44 years old
Please stop with the spiders I feel like there on me and it's not a good feeling please..
Impossible I am a man not a woman angles and instagram can't change that at least your a girl.
I require proof sounds like bullshit to me I have 700.00 dollars per check 500.00 goes to rent 100.00 goes to utities I'm left with 100.00 for gas how can I save when I have nothing left senpai?
12 womens is exactly 42-43 you dummie :"D
welcome to the penguin club
>mfw when wearing skinny jeans w size 43 converse
its like just hilarious, all i can do is tie them super loose so they dont look like pair of canoes .
> wearing skinny jeans w size 43 converse
Are you me ;~~;
I hate myself so much, I must look like a comedy performance artist or something to people.
I have kinda long feet but I'm pretty ok with my legs. Heres like, the only photo i have of them. Not very good tho.
>mfw me when I wear skinny jeans + any shoes at all (especially black ones)
>just going for a stroll ... don't mind me, my feet are totally normal sized my mom told me so... p-please stop staring ;-;
Well no you look like a girl sound like and girl and even are seen as a girl by everyone ie pass I sound like a man, look like a man, and I'm seen as a man must be a man. Like I'm 26 you started young like Elena must people who transition at my age end up a laughing stock I'm better off being who people see me as.
Congrats I wish my ball torture would have yeilded such results several years if tight jeans skateboarding and generally trying to hurt my nuts and nothing but man face and man body the t is a wicked curse.
Everyday and good luck finding heels or boots too with out looking like Ronald McDonald...fuck me.
>tfw you didn't fuck up your balls with a rubber band
Time machines? Being a different person? Use the wish machine from the movie Big? idk
also I didn't notice that was suzuya
Its easy to call it superficial I had to deal with the stares, with the comments with the assault it's not easy transitioning when you are a man to everyone in the world but yourself.
Well work on that your cute and you should be happy bout that.
24 I don't seem to age much
i was just listening to dir en grey a bit ago. it's a coincidence i swear, i'd been listening to the hickey underworld all day before that.
but yea, i've grown a real true appreciation for kisou.
Mado you're such a qt
I wish I could snuggle you irl
I mean I'm not a man but I can't live as a woman either I'm.probably some genderqueer thing that should be put to death. You still look 1000 times better than I ever will just saying. I don't why your doing this you yourself think I look like some creepy peverted uncle so what chance in hell do I have?
makeup is not genetics lmao!!
the only things i lucked out on with genetics are thick hair/brows, large lips and eyes, and high cheekbones. other than that ....... not so much
ye i took that pic in 2010 and i didn't even touch a hormone pill till 2013, let alone start it consistently till last year.
well mainly i just go off on you when we're arguing and calling each other shitty lmao. i'm js you shouldn't base your opinions of yourself on how other people feel about you. that's a recipe for disaster.
>I'm.probably some genderqueer thing that should be put to death.
cause of makeup lmao
yall have n o idea, makeup can change everything about your face.
literally, pic related
i was anorexia tier. which makes sense since i never ate lmao
that wouldn't work. nicotine inhibits estrogen receptors. which means you won't nearly have as many receptors to soak up the estrogen you're taking now, let alone more of it. flooding your body just damages those receptors further.
Suicide circus <3 maggots <3 is love for me.
I still like them I'm just getting more mellow lately I guess my playlist has bee brand new, Anthony green, circa survive, soasin, chiodios, and coheed, pianos become teeth feel like I'm slowly moving away from hard core now.
Save some rope for me please.
You look like Bailey Jay here wtf? How does this picture not pass your making a weird face but still. I mean when I'm assaulted which happened to me in pa and even here in tn how can I feel safe transitioning I could be murdered just for existing I will never pass maybe at 18 I would have had a chance but there is no hope at all now. I'm sorry I was such a shit to you btw I'm just jealous but even still I said some really fucked things o wish I could take back.
The feel is real.
All the hugs are yours
Why would you give me this feel
tanks m9. You usually can't see it but it really shows in that one.
We all wanna be best girl.
Snuggle with bites.
Needles! they were left at my house.
Lucky it's not a full moon tonight. Grrr
you're really not. good luck proving me wrong. i know exactly what it's like to feel how you feel. i can only imagine the stress you're under lately amplifies that and i'm sorry. but i don't want to lose you. you've always been kind to me and you brighten up my day whenever i get to talk to you.
It's nothing but feels with you Mado chan.
I wish I could steal you and beg you to be my qt bf but alas ;~;
Stop that I day that to people about me have I not said over 9000 times you pass have you not had people treat you like a woman Jesus girl you even have a bf which is nothing I could ever hope for.work on your self esteem your looks are fine. And stop stealing my line. You know I look like crap I still don't get why you let me live in delusion of think I had hips I don't there is nothing about me that looks or sounds like a girl I'm a fucking joke.
i passed in that pic because of makeup lmao!! that's what i'm saying. it was so much easier back in the day cause like... you could wear so much makeup and the cam quality was so low that no one could tell. also i mean weren't you like happy about your progress and like working towards stuff last summerish? wtf happened?
i need a better answer!!!!
good, it's bad for ur skin too
because i didn't have a full length mirror that would actually show my bod and i wanted to get my makeup in the pic too looool
thank god i gained 30 lbs, i was 105 back then
i mean...now? i didn't used to at all tho prior to like the past 6 months. like this was me at 16. i wasn't like super passable prior to HRT without loads of makeup.
> i didn't pass back in the day
could literally make a different facial expression and still pass to half the public
I sobered up after being assualted on Halloween by a gay guy that I will always be seen as male. I also suck at make up plus the man I was with turned out to be a complete asshole and filled my head with lies. I'm 26 now it's over.
i looked like a man lmao!!!
now i'm a feminine undercover brother
angie is that u
wtf is wrong now
...GIRL TF?????? gay men are shady and stupid af half the time. why would you let shitty people control your life to that degree? like i understand that it must have been traumatic but i mean it shouldn't be impacting and dictating how you live your life now.....
can you elaborate?
how does someone elses rudeness make you a 'bad' person? angie, you sound ridiculous right now. i sure as fuck don't pass. personally i think you're fucking adorable. you really think i'd care about something so petty regardless? i want to be with you because i like you. angie. i don't give about anything else, i just want to spend time with you. i will hug you and never let go until you feel better about yourself.
Could be worse I have a folder of alois pictures and various cm boys dear God what is this life..
Well thats it I'm ordering helium.
But you are how many times do I have to say it and would you be honest with me already and tell me the truth of how I look.
If you're into guys I can like... recite a poem or something for you. Completely platonic, fully because I'm lonely and need to feel like I'm doing something productive. [spoiler] you'll have to pick the poem
These threads go by so quickly these days...
On what? I'm confused now?
I'm a weak person I dunno I'm scared,scared of being a laughing stock again, scared of being beaten like I have been my whole life the moment I even so the slightest feminine gesture, scared my family will suffer because I'm complete wreck and embarassment to them scared everyone will hate me, scared I will get killed and my famy would have to deal with the shame of having to know why. Scared I will lose my job the moment I decide to wear a skirt. Its scary and I sure even if I semi passed prehrt it wouldn't make a difference I don't want to be this way I just want my life to be easy. And tho I'm miserable now I'm not hurti g anyone I love anymore
No I'm not but whatever believe what you like I could say the same I mean you definitely hug boxed me about my hips all of mtfg did.
I am into men but I look like a dude not sure what that would accomplish I do like poetry tho.
You could try something like this I got it cause my shoulder bother me too.
I have several pornos saved on my computer of porn like this. Biggest fantasy sucking a guy off till he cums under water a bag may be needed for said fantasy.
Basically muh fetish
i'm more concerned you wouldn't want to even look at me, honestly. as i said, i know exactly how you feel. except you are actually fucking cute as fuck. i need to find a suitable mask to hide behind.
Both the neck and the wide sleeves help to disguise shoulder width, if that's something you worry about, and means you can get away with the skirt which doesn't add to hips. It's a lovely dress in a lively colour. I don't know what you look like, but there's no reason you shouldn't look great in it.
I dunno I'm not Angie she goes through this sometimes I hope she feels better about herself.
I think we measured wrong. My mom even said I don't have any hips. Also my gigantic shoulders and manly face throw all of that out of proportion anyways.
Well I mean I look like a man and it hasn't arrived I'll probably just cancel the order again.
I don't want to get banned tho.
>you're not a real /lgbt/er until you've been banned for posting lewd shit.
I fucking hate myself.
I've struggled through so much mental illness in my life, and I am so depresed.
I just got out of Residential for 2 months. And now I'm sitting around, unable to do hormones, without an accepting family, and I'm stuck finishing High School (I'm 18.)
Now I'm just sad that I'm 80 pounds overweight, 6 ft tall, and built like a rugby player.
I want to look like a woman so bad, but no matter how hard I try to loose weight, I've only dropped 5 pounds in 3 months.
I'm only eating 1400 calories a day (mostly a diet of greens, protein, and entirely no grain), and get an hour of exercise a day.
The worst part of it? 40 of those pounds came from an anti-psychotic that I got forced onto. Now I'm off it, but the weight won't drop.
I mean at least I'm sane and not delusional now, but that doesn't mean I'm happy.
Been there done that I posted like 25 trap pictures and several nudes of myself got banned for it not wanting that tonight that picture made things happen now some new euphoria God I hate this birth defect in between my legs.
>posting qt patched up boys
You are killing me!!
>tfw no qt bf to nurture
Sorry babe I'm on my phone and pc is in the other room with.my rents.
Anyways I'm going to bed with any luck.i can at leadt dream im a girl again night all edie thank you so.much for trying to cheer this miserable old girl up im.really sorry about the shit i said
Why do I need to be constantly reminded of this ;~;
So tackling this issue of am I trans?
Does it matter if I am?
If I am should I transition?
Will I regret it? What if I do? Will I lose everything? Does that matter? What am I so afraid of?
Maybe I am just crazy? Is being trans why I get so depressed, and have panic attacks. Is it why I am so self destructive? Am I just gay? If I am why aren't I attracted to gay guys? Is it because I was abused... because my mother hated me? Maybe I am an addict because my parents and siblings are addicts, and not because I am trans? How can I know? Why don't I know!!? Is not knowing a sign I really am not?
Why did I say I wish I was a girl instead of I am a girl? Is it important? If I really am in the wrong body why didn't I feel that way every single day? Was it because I was too drunk to realize? Why does it come in seemingly random waves combined with depression? Am I just lying to myself?
WTF is wrong with me? Do I just want attention? Do I just want to be treated how I imagine a woman gets treated with no real regard for the realities of actually being one? Is this all in my imagination? Is this all a creation of media manipulation via wanting to be a princess, A special snowflake. (oh I am a special snowflake by the way). Is being a woman about thinks so superficial as being pretty? Conforming to some caricatured gender norm?
If I was really a woman wouldn't I cherish the power I currently possess to effect positive change in the world for others, and accept the realities of the now. Would I focus on concepts of empathy and compassion and love and kindness? Is that even what being a woman is cause I sure know a lot that are none of those things.
Is it worth the money? Am I too old for it to work? Will I lose my job, and be homeless? Will I ever find true love?
Am I just in some long fugue state? How can I figure all this out? What is the truth? Does truth even exist? Why am I asking so many question? God I exhaust myself.
>fantasize about rape
>fucked three different people
>cheated on someone
>confessed to golden showers and bondage
>If I was really a woman wouldn't I cherish the power I currently possess to effect positive change in the world for others, and accept the realities of the now. Would I focus on concepts of empathy and compassion and love and kindness?
All women are now Bodhisattvas, y'all.
how long until hormones start working
>I want to play with that boy's hair
Yeh looks fluffy and soft
would kiss his head for sure
How come so many trannies are in relationships with other MTF? I think every single one I know on the internet is.
I thought y'all's ideal partner is a straight guy who sees you as a normal woman (lol)
I want to remove that thing from his head.
That follows, but isn't that more suitable for a friendship than a relationship?
I dated a MTF and it seemed like they were eager to get into relationships with other MTF people before/after I was dating them, but they didn't really seem like actual relationships with people they were truly attracted to. I've noticed this pattern a lot, but it's anecdotal so whatever.
I largely stopped trying to go out with MTFs because I'm not straight and this made them paranoid that I didn't see them as a woman but instead attracted to them as a male. Shit's fucked yo
i've seen you. i mean, you've seen my arms and chest i guess but that's a bad indicator. whatever. i'm just too inferior honestly. i like you just how you are but that doesn't mean shit if you can't like yourself too.
>Maybe because if an "MTF" you met online has a small penis, it's a non-issue.
>but if it's some butthurt chaser that flirt with girls in the real world, then it matters ALOT!!!
I don't understand.
A friendship with MtFs works well but as for a relationship an MtF relationship might be easier to handle, seeing the two of us would understand each other, but the gender doesn't really matter as long as they were willing to put up with me.
I was like 12 or 13 and it was right around the time that I was figuring out that I was trans so it really messed me up. I didn't have sex ed until I was 15, so I figured it out myself by sneaking on the internet and piecing together what other kids said at the bus stop.
lol that comic is so great.
tfw no bf
tfw no gf
tfw no bff
tfw no bfl
tfw only have casual friends who all have bffs or romantic partners
I'm insanely jealous of all of you, being loved and having someone who cares about you must be so nice
Ummm... OKAY THEN...
>Maybe because if an "MTF" you met online has a small penis, it's a non-issue.
because why would it matter...
>but if it's some butthurt chaser that flirt with girls in the real world, then it matters ALOT!!!
my bad meant to be "can't get girls" not "that flirt with girls"
Also it's easy enough to meet up with guys, so it's not worth meeting any from online.
>w-when can we meet up?
refer to above post
>It takes an average of two years to be passable, you're being impatient.
Nah I see a bunch of girls who look great already at 6 months even in boymode and I've barely even changed, my genetics are just fucked up
>tfw you get btfo'd for posting and liking guro but bestiality is somehow perfectly ok
Good to know.
That is rarely the case and lots of them are full of shit, especially if you are referring to tumblresque black background timelines where they pass instantly in 2-5-months when they originally looked like young Sylvester Stallones. It's all angles, photoshop, and lighting.
You're a druggy, I'm sure you can get into it too.
Dogs are hot.
we're not posting pictures of bestiality.
wow talk about getting eaten out.
just don't make me stare too long, i get butterflies just thinking about it and i think that'd probably translate to a heart attack in person. we're both passive how will i even know if you're comfortable with me?? i don't wanna cross a line and upset you.
>Dogs are hot.
I don't get why so many mtfs want to or have already fucked dogs.
Have most of you seriously done this?
i have a doujin saved where a guy and girl (...siblings i think) get their heads cut off while they orgasm, losing their virginity and their lives to eachother at the same time. it was romantic.
i'm not passive. i'll initiate things a good heft of the time. i just don't feel comfortable with relationships or myself physically and i need to set the ground rules.
now this is a truly gross fetish
that doujin sounds cute. link it to me on skype please. well i'm glad you'd be capable of taking charge in things..i hope i can make you feel comfortable and confident. ideally just not disgusted by me in general is satisfactory.
>fucking anything that isn't your right hand
I don't belong here.
well yeah but you don't have to cuddle your roommates. also yikes, so do i. i only have panda because my ex used to read a LOT of it. like, i used to archive his 100GB collection on my external drive in case his drive died. the things you do for the ones you love, i guess.
dude that would be the dream
>doesn't want sex from me
it's like ???!!! a million possibilities suddenly open up where this dude and i could do anything. he could like me for any reason. because it isn't sex, it could be literally anything.
fuck what a great fantasy.
mine too tho.
Was alright. It would be much cuter with you, well making out not feet stuff.