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Even though i will catch shit for this I found that some brands make one product perfectly.I use Covergirl for powder buff, Revlon for mascara, Smashbox for lip products, L'Oréal liquid eyeliner, and Maybeline liquid foundation.
This comes from playing with tons of brands.
I think that's one of them yes. My friend subscribes to ipsy and she just gives me anything she gets seconds of. I'm not personally big on makeup so it's kinda nice to be able to cheaply try different things.
the only thing i waste my money on is computer stuff and guns
aint got any toys sorry
im sure i could figure out a way to persuade you with one of my two hobbies
i just dont know how
>the only thing i waste my money on is computer stuff and guns
Those are also valid wastes of money. My computer is way more expensive than it needs to be and I'd have some guns if I didn't live with my parents. And trusted myself not to use on on myself.
@_@ IS there more than that
i think pookie has a few figurines in boxes like that...barely seen em tho
guns ??? whoa
um if u threaten me with a gun ill prob just cry afterwards
try like not using the money
then using it on me
also udek me why want me to come xd im weird
u got played bor..
>@_@ IS there more than that
Yes. I have 6 on my desk, a few more that are hidden in that picture, and a couple others scattered in my room.
>u got played bor..
im not suicidal in the slightest anymore and i dont buy bullets for any of them so it doesnt really matter
my suicidal bouts only last for at most 30 minutes, but thankfully i haven't felt like that in ages
mdma is p great lads
cause ur cute af
i reformatted my pc so i dont have any of my old pics and i dont talk lewd pics anymore sry
>She posts on /toy/ a lot.
I don't post on /toy/ so much anymore but I used to hang around there too.
>I used to have that I had to open them all in photo editor and rotate, save, then rotate, save, and it fixed.
Hrm, that's odd. This is a new issue for me.
>im not suicidal in the slightest anymore and i dont buy bullets for any of them so it doesnt really matter
Well I'm glad to hear you're feeling better nowadays. But why not buy bullets for them? Unless you're like me and just like to hold them and play with the bolt and stuff a bunch.
>my suicidal bouts only last for at most 30 minutes, but thankfully i haven't felt like that in ages
HRT seems to be helping me not feel like killing myself so far
>i didn't know that was a site!!
All the good /toy/soldiers know about that!
>how much do they cost usually
Gonna take a guess you're asking about the Nendoroids, which are usually $30~40 on average.
>like oh my god totally
why does kayla type like a teenage girl?
A drone just flew outside my house and hovered over my window. Since I've never seen one in real life before I didn't realize what it was for a while so I opened the window and stared at it. It was stationary and the whole time and then it flew off.
To be entirely honest, no memes or sarcasm, I feel violated. It's absolutely disgusting how you can completely destroy someone's privacy right that AND IN THEIR OWN HOME. If I knew the name of the person operating it I'd fucking sue him.
ive never worn makeup, makeup is gay but if u like it good for you. only time it sucks is when GIRLFRIENDS FUCKING SPEND 3 HOURS IN THE BATHROOM DOING THEIR FUCKING MAKE UP WHEN WE'RE ON A TIGHT SCHEDULE. IM LOOKING AT YOU GEM REEEEE
>Unless you're like me and just like to hold them and play with the bolt and stuff a bunch.
ding ding ding ding ding ding
hey senpai... im sorry man i didnt mean to.
It was my firewall, which is rather humiliating considering I did a system reset which deleted all my programs (but not files). It's working again at least, but now I need to re-install a bunch of stuff. With most things intact it shouldn't be too hard, and honestly I didn't need that many games installed anyway.
>ding ding ding ding ding ding
Where's that gif of /k/ like having an orgasm just touching a gun
so im eating a tv dinner... theyre kinda cute honestly and i wanna collect em and eat em
questioning my taste desu
udk that yet...be wary ok...
idk abt that shes fukkin tougher than jerky
me on the other hand...well thats why i have my mom ok
hmm well hair will grow out, youll make diff style choices, youll finish electro!
i dont think youll always need makeup
just being a meme w the hashtag oops
whoaa thats a lot of money
kind of want to spend the same on american toys though
wish i had a tamagotchi or 5 actually...
i get the appeal fosho @_@ im like lowkey OP and wanna buy tamagotchis and lalaloopsies rofl
i type like a teenage boy...
ask me why
Wow, whoever did that is a jerk, I would have grabbed my bb gun and annihilated it lol. Are you in a 2 story house or something?
Yeah I remember what it ended up being, but I wonder if
>I did a system reset which deleted all my programs (but not files)
ended up making it all think it was sideways. I just say cause soft reinstalling is what made all mine do that until fixed.
>On HRT & dutasteride
>No large amount of hair coming out in brush
>Still paranoid that I'm going bald
Can /pol/ hurry up with the day of the rope or whatever it's called so I can finally be done with this suffering.
>your postop, you beat the game
tell me kayla does not seriously think this
i dont understand how ive dated like 3 actual cisgirls and none of them were as fucking girly as gem is
gem says "im going to take a shower" its a fucking 3-4 hours i wont see her and she just stays in the bathroom doing makeup and girl things
its spooky man...
just dont buy bullets for it... not very hard. i dont use them for protection...
brisk, snub nosed 45. pistol in the far left but u cant see it cause its black, and 2 bongs
hey frog.,..... ill miss u................................
>whoaa thats a lot of money
Yeah, my collection has been a slow buildup over the years. I had a while where I had nothing to spend money on too so I just blew it on toys.
Which fallout? Don't go outside, it's cold! Really really cold why god is it so cold. I hope you can get him to cave in~.
I think I've had brisk like once in my life. Nice gun tho.
>ended up making it all think it was sideways
Nah, that was one of my attempts to resolve the issue. Steam wasn't working because my dad updated our firewall in my sleep without telling me and Steam got blocked.
i took a fucking tons of pics with me holding my two handguns and photoshopped them to look like i was a crazy person and i think they're really funny but im too scared of posting them on the internet incase i get arrested for terrorism
brisk is basically the best drink in existance... u NEED to try it
arizon iced out boys aint got nothing on brisk boys... sorry yung lean it just aint yo time...
It's almost certainly nothing. Most healthy people lose between 40-100 hairs a day, its all just coming out in your brush.
And the day of le maymay is never gonna happen so you'd best get used to it.
instead of selling ur guns for quickca$h use the guns in fun and creative ways to get more money than they're even worth!
u'll think of something
I took some kinda suggestive pics with an airshit PPSH-41 I have, looks more like someone from /k/ got slutty than a terrorist
>brisk is basically the best drink in existance... u NEED to try it
Well if I see it around I'll give it a try then~
Why would you do thaaaaaaaat
>@ _ @ i see
It's real ez to get them though, just go to somewhere like AmiAmi, HLJ, or Mandarake and you'll find some pretty nice deals/prices on them.
And are also gonna be my best defense because I'm weak as fuck.
I'm sure Muhammed will treat you nicely. I don't have a rape fetish though, as soon as I'm old enough to CC I'm gonna keep something in my purse just in case.
>tfw probably too ugly for that anyway
>Its paid for HRT and food for a long while though!
Reasonable enough! I'm saving most of my money for HRT and such. I really wanna splurge on something stupid but I don't know when I'll have a job again and I need to cover my mones.
yeahh!! sounds like you took your time with the collection and know what youre doing
I've been a little autistic toy collector since I was a kid. Lots of experience buying things and putting them on shelves!! I should go work on my display later, it's kinda dusty and needs to be organized.
Yes miss NSA
YER'LL NEVER TAKE MUH GUNS
>send those to my private line...
No can do, Kiwi has exclusive access to that sorta stuff now~
Almost every single time she plays an fps she shouts allahu ackbar into the mic
it's kind of adorable desu
>tfw too lazy to make food so you drink coffee instead
H O N L I F E
>tfw kiwi wants to take care of all that for me so I can get away with being lazy
Self defense is toxic masculinity.
True femininity is ultimate submission to everyone. If I resist a man who wants to hurt or fuck me I am being masculine myself.
Nice idea, Ill take the gun though.
The ideal woman shuts up and does what she's told, right?
I bet you're a reifag.
>tfw too lazy to make food so you go out to breakfeast with your bf
A real woman does her own dishes and those of others., its a sacred duty. Like doing the laundry.
If you find yourself attracted to a tranny, does it make you a faggot?
>mfw this thread is currently full of anime posting tripfags
suporn is a meme, bowers and her new team is actually looking better and better, especially since its only a 4 hour drive and maybe I can get state insurance to cover it. The only gripe with bowers is over looks but the function I heard is much better, and labiaplasty is always a thing and its only 3 grand.
Well, fuck. How do I stop being a fetishist then?
Small cocks are cute and a privilege for passing purproses.
My head voice is in english and no gender I think.
>tfw actually swedish
my inner voice has always been higher in my mind for some reason. while i was suppressed i just assumed my inner voice was childish? immature?
now that you point it out, it's something that i was quite ashamed of. whenever i noticed it, it just reinforced this idea in my head that i was failing in my duty to be a man.
but at the same time i hate hearing my deep, dopey man voice in recordings.
I always buzz cut my hair before I knew I was trans but then when I started growing it out I liked in. Been growing this hair for about 3 and a half years now without any major cuts.
I've had long hair since 14. Still want them to grow longer than they are now. They are just past my boobs but I am aiming for butt length.
Im going to be completely honest with you here.
The whining about not having money can stop. We see you buy shit all the time. Be it wood and shit for an entertainment center or parts for an N64 controller. Crying that you have no money to afford laser when you can afford this other shit is retarded.
Acting like you're the only person in the world that matters and everyone should cater to you is also bullshit. People are allowed to have srs and bitch. There's things that arent so pleasant about that either.
Last, you pass just fine. Quit complaining because there are people in this thread RIGHT NOW that are worse off than you are. So stop being such a brat.
Nice, I'm jelly. Can't wait for my tumor to atrophy after I get my orchi.
my last haircut was no more than 2 months before i started hrt.
what, you don't think i was going to sit around putting hrt off when i recognised my long term depression and shit tier sexual interest were because of repressed dysphoria, did you?
>tfw so small it keeps coming out when try to tuck
I repressed for a long time but still felt off if my hair was short, like I wasn't me, just different people I guess
A gee pee, if you can pull it off though go for it
Long hair master race, mines a bit longer than yours, but I want mine butt length in the end too
This is some pretty creative bait. My hair is short though because I caved in to family and got it cut. I thought i'd be in the USAF right now anyway so it wouldn't matter. And then I decided it was time to stop running and I'm growing it out. I would love to pull off a short hairstyle though, I think they're adorable, but I'll do what looks best and passes best.
hey pooks... what it do
just got back from a long day at the office.... filing my taxes
Parents made me shave my head a year ago. My hair grows super slow.
All you needed was a brow bossing done you dumb ass.
.... well to be honest its mom that buys me that stuff yet she won't give me money for more expensive things like ffs or srs. Also nice subtle hugbox telling me I pass.
>nah the onset just happens later in females
It's both of us probably
>I never had male privilege
I'm no feminist. Fuck I hate feminism desu, but at least I acknowledge that there are some privileges of being/presenting as male.
I just wished cis females would check their privileges too... and I wish trans women would cut that transfeminist bullshit sucking up to a group that tolerates the inclusion of self-entitled. bigoted cis TERFs
Look Kayla, I dont hate you. But it drives me insane that you complain about things. You REALLY do pass just fine. And if that's really you that I heard in the clip up there. Bravo. Your voice passes fine too.But for real. You need to be positive and try to help yourself. Because nobody else is going to do it for you.
>but I want mine butt length in the end too
My gf's sister has a friend who looks almost identical to the girl pictured but with jet black hair that reaches down her bum.
She's pretty damn gorgeous with it. It's where I got the idea to get it that along tb-h.
>You need to be positive and try to help yourself. Because nobody else is going to do it for you.
If I learned anything from the past few days its that. I am all alone in this and I have to fight for money, I just don't like how hard it is to get cash.
>but at least I acknowledge that there are some privileges of being/presenting as male.
I only thought of one, not having to worry about being raped. Now I get guys following me sometimes when I am out, usually they are black. It sucks my clinic is in fucking south central LA, I am the only white person out there and holy shit i am a target for being mugged.
I had it long, but I went for a trim and I sorta didn't speak up. I ended up with a Hitler youth desu.
My parents wouldn't let me grow out my hair, it was super gay.
She feeds off your hatred. Negative attention is still attention.
You did experience male privilege, the only I can imagine that you would say something to the contrary is to bait replies. Which you got, so congratulations.
Pretty much every man I interact with then. Except the gay ones.
Bait? I can understand if you got forced into it because of family/army but if you walked around with a buzz cut or whatever and liked it without a second thought that's a pretty iffy thing in terms of actual dysphoria and not just being agp
I had shoulder length hair and bangs when I was in elementary school idk @____@
I wouldn't kill her I'd just try to be her friend and make her happy
uhmm I'm ok with this desu .....
I saw ur post earlier and asked my mom how to file taxes
and she doesn't even know
teach me ok ??
I read the first paragraph of an unverified medical journal so I think I know exactly what I'm talking about okay?
Kyler Comedy Hour is entertaining and all but this has dragged on for more than an hour.
The piercings kind of ruin it.
>I only thought of one, not having to worry about being raped.
I... admit I can't really refute you from experience while I'm still in boymode. As soon as I'm able to present fulltime I guess I will find out how short-changed I have been all of my life.
Yes, you phrased both those questions in a way to challenge us being trans. You were baiting for replies so you could post >>5536959 . It's obvious and don't bother pretending you were being genuine.
>I can understand if you got forced into it because of family/army but if you walked around with a buzz cut or whatever and liked it without a second thought that's a pretty iffy thing in terms of actual dysphoria and not just being agp
Re-read this sentence and tell me this isn't you baiting me into getting mad. You want to suggest I'm not trans but put on the illusion you're just asking innocent questions. You're better than the usual trolls, but it's still fucking obvious.
>You did experience male privilege
the fuck I did, unless you mean...
>the privilege to have cactus hair come out of my chin non stop
>the privilege of being a living piece of lifting equipment
>the privilege of being treated like a threat by everyone smaller than me
>the privilege of having to be told to man up every time things got hard
>the privilege of being made fun of if I ever showed emotions
oh yeah I had such privilege
>not being into qt pierced girls
I don't see the appeal of unusual piercings and they make me kinda wince when I see them because I imagine they hurt
look i hate to break it to you... but i wasnt really filing my taxes
>TFW you will never torture ad's feet like this and force her to resist laughing or else
I don't get why you're still pretending here. You made multiple assumptions so you could jump to the conclusion I'm agp to get some (You)s out of me.
>le gook cartoon girl
It's a male model. Get used to seeing him, he'll get posted a whole lot more.
Nipple piercings are not my thing.
Fashion tastes from Kayla:
boots are fedoras for legs, all stars are for teenage boys and pretty much anything other than my own 50s dressup pseudo-female projections.
Uh I mean I was actually just genuinely curious if people were okay with their short manly haircuts growing up and didn't feel dysphoric from them but sure keep posting that bait fish I guess
>I don't need to hide between 1950s housewife fashion to pass
>implying heels are old fashioned
>wearing hiking boots when your not hiking
what a fag
How about not make a bunch of assumptions and challenge how "trans" someone is if you have a genuine curiosity next time?
I didn't go for a buzzcut. I didn't like it. I never like getting my hair cut. It always causes me dysphoria having it short. Even when I was repressing and trying to make me being trans go away, I could never escape how much I hated having short hair. While I was hoping the military would fix me, I was dreading having it all shaved off and keeping a short haircut for years.
I don't understand how this is possible, that is being pulled way too much. Could this work with a neo-vulva, would it be a way to clock a neo-vulva if it doesn't?
Kaylas just a person having a rough time
She may have burned some bridges but shes still a person
I know I haven't been here as long as you all but she isn't the worst thing on earth, I'm sad that everyone is so mean to her.
>please don't give me flack, I know I don't know her as well as you all but I haven't seen her be mean or anything since I've been lurking the past week and she is constantly told to kill herself and how much everyone hates her.
> Tfw the overwhelming despair, fear, sadness, and regret you feel when thinking about past, present, and future.
This is unbearable. No matter what I do I'll be like this. If I stop transitioning I'll live the rest of my life miserable, rife with those emotions which will invariably cumulate in suicide. If I keep transitioning I might be able to vaguely pass, but I'll be bottom of the barrel, never even approaching 'average' and be miserable anyway.
Now I know why the suicide rates are so high. This is pure emotional torture, no if ands or buts about it. I have no mouth and I must scream.
Was looking for the srs video that ended up with a giant clit to call you miss clit, but ended up finding this.
OH MY FUCKING GOD
>tfw you gain weight and your bobs start hurting again
W-well, here we go again
I was talking about the fully healed one. That kind of treatment creates micro injuries in healthy tissue let alone in something stitched up. It would probably fall apart along the healed stitch lines.
>tfw you gain weight and it all goes to your belly making you look pregnant
Well, just gotta wait and see. You'll probably keep at least some, and they may be more prominent if you're skinnier.
Ain't nothin wrong with rocking a badonkadonk
B-but I don't want back problems ;-;
>tfw crossing fingers for megamilks anyways
Scar tissue isn't the most flexible thing in the world.
damn, after a quick google this seems to be correct
my entire life i've been told scar tissue is stronger
Maybe no one will care, but, I've finally gotten an appointment with one of my hospitals therapists and that is the first step to getting hormones covered by insurance. I'm excited even though it isn't for 2 weeks. But after several days of being confused and calling wrong places i finally got the right place and set up an appointment!
are you fucking trolling right now?
this is kayla levels of delusion
>eat cold little Cesar's
instant regret, there goes my weight loss
I think the last time I got my haircut was July last year (very short) and been growing it since.
However I think this is the most it can grow since it's never really gone past this point in the past ;_; feels bad man, i'l probably need extensions just to have a chance of passing
I had my nose and belly button done in addition to my ears, still, those are both relatively tame.
Ive heard nipple piercings hurt more the smaller your breasts are, if you have big tits then its painless, if you have skittles then its extremely painful.
There is no such thing as AGP
I have my hair down my back now and it is pretty much amazing. I may never stop growing it out.
Im currently trying really hard to eat a lot more, in addition to doing lots of crunches and planks. The idea is to get fat tits and butt but not stomach.
>tfw when you can't remember the last time you were misgendered
Going to go rub one out to this thought of you being unable to resist it now, thanks
>tfw so manly I can't do grilmode and only stupid computers think I pass the way I look when I go outside
Probably detects my long hair and is like wow this must be a tranny or female so lets gender it female so they'll be happy
Well I am only 11 and 3/4 months on hrt so I have tiny boblets that aren't ready to pierce. I talked with someone that had them done at the same time and size I am now and said that when her boobs grew they the piercings ripped out. Just like I talked with someone who had implants at my same time on hrt and then they had to take the implants out because her boobs grew again.
>in addition to doing lots of crunches and planks
I've actually tried working out my core before and I found that it actually killed my body shape, if you can pull it off then godspeed. Spot training is really hit and miss so far as I've heard.
>There is no such thing as AGP
I disagree, there totally is, some people identify as having it, and some transition.
>mom laughs at me says I'm pathetic
>says all I'm doing is laying there and coughing
>says my place is a trash can because she came over right after I ate and there was a bowl and a mug out
I really do hate her completely
you ever see a hair cut so good, you just wanna off yourself?
>you ever see a hair cut so good, you just wanna off yourself?
all the time
u gonna cut urself you little freak? huh? yeah... just a little cut just to see how it feels... oooy eah. feels good doesnt it? physical pain feels GOOD..... yeah you like ti when daddy hits you? mmmmm yeah you're my littel freak.....
I'm still here baby girl.
Why do I even bother when I look like the guy from wolfenstein except brown hair.
>a tranny could never be an actual princess
Say it ain't so yume
I cried for the last 4 days consecutive. It's just wake up, make breakfast, cry myself to sleep, maybe eat something else, cry some more, maybe watch a tiny bit of anime before I start crying from jealousy, maybe play a bit of videogames before my stupid brain reminds me of all my problems, cry myself to sleep, repeat.
Being trans is hell.