/mtfg/ - edition

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finally, here's the pic lol

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>>5584460
I honestly thought you were making a video game reference.

wew

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>>5584584

Ugh lesbians!

Tasteless bitches, I swear.

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>>5584584
:')

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This endless
>tfw no bf
life is making my depression worse.

Wish I had the courage and the looks to go find and date a qt boy :(

>>5584584
How long did it take to search for that tripcode?

is this really an edition

>>5584569 #
No feeling. As if I were floating in nothingness and aware of moving, then a wave of pain rushing up. Like that feeling as your arm goes from numb to tingling. Only replace that with the burning pain (like getting stung by a bee but 100x worse) add to that the jolting feeling of being shocked.

Anyone find that their boobs become less sensitive sometimes? The sensations from mine have been muted since yesterday and it's kind of freaking me out

>>5584572
Wow, even at a MySpace angle you don't pass. Do you even take HRT?

>>5584590
hour or so
I was just going for case insensitive "like dick"

Thanks anon that said my voice was nice last thread sorry I called you a hug boxer

>>5584591
yes. maybe you're free of dubs-itis now.

Alright. Time to get drunk and see if I can go on a spirit quest to find my inner woman.

>>5584589
how can you (all) even think about sex when there so much to do for girlmode

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>>5584591
it's two editions
it was a ruse
>>5584593
went down for a bit after restarting mones for a month but other than that it just fluctuates if I'm sloppy with my E
>>5584594
in this picture, no

>>5584595
just for reference, there was a match roughly every five minutes, but that one specifically took an hour to get to

>>5584593
Maybe they're settling? Like a new house

>>5584598
lets find out
>>5584601
can you give me any more advice about suporn

>>5584610
thank god, i could only get so much harder.

>>5584592
So there was a feeling of being, but no other sensations? Neat. (Reviving sounds like it was pretty nasty, although I imagine it's not easy to tell what was part of that process and what was the pain of the severe life-threatening burns.)

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I am starting to have doubts about ever going full girlmode pham.

I don't really pass and I make for an ugly girl while I'm a qt boy. I just want to stay on HRT and be fem forever.

I don't want to look like a freak for the rest of my life. I just have really intense dysphoria.

I mean it would all be fine if it turned me into a cis female but that won't happen. I feel like I'm waging a war against biology.

>>5584610
what do you want to know ?

>>5584601
I have been a few hours late pretty often lately...I wonder if it's catching up to me. I'll work on that.
>>5584603
Maybe. They were completely ridiculous for the first week but it calmed down after that and it's been pretty consistent for the following... half year

Fyi in retrospect the feelings made me go pretty much Buddhist. I had a few flashes, like memories. One was a coral reef and an island, another was a stone hut with grass growing on the roof, and the other was a swamp with Spanish Moss in the trees.
It led me to believe later on that we might reincarnate.
Though a part of me is quick to point out that those memories might be altered by time and attempts to understand them.

>>5584613
exit bag yourself, faggotron.
>>5584618
w e w

>>5584613
There's nothing wrong with staying boymode forever if that's what you decide is what will make you the most happy.

>>5584611
welp.
>>5584617
how long is the recovery - how long until i could work again afterward
whats your depth
do you experience depth stimulation
what was the pain like

>>5584626
..oh, for fucks sake.
>tripfu will never ask you your depth
hhehhehh.. :')

>>5584619
I think the important thing to ask in this situation is: are they big? :3

am i still banned

>>5584627
what's your depth
>>5584630
yes. get out.

>>5584601
>ywn be a transgendered eminem

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I'm about to lose my last reason to live, it'll most likely be my last night here mtfg

>>5584630
you already knew you weren't. idiot.
>>5584631
come fidn out bb ;)

>>5584633
Don't say that! What's the matter anon?

>>5584633
Would you like to talk about it?

>>5584626
>how long is the recovery
walking was doable after the first week
running after 5 months
mild lifting after 2 months
heavy lifting 6
>how long until i could work again afterward
depends on the work and your recovery but unless it's a super physical job I guess 3 months is a safe bet
>whats your depth
18cm
>do you experience depth stimulation
yes indirectly to the clit and g spot
>what was the pain like
not really any pain
had one shot of morphine for pain the first night and that's about it
most pain was when walking around a lot and when nerves reconnected (1-3 months) but a paracetamol helped

>>5584633
Don't leave yet!

You haven't seen how beautiful I'll be when I fully transition D:

not out of closet. 20yro who probably wont ever pass.

i have a comfortable existance as a man. i have wanted to be a girl all my life.

do i just do it and suffer the consequences? i have a girlfriend who will be heartbroken and a family who already thinks im a loser.

thinking about my options

>>5584633
RIP Anon.

>>5584629
No... they're 32As, and my band size is a 34 so I'd have to wear an extender to even wear a bra

>>5584613
I feel the same t b h

Gonna go be a femboy and have people oogle over me instead of clocking me

----> femgen

>>5584633
Homura please

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>>5584622
Yeah I'll never have the courage to present as a full on girl. The anxiety is just too intense.

>>5584621
I will eventually. Thanks for the words of encouragement.

>>5584633
Do you need someone to talk to

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>>5584632
never give up senpai

>>5584590
for comparison

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>>5584643
Too bad femgen is dead. Why does it move so sloow ;~;

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>>5584650
fug I'm stupid :DD
and no, you have nothing to worry about
1) I'm not that mean
2) I'm not autistic enough to blow the next four hours

>>5584645
Goddamn it Ricky, do I have to remind you how cute you are again?

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>>5584642
That's horrible :(

What are you gonna do?

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>>5584634
no apparently im only banned from /r9k/ i thought i was banned sitewide

that being said, can anyone tell me if im passing yet?

here's voice: http://vocaroo.com/i/s0wCbTpLly7z

>>5584657
https://4chan.org/banned

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>>5584655
Not cute enough to be a girl. Sorry pham.

>>5584657
oh, so you're just too stupid to check /banned first. go back to your cesspool.

>>5584634
oh idk
>>5584638
follow ups:
how often do you have to dilate
what constitutes as mild or heavy lifting
if i lifted something too heavy before i was ready would it tear or fuck anything up or would i just like, be in pain
did your parents support you during recovery? do you work now even?
and you're totally satisfied with it aesthetically? do you think your vagina is clockable?

>>5584657
You pass well.

>>5584662
i cant im still banned

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>>5584633
>tfw you have no reason to live but people still care about you for god knows why

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>>5584652
/failedtranny/ gen when

>>5584640
Either do it now or do it in 10 years where you'll have a harder time passing

>>5584664
really, even voice?

>>5584667
If people still care about you, isn't that a reason to live?

Is ricky that hot emo smoker chick who keeps posting grainy pictures of herself hiding on the floor or is that someone else

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>tfw still stage 3 after 2 years of HRT and my bf wants woman boobs not preteen girl boobs

;~;

>>5584660
Don't bullshit me Ricky, I don't think you realize how jealous your looks make some people.

>>5584613
>>5584643
people like femboys, assuming you're attractive

>>5584668
surprised no makes that gen b/c most don't make it

>>5584665
oh, well i guess we're stuck with your dumb ass.what'd you get banned for?
>>5584663
how do i get pregnant like japanese animes, tripfu-sama?

>>5584671
Dunno. I'm on mobile.
Appearances alone are enough though.
I used to go to r9k though. I did the garden our threads.

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>>5584672
I'm really not worth caring about

>>5584674
There, there. I'm sure he really likes you with or without woman boobs

>>5584674
But preteen girl boobs are so cute!

...I mean, err, not that I'm a pedo or anything...

>>5584680
Only because she has a penis or a flaming gay boy voice.

>>5584679
why? I don't know a lot about you even though you post here a lot

>>5584677
i posted a link to the kissless virginity the musical twitch stream and they said that was advertising

>>5584678
havent heard of those. ive only been on 4chan for like a week

>>5584683
Both, I'm sure :3

>>5584656
I'm gonna do my best to take my pills on time like lily implied I should and hope that someday I can wear a normal bra like a real girl
Also probably mope a bunch in the meantime
>tfw my sensitivity is screwed up so I can't even rub them for a pick me up
How big are yours, anon?

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>>5584668
That's called /femgen/ desu.

>>5584675
It doesn't matter. I feel horrible when I look at myself in the mirror. My genitals are causing me so much dysphoria, I'm struggling to resist mutilating myself.

I don't think I'll ever make it. I won't be curvy, I can't grow breasts and I'll never have the body I want in general. Better to just admit defeat.

>>5584676
Yeah I hope they do.

>most don't make it
right in the feels

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>>5584679
Your feelings on this matter are irrelevant.

>>5584681
....you're gonna LOVE my bewbs then....

i hope everyone working towards their goals here rots on the curb alone and destitute
only fair since some people aren't allowed to follow their dreams

>>5584686
Do you actually like that yourself or are you just mustache posting?

>>5584663
>how often do you have to dilate
once every 2 days for 30min
>what constitutes as mild or heavy lifting
like 3kg+ hurt the first month
now lifting 20kg each side no problem
>if i lifted something too heavy before i was ready would it tear or fuck anything up or would i just like, be in pain
pain lots of it
tearing is hard especially once you are able to start dynamic dilation (2weeks post for me)
>did your parents support you during recovery?
physically ?
yes by walking the dog for me and doing the heavy lifting stuff
>do you work now even?
no, just keeping the house clean and workout
>and you're totally satisfied with it aesthetically?
yes
>do you think your vagina is clockable?
well you've seen it so you tell me
but I think it's not clockable

>>5584685
Wow that was quick. On 4chan a week and already banned from r9k.
Welcome to lgbt then. This might be the board for you.

>>5584687
I don't want to say it might make you feel bad :X

I could lie but I don't like lying

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>>5584676
>people like femboys, assuming you're attractive
they don't like mentally scarred, broken, failed tranny w/ boob femboys though

>surprised no makes that gen b/c most don't make it
yeh but most still are trying to present that's why we have /hongen/ I guess

>>5584679
I think you are t b h

>>5584688
half failed
half questioning boys that are already doomed

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>>5584685
sounds gay lmao
>>5584692
xoxo you do you puffnips i won't hate.
>>5584697
don't encourage it.

>>5584693
Both, I'm sure :^3

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higher quality photo. do i still pass?

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>>5584690

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How do you respond when someone asks if you are happy?

>>5584703
i mean u fix that jaw and ur gucci.

>>5584705
a) Yes
b) No

>>5584706
i cant do any surgeries or hrt unfortunately

>>5584698
I won't mind.
I hope you're happy with yours, anyways

>>5584688
/femgen/ is retarded b/c real fembois are rare so it was mostly twinks

now it's 4ch faggots who want hrt so they'll be cuteboys. what a mess

>making it
take a look around, how many experienced transitioners like elanna?

>>5584697
oi link me to the pics pls...
u _ u

>>5584708
>no hrt
you got gook genes?
are you too much of a psycho to get fucking scripts?
i need story here mang.

>>5584688
Ricky, listen to me. I've talked with you for nearly a year now. You're going to be okay. It takes time, and I think you're being blind-sighted from seeing that fact when you look at model-esque women all day.

>>5584700
Den mother welcomes all lost sheep into the fold! I won't stop showering you all with affection~

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>>5584705
"I'm ok"

>>5584705
Just sing a verse of that Pharrel song :D

>>5584705
If they are close to you tell them the truth.

>>5584701
ayy bb you should hit me up sometime

>>5584688
What you see in the mirror isn't real, don't listen to it. If you were able to see what I see, I'm sure you'd understand. I don't get it when you say "I'll never make it", because all I've ever seen when you've posted photos is a woman, a gorgeous one at that.
I get it, dysphoria ruins all, I never figured out how to deal with it either. Please don't give up.

>>5584718
That would put me in a mental institute tbqh

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>>5584692

>>5584713
my daddy (note: bf, not my actual dad) wont let me

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>>5584684
P worthless. And I don't post often take that back !! ..
>>5584689
Get to know me
>>5584699
Ugh desu desu desu desu
>>5584705
Pretty straight forward question!

>>5584712
Gardevoir pictures?
Starting tomorrow I'll begin using gardevoir pics.
I have a 500 Meg gardevoir folder.

>>5584728
whoa...
gimme...
also link me to gardevoir x girl stuff pls ; _;

but i was asking about the preschool thing
seems cute? or am i insane
links pls

>>5584725
so confirmed psycho, gotchu.

>>5584727
You post here often enough that I know your post style. Settle in, tell me about yourself.

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>>5584723

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>>5584727
desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai

>>5584674
tfw permanent stage 3 boobs
>>5584677
idk. tell me when you find out. my wildest dream/fetish is to get impregnated.
>>5584696
>once every 2 days for 30 min
what was it at the start? what will it be at it's least frequent? is there a charting for this or does it vary?
i was talking about financially with your parents support
and i saw it but i feel very awkward about that like i'm intruding on your privacy so i didn't ask to see more, but i'm pretty curious about how the inside looks. it doesn't seem clockable from an "at rest" position tho.
i know you're a lesbian but have you played with dildos or maybe experimented with men even? i'm curious if the depth is enough or if it at least isn't apparent to men when they're fucking you that its artificial. i feel like it isn't enough depth and guys will notice and be like "why am i hitting the end of it?" i've also been in some vaginas in my time and i'll tell ya at the end of them there's a uterus and you can definitely tell where it is by feeling so the lack of one would set off some alarms maybe.
idk.

>>5584732
lol i thought that might freak you out... i don't actually call him daddy. but my bf is worried hormones would change my personality so he doesnt want me taking them, i've yet to be able to convince him otherwise

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>>5584710
I'm not thaaaat happy with them because whenever I wear a plain tee, guys won't stop staring and I'm not used to the attention at all.

>>5584692
But aren't you working towards your goals? Therefore this applies to you.

>>5584719
Sorry I only date men or socially awkward boys who aren't too autistic :/

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I feel like shit for lurking here without being on hrt. I want to be. I'm sorry ;_;

>>5584731
It'll have to wait till tomorrow though. I'm laying down in the Charlotte airport and using my new phone.

>>5584692
kayla im a straight guy who is bigger and taller than you ill be your bf if you just shut the fuck up

>>5584749

hrt doesn't do anything so it doesn't matter if you're not on it

>>5584750
whats the story called tho ; _ ; i couldnt find anything
i want more preschool sissy pics rofl
lmk if you find out what its called thx...@_@

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>>5584714
I don't really know who you are. The only person I really cared about in these threads left and doesn't talk to me anymore.

And as much as I wish what you're saying was true I don't really believe I'll ever be okay. I have too many issues I can't resolve. I'm sorry.

>>5584721
Thanks for trying anon. I really really appreciate you trying your best to help but as I've explained before I don't see it in me. I can't move past this feeling I'm fighting a losing battle against insurmountable odds. Time to make peace with life and accept my failure.

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>>5584748
Damn.

>>5584749
Nothing wrong with being here pre-mones, we all started somewhere.

>>5584740
pregnant tripfu makes my dick twitch. maybe one day.
>>5584741
i meant that you're obviously not trans if you're actually priotizing some bag of fuckmeat over transition. but whatever, you do you.

>>5584755
Who left?

>>5584753
Where did this meme start?

>>5584762
you dont have to take hormones to be trans, that's very naive... im a woman regardless of my hormones. and he's just a little insecure

>>5584765
booger

>Tfw HRT is turning you into a cute femboy but not a cute girl

this isn't what I wanted.

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>>5584733
Fair enough.. But I'm just the faggot who lost Noun's love. Now we wait for my inevitable suicide.
>>5584736
DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DEZU DESU DESU why

>tfw no Mado pictures on phone

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>>5584755
O-Oh. ;~;

>>5584742
Ah, I'd probably find that really awkward too... but I do kind of want them to be big enough that they can be seen when I have clothes on.

>>5584768
You don't have to take hormones to have gender dysphoria, but you do have to take them to transition.

Anyone that says you can be female on pure male testosterone is full of shit.

If you are not on HRT and do not plan to take HRT, you can not be considered a woman.

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>>5584754
Gonna try uploading to my phone and attaching here...


OK no bueno.
Itsuwarienji is the name.
Email me and I'll send it...

>>5584777
Take what you can get

>>5584755
I honestly hope that you do see it in you someday. It makes me really sad to see girls as pretty as you consumed with feelings of dysphoria, and you've always come across as a good person to boot. This existence isn't fair...

>Been on HRT for awhile

>Head starting to feel kinda weird
>Get sick and throw-up/diarrhea all night
>Wake up with weirdly dry skin

I don't know what's happening but I'm worried I'm dying and now that I'm finally starting transition I don't actually want to die anymore. I think my head feeling weird might be the HRT because I've been told that can happen but god do I really hope I'm not dying.

>>5584786
follow suit and get yourself a bunch of sleeping pills. :')
>>5584790
get off the imageboard and see a doctor.

>>5584778
Who is Noun?

>>5584740
>what was it at the start?
3 times per day
>what will it be at it's least frequent?
it goes down further the longer you have it
imagine it like a piercing, the longer you have it the longer you can take it out
>is there a charting for this or does it vary?
varies
>i was talking about financially with your parents support
ah yes living at mum
>and i saw it but i feel very awkward about that like i'm intruding on your privacy so i didn't ask to see more, but i'm pretty curious about how the inside looks. it doesn't seem clockable from an "at rest" position tho.
ah well the only minor flaw would be a part of the urethra is a bit red from cautarisation
but it fades away over the first year
>i know you're a lesbian but have you played with dildos or maybe experimented with men even? i'm curious if the depth is enough or if it at least isn't apparent to men when they're fucking you that its artificial. i feel like it isn't enough depth and guys will notice and be like "why am i hitting the end of it?" i've also been in some vaginas in my time and i'll tell ya at the end of them there's a uterus and you can definitely tell where it is by feeling so the lack of one would set off some alarms maybe.
never had sex with a dude but he'd need a bit over 20 to hit the end of it (angle and stuff)
but same thing is with a lot of cis women a vag doesn't go on forever

>>5584755
we talked on skype a little before you removed me for whatever reason, youre a really cute girl and theres nothing about you thats awful or wrong. even if something went wrong with her youre still really great and itll be okay eventually.

>>5584791
>get off the imageboard and see a doctor.
but I'm a little baby who lives with their parents and depends on them for everything and they just tell me I'm a hypochondriac and don't need to see a doctor.

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>>5584791
Eh I'd rather go out on pain killers. But either or I guess

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>>5584793
Just someone amazing

>>5584800
i know the feeling. i woke up coughing up blood and my parents didn't give a shit and refused to take me to a doctor.
>>5584801
it was just a prank, bro. :')

>>5584756
>tfw no nazi gf to punish degeneracy

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>>5584804
Cameras over derr

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>>5584779
I'm sorry anon. Just pretend I don't exist.
You don't need to get in contact with me or respond to me again. Find someone who loves you, you deserve that much.

>>5584787
I'm not a good person. I'm anything but.

>>5584796
>theres nothing about you thats awful or wrong
You don't know me, please don't make assumptions. Things won't be okay, I want to stop pretending they will be.

>>5584793
my gf

anyone down to be my girlfriend? i look like a young tim roth

>>5584807
you just reminded me i should be getting painkillers and sleeping pills in a week. i'm so excited. maybe i'll 'accidentally' take the entirety of both.

>>5584804
>i woke up coughing up blood
Were you alright?

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>>5584811
Wash them down with strong alcohol

>>5584813
i've been feeling pretty faint all day but i guess i have to get used to the pain. i think my parents just want me to die sometimes.

>>5584810
I'm interested, as long as you aren't trans.

location?

>>5584808
I'm not going to believe a dysphoric person when they tell me they're not a good person. Good person until proven otherwise. I'm going to bed, but I hope that things improve for you soon Ricky.

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>>5584778
desu senpai
desu senpai
desu senpai
desu senpai
idk

>>5584793
me

>>5584790
Probably going to die before the sun rises
sorry

>>5584816
yeah im not. socal, sometimes norcal

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>>5584808
But Ricky ;~;
>I will never make Ricky feel better

>>5584794
>>5584740
missed the last bit
yes you can feel the uterus but I at least never felt it with my penis

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>>5584820
how do I say desu lol?

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>>5584785
whats your email aria my friend
sorry for late response i took a shower @_@

t-thank you btw i like the fanfic a lot
i hope i can show u something i find and like sometime ! its very generous of you

>>5584762
No probably not
>>5584823
Thanks for the info. I definitely prefer suporn.

>>5584820
>Probably going to die before the sun rises
anon pls don't even joke like that
>>5584815
Well I hope neither of us die then anon, but if you do, don't worry, just hmu and I'll join you in the grave regardless of my current state of health.

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>>5584824
>how do I say desu lol?
like a fag
DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU

>>5584827
Sorry enjoy your last few hours

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more rare lillies
first pic post op edition
>>5584762
>angry chaser: the post
>>5584826
np if you have more questions just drop them

how the fuck did you feel the uterus were you fukn a little kid wtf

>>5584834
/pol/ confirmed for small penis

>>5584826
theres always technological advances. i'm glad my genes are dead, i have bad blood.
>>5584827
i dont got long, the situation doesn't help but i only really have myself to blame, my family doesn't know my health problems. today was the first time i ever asked for help. apparently the last too.
>>5584832
what part of my post says 'chaser' to you, lol. get some reading comprehension.
>>5584834
;)

>>5584834
Yeah he raped yours

>>5584834
fuck off retard

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>>5584832
Oh was unwrapping and stuff scary? It looks like it would hurt. Like when they pull the catheter out and stuff.
>>5584837
Tfw genetically beautiful and ruining it by being a tranny and killing my seed
Tfw will never be pregnant and have a child and be a mother.

>>5584832
How long did it take till it healed and was useable?
Was it painful?

>>5584840
yikes. i didn't even hesitate, i don't want my genes in the pool, period. i wish a nuke hit australia.

>>5584836
7"
>>5584837
kek read a book
>>5584838
my kids are boys
>>5584839
lmao stay salty anon

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I want to have female friends but ciswomen always keep me at arms length once they realize Im trans.

>>5584834
With fingering.
>>5584844
I dont mind being infertile because I'm biologically male and being a father is fucking gross.

Hope you got the email Addy frog. I removed the post.

>>5584842
>healing
went quicker than normal
first orgasm vaginally (dynamic dilation) 3-4 weeks post
clit orgasm after 6 weeks
>painful
not at all
see >>5584794 >>5584696 and >>5584638 for more info
>>5584840
it was fun
especially when he pulled loads of bandages out of my vagina
looked like some weird magic trick from my pov

>>5584847
I went Infertile due to radiation. It was disappointing at first.

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>>5584829
Probably desu desu desu desu desu
>>5584846
Meet cooler people?

>>5584845
? ? ? OK ? ? ?
>>5584847
thats fair.

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>>5584727
>Get to know me
I'd like to. I need to sign off for tonight to sleep, unfortunately, but I'd love to talk with you some time on another day if you would care to do so. From everything I've seen here, at least, in spite of your clear depression you still have always seemed like a lovely person.

>>5584850
You're insane
>>5584851
Spoopy.
>>5584854
Send me a photo of you already

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im only a click away from getting a helium tank

or i guess i could just hang myself. then i could be dead tomorrow

still,
>dat fear of my neck not snapping

which would be better?

any advice on hanging?

>>5584845
>my kids are boys
They aren't going to stay that way for long with a father like you

>>5584857
they dilute helium tanks with oxygen now, not a good option now

hello
im lonely

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>>5584852
You make it sound so simple, are you passing with ciswomen friends? If so, teach me.

>>5584846
Just kill all ciswomen
it's simple really

>>5584852
It'd probably be
[spoiler]CUTE[/spoiler]
desu senpai desu desu desu desu desu

>>5584857
I've heard that a tight noose can kill you way more easily by breaking your neck.

There's always the chance that you'll survive and be handicapped. Or worse, comatose for the rest of your years. Always taking that risk with suicide.

>>5584860
welcome to the club

>>5584856
there's no point.
>>5584859
isn't carbon monoxide still legit?

>>5584865
Why not?

i pass, apparently im cute, and i still want to die. fuck this existence

>>5584868
There's no winning in this life. Only misery that always follows.

im really sad
im probably going to cry the next 4 hours until the sun comes out

>>5584867
its awkward to explain.

>>5584868
same, I've been telling everyone this forever. everyone thinks if they pass their life will magically be awesome but the truth is it really doesn't change shit.

>>5584859

i checked with the seller. it's pure helium.

>>5584864

>I've heard that a tight noose can kill you way more easily by breaking your neck

yeah, that's what im hoping

>>5584868
This happens to all trannies. They treat the symptom by transitioning and not the underlying disease (getting molested as a child)

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>>5584858
>desu

>>5584874
Skype me

>>5584873
I wish I was a vampire. I'd walk out in the sun one final time and burn to death.

>>5584876
I'd wish you good luck but that'd be mordbid. I hope you don't do it instead but hope never results in anything.

>>5584868
>>5584871
>>5584873
>>5584875

ye. same. ive passed for 2 years and get hit on all the time

kinda only makes me feel more isolated and shitty. i never expected transition to solve all my problems tho

>>5584876
can you link me the seller? i need an alternative if for some reason i dont get pills.
>>5584880
i meant, period. part of it is self image the rest is just a mess to talk about.

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>>5584863
Ok.
Except the white ones.

>>5584868
>tfw

>>5584877
I was never molested as a child.

>Tfw only my left boob is aching really bad tonight
These things better not grow in super lopsided

>>5584871
give me a reason. why shouldn't I kill myself? it's never going to get better, is it?

>>5584875
it made me socially isolated and terrified of people. i hate my body marginally less and gave my sanity for it

>>5584883

i havent bought it yet. it's sitting in the shopping cart with a CPAP mask and tubing

idk what im gonna do, but believe it or not, reading that came closer to giving me hope than anyone ive talked to that i know

>>5584886

i dont wanna be responsible for your death, too. sorry. plus, the person could have just been giving me misinformation and i wouldnt want u to get screwed over for ur money, too

>>5584856
why ?

>>5584891
anon wasn't trying to convince you otherwise.
>>5584894
i'm responsible for my own fucking actions. why would i care about money if i'm going to kill myself?

>>5584877
Never molested.

>>5584891
I don't kill myself because if I did I would never be able to trip on LSD and marathon NGE ever again.

>>5584886
Share with me. I dont get how you can be so nice and supportive then not want me to help or see you.
>>5584896
That's scary!

>>5584891
No it's probably not going to get better. Sorry, I don't have a reason to give you. I'm searching for one myself.

it's not going well

>>5584894
Do what I do. I'm just delaying my death because I'm afraid to die. I'm stalling on it for the same reason I don't do anything else with my life or make any meaninful change. I'm terrified and have accepted that I will eventually die on my own. Life is a slow suicide if you think about it. It all depends on wether you can take the torment for so many years.

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>>5584855
It would be nice. That art is a cute!
>>5584862
No but cis girls are pretty cool if you meet the right people.
>>5584863
Doubt

>>5584877
never been molested. Good b8 tho

>>5584897

im also responsible for my actions. as for the second. idk

sorry. if it's any consolation you're far from the only person ive disappointed

>>5584889
Pure white
or mixed

>>5584897
i guess I'm living on borrowed time then. just got to find the courage to finally end this.

>>5584901
i gave up drugs. should i start doing them again? i was happier when i could drown myself in cheap sensory experiences

>>5584908

im afraid of death, sure

and you're right about life being a slow suicide

but i cant take the torment for years and years to come

im willing to die, but not willing to feel a painful death. just a pussy who hates pain and wants it to stop

>>5584903
i don't need help, i know most of my flaws and what needs to be done to fix them. it's just a lack of opportunity in my situation. i also have worse problems in my life than how i look right now. i'm ashamed of my body because it's all my own fault to begin with. i'm hoping to make changes after i see my doctor.
>>5584911
disappointed? no. don't bother apologizing to me.
>>5584914
lifes a bitch.

>>5584909
>Doubt
Post an awoo or I Sudoku

>>5584918
But i wanna know you

lol never seen so many people suicidal over such weak shit. this is good. I fisnished a bag of popcorn but I might get more

go on, tell me more about how the universe revolves around this one flaw of yours :3

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>>5584913
Purewhites get to live no matter what
Mudbloods get to live if they're good people.

>>5584914
I would, I would have little motivation to keep going on if I wasn't stoned all the time.

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>>5584919

>>5584922
No wonder your wife left you.

>>5584922
>he universe revolves around this one flaw of yours
They're killing themselves, not wiping out existence as we know it.

>>5584922
hard to stop when their world keeps reminding them of this one "flaw"

>>5584922

i dont want to kill myself bc of the fact that im trans. but feel free to be entertained either way. at least i am contributing to someone enjoying something for once in my life

>>5584925
noooOOO
I need you saying it, silly

>>5584924
>if they're good people.
How do we quantify this though

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>>5584922
>tfw Noun will never feel passion for you again

>>5584932
I meant to say awoo aswell. my enthusiasm got the better of me

Do any of you ever stop and wonder what's the fucking point?

I occasionally do, and just think "what am I doing? Is this really me?"

>>5584924
it's settled then. time to get back on drugs as soon as humanly possible

>>5584922
what's autism like?

>>5584921
okay. i'll tell you everything you want to know, but a picture will have to wait, as just thinking about it right now makes me want to put a knife through my leg.sorry to always disappoint, but i feel disgusted to be me right now. ask hwatever on skype i guess.

>>5584926
She left me because she's retarded. Typical modern woman~ Should see her now. ;)
>>5584927
Looking at the whole universe through the limitations of their own body. There's been men and women who have lost their genitals or worse and kept on trucking. You guys should read some Stoic philosophy. It might help you with your challenges.
>>5584929
The world doesn't give many fucks. How many people actually look at you in a day? I listen to these chick sounding audio clips from these chick looking girls and I think, man, this shit is 75%-90% in their head. It's sad. I wish there was something an outsider could do to make people see how they look from the outside instead of seeing their outside from the inside.
>>5584930
Go for the gold Anon. Do nothing mediocre. <3

>>5584916
That's one argument you can make.
I don't know if I can take the pain either, all my memories are obfuscated by it.

I told a friend of mine I wanted to die while crying once. I remember that so vividly. I had an accident, had a bad concussion and the doctors in the hospital told me not to sleep for 12 or I might enter a coma. My friend was supposed to take care of me, not to let me sleep but she did it anyways right after I told her that. I wonder if that single experience will be what my death's going to be like. Will my eyes just darken from tears and lose myself in crying that I won't even realise I'm losing conciousnesss?

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>>5584903
what's scary ?

>>5584930
questioning anon here,
I'd LOVE to know if I was trans (or not)

and I'd be happy to move on from there and work towards goals (trans or cis)

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>>5584936
There isn't a point. there never was a point

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>>5584934
V O C A R O O

>>5584936
Only every second

>>5584922
be my bf

>>5584939
deep?

>>5584936
Only while on high doses of acid. Other than that the points pretty clear and I'm actually pretty enthusiastic about transitioning even if it is a pain in the ass.

>>5584601
You look like a fag

>>5584937
It's like your brain is a train stuck inside a runaway train on a collision course to other trains wondering why those trains inside those trains can't control their trains.

>>5584943
more real gore please

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>>5584947
You're not Noun.

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>>5584932
We have them watch NGE and after they finish ask them, Asuka or Rei. Those who answer Rei will be shot.

>>5584937
Well, only hallucinagens like marijuana, mushrooms, and maybe lsd if you think you can handle it, or DMT I guess if you can find it. Please no coke/opium.

>>5584936

literally 24/7

>>5584914

idk. drugs were fun once but now kinda make me feel like shit

dxm used to b my fav. now my tolerance makes it hard to enjoy, even tho i do it a lot less frequently

i got my wisdom teeth out this week and got vicodin. opiates have never been my thing tho. i took 2 pills and vomited the other day

i guess i could take one just to nod out

i don't know...

>>5584939
>Stoic philosophy.
More of a fan of epicureanism myself desu.

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>>5584958
Could be.

>>5584959
I would answer Rei
good thing I'm a pure-blood : ' )

>>5584936
>what's the fucking point?
I ask this constantly, I'm so fucking manly that this entire process is just pure delusion but I'm too much of a bitch to just die

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>>5584956
Made me kek
>>5584964
Ha...

>>5584951
k.
>>5584952
Stoic philosophy I'm telling you. It's good for people who have suffered trauma, or are experiencing ongoing difficulties. It's a survivor's school of thought.

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>>5584954
and ?
>>5584956
kek sure

>>5584939

okay

>>5584945

im not a doctor but

does the idea of aging as a man scare you?

that was what convinced me to get on HRT. i am sure as hell not going to let my body get nuked by testosterone

also just, if u were stranded on a desert island and somehow there was a lifetime supply of hormones, would u take them?

those questions helped me

>>5584959
i have a long history with drugs, psys are fun, but they don't numb me. i like my drugs hard, i want to do speed again but im too old. maybe time to get a ketamine addiction going

>>5584960
I felt the same so I quit, but being sober sucks. nodding out seems like it's enjoyable all the time tho idk

>>5584942

damn. that's pretty heavy, anon

i'm sorry u had to go through that

>I don't know if I can take the pain either, all my memories are obfuscated by it

iktf. any happiness i ever felt gets smothered by it

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>>5584968
desu
J U S T

>>5584970
what is that.....

>>5584977
Rip

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>>5584974
>tfw I can't even enjoy yume nikki anymore
This will end right

>>5584977
E P I C
P
I
C

>>5584963
That's interesting. One thing that is amazing about these different schools of thought is how developed an understanding they had of the world around them. It's something that I don't think many people in our modern era really appreciate. We have rote memorization of the fundamental sciences and overall workings of the universe, but thousands of years ago without electricity or the internet men and women laid the foundation for all we'd love and achieve.

It's really quite amazing :3

>ywn reach down and not grab a hand full of cancer

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>>5584983
((Don't tell anyone but I'm actually a poser and have never played it))
t b h

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>>5584964
Yuck, I dislike Kaworu too. Im all about Asuka and Shinji, you know, the human characters.

>>5584972
Please no, hard drugs are bad. Forget I encouraged you.

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>>5584977

>>5584987
I will never have the courage to tie the rope and kick out the stool

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>>5584972

>being sober sucks

yeah, i feel u. weed is the only thing that isnt horrible to me for the most part but i cant smoke bc i dont want a dry socket

i really wish i could robotrip like i used to. nothing in the world like it. made me want to be alive

psychedelics are nice enough, but u can only do them once in a while

never tried much else. did MXE a number of times but didn't like it too much. i guess i could try 3-meo-pcp or 4-meo-pcp

benzos sound shitty. i dont like drinking.

if i dont like vicodin and codeine, i dont see why id like heroin

nothing is appealing anymore...

>>5584988

same senpai

i was known for being that anon that posted pics of madotsuki, too. i'm a sham

>>5584987
im not even down there.

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>>5584988

>>5584970
I'm preop, and I have a smaller bump, kek

>>5584971
the idea of getting on hrt and then detrans scares me

a infertile guy w tits doesn't sound appealing

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>>5584988
>>5584993
>same senpai
>i was known for being that anon that posted pics of madotsuki, too. i'm a sham

>>5584973
im sorry that it has come to this
I'd wish you for a happy life but I'd feel like such a hypocrite. I can't even fix my own.

I just wish you'll fare better than me. My sincere wish.

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>>5584990
id take drugs over suicide, im afraid to die

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>>5584988
>>5584993
I'd watch both of you play and help each of you through the whole game

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>>5584990
But they feel emotions and aren't as cute ;~;

>>5584993
Pure degeneracy

>>5584995
>>5584998
>tfw you'll never have Mado tease you as you play through yume nikki

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>>5585000
Then dont do hard drugs, just smoke pot and trip once in a while. If you cant manage that, then Id imagine a return to nothingness to be peaceful.

>>5585003
>Listing feeling emotions as a negative
They are so much cuter.

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>>5584991
>when someone reposts the shitty hard labor and sweat of your work

Survival of the fittest. If you're too weak to read and too weak to sustain your own will then all you can do is become fertilizer for future generations.

RIP the weak. May you server the greater good in the only way left to you.

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>>5585007
>tfw when Im not in it.

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>>5585008

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>>5585009
Even gem got in

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>>5585014
It's like my existence is fading away.

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>>5584997

you could always bank sperm. it's what i did. dunno about the boob thing though. sorry

you could get on it and try it out for a bit. see how u feel. i was on hrt for 4 months before i banked sperm. i was infertile, but stayed off for 4 months and became fertile again in order to do it. i also lost all the boobs id gained in that time too. i mean, i hated losing my progress, but for ppl who change their minds that might be a good thing

>>5584998
>>5585003

not gonna deny that im a loser

>>5585001

thatd be nice. i would actually do that even tho i dont know u at all. i used to post here back when /lgbt/ was first made and only come to the threads every so often now

>>5584999

thank you. i wish all the best for you, too anon. i really mean it. you sound like a good person who has had a lot of suffering and pain

>>5585008

thank you for posting. you make me feel better about myself by being such an asshole. you're actually doing more to stop my suicidal feelings than anyone i know personally that ive talked to

>>5585007
Oh, I appreciate it anon

>>5585006
>They are so much cuter.
physical and mentally I think the other ship's more cute i m o
more morbid idk

tfw king of the hons but nobody remembers your fucked up masculine majesty

for some reason i just remember the first time i crossdressed, 3 years ago. Damn I was so happy and felt so new.
Then I started to hate it, everytime I crossdressed I made cuts on my body.
Its been almost 6 months since the last time I crossdressed, I havent cut myself on a while. Oh and Im not on hormones or anything, Im almost 24, I guess I already lose my chance

>>5585009
>>5585014
You should have gotten to know me better then. I might have considered you for inclusion.

>>5584674
> 19 - 7
> 2 years

>>5585019
You're welcome.

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>>5585018
When in doubt shittalk trout. We'll just stare at you gormless.

>>5585020
:/

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>>5585019
Maybe, I like how theres a hint of hope in Shinji/Asuka even though they're both fucked up people. Im not morbid, Im just mopey.

>>5585023
B-but Ive been tripping for like the longest out of anyone.

>>5585022
>Damn I was so happy

I wish my first experience wearing womens clothes was good. Instead it was bad because the only girl clothes I had available were my legitimately autistic older sisters and never cleans herself good and smells bad and doesn't have good fashion sense, so I kinda put on her clothes, realized how gross it was, and took them off.

>>5585020
I do

>>5585020
>>5585014
>>5585009

i'm glad ppl don't remember what i look like. i used to post pics a few years ago, but only a couple of times

someone had me in a montage imgur album at one point and it rly weirded me out. haven't seen it in years tho

i prefer not being known. i used to namefag and i think i even added a trip at one point, but people i know started to see me posting when i didnt want them to

mostly when i was ranting about being suicidal

>>5585030

okay

>>5585034

i'm so sorry

>>5585033
I wore some of my mom's really fucking ugly dresses, I probably looked horrible. I should have killed myself.

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Is it worth it?