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Cant stop thinking about her edition

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Previous thread >>5584568
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First for songs that make you cry.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IdneKLhsWOQ
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It's funny how politically correct you all are but these are the kind of men you are grooming for the future when you scold them for being men.

These kind of men are a product of a societ promoting feminist and social awareness bullshit as well as propagating stupid shit about how men make women suffer.
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>>5585394
>tfw you'll never hug Dreamy Girl
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>>5585405
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-qQ7fDSJyg
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>>5585407
I like how you posted this image like it was a bad thing.
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>>5585407
cool
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>>5585410
>I will never steal her away
Though I dont think I could ever hurt someone else like that
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>>5585405
Can't think of anything right now that's really ever made me cry, I'm nearly positive something has, but I can't remember what it was.
This may have at some point, or at least made me come pretty close..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZvlorUP47Q
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>>5585405
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vy0NySCmuFU
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i just broke a year on hrt

i have fuck all in the way of boobs

i dont pass

i keep thinking about finally killing myself but i dont want to hurt people in my life (my family and my gf and the one friend i have left).

this is a new hell worse than the old one
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>>5585409
>tfw ywn hug Miku
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>>5585405
>>5585410
while we're posting placebo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HClZwFNNMKs
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>Start watching a YT video
>Oh there's a transgender woman
>Hear that nasally AGP falsetto
>Close video
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>>5585423
No one warned you about what a shit choice this is?
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>>5585394
>cant stop thinking about her
And she's on the computer near me playing d3
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>>5585410
>>5585425
I think Placebo is way beyond their expiry date.
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>>5585407
What are you doing at that place? Don't you know that shit is infectious? Look at /r9k.

>>5585414
Watashi that could have been you.
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>>5585423
Morning kayla

>>5585424
Just hug a garbage can. It's the same thing :)
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>>5585432
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_Oz6baO7uQ

>>5585437
The modern romance.
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>>5585423
>i keep thinking about finally killing myself but i dont want to hurt people in my life (my family and my gf and the one friend i have left).

this is a new hell worse than the old one

iktf dude. fuck
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>>5585447

A G P
G G
P G A
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>>5585437
Who is?
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>>5585445
but kayla isn't flat. she just has MASSIVE CONES
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>>5585444
Couldn't anyone be anyone if they aren't themselves? #whoa
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>>5585394
me too
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>>5585458
Idk....
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>>5585409
pewpewpew
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>>5585453
Stop being such an insensitive shitlord.

>>5585462
As long as you love yourself.
Oh wait...
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>>5585458
Typical Kyler. Failure at anything he tries.
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>>5585439
much like you are you tired old tranny I hate you
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desu fampai i just need a dick inside me
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>>5585423
I never grew bobs and I'm almost at 2 years now. I also didn't start passing until 1.5 years, but at 1 year I was seen as male everywhere. I know it sucks but you can't look at the one year mark and think it's all over. Hold onto some hope, work hard, and you'll get yourself to a better point for sure.
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>>5585407
Lel, trannies encouraging it.
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>>5585477
what the fuck? i typed desu and it changed to desu. that doesnt make sense. I SWEAR TO GOD I TYPED DESU senpai
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>>5585439
>>5585475
I’m sorry baby I didn't mean that.I just yell cause I get so scared. Scared of being a nobody
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>>5585449
It really sounds nice though.
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>>5585480
NO THIS IS WRONG
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>>5585468
Pew pew pew
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>>5585475
He moved on anon. Dropped that whole androgynous look (with so many men wanting to look like women now, it makes sense) married, had some kids.
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>>5585483
Kek babies first word fitler
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>>5585479
Stopped reading after the first sentence.
Jesus fucking christ
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>>5585481
It's okay anon. Have another picture of him when he was young.
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>>5585489
I was talking about the poster of the comment
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>>5585494
Oh.
I'll let you know that nothing you said is true. Stop the slandering.
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Hey dickgirls, anyone looking for a bf to peg?
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>>5585500
no but still fuck me pls
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>>5585435
i knew it was. it is just worse than i thought
>>5585449
yeah
>>5585478
i didnt expect everything to be good at this point. just... the small improvements in some things are just not worth the constant anxiety and fear of others. its cost me friends. its cost me some family

and i start school again soon and i just didn't want to have to do it all as a guy still
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>>5585501
Sure as long as you fuck me back ;) I've always wanted to try having sex with a trans girl.

Also does anyone here love politics? I really hate nonwhites so I'll only allow myself to get trans fucked by a girl who shares similar white nationalist views.
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>>5585500
You're still alive.
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>>5585500
>>5585504
This board anon?
You're not maki
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>>5585502
I wish I had more to offer than just camaraderie, but I all I can again say is I was in the same situation and I know how hard it is. Losing family members and friends, in a really dark place. Going back to school in guy l mode made me feel like it was all for naught. I even attempted to detransition in an attempt to get my lost family and friends back. I don't know how I got through it, but I did and I'm finally getting to a point where I'm happy again. all I can say is stick it out and believe that there's a bright future ahead.
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>>5585505
>>5585506
I was shitposting as a generic chaser. It's not easy. I don't like it
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>>5585506
Arnie is such an inspirational figure. And a testament to how testosterone is superior to estrogen.
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>>5585449
it's not a feel that gets any better either in my experience
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>>5585521
lalalarry plz
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>>5585071

>posting a image of guilty gear.

good taste desu.
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yo is dick-stepping anon lurking?
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>>5585528
Pls don't compare the Austrian Death Machine to that Slim Shady impersonator.
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>>5585504
only someone less intelligent, say a browser of /pol/ would put one race above others or irrationally harbor negative feelings for other races because after all there are no races only human race
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>tfw you feel guilty for taking your parents son away from them, even when they say they accept you
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my girltinkler senses are tingling
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>>5585549
What else are they going to say? They are your parents.
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>>5585553
*tinkles on u*
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>>5585547
You can get so annoying at times Eri.

http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1452795188402.webm
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>>5585547
well there are "races" but it's more cultural stuff than rlly objective biological groupings
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>>5585555
nice get

>>5585549
same tbdesu
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swiggity swooty, i is comin for dat hormonally induced chromosomally male boooty
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>>5585556
dats not me
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>>5585560
LOL
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>>5585557
spotted the stormfronter. i bet you believe jews control the world too
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>>5585561
That anon knows you so well.
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>>5585556
>implying Clownface isn't annoying every time he posts here
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>>5585563
yep I'm an agent of the secret evil bankers that control the world, their evil jew magic is the only way I pass with this face
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>>5585561
liar
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>>5585565
Shut up I like Eri despite her being somewhat preachy.
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>>5585549
>tfw brother used to idolize me and now I feel like I've failed him
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>>5585566
B-but you don't pass.
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A liberal progressive Jewish socialist had a crowd of 7000 last night in Alabama.

”Before the class begins, you must get on your knees and worship Marx and accept that he was the most highly-evolved being the world has ever known, even greater than Jesus Christ!”

At this moment, a brave, patriotic, pro-life Navy SEAL champion who had served 1500 tours of duty and understood the necessity of war and fully supported all military decision made by the United States stood up and held up a rock.

”How old is this rock, pinhead?”

The arrogant senator smirked quite Jewishly and smugly replied “4.6 billion years, you stupid Christian”

”Wrong. It’s been 5,000 years since God created it. If it was 4.6 billion years old and evolution, as you say, is real… then it should be an animal now”

The senator was visibly shaken, and dropped his chalk and copy of Das Kapital. He stormed out of the venue crying those liberal crocodile tears. The same tears liberals cry for the “poor” (who today live in such luxury that most own refrigerators) when they jealously try to claw justly earned wealth from the deserving job creators. There is no doubt that at this point our professor, Bernie Sanders, wished he had pulled himself up by his bootstraps and become more than a socialist liberal senator. He wished so much that he had a gun to shoot himself from embarrassment, but he himself had petitioned against them!

The students applauded and all registered Republican that day and accepted Jesus as their lord and savior. An eagle named “Small Government” flew into the room and perched atop the American Flag and shed a tear on the chalk. The pledge of allegiance was read several times, and Donald Trump himself showed up and built a wall along the Mexican border.

The senator was impeached and was fired the next day. He died of the gay plague AIDS and was tossed into the lake of fire for all eternity.

Make America great again.
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>>5585569
The fact you even know its name is the least creepy thing about why you defend it against random bully anons.
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>>5585574
W-what. How did that have anything to do with my brother
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>>5585564
a surprising amount of people did actually recognize me when I went anon for awhile, I tend to think of myself as not rlly worth noticing/remembering

>>5585567
nu uh!

>>5585568
I mean sure, but I think often it's not preaching my opinions rlly that much more than the stuff I "preach" against is
I mean shitposters come here daily just to preach the gospel according to troll anon

>>5585570
real-life experiences > bitter anon shitposting

>>5585573
tl;dr
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>TFW sleeping in an airport was actually enjoyable.

Morning everyone from Charlotte!
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>>5585573
haha damn that may may is so dank where'd you get it
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>>5585573
>The arrogant senator smirked quite Jewishly
Replace senator by teacher and this is literally a Chick tract
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>>5585407
Yes, our master plan to ensure betas never reproduce is working, soon 4chan and reddit can be used to weed out the undesirable specimens and ensure their auto-elimination.
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>>5585580
wew, thats a gift to be-able to sleep at one properly

morning :3

>tfw been studying for 2hours now and kinda like it
>hate the stress and how boring it is
>but feel distracted enuf and actually p normal and like making progress actually for once
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I'm guessing >>5585574 was meant for >>5585568
it used to be my trip, bitter anon
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Why is this thread so mean
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>>5585596
I can sleep anywhere.
I was more surprised that nobody tried taking my things~

Also, good on you for feeling kind of normal.
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the amount of polturds gravitating around mtfg is disturbing. it's [current year], everyone! there is no place for you're antiquated reactionary views in our post-gender western society
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>>5585574
Her trip you nasty fuck. You are such a spaz anon.
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>>5585607
y-yup lol. though maybe its kinda risky to do nowadays
to just steal something on an airports, especially if its not crowded. cams everywhere.
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>>5585407
>guy is entitled
>talks about not being entitled
Sorry, sir but I will not proceed to read your manwhining text any further.
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>>5585609
>tfw fascism becomes mainstream again so all the altright hipsters are going to turn full marxist in about three months
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>>5585610
Go swim in a barrel full of acid, nigga.
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i want to die
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>>5585407
Nerds with name like "ThalesToAristotle" shouldn't reproduce.
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all we had to do was start HRT at 12, CJ

>mission failed
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>>5585626
Go be the little girl nigga.
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>>5585636
12 year old me was all like "I can wait, I'll be fine :3"
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fun fact: this is how E would look like if her degenerate jewish ancestors didn't racemix with inferior whites: >>5580064
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>>5585641
your 12 year old you was dumb as fuck
i would bitchslap him good my nigga
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>>5585636
>>5585641
>tfw didn't even know HRT exists or had a concept of trans back then
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>>5585647
iktf.
and hons scared me into the closet from the second i became aware about gender identity and transitioning
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>>5585649
>oh hon how can you know that you're trans at that age? It took me *years* to finally decide it was right for me
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>>5585645
I would if I had a time machine.

>>5585647
It wasn't too great, I only got shit info that made me question myself for far too long.
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>>5585649
>>5585658
unfortunately by the time I knew what was up I went into full repression mode
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trump will build a wall around your bp to keep the illegal migrants out

trump 2016
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>>5585656
triggered

All they had to do was say you don't grow out of it and talk to your parents to see a therapist. But no, they had to try to breed more hons.
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>>5585662
yep, exactly my case too. there was no interim between me knowing how i felt inside and realising it would be better for social survival to closet myself. i already did everything i could to not make myself a target socially so i just naturally closeted myself.
i was far too scared to assert my feelings or even realise that it was acceptable for me to feel that way. absolutely everything was geared towards keeping up a front according to what i thought others expected of me.
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>>5585656
>it took me one marriage with stacy, one marriage with macy and 16 kids to figure it out quite early at the age of 53
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>>5585649
Tfw hon master race
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>>5585675
>you can still be beautiful like me if you wait until you're older! There's no reason to rush~
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fun fact: transbian hons pass on their genes while straight trannies die out
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>mfw talking to friends about men i could have sex with

mtfg i have like 3 options and i need help ok

the first is this guy i dated for awhile during the summer. handsome brunette, top 5 best sex of my life if not number 1. but he's a total fuckboy and also kind of clingy and idk.
second guy is my ex bf, but our schedules are busy a lot and it's not easy to have sex. the sex is great but there's feelings there and also his dick is so big that i feel like it might kill me one of these days.
third option is the mystery dick of a guy i went out with once a year back, and he's not super handsome but he's like 6'4" and skinny and i get the feeling he might be amazing in bed and he might have a rly nice dick, but idk.

WWYD?? would you take the good dick with the clingy, the good dick with the feels, or the mystery dick that could be good without either clingy or feels?
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>>5585679
Angie pls
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>>5585685
mystery dick
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>>5585685
kill
yourself
you
stupid
little
fuck
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>>5585682
>not freezing your sperm to have multiple children following your orchi in a co-parenting partnership with one of your female friends while you both sleep with men on the side.

hey, i can dream, right?
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>>5585685
>second guy is my ex bf, but our schedules are busy a lot and it's not easy to have sex. the sex is great but there's feelings there and also his dick is so big that i feel like it might kill me one of these days.
is his name sam perchance?
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>>5585685
mystery senpai

It's going to eat at you if you never find out
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>>5585679
How do I look girl? I think this make up really brings out don't you think? teehee
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>>5585702
Well
I fucked up there
I must commit seppuku now.
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>>5585694
nice, good luck fathering your kids and successfully passing on your Y chromosome if your children turn out to be sons :^)
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>>5585704
Don't you mean commit sudoku
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>>5585665
a wall around your blood pressure? black penis? ???
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>>5585702
me on the right
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oi ya moobs, what's up ?
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>>5585711
a butt plug with trump's face on it tbqhonfamsam
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>>5585688
>>5585700

OK SEE THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING!!! do you think i should just text him and be like "so..wHAT THE DICK LOOK LIKE ?" so i can know??

>>5585690

ok but see that doesn't help me with my problem here

>>5585698

LMFAO NO!!! i haven't gone out on a date with sam hyde since 2012
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>>5585715
hey qt when are you going to cold slide those fingers in me?
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>>5585715
>le modern """art"""
:^)
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>>5585715
me on the right
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>>5585685
Mystery
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>>5585721
>do you think i should just text him and be like "so..wHAT THE DICK LOOK LIKE ?"
No. literally just say "lets fuck" and make it a surprise. yolo
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>>5585711
>???
>>5585715
>pic
banana penis obviously.
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>>5585727
manlet
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>>5585722
idk
some day maybe
>>5585723
delicious tho
>>5585731
^^
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>>5585729
>>5585730

i'm gonna try to ask him what his dick looks like and then post the results on here in a lil tbqh
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>>5585735
I'll be waiting patiently for that day bb
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>>5585755
yeah go ahead that's not creepy at all
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hi
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I used to believe that I wasn't trans because I didn't like tomato sauce on my pasta.

My dad didn't either but my mom and sisters did. So I saw liking tomato sauce as a feminine trait, since all the women in my life liked it and the men didn't.

Oddly enough I started enjoying tomato sauce after I started taking hrt.
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fun fact: dollface will die of AIDS
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>Actually look pretty alright this morning
>Still can't keep myself from looking at and obsessing over my biggest problem feature in the mirror until my self-esteem is destroyed

I hate my hairline so much. Like I guess I'm lucky enough that it could be fixed with transplants eventually and that my hair is at least thick enough that I can hide it when I part it down the middle, I know some people have it so much worse than me, but it still makes me feel awful. If there's some type of god who designed me they can go fuck themselves for thinking it'd be funny to make me both a tranny and give me hairline that'd start receding during adolescence.
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>>5585755
Awww c'mon edie it's no fun if you spoiler yourself
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>>5585762
>that autism
>that tomato obsession
>that confirmation bias
kayla detected
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>>5585762
I used to believe I wasn't trans because of agp behavior in my teens. after I stopped repressing it stopped being remotely arousing
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>>5585759

i didn't think so either
maybe i will just report back on whether or not it's nice. it's such a mystery idk

>>5585764

lol that's a lie and you know it. i'll much sooner die from either erotic asphyxiation or out of anger from a guy i rejected.

>>5585769

idk if i wanna be surprised tho like what if it's hideous and bad?
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>>5585773
>like what if it's hideous and bad?
Variety is the spice of life

Need a little bad dick once in a while so you know when the good dick comes. I'm waiting on the good dick now

And besides, what if its so bad it's good?
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>>5585773
damn you are autistic as fuck
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>>5585784
>wants dick to not look like a stunted parsnip
>call her autistic
enjoy your parsnip dick sister
http://i.imgur.com/nDZROcn.png (blue board nigga)
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>>5585788
eww
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>>5585685
Mfw I know who edie's talking to

>>5585686
No pls

>>5585702
Me currently
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>>5585643
damn, wish I had an ass like that
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raise the minimum wage
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>>5585809
>Poindexter McAutismo
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>>5585394
>i just want to be a girl
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>>5585824
>no matter what we do some people will always remember us as a boy
>no matter what we do there will be that lingering feeling of sadness and dysphoria
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>>5585824
;~;
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>>5585824
>I just want to let go and sleep forever
why make me this way god? why can't you let your mistake die
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>>5585778

DICK IS NEVER SO BAD IT'S GOOD LOL
i only want good dick idk. look at this guyyyyy. his dick is a lil below average but he dicks me DOWN. i'm surprised no one voted for him, the safer option. mtfg is filled with gamblers

>>5585784

damn ok you can have the ugly dick u don't have to get mad about it

>>5585809

u turn into a man?
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>>5585841
damn whores
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>>5585822
Lol

>>5585841
All day every day :^)
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>>5585837
Ever been close to dying?
It feels surprisingly nice when you let go, everything is warm and nothing hurts anymore and you feel like you're in your bed about to fall asleep.
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>>5585841
You guys talk and act exactly like gay men
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>>5585841
>artsy men
>not strong Maori men who prove they are no slave
>mfw
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>>5585848
>surprised dragface cannot hold back his gay man's mannerisms
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just came in from pruning vines and my fingers are freezing off. oww.
i've got to go out and dig up some hydrangeas too.
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>>5585847
>>5585837
i've died before
i hate the people who revived me
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>>5585841
>mtfg is filled with gamblers
We all gambled on transition, didn't we?
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>>5585847
>Ever been close to dying?
I have and it did feel warm and painless but I was found and woke up in hospital feeling like shit emotionally and physically
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so youtube recommended a TEDx talk of some hon...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFBU7h7fqLc
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>>5585844
>>5585848

i'm gonna let you in on a lil secret:
cis women talk about dick all the time and share pics of guys dicks and faces they're dating as well as shit talk about them as well.

>>5585845

same same

>>5585849

i like artsy men. literally the first time we fucked we got really drunk and discussed andy warhol and aesthetics and then had ridiculously rough sex that left me with bruises all over my body and lasted 2 hours not counting the foreplay. MANLY MEN AREN'T LIKE THAT ALL THAT OFTEN

>>5585858

..........tru
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>>5585858
and I rolled snake eyes
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>>5585856
>mfw the police dragged me out of the snow butt naked where i buried myself piss drunk hoping to die
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>>5585847
yes, and it's what made me decide to stop wasting my life and at least try transition. It was very calming though, I'll give you that.
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>>5585837
>god
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>>5585847
Yep once, was discovered before anything permanent was done but it was what made me want to try to transition.
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>>5585831
>lingering
Feels like an understatement when it decides to come front and centre. I wonder why I thought transition would fix that, it just doesn't.

>>5585837
>tfw religious growing up
>tfw lost your faith because no fair and just god would make me like this
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>>5585874
then come over and end my life Neil Degrasse-Tyson you beta space nigger yeah that's right I called you a nigger now impale me with that shuttle
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>>5585874
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>>5585877
Sometimes I wonder is there any point in trying if I'm never truly going to be a girl.
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>>5585877
>>tfw religious growing up
>>tfw lost your faith because no fair and just god would make me like this
wew iktf

Every night before bed
>god please make me a girl tomorrow, I'll never skip church again if you do!
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>>5585883
>Misquoting Black Science Man
I believe he said "There are more grains of sand in the universe than there are stars on Earth."
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>>5585890
You dont ask god for favors.

>>5585892
>Misquoting
It's making the point that hes trying to sound smarter than he is.
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>>5585895
I was going along with the joke lol, did you miss that.
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>>5585898
>did you miss that.
Oh, rite.
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>>5585890
>>god please make me a girl tomorrow, I'll never skip church again if you do!
;___;
Yup, been there. Bargaining with god never ended well.

>>5585888
You and me both. Existence is at least less painful than it was, but it's still painful.
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>>5585890
>>5585909
>not making deals with the fallen one
he might not like us but he knows a good deal when he sees it
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>>5585909
To be honest, it's thoughts like this that make me think I'm going to kill myself no matter what happens.
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>Waah no one accepts me, tfw no bf
>I think you're cute
>FUCK OFF CHASER
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>>5585895
Well no, but as a kid that's what I thought you did.

>>5585888
>>5585920
I think transition is still worth it. No matter how bad I feel at times it's better than it was.

>>5585918
What if we did that in a past life and this is our punishment.
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>>5585925
>I think transition is still worth it. No matter how bad I feel at times it's better than it was.
this
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>>5585922
quality post frienderino
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Oh hey mtfg how are you... doing..?

;~; B-be positive!
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>>5585918
>implying I wouldn't
I wouldn't think twice desu

>>5585920
I have been told that some people get to a place where they can function and only hate themselves on a rare occasion. I still have hope. It's dwindling though.
Still, may as well transition, even if you hate yourself, you hate yourself less.
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Should I start bringing piss bottles to work? I'm still boymode so I can't use the women's room but customers have to double check the sign and give me weird looks if they walk in while I'm in the men's room.

I don't want to come out to anyone because I was planning on quitting in a month anyway to go full time.
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>these buzzkill posters
it's like none of you ever listened to Edie, sure she's making monster cash in comparison to a lot of us but her logic stands above the rest desu and what I took away at least was to reach a point of acceptance. Yeah you'll never be cis but you're still you and you can express the you instead of what we were before transition. hons say passing doesn't matter in the grand scheme inside of your mind it actually doesn't mean shit considering the expectations some girls have to be disney princesses, how many cis girls do you see on average who look like that either? it's hard and it's sad quite a lot of the time and like me you should consider seeing a counselor who deals in body issues to manage coping mechanisms/acceptance of the things you cannot change and how to improve the things that can
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>>5585925
I will still transition but happiness just seems impossible for some reason

>>5585938
I hope so, though I worry my bad features will get to me. Let's just hope we don't feel this way forever.

Anyway, I don't feel like staying up any later, I'm just gonna to bed.
Night girls, I hope you all have a good day today.
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>>5585961
tbdesu I think I already gave up on happiness, I just want to have fun at least before I die.
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>>5585944
>how many cis girls do you see on average who look like that either?
How many cis girls are totally happy with how they look? Complaining about your appearance is a pretty normal thing for girls.

Either way commiserating with friends feels good and can be therapeutic on its own.
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>>5585942
>Should I start bringing piss bottles to work?
The answer to this question should always be no.
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>>5585994
Do I just put up with people glaring at me in the men's room? I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable
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>>5585998
You're going to make people a LOT more uncomfortable if you start peeing in bottles
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>>5585863
those cis women are whores
and shitty humans to begin with
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>>5586003
That's still not helpful advice.. How do I put up with nasty looks from guys in the bathroom?
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>>5585998
kick their ass
who says you cant be a girl and beat guys up
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>>5586023
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>>5586018
Just ignore them and do your thing. #yolt, and in my experience, that's a bare minimum.
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Pepe meme
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>Wasn't feeling too bad this morning
>/mtfg/ wants to start depression/suicide posting all of a sudden

Thanks guys, I really was getting too enthusiastic about existence. I need to keep in my mind I'm still most likely going to kill myself in two years when transition doesn't work out well and I become queen of the hons.
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i started hrt 4 days ago and i just came twice with no refractory period. also i didnt ejaculate.
have any of you girls had experience with multiple orgasms?
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>>5586056
Hang on, we're almost at the pizza party stage of the mtfg life cycle
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>>5586059
no, because i'm also poisoning myself with SSRIs.
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>>5586061
that stage is always too short
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>tfw nervous
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>>5586061
you forgot the part where we sit in a circle and jerk off
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>>5586066
You can do it kit, this is what you've been waiting for for so long.
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>>5586062
i was on an ssri a few years ago. the lowest dose available. it made me feel really dissociated from reality.
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>>5585998
>>5586018
don't go to the men's room?
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>>5586066
>>5586073
wait what am I missing, what's Kit doing?
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Well I am officially one year on hormones today.
I guess looking back I have made progress, even if mtfg is firmly against that assumption. Seeing how fast and perfect everyone else's transition is going pisses me off so I have to work harder at this shit.
I guess that saying is right that only I have to work twice as hard to get half of what everyone else here gets.
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>>5586076
Killing herself.
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>>5586076
bukkake
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>>5586076
grill pills
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>>5586076
Getting her boypussy creamed.
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>>5586074
yeah i got that too. SSRIs triggered serious derealization and panic attacks. buspirone stabilizes it for me though.

>>5586079
that's a shame, i thought she was going to self castrate

>>5586081
>>5586082
i mean, those 2 are also good aha.
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>>5586077
>even if mtfg is firmly against that assumption
no you're just a cunt and everything you said after that only solidifies it
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>>5586077
Given how it only took me twenty years to get SRS from the moment I realised it was what I needed... How about no?
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>>5586077
>I guess looking back I have made progress, even if mtfg is firmly against that assumption.
>mtfg is firmly against that assumption

>Later today
>Kayla: "waaah life is awful HRT hasn't done anything for me why did even bother trying to transition!"
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doodles are strange
I wish that I did not have a tinkler
I wish that I could press my flat crotch against a man
I wish I didn't look like rich evans as emperor palpatine with the body of an obese former football player
I wish I wasn't completely alone
I wish I could fix myself
I wish I wasn't so mentally and emotionally broken that I can't even lose weight or study
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>>5586091
Well its going to take me that long too because it ain't in the realm of reality to afford. Most trans people simply will never get it because only the rich or the spoiled can afford it.

>>5586090
I'm not a cunt, I have had it hard here.
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>>5585944

honestly once you reach the point of accepting yourself and being comfortable with yourself, dysphoria doesn't get to you as much, and you're a lot happier.

>>5586077
>I guess that saying is right that only I have to work twice as hard to get half of what everyone else here gets.

uh i'm the one who made that saying here up and i don't want u to use it, especially incorrectly. thank
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>>5586098
your only obstacle has been your own stupidity
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>>5586066
it is nerve wracking, but you will be fine and the first dose will make you smile beyond belief
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>>5586096
>Body of an obese football player
Wasn't "In Bed with Maradona" a big hit? Oh, wait, that was Madonna. Nevermind.
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>>5586077
that was pretty much the point where I started going full-time
people constantly say that u should go full-time, u just make excuses and blame everyone for anon abuse or people shitting on u in response to u saying stupid stuff like this whole post

u have it easier than most with ur life of luxury in a mansion with pools and bike toys and the privilege of being able to choose not to work because u think it's beneath u
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>>5586098
>I have had it hard here
>I ignored any positive reinforcement from here but mean people on the internet ruined my life
I have no sympathies for you anymore you professional victim
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>>5586098
you are both rich and spoiled
go beg mommy for your surgeries
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why does everyone feel the need to constantly bitch about everything? why cant we have a civilized discussion?
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>>5586098
>Well its going to take me that long too because it ain't in the realm of reality to afford
especially because u refuse to work so ur not moving any closer to it and just burning away the years

>Most trans people simply will never get it because only the rich or the spoiled can afford it
or they decided to work for their goals instead of being bitter and spouting jelly shit while ironically being spoiled with your pool and life of leisure
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>>5586118
Because "civilized discussion" is boring crap that wealthy old white males try to impose on the rest of society, that's why. Smash the patriarchy!
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>>5586129
gender war!
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>>5586105
>uh i'm the one who made that saying here up and i don't want u to use it, especially incorrectly. thank
It was from a tv show you stuck up bitch. Why don't you take more pictures with your free money you cancerous suicide pusher.

>>5586112
>u have it easier than most
We are out of money and I am out of time. And no I am not better than work, I just can't get anyone to call me back for an interview.

>>5586106
>your only obstacle has been your own stupidity
My obstacle is getting over how everyone here looks like a gis girl at 2 months on hrt.
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>>5586105
This. At some point, acceptance is part of how to be able to have a good, fun life and not squander it with endless cis envy.
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>>5586109
I meant American rugby/NFL "football"
not football
sorry for the confusion

also ;~; my life is a joke
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does anyone have to continue taking spiro after their orchie?
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Sigh. The thread wasn't even that bad this morning. A little depressing, sure. But not that bad.

BBL when Kayla finishes posting for the day.
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>>5586144
My levels on cypro were a little lower than on spiro. My levels post orchi were a little lower than on cypro.
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>>5586144
I hear you've got to stay on it for a few months because the rest of your body kicks up testosterone production for a bit after it happens.
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>>5586134
>uh i'm the one who made that saying here up

the line came from a show, the application to trans ppl in this general came from me. it's not my fault you're hideous, idiotic, and poor tho. you have marketable skills, use them or shut up

>>5586136

yeppp. plus most cis ppl's lives fucking suck lol. which i learned more and more when i started hanging out with cis ppl all the time. everyone i know with a family and kids secretly hates their lives and gets obscenely drunk and just vents about how they wish they were single and didn't have to work shit jobs in an office etc... it's depressing
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>>5586141
Sheen, you and me have the same fucked up life and I wish I could do something to help the both of us. What you and I need to do is suck it up and starve ourselves. I splerged last night on a pizza but that's it. I am out of food and money for food, I suggest you throw out all your food and start walking. You live in fucking Sidney, its so beautiful there, go put some sunblock, a hat, and some guy clothes on and take walks. You have way more options than me to fix your life, use them please. Just get dressed and go take a fucking walk, if you get hungry, then down an entire bottle of water.
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>>5586151
>>5586152
spiro isn't working for me and I'm going to get an orchie so I was just wondering. you testosterone was just checked and it's around 500 ng/dL... though that's totally testosterone and not free. it's weird because I pass perfectly fine after 6 months but my testosterone us really bugging me...
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>>5586158
So we have to deal with being a tranny on top of all those cis people problems?
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>>5586088
this is rlly interesting. i took ssris and antipsychotics which always caused the worst akathisia & destabilisation possible, & left me w/ permanent movement side effects, some of them like the akathisia & diurnal bruxism being standout ssri side effects. the best response i have ever had to a med was a short lived accidental megadose of buspirone (i went on it too fast after discontinuation of the major liver enzyme that metabolises it, resulting in ~20 times the blood levels) and i felt the most sober & calm, with the most stable grasp of my surroundings i had ever. i saw pictures i wanted to take everywhere, my whole visual field was there, it wasn't a panicky mess i was darting around; i could look people in the eyes & they were friendlier to me; looking down the street i could see myself learning to drive w/o panicking, actually wanting to

it was v short lived & i couldn't replicate it. i already had to get the med (nefazodone) that wiped out the 3A4 liver enzyme in the states since it had been discontinued here. i have a lot of high hopes for cannabidiol for the 5-ht1a agonism it has in common & how notable it is for its anti-panic even in normal controls (researched for public speaking) & serenic properties. i also can't handle thc without panicking, which it famously tempers. (i had good responses to grass in the late 90s in my early teens before the cbd was bred out of it as a blunt shitty means of making it seem more potent on the gray market)

idk, i am p bizarrely pharmatopian, but i think cbd or some serenic could help a lot of trans women, making us far more secure, adaptable ppl. like i was formally dx'd as an "autist" as a kid, but i'm pretty relatable, and i see all the signs in most trans women. 5-ht metabolites are remarkably high in asd dx'd people. serotonin overflow in the dorsal raphe nucleus (connected to things like akathisia and panic) is treated w/ 5-ht1a agonism

anyway, i agree ssris are poison, and i think there's a reason
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>>5586158
>the application to trans ppl in this general came from me
What? Get off your fucking high horse, I say that on tv before you posted it here and I already applied it to my transition as I do every little tid bit of sayings.

>you're hideous, idiotic, and poor
Ripping on my looks is only typical of a garbage shit head person like you.
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>>5586144
It's normal, adrenal glands go crazy right after the balls are removed and it can be necessary to keep taking AAs for a month or three.
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>>5586167
my* total* is* stupid phone
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>>5586152
No one mentioned that to me and my lab tests didn't show that happening.
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>>5586158
>it's not my fault you're hideous, idiotic, and poor tho.
is everyone going to just say nothing about what edie just said to kayla? that was seriously mean
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>>5586158
Hey, work sucks, "normal" life sucks, that's pretty much why I ended up playing a nasty brinkmanship game to game the system. Got pretty close to dying, but money for nothing for the rest of my life and all my time for myself? That was a decent deal.
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>>5586168

yep. AHAHAHAH
ISN'T LIFE GRAND?!

>>5586171
>I say that on tv before you posted it here and I already applied it to my transition

kayla you had no transition when that came out on tv and i posted it here because you were living as a horrible man shouting at everyone who passes telling them to kill themselves because you're a fucking tall burly waste of space. i replied about your looks because that's all you talk about and you insulted me first. let the games begin
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>tfw you still wake up
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>>5586162
>mfw had a pizza, half a bag of chips and 5 shots of alcohol yesterday
>today had half a bucket of ice cream, quarter of a pizza, half a bag of chips and soda

such is fat tranny laifu
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>>5586141
>>5586162
Sheen you must feel humbled that the mighty Kayla has chosen you to relate to her struggle
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>>5586171
Kayla I love you. You're actually my trans inspiration for being able to put up with all the shit your life has thrown at you plus everyone here holding you back.

Keep fighting girl! Even if I don't make it I really hope the universe stops picking on you for a change soon.
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>>5586180
>I ended up playing a nasty brinkmanship game to game the system. Got pretty close to dying, but money for nothing for the rest of my life and all my time for myself? That was a decent deal.
what
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>>5586129
thats not what i mean. im reffering to all the fighting. i just want to chat to people about stuff. maybe i should just go somewhere else.
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>>5586179
no one cares because edie is a rich privelaged whore
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>>5586194
Hi kaykay
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>>5586169
i'm being prescribed 3x5mg/daily doses of buspirone but i've actually found that i only need to take it twice daily, so i've got a nice stockpile of extra buspirone that i might use up sometime for the fun of it haha.

so yeah i'm like, taking 10mg a day but my next driving test is in a week and i might drop 40mg of buspirone before sitting it... and 60mg propranolol... and 1 or 2 grams of phenibut.

fuck test nerves. i'm going all out.

i agree with you on the potential of CBD too, even though it's difficult to come by which is a pity. and i'm also asd dx'd, so it sounds like we have a fair amount in common.
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>>5586182
>let the games begin
No, I will take the high ground and go to apply to more college classes today. I don't need to be told I am tall and ugly all the time, you are such a pathetic person.
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>>5586202
it's hilarious that people here think theres really no one that actually likes kayla too
youre all shallow pieces of shit though
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>>5586202
I'm not Kayla, but I really wish I was.

I bet you're one of those asshole passers who comes here just to make Kayla feel bad. Trip on... Edie? Elanna?
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>>5586162
But Sheen isn't ugly inside.
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>>5586209
she doesn't exactly give us good reason to like her
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>>5586209
I like kayla too, this place is such a toxic shit hole and if you don't look the way they want you to then you get made fun of and harassed
all the other trips use here to compliment fish and brag
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Being yelled at out of sleep is my favorite thing
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>>5586219
She has to defend herself from all those assholes who do everything they can to tear her down.
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>>5586180

tru tru. i mean idk. in a way being trans in the long run can make us happier cause we're forced to re-evaluate everything and we're not really always allowed to take the same beaten, boring, and horrible trail every other cis person has. we had to be a lot more introspective so altho we have dysphoria and our first years of transition blow we usually end up happier than them years down the line. i've seen it happen a lot. i would seriously much rather be doing what i'm doing right now than doing what all the cis people i know are doing. legit 80% of the people i went to high school with still live in the same town and go to a shitty community college part time and have, and will prob continue to work at Target and grocery stores for the rest of their lives cause it's easy and they don't know any better and were never required to.

>>5586205

this is the first time i've told you that in weeks, and i'm about done with your shit since you have no issues calling me a whore or insulting me when i'm not even around. it's not my fault that people in this general or in your daily life tell you that you're ugly and built like a brick house all of the time. if you don't want me to insult you then stop being a piece of shit. at least if you tried proving me wrong you would be contributing to others for once in your goddamn life instead of whining about the same bullshit one day, then berating someone the next all while posting pics of your dick trying to whore yourself out for free under the pseudonym of miss cock.
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>tfw you get out of the shower and get a bit delusional thinking your chin/jaw is much better after 3 years of hrt.

Shower magic, every time.
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>>5586226
time to put your trip back on kayla
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>>5586219
maybe not you but I can relate to kayla. most the people come here to shit on eachother and be passive agressive and show off how great they are doing while people like me haven't even been able to get hormones because they are too expensive
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>>5586214
Harsh, I've been driving for the last 30 minutes
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>>5586222
If Kayla passed she would be bragging about it here all the time.
There was that short period of time when she made those "i'd fuck me" statements and was rubbing it on everyone's face. Too bad she didn't pass.
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>tfw when hairy eyebrows

Fuck you Dad
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>>5586222
Nobody hates Kayla because of her fucking looks, she could look just as good as some of the good trips.

It's just easy to attack her on that when she's basically calling anyone she tries to have on her side ugly and wonders why it pisses people off.
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>>5586225
>humble brag
go away
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>>5586234
>people like me haven't even been able to get hormones because they are too expensive
How are you this poor lel?

>>5586237
>black/dark brown hair depending on season
Fuck you dad
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>>5586232
I think you're just jealous of her.

>>5586235
Ooh I'm sure that isn't just another one of your lies. Keep your trip on if you want to shitpost about her anymore
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>>5586239
kayla never picked on anyones looks
she points out that passing full time girls can say anything and no one ever gives them crap for it
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>>5586244
Whatever you want to believe, I'm waiting for my bus to leave right now.
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>>5586240
What the fuck are you talking? Bragging? Is that what retards call bragging now?
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>>5586248
>kayla never picked on anyones looks

did you miss the literal 5 years of her existence on trans boards until she transitioned or? all she would do is hate on people's looks and tell everyone to kill themselves or attack them
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>>5586242
>How are you this poor
I live in a a tiny town in new mexico. I can hardly afford to eat anything but beans and meat either so my health is bad too.
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>>5586229
>Shower magic
maybe showers wash off your delusions for a second
also gah you are such a dummie, it wasnt that bad to begin with.
bet you look super cute now <:

>>5586244
kayla tales time, im out bai
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>>5586239
Not like she started it. People have been giving her shit forever.

>>5586242
>How are you this poor lel?
Typical passing scum can't understand anyone else's struggles. What else is new.
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>>5586248
Bullshit. When your idea of "sharing a struggle" is calling trips who are full time and have a life ugly as some weird sorority of ugly people, she's picking on their looks.

She has a persecution complex as vast as the pacific ocean at this point.
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>>5586066
Goodluck cutie.
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>>5586256
that wasn't the same person inside, it was tough for her to fight those feelings and her family pressure. i know I shit talked a lot of trans people before I came out, we deal with it in our own ways when we can't be girly from a young age like people like you were freely able to
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>>5586257
I can barely afford food either but hrt isn't that expensive.

>>5586261
>passing
Not even close bby

>>5586258
I'll let you get away with hugboxing other features but come on, my jaw/chin is or was horrible.
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>>5586253
i hope someone splatters your brains over the glass of that bus stop
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>>5586268
boohoo .
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>>5586272
fuck off trash
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>>5586271
Me too
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Time to try flying out again. Gonna miss warm north carolina.
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>>5586278
then maybe you should jump in front of the bus when it arrives instead of getting in it, loser
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>>5586275
Kek
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>>5586272
Go whine about the fucking alphabet more you clingy freak
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>>5586236
>There was that short period of time when she made those "i'd fuck me" statements
a bit of OC for you then
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>>5586268

cry me a river. repressing your identity isn't some free pass to be a piece of shit. being a horrible toxic person on purpose to literally everyone in every thread for years is not something that is erased because you pretend it didn't happen and pop some pills. not one time has kayla ever apologized for anything she's ever done, and in the last year of her HRT she has told everyone that they don't deserve happiness, that they should kill themselves, that they deserve to die, and that many were worthless. i'm sure it's a nice sentiment to pretend that it's acceptable for people to do this and everyone deserves a second, or third, or fourth, or FIFTH chance like kayla does, but it's not reality.

kayla literally dedicated her life for years to being horrible and encouraging other girls, some of which post in these threads, to kill themselves and feel bad about themselves. if you support her now then you're just as stupid as she is.
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>>5586269
>I can barely afford food either but hrt isn't that expensive.
it is, I will never be able to afford it or look like a girl so many of you get too much for nothing

>>5586272
eat shit you druggie, your parents gave you the money to move and get hrt so you have no right to be mean
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>>5586285
You know that's not very clever. Thanks for at least trying I guess.
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>>5586281
I'd rather someone else kill me, at least then my parents won't blame themselves.
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I give up. All you stupid assholes. I'll leaving for good.

##girlcock
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>>5586286
MY
FUCKING
SIDES
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>>5586294
Clever or not you'll be doing nothing but going 'hurrrr tfw no noun' for the majority of your fucking posts every thread
Kill yourself junkie freak
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>>5586292
Kek what? I love this new group of WhiteKnights. what a bunch of idiots. Keep making this a good morning
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>>5586289
she never did any of that
she only goes after the passing ones and the meanies like you and I think she is right. no one shoulf use trans spaces to show off their looks on a daily basis and brag about being with lovers when some of us are too ugly to ever be loved, you are shitting on peoples souls when you do that and you don't deserve to have that good of a life when there are people like me who can't even start hrt
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>>5586286
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>>5586298
oo, whose trip is that?
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>>5586203

oh neat, that is also very interesting! :)

yeah, one thing about response to 5-ht1a agonism seems to be that the dorsal raphe nucleus typically reregulates within weeks, so for reasons it's being looked at as therapeutic often smaller doses are better to not precipitate this (like in where they treat levodopa related dyskinesias are starting to be treated with similar 5mg sustained microdosing)

this keeps things specific to the subcortical 5-ht1a where it prevents serotonin overflow's inhibition of proper dopamine projection from the ventral tegmental area

i couldn't sustain my response to buspirone at any dose but it is also a very weak partial agonist so some people may respond to it and some people easily may not. i tried to find a way to get tandospirone from japan, but couldn't. what's also interesting tho is if you are taking propanolol on a concomitant, i have to wonder if it's 5-ht1a antagonism is keeping DSH autoreceptors from being desensitised to buspirone. i still wonder if given how high my blood levels had to be, if cortical postsynaptic (also assoc'd with serenic properties) 5-ht1a receptors were essential to my temporary response, but still it's a lot of interesting stuff to think about

interestingly a lot of what made stuff abt 5-ht1a receptors so easy to track was like this teenage prodigy who used to post on social anxiety and pharmacology boards, then who became like the best wikipedia editor cataloguing intrinsic efficacies and a lot of pharmacology stuff before she suddenly transitioned and came out as a trans women then 180'd and tried to erase herself off the internet (so pls no one track her down) somehow her being trans didn't surprise me AT ALL; even as she posted as a dude, i was wondering myself. she is v accomplished, but obviously very very private and retreating like many of us. it all makes me wonder if some of us are focusing on something very essential convergently that could solve a lot of problems for so many of us
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>>5586304
you were bragging all last night about getting to move out of nevada for free and leaving your parents so you could do drugs all day in portland
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>>5586286
Omg
Dead inside
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lets find out
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>>5586303
>tfw Noun will never love you
>tfw he'll never feel passion or infatuation for you again

shoot me, 12 dollars.
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>>5586313
Kill yourself holy fuck.
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>>5586286
jesus christ is that actually kaylas face?
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>>5586307
>>5586312
B8d
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>>5586310
Kek what? I said one thing about moving cause she asked. You should really re read the thread if you honestly think that buddy.
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>>5586319
epic play m'lord
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>>5586286

S C R E A M I N G

>>5586305

she did ALL OF IT
you can go into the archives and literally just type "kayla.png" and find countless screenshots of shit she's done and said, pic related. again, you're just as stupid as she is. gl with that.
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>>5586134
and u had the luxury of wasting that time and money because u chose to
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>>5586309
god normally i'd correct my grammar breakdown here, but i think i'll just take a clonazepam and wait instead. think the core of what i'm saying, well the dense core, which is hard to condense into 2000 chars anyway, is still readable since you probably understand the stuff i'm referring to
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>>5586286
thats a face only a mother could love
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>>5586323
>kayla calling anyone a balding freak
>she was right about bexe though
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bu-bye mtfg, gotta go get my face zapped
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>>5586305
She literally said she had it worse than someone unemployed and with cancer two days ago. She attacks everyone.
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>>5586326
But her mother doesn't
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>>5586323
Tfw you never got flesh eating bacteria from ffs
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>>5586317
>tfw Noun will never care about your feelings for him again
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>>5586334
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>>5586336
good
havnet you realized you dont fucking deserve him yet
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>>5586286
wasn't expecting keks this early in the afternoon
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>>5586326
>>5586334
Holy shit that is SAVAGE
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>>5586327

>tfw kayla is secretly a lying transbian

>>5586335

lmfao!! i still have time to end up on a street corner, i'm keeping the faith
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>>5586335
Angie pls
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>>5586307
i.... i don't recognise it....

>>5586319
well oops i got dun caught out didn't i

>>5586309
that's fascinating, especially about this trans prodigy.

also i've seen a lot of people here claim that they couldn't be autistic as when they were being psychiatrically assessed, they and their shrinks decided they were "too empathetic" to be an autist.

this is what happens when you believe Baron-Cohen's complete bullshit, disproven hypotheses about the alleged "empathizing/systemizing" dichotomy, working in a bit of affirmation bias as to the non-existent gender gap in the autistic population.

fwiw i only became comfortable with my feelings of dysphoria after seeing my sister present with autistic traits, and realising how different girls like us are from neurotypical girls.

the psychiatric community still pat themselves on the back over exercising "caution" with autistic patients presenting with dysphoria, and forcing them to judge if they really are trans by comparing themselves to neurotypical transwomen.

anyway you and i both have now displayed the autistic propensity to texwall haha.
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>>5586344
>mild autism
>mild
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>>5586325
also idk why i used the acronym dsh for dorsal raphe nucleus (DRN). dsh must mean something else familiar but i can't trace how that collision occured as i tried to condense so much into small spaces and linear language and my crap ability with it when it matters. clonazepam cmon, blood levels climb, u kno u can
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>>5586289
>duuuur 4giveness is stoopid amirite.
>ima good gurl. I never dindu nuffin.
>im so mature. Look at me whole an internet grude.
>ima only judge people for past agressions, and not incourage current possitive trends.

By your logic, straight America should never accept any trans person as their new identity.
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>>5586338
Of course silly. I never asked him to like garbage. He just liked me for some reason.
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>>5586334
Actually she does
Kayla admitted that she made it up and her mom is a "sweetheart"
I think she actually doesn't look too bad and just needs to learn makeup and how to dress herself
But what she needs most is therapy
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>>5586286
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>>5586348

>tfw lying autistic transbian who anon posts themselves
there are so many topkek screenshots in the archives i never knew until now lmao

>>5586352

>past aggressions
THIS SHIT IN THESE SCREENSHOTS IS WITHIN THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS LMAO
i really wonder about some of yall
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>>5586353
then stfu
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>Aunt & uncle staying at my house
>Both conservative white trash types who wouldn't react well to knowing I'm trans
>only family member I'm out to is my mom
>not paying any attention a conversation they're having
>suddenly overhear my mom say something about how "anon is trying to grow boobs"
>Aunt & uncle both shocked by what she said
>I'm nearly having a heart attack, can't even make up a quick excuse for it
>She just kind of brushes it aside with "oh haha, nevermind it's just an inside joke between me and anon it's about something we were talking about the other day, isn't that right anon? :^)"

So how should I murder her?
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>>5586352
instant strawman just ad hominem!
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>>5586305
>other people don't deserve nice things
Go back to North Korea nigger.
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>>5586354
Helpful tip, don't believe liers.
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>>5586344
Don't let your dreams be dreams

>>5586346
I like all these rare frankus
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>>5586359
don't murder her. murder your aunt and uncle. duhh.
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>>5586356
>THIS SHIT IN THESE SCREENSHOTS IS WITHIN THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS LMAO
Exactly, it's all in the past. Can't you just forgive her?
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>>5586358
>tfw Noun will never hold you close and say he loves you
Never
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>>5586359

But it was just a joke right? :3
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So this anon is kayla right?
I think i've seen this before.
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>>5586294
Mado have I told you that that picture is freaking adorable? Because it is.
>>5586296
For that, den mom is adopting you.
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>>5586356
>months ago = the past

I'm sorry tripfag, but you might be retarded.
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>>5586347
>the psychiatric community still pat themselves on the back over exercising "caution" with autistic patients presenting with dysphoria, and forcing them to judge if they really are trans by comparing themselves to neurotypical transwomen.
yikes, sad to know that happens now. i was lucky that i "presented" for treatment in my teens and got on hormones comparatively easily to a lot of people i come across, but yeah i was taken off for a bit after a inpatient psych discharge advised it citing "depression" and that it may be worsening it. i guess extant psych cynicism doesn't surprise me, more the opposite. my current psych for over a decade has metastatic prostate cancer now, and i have to find a new one and i'm p scared shitless :/

>anyway you and i both have now displayed the autistic propensity to texwall haha.

indeed :( indeed. and i never know how to properly backpedal into my hole!
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>>5586344
I dont typically laugh at others misfortunes, but thinking about a stuttering kayla is pretty funny. I also dont think thats true since we've heard her vocaroos.
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>>5586356
it's kind of creepy that you obsessively saved all this
the archive is down and all
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>>5586365
even in death I still deliver
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>>5586373
Now you have and thank! Its one of my favorites
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>>5586372
Probably, it's the same pattern as usual.
>Kayla disappears
>anon white knighting her begins attacking passers and saying how Kayla is the only good person here
It's not exactly subtle
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>>5586286
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>>5586381
I will still hold you to that hug at the end of the year anon
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>>5586365

i won't :'^)

>>5586368
>>5586374

>unless it's happening RIGHT THIS SECOND it's ok

some of these things were in november. not even 2 full months. these are just screenshots btw, kayla makes these kinds of posts STILL all of the time, every week, every month, and has been doing so for years. if the past is anything past a few days to you then you probably have the attention span of a hamster.

>>5586378

lmao same
idk she lies about errything

>>5586379

https://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/filename/kayla.png/
the archive is still up, it just stopped saving recent things
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>>5586384
I'm going to make it a life goal to buy you a similar dress and make you wear it so that you too feel like a princess going to her first prom.

Or something.
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>>5586389
Relax doll face

I was being ironic, I don't actually believe Kayla has changed at all
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>>5586388
I wouldn't miss it for the world Angie
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>>5586393
Its a sweet thought but I'd die of anxiety. Maybe one day tho
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i will cure kayla. we will have the technology. then we can cure justine tunneys while were at it
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>>5586385
I don't even post in these pathetic gens usually. Y'all's shit flinging was on the front page and the especially meanness of you pathetic trip fags caught my eye today so I posted a few times.

It's laughable how petry you people are. Saving screen caps of temporary messages on an image board, making up conspiracy theories to explain posters who unthinkablel have disagreeing opinion, etc.

I was actually feeling kinda of blue today, but knowing I'm leaps and bounds better off than you tripfags and gen rwfulars actually makes me feel a lot better about myself. So... thank you?
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>tfw you've finally reached the mindset of "at least it can't get any worse" and "at least now I can be a femboy"

at least with these thoughts in my mind my masculine features don't seem too bad
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>>5586400
Ok

Nice doubles
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>>5586400
Ok. Yw. Bye.
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>>5586389
>ze still doesn't understand the concepts of past, present, and future
>llaffinganimugrill.png
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>>5586400
Hello kayla.
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>>5586406
respect identity. it's not suckpuppeteering if you believe it.
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>>5586373
>For that, den mom is adopting you.
I'll do my best to not disappoint you den mom ;_;

>>5586400
>I don't even post in these pathetic gens usually
Then you really don't know anyone here or any of the drama. I'm glad my pathetic life brought you momentary happiness though.
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>>5586405
If you honestly think time is going to save kayla you must be new here.
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>>5586409
>respect identity.
I identify as Kayla, my pronouns are kayler, Kaylee, and kayself. Respect my identity of shitposting as anon pretending to like Kayla
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I wonder if I'll ever find a lover who's as disinterested in sex as I am. I'd rather just masturbate and get it over with than fuck.
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>>5586389
>the archive is still up
this picture is so true
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>>5586416
>you will never be Kaylee
why did you have to trigger me anon
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Hey /mtfg/ I've got an actual MtF related question.

Anyone here inject themselves? What muscle do you usually do it in? I'm gonna do my first self injection tomorrow and I'm freaking out about doing it the best way possible.
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>>5586411
You'd best not young lady.
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>>5586400
>y'all
Who let you out of /b/
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>>5586427
it depends what you're injecting but i've seen various meds indicate for quad, ass or abdominal injections if intramuscular, and i've seen others that were simply subcutaneous.
if you're shooting up smack, most people start intravenously with the cubital fossa before moving onto the saphenous opening.
good luck!
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>>5586427
you used to do injections in your mouth dude

by the way everyone this is what watashi looks like
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>>5586438
I'm injecting E, it's IM.
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>>5586439
fuck off rawr
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>tfw hairline got worse on hrt
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>>5586439
This ride never ends
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>>5586443
not rawr, I just want people to see who they are replying to when they talk to watashi and think he is a girl because he isn't
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>>5586424
Of course the archive is still up, it's how I just saw Kayla posting clips of my man man voice which she also got from the archive.

At least she's not reposting le 1 month hrt shots of me repeatedly anymore
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>>5586446
how
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>>5586449
Why would it matter how old it is, You look the same anyway
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>>5586432
I'll have you know that being from Ohio means I say ya'll, you'n's and so on all the time.
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>>5586450
I don't know, it wasn't this bad 3 years ago.
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>>5586442
lol, buttocks or thigh then, but it's worth googling to look up specifically where in those respective muscles to inject.
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>>5586455
did you take biotin?
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Okay I am actually convinced hrt did nothing but make me more masculine.

I must've done sugar pills all this time, more feminine on my old pics than new ones lol.
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>>5586427
idk, follow a diagram. i always went to slight right of the top of my upper right thigh and would go slowly as i had more fat to muscle than i thought and did a few subcutaneous injections accidentally as a result. when you don't jab, you can feel when it goes into muscle. that's just what i did. idk if going slowly is less preferable and more likely to cause tissue disruption and potential lipodystrophy at the site--i didn't get it tho, and i don't know anyone with focal injection site lipodystrophy yet.

i had to stop injections and go back to pills tho. i tried to do an injection while having a benzo withdrawal once and now the memory of such a palpably fibrous feeling of my flesh being pierced that makes me feel light and weird just recalling is permanently etched. it's a lot easier than it sounds tho for most people, and this should not happen under usual circumstances.

i also usually pulled slightly on the syringe (as formally directed) to test for blood to make sure i wasn't somehow accidentally injecting into my bloodstream. i have no idea how common this is and don't know much about anatomy, but it never happened. the worst i've heard is a freakish story of someone hitting a nerve once but that was into gluteal muscle.
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>>5586396
Yay

>>5586439
>>5586448
Rawr pls stop
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>>5586453
I went from having drinks bought for me by cis women, to having drinks bought for me by faggots, somehow I doubt it.
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>>5586394

lmao oh ok sry!! u never know these days

>>5586424

she a mess

>>5586427

i do gluteal injections cause it hurts waaay less
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>>5586455
>>5586446
>Tfw high hairline but been on HRT and dutasteride for a few months
>Occasionally get paranoid it won't help and I'll have to live my life in a wig

anon plz I don't need your posts making me more anxious
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I don't deserve a proper AA or injections even if I could get them
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Just had a discussion with a nurse, and it made me feel pretty bad. She first commented on how I was always the first to finish eating. I said that's because I don't enjoy eating at all. And the truth is, I'm unable to feel pleasure. She insisted, saying that there were things that had to be pleasurable to me, like putting outfits together. All I could say was that it was something I had to do in order to stay out of trouble, not something that I liked. And that I didn't put much time or thinking into it either. I think that seriously annoyed her because she started ranting about not everyone being able to look stylish and graceful effortlessly and that how everything came so easily to me was completely unfair, especially since I didn't enjoy it.
I hate being told I have everything going for me, but I guess it's not that wrong. Except for one thing. I'll never know what it's like to live with desires and pleasure because of melancholia. And that no matter how well things go for me, I'll never be able to really appreciate it. But I'll still make people around me envious...
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hi

>tfw still no word from camhs
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>bigger man skull
>bigger masculine features
>worse hairline
>less feminine
>even bigger man nose and MASSIVE man brow
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>>5586486
>everything came so easily to me was completely unfair, especially since I didn't enjoy it.
What was meeting Kayla in real life like?
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>>5586486
.__.
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>>5586489
anon stop you're making me worried about myself
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>>5586497
You'll be fine, i'm just immune to hrt or sugar pills.
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>>5586497
It's just Lainanon spamming the thread with her bullshit, you'll learn what she posts and ignore it.
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So what I'm getting is
1) Kayla's a dumb bitch and should be ignored.
2) Edie makes enough money camwhoring to buy everyone here FFS and probably SRS if she felt like it.
Anything else?
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>>5586499
Iktf
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>>5586499
Do you self-med? If so what site do you use? I need to know to avoid it.
>>5586501
I know, but who knows, I might turn into lainanon 2.0 in a few years.
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>>5586486
but you look like a man
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>>5586501
>bullshit
It's true though, I didn't notice until I took pics but now I know.
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>>5586502
Idomt think she makes that much money.
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>>5586490
Nah, it's not a Kayla thing. I've always made a lot of people react like that. I do have it easy, and without putting any effort in it. It's just that being unable to enjoy any of it is grating to everyone around me.
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>>5586511
it was a joke bb, I wasn't being serious.
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>>5586507
That doesn't look like a man to me

Source: straight dude
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>>5586488
>>tfw still no word from camhs
i hear they're getting better and worth being referred to now. i'm feeling less squeamish about it now at least. before i would never go with my psych and patchy occupational history, (but also when i transitioned it was still the conservatives provincially who delisted srs under harris anyway). i know someone who got orchidectomy covered recently, which *really* wow'ed me and makes me feel optimistic about life.

the waiting list is super long, but someone here said in montreal they do srs on multiple people a day because they work as a team. also making me feel more optimistic abt life.

i just have no idea if i want to keep living into stupid ontario. ideally, i don't and would rather live in montreal, but that's an aside. do you have any contact with camh? people being left hanging seems the norm, so you may need to try to keep in contact? it's only the past half-year i've been hearing more good things than bad and i've been having trouble believing it.
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>>5586506
I've used IHP and QHI
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>>5586521
>IHP
oh god but I use them. I feel and look more feminine, you don't really think there's a chance some of my pills have been fake do you?
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>>5586457
Yeah I think I'm gonna go with the thigh.

>>5586465
Thanks for the write up. The nurse at my clinic showed me how to do the stuff and did it the first time so I know how it feels, but it's still kinda anxiety inducing. I'm definitely gonna be checking for blood, I bet that really screws stuff up if you mess up with that.

>>5586472
How do you get yourself to do it though Edie? It's so scary. ;_;
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>>5586518
facial structure is all off
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>>5586524
I just got my new batch, I don't think the levels are regulated that well because I've been literally spurting milk out of my nipples at 6mg
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>>5586508
Even if it's true it's bullshit because you repeat the same fucking thing at least 5 times each and every thread without fail. Nobody gives a fuck.
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