>rawdogged a tranny 2 years ago
>scared that I might have HIV ever since
>I got tested 4 times in total, all came out negative
>but still paranoid as shit because I started losing weight and I can't gain any back
I too have that paranoia. I was heavily sexually active with males and females back in the start of the '80s in NYC. I lost many of my then male partners, and also the gal I shot up heroin with to AIDS. Some how I missed getting it, but I constantly feel I'm a carrier infecting people. I've had multiple tests of every type of test developed and all have been negative.
Unless if all the tests were immediately after (like, within 4-6 months) then you should be fine. Talk to your doctor about it if you're really worried, out of curiosity, when was your most recent test?
Stress, maybe? What are your appetite and activity levels? If appetite is not an issue, eat more calories (try to stick with a good combo of protein/carbs/fat according to your nutritional needs; maybe ask /fit/ or better yet, your doctor). If appetite is an issue, doctor or weed.
>Have you started any new medicines/drugs recently that might have caused this?
>Have you been tested for other diseases?
>Have you tried smoking weed?
>Having you tried always keeping snacks around you?
>Have you talked to your fucking doctor, dipshit?
I'll tell you what its like having AIDS... ... I was down to a CD4 count of 80 at my lowest... You dont want to eat, you arent even hungry. Depression is intense, even before I found out. I didnt get sick from flus or anything like that but damn my face was skinny.
I started the pills and my mood and appetite lifted in days.