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▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/00000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
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Ded Threadu http://boards.4chan.org/lgbt/thread/5533480/
first for having a shitty bone structure
>>5534833
2nd for you can still make it and life will be good.
>>5534829
i don't think 'advertising' is a way to get romance or intimacy. like "hi i have a tight hole" doesn't sound that very subtle at all. i bought a plug to maybe try to make myself not as loose, but i only used it once before i felt like a degenerate and stopped. i don't have sex/relationships anymore.
>>5534837
not as tight, rather.
>>5534833
tfw
I want to post a picture to see how fucked I am, but don't want to go somewhere big like Reddit for fear of being recognised. Is here acceptable?
>>5534845
Go nuts anon, people like to use unsee to do it.
>>5534845
ok.
what's this gross stuff in my towel?
>>5534848
Plague
>>5534845
Yes. Sometimes people give good, well thought out advice but other times bullyanons will just call you a hon regardless of what you look like.
>>5534837
>>5534839
Being a degenerate is part and parcel of the tranny experience so to speak. You wanting to make sodomy more pleasurable means putting those toys to use.
So hop to it... or on it.
>>5534833
I posted a pic on r9k in a trap thread and someone thought I was cis, funnily enough
>>5534848
Tiny tennis balls.
>>5534857
Those basement dwellers are so easily fooled.
>>5534856
i said romantic, not pleasurable. i want to feel close and intimate to the person i'm with. i don't need to orgasm or anything, just to feel some kind of connection with them instead of just being used like an onahole or something.
>tfw i have a splitting headache from laughing so hard with my online friends
tbhonest this is why i have high cheekbones and good skin, not dealing with annoying ppl irl and crying laughing erry day
>>5534866
How can you have romance if every act of intimacy feels like someone is driving hot pokers through your ass? What are you exactly looking for here? Some asexual to hold hands with?
>>5534875
You look fine. What don't you like about yourself?
>>5534878
Though I'm going to drop the mtfg meme and suggest bangs to cover the forehead
>>5534875
defiantly not as bad as you think that's for sure
>>5534875
You're actually quite feminine
You're not fucked in any sense from what I can see.
>>5534875
>mfw everyone here passes better than I would
you'll be fine, don't worry about it
>high school reunion being organised for end of feb
>want to see people from high school
>but still an unpassable hon
what do pls help
>>5534875
It feels like every time someone posts one of these they are always super feminine and cute looking even pre hrt lmao
>tfw everyone around me is starting from a super cute base and I'm the worst.
>>5534886
>hon
but if you say so
Just go boy mode and pretend you're not trans
Up all night and didn't come home
>>5534895
The chat all said you were cute desu lol
One person also mentioned forehead and made a small mention of nose but the nose is like the easiest part of the face to get fixed.
>>5534895
>5head, fucked nose, disgusting chin
you haven't seen the extent of those actually are
>>5534895
>5head, fucked nose, disgusting chin
iktf
but don't give up, you have quite a good chance at passing, dysphoria can really distort this
>>5534899
Just at a friend's
>>5534898
Bretty bad, I'm not brave enough to post though.
>>5534898
Me on the right, Sarah on the left
>>5534886
wear a dress, print business cards, tell everyone ur an engineer, bring a date, get drunk, have sex w/ everyone, and post about it on ur phone while it happens
>>5534914
Scarily accurate...
>>5534914
is this a memepost
>>5534919
you caught me. I look worse than that
>tfw I love my boyfriend and he loves me <3
Urgh, I know I don't pass yet, so why did I think it was a good idea to start presenting as a girl at college. I'm super happy to finally start part-time, but God I feel like a freak when people stare at me.
>>5534895
your chin looked fine in the pic, forehead can be fixed with bangs for your nose glasses with the right frames could help
>>5534920
now THAT's a memepost.
>>5534910
Of course not
I ruin whatever relationship I had with my surgeon.
I worried my bf
I feel hopeless with everything
>>5534929
now THAT's a hugbox
>tfw the ppl u like never like u back
>>5534908
I won't believe it until I see it.
>>5534910
I don't know what you want me to say. You are pretty feminine as it is. The HRT will push you firmly into girl territory.
Honestly you are yet another pasty, slump shouldered nerd with long hair asking about passing while you have various freaks running in this general giving zero fucks to the fact that they look like abominations. So you'll do fine. Hopping on the fem&m's will be just the first step in a long journey.
>>5534914
Post pic or it didn't happen.
>>5534937
I can't just keep throwing money.
Surgery was a one shot thing and I screwed up
It proves my theory that ffs can't fix hons
>>tfw I LOVE my boyfriend and he LOVES me
>>5534941
Guess I'm doomed
>>5534893
B-but I don't have a boy mode
>tfw in boyfriend induced bliss
>>5534945
Then go girl mode
idk you look like you can pass to me
>>5534933
>hard for me to see myself as anything other than a disgusting boy
which is why I gave up, now I roam the barren fields of mtfg hugging them while building boxes
>>5534935
Lizbell90, I shouldn't be hard to find follow the fox
>>5534936
but anon I did post a pic
>>5534937
>anonboxing
>>5534941
I wish I could give you a big hug Angie, I really wish for life to go easy on you, you deserve better
>>5534895
it could be worse. i legit think you're super cute.
https://unsee
.cc/dumegoni/
i am stuck in gaymode until my newish job gets me health insurance so i can pay for the hormones since i don't want to do it myself and i can save up enough money to get my nose fixed. also need to get laser on face too. you shouldn't worry so much.
mebbe I should finally read society of mind one page a day ...
>>5534932
why not hook up with sheen?
i have a boyfriend
>>5534945
welp then ...
a) stay at home & play vidya
b) qt it up
>>5534962
not even sheen wants me I'm total trash
>>5534968
>>5534969
>>5534976
? please, i'm not fat like a 8. i'm a sexy curvy 9.
>>5534978
awkward. apparently disregard, i suck cocks.
>>5534976
You are a Biodrone. I shouldn't have gone to the archive.
Ruined mah day.
>>5534969
why does tongue make your body feel weird?
>>5534965
or she can hangout with me ;)
>>5534984
oral fixation.
>>5534989
y-yikes
>>5534986
Well then you haven't seen me yet
Its no coincident most mtf are white and asian, naturally predispositioned to being stocked on estrogen and desires of being a lewd slutty girl.
>>5534983
>anon goes long for you despite warnings and truths
what's a biodrone though?
>>5534945
Then don't go
>>5534995
I mean, I guess u don't need to go and u wont be the only one to miss it, but I have a feeling u might go anyway
w-will ur ex be there or was she in a different school?? >.>;;
>>5534976
Liz
>>5535008
>but anon my dad is aboriginal. im not even pure white.
White genes clearly dominated.
>Sending your photo to someone
So I went through tsa and nothing flagged. So either they set the machine to male meaning they clocked me or I passed the female scanner. Whelp they most likely clocked me five miles away.
Guess I'll head home
Maybe I'll be lucky and get into a accident
>>5535008
Then you're not white
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I knew I should've never transitioned
>>5535017
How about you come up with a wacky plan were you get a cis friend to pretend to be you and you go as the Tran date
on this episode of sexting with edie...
I want to punch one of you in the jaw
>>5535017
oh probs for the best I guess
ganbatte at the reunion jormychan~
>>5535028
>>5534995
Work on your voice
maybe you can make it passable by then
>>5535034
Listen I was depressed and still am.
Sorry I didn't get backs you last night
>>5535035
me me me
>>5534995
does he actually browse 4chan? i feel legitimately sorry if he finds this thread
>>5535042
>you actually thought I was lying
>mfw
>thinking my nose is better
>it's ultimately the worst feature second to my caveman browbone
>mfw
>>5535040
so what's gonna happen with ur bf?
>>5535042
stop ur getting me all hot and bothered
>>5535046
this is what happens when i don't sleep and i post my contact on 4chan tbhonest
>>5535000
Unsee just doesn't work on my phone, couldn't even see my own picture.
I want to adopt a transgirl.
>>5535061
don't get my hopes up like that.
>>5535061
Adopt me and pay for my much needed FFS :3
half my bodyy feels numb and Im goin drowsy c u
I kind of want to be sort of adopted by another girl sort of so there would be 3 levels of power in a poly relationship like this
gf >> me > bf
>tfw you wake up and your hair is a mess but too lazy to do anything yet
>>5535069
even if you do, it couldn't be me. i have too many problems to force on others.
>>5535057
if you have a trip I'd put it back on stalker anon now that your journey ended like mine will. pure disapointment
>that honpost had better features all round
NOW THIS IS HUGBOXING
>>5535074
What kind of problems are so severe that it would cripple someone else you'd force them on?
>>5535052
Idk at this point
>>5535073
tfw you wake up and you haven't taken a shower brushed your hair or shaved for like 3 days and you hate yourself but you're too depressed to do anything other than stay in bed and cry
>>5535069
facial feminization surgery because my face is trash and so am I
>>5535079
Cheer up anon!
Not shaving will just make you feel even worse.
>>5535080
Ffs doesn't fix hons
>>5535083
ty for the yuri hug
>>5535085
Shiiit
>>5535086
Now go shave fgt.
>>5535087
Once a hon, always a hon
That's the cruel reality of nature
>>5535079
brush your hair every single fucking day, or i will post some triggering shit that's the result of neglecting hair.
>>5535090
you're underestimating the severity. regardless, i don't have long left and i'm stuck where i am. what do you even want in return?
>>5535093
Not that anon but post them anyway. I want to see my future
>>5535098
A quarter of my known relatives have died to cancer, another quarter is currently experiencing it, I think I can manage.
Nothing. I just want to adopt and care for a transgirl.
>>5535103
that's sweet of you. where are you from?
>>5535101
you'll get irrepairable knots and have to cut your hair off.
>>5535104
Netherlands.
>>5535103
Why though?
>>5535082
>slightly better
their nose is fine, you know your right from your left don't you?
>>5535101
Go search white people dreads on Google.
>>5535105
>knots
I'm turned on now
>>5535106
I should move to the Netherlands one day
Part Dutch and it's full of tall people. I could blend in.
>tfw super thick hair
I wish I didn't need long hair to have a chance at passing
>>5535111
don't get me started. i mean this kind. now stop putting imagesin my head.
>>5535117
>tfw you're bald and wear a wig
>>5535114
that pic in archives is about a year old now, this is me now
>>5535028
Mornin. I took apart my bed last night and slept on the couch. Other than that I'm looking forward to these new few days..
>>5535117
Fucking kill yourself cunt
>>5535117
Iktf. I wish I could pull off a tomboy look
>>5535120
okay well you lost on all regards, then. thank you for proving me wrong, what do you want as your prize?
>>5535107
I don't know.
>>5535114
With a combination of scholarship and freelance job income. I'm still studying.
The countryside and smaller towns and cities are comfy, quiet places with local culture usually revolving around pub jumping. I live in a seashore city myself, dykes are my favorite nightwalking destination.
It's rainy and flat.
>>5535116
You may as well be part Arab and still blend in just fine, really.
>>5535085
tfw hon at 20
>>5535125
Hi friend
>>5535126
>tomboy
no, just shorter hair.
>>5535120
Damn and I thought I looked bad
>>5535131
that sounds pretty pleasant. i like the rain and wouldn't mind being close to a nice view. i would have a lot of trouble fitting in because of language barriers though.
>>5535131
You guys getting invaded by muslims?
Guess I should stay here then
>>5535134
Why do you bully post so much?
>>5535120
You have oddly thin lips
>>5535139
alright, you're in Melbourne right? i will come give you a prize somehow. i can't drive.
>>5535142
>bully
>truth
>>5535142
>anon posts
>bully so much
they are literally anonymous, it could be multiple people
>>5535144
catch a train
>>5535120
That ain't you
Don't lie
>>5535150
That's me kuppy
>>5535149
there's no trains or buses in my town. it's three hours via car. what are melbourne endocrinologists like? i may need to get one. i used to live in Sydney so I'm kinda lost currently.
>>5535133
We're not friends. I would hit you with my car if I ever saw you on the street.
>>5535139
some work stuff and the clinic. maybe I'll get a script and officially recognized that I need hrt so I don't have to keep buying it from online..
>>5535146
I post as anon most of the time because I get nervous but I don't want to get lumped in with bully posters, what should I do?
>>5535152
My experience with melbourne was needing lots of REAL LIFE EXPERIENCE before they would do anything so I bailed over to Adelaide.
>>5535156
I thought we were a liberal state
>>5535153
Stop being so tsundere.
>>5535156
I thought Adelaide was shit for this sort of thing?
Like instead of RLE, you'd have to do thirty years in a queue, just to be sure.
>>5535137
A lot of Dutchmen speak basic English, and it's a very easy language to pick up if you're fluently English. The only issue you might have are with older, very old fashioned people.
Of course, I can always accompany so you'd have a translator handy.
>>5535140
Yes. It's not as awful as Britain, Germany or Sweden though. Teenagers almost exclusively revolve their culture around gangster and general thrash behavior and there's a lot of scum who exploit the combination of decriminalized weed and fairly easy to acquire welfare that's more than enough to sustain a lifestyle of drinking and smoking weed without many poverty issues.
The issues can't be generalized to immigrants, though. There's just a small, loud, asshole minority who has a too big influence on youth, which then in turn spread that behavior like a disease. As it stands, it's not that bad of a country if you stay out of Amsterdam, The Hague and Rotterdam.
>>5535156
sounds awful. i have experience but i would rather not risk showing up and needing to jump through hoops so I may just drive to Melbourne and then fly to sydney. this is all if my gp can't prescribe
>>5535167
you would have to accompany me regardless, if i even have the strength to go outside. would you teach me to speak your language?
>haven't been out in public since university ended two months ago
>accidentally catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror
>tfw pic related is literally me
>>5535170
To what extend I can, of course. I think having an instant access person to practice conversations with is the best way to learn aside from something like Duolingo, which also has a Dutch course.
>>5535173
how do you say butterfly? you seem very kind. it hurts not being able to take you up on it.
>>5535172
Does this mean I have no excuse?
>>5534826
So. I'm looking through FFS surgeons, if you have any you all think are good, would you mind dropping a link or name to your preferred picks?
>>5535179
I also told her that I was self medding and she frowned pretty hard at that and gave me the legit stuff in the name of safety lol
>>5535176
Vlinder.
You can always take me up on it in spirit.
I love you
>>5535191
I love you too anon
>>5535189
thank you. i am extremely jealous of the lucky girl that you can take care of. i feel pretty crushed.
>>5535196
Fuck off she was talking to me
>>5535199
Please don't feel bad. I doubt I'm the only person who wants to unconditionally let someone feel loved.
>>5535205
it's hard not to. sorry. maybe in another lifetime i'll be lucky.
Guess no one likes a truthful depressed person
Stop being sad or bitter, /mtfg/
>>5535188
Oh.
I'd never have the guts to actually self med, let alone tell anyone that I was.
i think today is the day that all hope is lost. i've called my doctor several times, sent a few emails, and its been a month now since i went in to get my prescriptions changed to the appropriate doses and i haven't heard anything from the office at all.
going to my classes and seeing all the cute chinese boys there that will never want me is pushing me over the edge i think. i think i might just be ready to give up. i'm probably too old already at 22 and disgusting anyways.
>>5535180
Popular ones that i've heard of are:
Spiegel
bart van
dr lee
chettawut
deschamps-braly
facial team
>>5535214
Gem started at 22 and she's qt
You can still make it at that age.
>>5535211
I am always sad.
I can pretend not to be, but it would be dishonest.
>>5535217
Why are you sad, anon?
>>5535208
pls waht happened
>>5535216
Nice box hugging
>>5535211
how?
>>5535213
It still doesn't take that long, Anon. Like I'm getting my for real psych assessment to say yes I am for real trans and need treatment after about a month of waiting. Though I kinda cheated and am already getting it thanks to the self medicating :V
Also being an obvious ugly hun in public and I have yet to have a single negative experience so apparently this place is pretty good that way.
Go for it, live your dreams.
>>5535206
I do hope you experience happiness, friend.
>>5534826
I would like to add info to the Emma Goldman clinic in Iowa city, Iowa. my experience was a bit different and way cheaper than what it said and it really should be updated.
It was only $385 (uninsured) for my visit and tests, and a week later I had my prescriptions. They also said the yearly visit is only $185 (uninsured) from there on.
>>5535225
I hope you get beaten to death today, you disgusting piece of shit. Fuck off chaser cunt.
>>5535225
you too. supposedly i only have a year or so left anyways. i may as try to enjoy it.
>>5535191
I love you too.
>>5535214
22 isn't too late.
Good morning thread.
Who else /avoiding old friends/ because you're working on starting a new life for yourself? Someone came over to hang out with my roommate and I but i decided to pretend to be sleeping instead. Feels pretty good honestly. I don't need that negativity in my life anymore.
God, I should have done this so long ago.
>>5535221
Everything
Everything is so wrong
>>5535232
You won't do this to me will you?
>>5535223
Do things you enjoy and try to feel okay about yourself
>>5535232
About time someone got rid of me
>When black guys hit on you but you're not interested
>>5535224
W-who are you talking to?
>>5535232
i am too much of a pathetic doormat to send this to my girlfriend. i admire your strength. i hope she just dumps me so i don't have to deal with her abuse and how fucking worthless she makes me feel.
>>5535239
Because no one likes bitter people who tell the truth.
>>5535240
A Psych whose name I can't actually remember off the top of my head. :B
Not Dr Lyons though he is a huge shitlord and nobody likes him.
>>5535235
>Do things you enjoy
sometimes do
>try to feel okay about yourself
I try to
still sad and lonely ._.
>>5535216
>>5535231
i've only been here on and off for like 8 or 9 months so i never really saw her picture, so i'm going to assume this is probably just hug boxing.
when i go on like reddit and even other threads on this board, it feels like maybe 1 out of every 10 people i see posts even comes close to passing, and those that do all say they started transitioning at 18 or before.
i don't think being happy is possible. i don't want to be a hon that no one says anything to out of pity or wanting to be socially tolerant for brownie points or whatever. i want to be a girl that no one says anything to because i look just like any other regular girl, but this is probably never happening at this point because i am jobless, behind in school, and probably won't ever make enough money to afford all the things i need like laser, ffs, srs, etc.
>>5535238
>cute black guy in my class
>he will never hit on me
i want to die
why do so many straight transwomen sound like sissy fetishists ?
not trying to be insulting but I hear all this "I wanna be a girly girl cock slut and do everything for my bf like a mindless sexrobot"-stuff way more often from straight transwomen than lesbians
>>5535242
Brandon pls
>>5535246
>i want to die
You will if you date one.
>>5535245
If I can feel okay sometimes then so can you!
>>5535245
shush imi
no bad feelings for you
>>5535243
I think it's also the environment where it's being said, there are plenty of already depressed people around
>>5535249
Stop slut shaming.
>>5535255
what has having sex a lot to do with it ?
tumblrpls
>>5535254
Better than being happy and living in delusion
>>5535250
>calling a transgirl Brandon
not very smart are you?
don't even say "but you're anon"
>>5535249
Because stefonknee is my hero
>>5535249
I wouldn't base any generalizations like that on what you read on mtfg.
>>5535260
>being agp
>>5535261
>you will never have "play therapy" with stefonknee
>>5535234
I have no intention of it. Believe me, he's thoroughly earned it, and it took me months to finally get to this point. I don't need any more two faced passive aggression from him ;_;
>>5535236
I'm not getting rid of you Angie, don't worry ;_;
>>5535242
Honestly, he broke up with me back in may. We're supposed to be friends, he's really not acting like one and I've honestly had enough. I hope that you can find the strength to send this kind of message though, abusive relationships are awful and you shouldn't be forced to deal with one. What's holding you back? ;_;
>tfw bf lives 2000 miles away from you so you can't cuddle
>>5535263
? how do you assume this from my post
>tfw you realize your body stats are probably worse than your face
The ride never ends.
>>5535273
it might as well be me
>>5535266
Well you should
>>5535272
it does end tho
get over your own standards of what a wombyn is and there
the ride ended
>>5535267
Generalization was probably the wrong word. I just meant that if you're talking about people from these threads it's a terrible place to form opinions from because half the posts are ironic shitposts.
>>5535277
How retarted are you?
>>5535266
because i'm a clingy weakwilled pushover that has nobody else. i hate how she makes me feel. she ignores me for days at a time and then goes joining shitty chat rooms, surrounding herself with a bunch of "friends". yes, i am jealous. extremely. it's all i feel, apart from disgust with myself. she neglects me so much and makes me feel worthless but i don't have the courage to say or do anything about it. i just pretend everything is okay. i tell myself " maybe things will go back to normal when we live together. " she's been so distant since we had to move long distance.
>>5535277
Yeah I know I should but I just feel so big and manly compared to cis people, even men older than me.
Maybe because it's just me and my mirror here.
>>5535277
>get over your own standards of what a wombyn
Ya pretty much this, so many whiny trans girls pass fine they just think they're going to transition from an average dude into kim Kardashian and anything less is a hon
>>5535246
Pretty rude of you to say desu. All I can say is really think of what transitioning means to you. Despite what you read on the Internet most people are pretty okay with calling someone by female pronouns as long as they're making an attempt. And that's not really about brownie points but more like them trying to keep everything going smoothly.
>>5535277
I just wanna pass slightly desu I can deal with being ugly
>>5535288
Why be ugly or average?
>>5535290
i want to be called she/her because they person talking to/about me actually believes that. i don't want them to refer to me as female because it would be awkward if they didn't.
>>5535253
>tfw not even allowed to be sad
.~.
Good morning girls ~! How are things? ^-^
>>5535297
Fuck off
>>5535293
I dont think you understand why people transition
>>5535279
true but I didn't only notice it here
even a lot of the transwomen in the local community center seem to fall in this weird fringe sissy type
>>5535284
maybe just you
in doubt try to either loose weight and muscles or gain some on other bodyparts to counter the broadness
or just pick up a sport that makes use of those features
this way you blend in with the cis women in this type of sport due to training the same bodyparts
>>5535281
how much of a n00bie when it comes to transitioning are you ?
>>5535291
ugly and passing aren't the same
pic related, passes still ugly
>>5535297
How about you read the thread, dumb nigger? It's going fucking miserable, thanks for asking. =^.^=
>>5535299
That's a bit rough.
>>5535293
Cause you don't have to be a fking porn star to pass. And I hate to break it to you. But you're not going to get incredibly more attractive by transitioning. Lily just saying to be realistic, it's just not that hard to go outside and pass even in Hicksville rural VA where I am
>>5535301
It's just my skellington tbhon.
>16" shoulders and 5´10"
>no hips and big hands
>>5535246
>don't think being happy is possible
> jobless, behind in school
literally me before hrt
I thought it was hopeless and was too depressed to do everything I could to get on it when I was younger so I didnt start until I was 22 instead of when I was 18 or 19 and I'll always regret it, even if I turned out fine. Now I'm kind of cute and have an even cuter gf and a job and stuff? Keep going for it now before its too late
You'll only get more depressed and probably fail a lot of classes like I did if you dont. At the very least, the mood boost alone is worth it.
>>5535307
doesn't sound too bad desu
would love them shoulders for working out tbqh
>tfw every time you look in the mirror you're happy with how cute you are
>tfw every day is amazing
pls I never want to get old and look like an old lady
why do women have to age so poorly
>>5535272
>body stats
don't complain. i bet you aren't 6'3 with shoulders 17.5" across.
>>5535288
I already look like a hobbit though.
Down to the hairy feet.
>>5535314
cut yo balls off i heard zero t helps with it
>>5535300
why transition and be stuck being ugly or average?
If I was trans, there would be no way in hell that I would transition if there was a chance of being ugly or average
>>5535314
Rising testosterone levels
This is something trans women don't have.
>>5535297
I'm good
and don't call me a girl
>>5535288
For me it just feels like no matter how good I get, I'll never be good enough for myself.
>>5535320
trip on, kayla.
>>5535301
I think I'm both unpassing and ugly despite all the nice things Liz just tried to say about me :^)
I just want to be an ugly looking girl that's my goal.
>>5535312
Hands and no hips is worst, my hands are average male size ;_;
>tfw lumberjack build
>>5535322
Oh.
So I just have to stay fit and healthy and I'll age well like one of those rare qt old ladies??
Yay~
>>5535327
>Passing is like 75% confidence.
ah HAAHA
>>5535309
i called my doctor's office again and the nurse who has my test results took a long as fuck break or something and just got back today and i left her specifically a message and the other lady said she would call me back. hopefully i can get started this week.
i don't know why, but your post made me feel a lot better. thanks friend. maybe we will make it.
>>5535324
But you're fucking adorable already. What flaws do you see?
tfw you have the most fantastic night and then the worst day
>>5535321
Well ofc since your a chaser
>>5535327
>Passing is like 75% confidence
Comedy gold
>>5535275
Well I'm not, so :P
>>5535282
Honestly, it may be time to start cultivating a new circle of friends or meeting new people. It sounds like you're stuck in a scenario where she's the only person close to you, and that's a dangerous place to be, it keeps you stuck in that place. Having tried for too long to make a relationship work for similar reasons, I can say right now, please start finding ways to feel better about yourself ;_;
>>5535334
Not that anon but trans and I can agree with the chaser
>>5535324
That's cause you have x many years of make socialization and multi billion dollar marketing campaigns telling you what a woman is, once you realize, mannerism voice and clothes mean a thousand times more then your body shape or face you'll be so much happier. And pass way better. I bet any guy can pass as a chick within 7 days of starting to try if they have the right outfit, voice and posture /manners
Passing is almost only confidence!
thoughts on this?
If there's one demo on the internet that might defend it, it's you lot.
>>5535327
mtfg is a terrible place to form your standards about what passes desu
just go outside and look at a lot of women and see how different they are
comes more down to bodylanguage,voice and type of clothing(no don't mean muh vanilla girly girl outfits)
>>5535328
sounds neat for hema tbqh
but see above
good morning friends. i have a question. how does one make friends in lecture based classes? i have a pretty hard time with forcing myself to talk to random people because i feel like they would hate me for some reason, but it feels like there is just literally no chance to talk to people in lecture classes so i have no chance to like meet people and make them like me.
i mean how do i make friends at school? all of my friends now are older and don't go to school anymore.
>>5535338
post pics then, you must be gorgeous
>>5535342
Those are hons, if you start when you're young confidence is a big part
>>5535332
Dysphoria doesn't care how good you look, it only finds your flaws.in particular I hate my chin, nose, brow, 5head, voice, waist, hips, hands, feet, shoulders, ribcage, stomach, butt, and penis.
Also my face might pass but my body sure doesn't.
>>5535344
What's hema?
>>5535347
>posting pics on 4chan
>>5535344
>comes more down to bodylanguage,voice and type of clothing
And, you know, not looking like a fucking man
>>5535343
>If there's one demo on the internet that might defend it, it's you lot
What the edgy »we are better than tumblr« 4chan tranny demographic?
>>5535344
found a cis woman with a hon jaw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T9A1Sik7W6s
>>5535355
don't pretend you're higher than that
>>5535344
>mtfg is a terrible place to form your standards about what passes desu
It's cause 90% of peeps here think they should look like an anime character.
>>5535297
Frustrated because I can't sleep but I have a big day tomorrow.
>>5535356
She looks like my bf but with longer hair
That is one manly looking woman
>>5535360
>not transitioning into anime
You can't be serious
>>5535354
If you look female, and still have a male voice and mannerisms, you won't pass. Looks really aren't everything.
> Watch an episode of Hourou Musuko right before bed.
> Cry uncontrollably throughout the entire first episode.
> Try switching to Acchi Kocchi to escape from it.
> Still crying.
> Fell asleep at 6:00 AM after 6 hours of crying.
I had alot pent up. Goddamn, I cried more last night from one episode than from the entirety of Shigatsu ha Kimi no Uso.
Burned out emotionally today. I can tell it's going to be an early bedtime.
Passing = confidence
>>5535337
she's the only person i know. period. it's hard to make a circle out of zero people. i don't have the best personality and i am pretty moody, so i tend not to get involved with anyone. please come choke some sense into me so i can stop the pain.
>>5535359
I am pretty much a prime example of that.
>>5535369
how do you learn female mannerisms?
>>5535360
agreed
i never saw the appeal to look like a disfigured mutation dreamed up by a madman with a barbiefetish
>>5535354
ask yourself this, how do hard butch get gendered female ?
how do FtMs who even have facialhair get gendered female ?
looks ain't all m8
>>5535350
historical european martial art
>>5535376
observe how wombyn act irl
copy
paste
done
>>5535376
It should come naturally if you're trans.
>>5535376
just act like a huge faggot
>>5535381
This works well especially in school :)
>>5535372
It's a good time to start. I know it's hard, but putting yourself out there really is the only way out of a rut like this ;_;
I can't slap some sense into you, but I can say very firmly that something has to give.
>>5535376
Watch and learn. If you're effeminate or andro in your mannerisms to start, you have an edge.
>>5535371
FTM?
>>5535376
> Tfw acted like a woman in high school and before.
> Repressed it over a couple years in university.
> Don't know how to stop repressing.
>>5535396
>tfw mannerism too feminine to be male
>tfw look super male with boobs
>tfw freak
>>5535376
>tfw bad experiences with girls throughout early life
>tfw berated for trying to act slightly more feminine
>tfw don't even know where to begin without ending up looking like a caricature
What do?
i wanna pick a fight
>>5535376
>tfw agp so not feminine at all
>still somehow look like a girl
>tfw no partner to bully and beat you
>about to head out as a girlthingie
>to store and get a package from the post office
>feel confident but then take a picture of you in front of a mirror
>yup no nope, ill mope at home for rest of my life
>>5535409
There was an onion article about a feminist taking some time off being a feminist so she could enjoy herself for a bit.
>>5535415
w a i f u
>>5535411
Legitimate question, I've never really spoken with an agp person. Did transitioning make you happy?
>>5535415
Post soles or hon face
>>5535372
Internet friends? My best friend irl I met playing wow online, she happened to live near me. Honestly it sounds like no friends would be better than a so who treats you like garbage.
>>5535343
Assigned male has become 75% sjw trash 25% worth reading comics. That's just my take.I can't keep up with all the new pronouns and safe space stuff.
>>5535399
Nah I threw out all my ambien.
>>5535420
happier i guess? i still need srs tho
>>5535418
is it you memma?
this is your waifu.. pls come and drag me outside
>>5535422
my soles are as gross my face is, so no
>>5535425
So potc, did you have fun ripping into me abouty leaving my bf?
MtFg, when someone calls you a girl, do you blush? is it out of shame or flattery?
>>5534914
Aren't you two sad that you're not passable at all?
>>5535432
Have fun? Fuck no. I just want what's best for both of you.
You know what, at the risk of getting "lurk more"'d, the fuck does potc mean?
>>5535431
One day!
>tfw you can't drag me out of my neet cave so I can drag you out of your home
>>5535416
I wonder if the bitter anons ever do that
>>5535443
Piece of the Cat
>>5535443
>>5535433
Well atm people would only call me a girl as an insult
So I either smile or get sad on the inside.
>walk into class on Hinduism
>calming sitar music over the system
Well
>>5535424
yeah, we uses to live close but we moved apart.
>>5535433
>walk into math class on the first day slightly late
>instructor loses his shit
>"wow! We actually have FOUR girls this semester!"
>blush and awkwardly make my way to the back of the classroom
I guess I just get awkward when people single me out for my gender?
>>5535455
#notTruTrans
>>5535453
Sorry, what I meant is if you don't have any other friends would you be able to make some new friends online so you're not alone after breaking up with her.
>>5535448
I have MANY questions!
>>5535450
IKR? I deserve a good facepalm for not knowing what potc is supposed to stand for. To me it means Pirates of the Caribbean (I loved the first movie and my sailboat has a jolly roger flying on it because of the movie)
>>5535455
>tfw he originally thought there would be 5 girls
This mobile glitch on 4chan is pissing me off
>>5535455
I did the same when people commented on my weight loss
that actually took effort though, not just popping pills every day
...I don't know where that came from
>>5535433
I get a bit upset if it's irl because i'm a man beast and they're trying to be nice.
>hugboxing
>ever
Why can't I get rid of my xbox huge body
>>5535455
Plot twist
They're all trans too
>>5535468
you don't want to badly enough
>>5535468
Because life is suffering
>>5535466
I've had enough of your shit you donkey
>>5535470
I do but I can't just shrink bone ya know
>>5535459
>tfw get really shy and awkward when people in groups start doing the "rah rah girl power" thing when the males are outnumbered
>tfw #NotTruTrans
O-oh well
>>5535462
;_________;
>>5535465
Idk, I guess just having the spotlight on you for even a second is just sort of uncomfortable. I know weight loss requires effort though.
>>5535469
I don't believe so, that would be funny though.
>>5535333
that gif gets me everytime, whats up anon?
>>5535476
Don't bully me, hon!
>>5535480
need more confidence xd
>>5535485
Nice meme
>see a pic of a trans girl doing self orichy on /b/
>link it here for the lulz
>Kayla is the only one who took note to it
>I pay no more attention to it, days go by
>see this today
>realize I haven't seen any Kayla posts in a while
d-did I kill Kayla? She usually posts here more frequently than this
>>5535484
honk honk
>>5535442
How fucking new are you?
>>5535485
just get ffs :)
>>5535444
>One day!
s-sure :x
>>5535491
she was here last night, went pretty fucking crazy tho so i guess the balls are still there
>>5535491
unfortunately no. she was shitposting all yesterday.
>>5535469
including the professor.
>>5535468
please let me hug you.
>>5535491
She got banned for a bit
then she came back
then she disappeared again
So idk if she actually did it
I want to push booger in front of a train.
>tfw I will never have a tiny body like this
Just fucking kill me
>>5535467
:\ I'm sure that's not true. Your gf is just making you feel that way because of how she's treating you.
>>5535493
honk this
>>5535499
Yes!
>tfw can't swim over to funland
>>5535506
I'm so huge you wouldn't be able to wrap your arms around me
>>5535484
A literal hon trying to insult a full time passing girl. Good joke.
What a fucking doughnut
>>5535513
>man shoulders and a total brick afterwards and head looks huge in proportion
looks like me desu
>>5535491
No I didn't do the deed. I am too much of a coward to do it.
>>5535513
It's too late for these feels anon
>>5535513
Reminds me of Cherry(?)
>>5535514
it's hard not to feel like shit when the only person that ever cared about you treats you as such. she's even spending more time talking to her ex than to me. i think that's my breaking point.
>>5535515
could try to ship yourself instead <:
>>5535501
she isnt THAT dumb
also ew at the idea of DIY orchi
>>5535517
P R O O F
R
O
O
F
Not even Angie homie but that's some mad high proclamation you've made there
>>5535526
im p sure kayla would do it if she only had the balls for it
>>5535520
>man shoulders
Her shoulders are tiny
>>5535516
you're not even big, stop being ridiculous. i really am fucking worried. pls.
>>5535483
Well I met up with an online friend last night as things were fantastic, we went out for sushi and then got drunk together and it was amazing.
This morning I got a physical letter from my best friend telling me he won't be on skype anymore and we probably won't talk again. He didn't give a reason but I think it was because we were becoming too close and could never really be together. I've not been able to stop crying all day and I don't know what to do
>>5535517
Then why spend all day bully posting on /mtfg/, hon?
>>5535526
Is it true that all funland boys are manlets?
>>5535534
>16" shoulders
>33" underbust
>.76 whr
>not big
No more hugboxing
>>5535528
There has to be a reason you're so bitter doughnut anon.
>>5535536
I'm not the one that comes here to insult, misgender and tell people to kill themselves all day every day.
>>5535525
I think that's the point where you should break up with her. I don't know what else you can do anon, I'm sorry. I hope you can figure things out.
>>5535529
> if she only had the balls for it
pun intended?
>>5535536
>boys
kinda, i mean i think theres only one person thats taller than i am on my class and its this one guy and he is like 6'2''
average is 5'8'' here for men and like 5'4'' women?
>tfw 6'1''
>>5535536
>tfw funland manlet
at least im a tranny eh
>>5535496
Be nice anon they've never witnessed him posting before
>>5535552
It means I fucking huge.
I wear a medium which is an embarrassing size for any woman
>>5535529
I would. Maybe if I get shot down on an orchi I will do it myself. It's not really that hard. I am just terrified of blood. I almost passed out when I cut my finger the other day.
>>5535541
>I'm not the one that comes here to insult, misgender and tell people to kill themselves all day every day
Literally all you do faggot.
>>5535545
>average is 5'8'' here for men
Oh ;_;
Come to Sweden, there's a lot of tall people here.
My tranny shrink is taller than you even.
>>5535546
>tfw average swedish male height
:C
>>5535556
do i really need to post my 200+ pound stretch mark covered stomach
>>5535557
No you didnt
>>5535544
It's a tasty pastry that's been used as an insult by (presumably) the same anon for the past while. Idgi desu
>>5535556
>which is an embarrassing size for any woman
try wearing large and get back to me on whats embarrassing or not you fucker
>>5535556
>It means I fucking huge.
>I wear a medium which is an embarrassing size for any woman
Please reflect on this and then come back when you realize you're insane.
>>5535558
>He thinks it's one person shitting on him
>>5535562
Maybe the anon is trying to dehumanize their targets by reducing them to the topological torus that all people are.
>>5535561
meh I had to deal with drain bags for a month after my crash, its not really that bad if its in that kind of thing
>>5535573
I think it's two bitter hons.
>>5535574
That was so eloquent, I think I'm in love.
>>5535520
>implying a proportionally larger head is bad
>>5535535
Focus on the good things, is there any reason you and your online friend can't go out drinking again? probably not.
>>5535574
>the topological torus that all people are.
Hey I'm not a torus ;_;
>>5535558
n-no im fine here, unless you come and drag me there.
though i think people in other countries would clock me less than in funland bcus mongol genetics and fat face.
>mfw 176 cm girl on my class says she's super tall and thats why she has tough time with clothes
>>5535580
What do I have to be bitter about? I have a successful life as a woman. While you're sat at home shitting your pants and trolling trannies on 4chan.
>>5535433
>>5535455
>first year of uni
>know literally no-one
>get assigned groups
>the topic is 99,9% guys
>put in a group with two girls
>it's the entire female population of the class
>"hey anon, we need to give you a girls name to help you fit in"
>"w-what?"
>they start calling me by a girls name
>a few meetings in, it's still happening
>"the way you guys are going, i'm going to turn into a girl"
>"haha, probably"
>mfw
>>5535580
Fucking kill yourself
>>5535595
it's a lot better off than being literally obese. my bmi is over 30
ill be back when rawr leaves
>>5535606
Rawr isn't even here, point out the rawr posts.
>>5535605
How does that even happen?
>>5535580
Oh it's the doughnut again.
Geez.
>>5535580
> two bitter hons
I couldn't help but read that to the tune of the opening of '2 Stupid Dogs'. Then I remembered that it's supposed to be pronounced like 'Hun' not 本 and I felt foolish.
>>5535601
im not sure if thats embarrassing or awesome
>>5535596
>tfw mom hugboxes me and says she wish she was tall
Femlets are scum.
>>5535598
>While you're sat at home shitting your pants and trolling trannies on 4chan
Projecting hard bro.
>>5535605
Trans?
>>5535610
posted about it once, literally just junk food and flavored milk. mostly flavored milk. 2 litres of it is over 200% of your daily fat intake.
>>5535609
well its too /bully/ here at the moment so i dunno, its a matter of time till I am the target yet again
bye
>>5535583
Thanks anon. We can make out now if you're ok cucking elanna.
>>5535593
Sure you are. First smooth out the edges, all those limbs reduce to nothing, then take the digestive tract and realize it's a hole that runs through the body. Smooth that out.
BAM! Human transformed into donuts without adding or subtracting anything that matters.
>>5535605
being obese and trans is infinitely better than being skinny and trans. when you are fat, your entire shitty bone structure is covered up by fat and no one can tell. at that point its up to like hair, clothes, and voice.
>>5535620
I may go ahead an self orchi if i can get my hands on some lidocane. I have a full surgical set and sutures
>>5535616
Here we go again. IVE HAD ENOUGH NOW. When are you going to fucking shut up.
What a fucking jerk
>>5535616
>tfw people always hugbox you by saying "so what tall is cool, those legs hey"
like what?? really?
>femlets are scum.
would do anything to be that though
>>5535623
Tfw even with hair, clothes and somewhat decent voice, I'm still fucked
such bullies
>>5535617
yep. my bmi was ~15 prehrt, i literally went over double my body weight.
>>5535623
not when it all goes to your stomach and all it does for your face is give you a double chin. i am still ugly. i am actually worse off than when I started and all I have to show for it are a-cups, I shit you not.
>>5535592
No he seemed like he wanted to do it again which would be so nice, plus he was really good looking which made me become really nervous when I first saw him but was super easy to talk to after we had gotten coffee
>>5535616
Ay misgendering people again are we. Fuck you.
>>5535633
I wish I could gain weight for my tits, butt and hips
>>5535630
I don't even have nice legs.
>>5535622
My god, we really are fucking donuts. I need a minute to rethink my life now...
Fucking biology, why do I need to be toroidal?
>>5535601
That's a cute story, I loved when stuff like that happened. You out to them now?
>>5535627
Please don't; self surgery should be a last resort sort of thing, like that one doctor that needed immediate surgery in Antarctica during the winter when nobody could get in or out at that time of the year. Are you in Antarctica? No? Then get somebody with proper training who won't risk passing out and bleeding to death to do it.
>>5535644
She's just kaylaposting duh
>>5535646
>kaylaposting
That's just another word for acting like an idiot.
>>5535543
ad will you post the soles of your feet?
>>5535627
top kek
>>5535633
How did you gain so much weight then?? like I'd kinda like to gain some too and I'm p underweight.. did you just get hungrier on mones or what?
>>5535641
But that's not true, you have additional loops like through your nose and those tiny tunnels linking your ears to your throat. You're more than a topological donut, you're more like one of these.
>not doing self surgery ffs
This thread is a disgusting, disgraceful embarrassing mess.
>>5535649
I think kaylaposting is just a funnier way to say it :^) should definitely be a thing
>>5535641
>You out to them now?
Hopefully if I grow the balls, when uni returns for the year.
I'm away for the holidays, and it seems like the kind of thing you don't do over a telephone call.
>>5535662
Hello blimp anon.
>>5535661
Oh yeah? Whatcha gonna do about it tranny?
>>5535657
Nope nope nope. Gore in the image clipped away as a matter of decency.
>>5535670
It's like you don't want to be pretty.
Like when someone says this body is fine, I chuckle hard
>>5535650
I have no soul
Sup babes.
Mister left, getting on with work.
How's y'all?
>>5535679
no more daddies cummies?
>>5535670
Don't do drugs kids.
>>5535678
No but I've had a thread crush on you for quite a while, can you please post soles? Please?
>>5535656
I think we max out at two holes. Ears without puncture eardrums wouldn't count as a hole. The only question would be whether or not we count the sometimes open hole from the mouth to lungs. If we count it then we have a hole between mouth and nose. If we don't then mouth is only for digestive tract and nose to lungs reduces to no hole.
>>5535674
I don't want to be a living body worlds exhibit is all.
>>5535679
Sad today
Oh and disc 3 is done
>>5535683
But the nose links to the digestive tract, so that's at the very least a double torus when taken together with the mouth-to-rear tunnel.
>Emperor Constantine, why are you putting in all these Christian officials to the Roman Senate?
>"OHMAHGAWD, BECAUSE ITS 323 MARCUS GET WITH THE TIMES GRANDPA. I MEAN, LIKE, CMON, NOT ALL CHRISTIANS ETC"
Why do you guys support muslims now again.
>>5535693
I want to get raped.
>>5535656
So what you're saying is, I can aspire to be more than just a torus. I can be the toroidal shape I want to be? :D
>>5535665
Good luck anon, I hope that it goes well. I mean, if they're joking about it they might suspect it already. Maybe. Hopefully.
>tfw high school friends made a habit of trying to get me to crossdress, pressured me to kiss boys and tagged pictures of girls on Facebook with my name
Surprised, they were not.
>>5535693
We support Muslims?
>>5535694
I dont wanna be raped but I cant want to be fucked hard by one or two or five of em.
>>5535634
See now I'm jealous of you and things can't be that bad. That other guy seemed like a douche anyway. Hope you have fun
>>5535682
;~; sorry anon. I'm wearing shoes so you wouldn't be able to see them anyway
>>5535675
you're not big. now stop it.
>>5535695
Not yet
Going to either today or tomorrow
>tfw no big strong dog bf
>>5535691
>mouth to rear tunnel
lol
>>5535704
Oh, ok. Maybe another time? When you're home? I really hope so, you're very cute.
>>5535703
I wish he was a douche but he was a really nice 17 year old kid who was really hurt and alone, I really hope he's not gone and done something stupid
>>5535706
Can you even still get to chocobo island on disc 4?
Going to bed
Good night /mtfg/
>>5535705
I know i'm not big, it's the boy hips that disturb me.
>>5535715
night.
>>5535716
>not wanting to get enriched by a fist in your face
Racist
>>5535718
well im sorry. i will always like you regardless bb. sorry i cant do anything to cheer you up
>>5535711
Ok maybe if I remember
>>5535714
Not sure
If that is the case, I can use the second save I made on disc 3
How much coffee is too much coffee?
>>5535721
yeah man i love some cultural enrichment, especially if it involves an ak47, homebrewed explosives and a very large knife.
>>5535705
I am too plus I have an face to boot
>>5535749
B-but the exotic food..
>>5535746
never. enough. even if it kills you. embrace coffee.
>>5535737
Do you have nice soft soles? Are they um.. sensitive...?
>>5535707
Someday I will be the dodecahedron I was always meant to be
>>5535620
All set
>>5535746
100
>>5535757
>tfw just a cube
>>5535689
FF9????
>>5535761
Part II
>post surgery kit
>>5535761
Kayla pls
>>5535767
Yeah
Been playing it the past few days
>>5535770
Why the buttplug?
>>5535777
Hah!
I see someone isn't familiar with proper post-orchi care. The buttplug is essential.
>>5535766
W-wow, I really have a thing for your sharp, right angled corners
>/////<
c-can i trip?
>>5535788
Don't see why not.
>>5535778
Freya sucks
>>5535795
:( fine i won't then
Oh god this discussion on how people are just doughnuts is great.
>>5535788
It's a free world.
>>5535797
;___;
b...but
>lickitung is bestest waifu
>cooking skills
>>5535755
I hope so or I'm going to need a refund for this pedicure.
And I'm extraordinarily ticklish, yes.
O_O Payday just announced a "Goat Simulator" Heist.... I may have to get back into the game for a little bit
>>5535804
Oh, cute! I'd love to tickle them someday. I hope you find time later, I really would love to see... I can think about where your most ticklish spots are...
Tfw ffs turns your jawline from slightly fem to very masculine
>>5535818
You footfags are cringe incarnate.
>>5535839
>tfw hrt turns you from feminine boy to hyper masculine man
>>5535847
>tfw HRT turns you right round, like a record baby round round right round
>>5535868
We're trying to be serious here
>>5535845
>I mean it's all just irony right...?
No I don't think so.
>>5535868
Passers are such scum
Please check your privilege SHITLORD
>>5535873
how could HRT make you more masculine?
unless you're saying it made you realize how masculine you were before it?
>>5535845
Oh, that's fine. I'm sorry if I'm making you uncomfortable, I'm not very good at this. As long as I can just look at them and think about it, it's still OK... not that I mean to pressure, or anything. Just if you want. Sorry.
>>5535868
>>5535878
>tfw hrt turned you from cis-tier to a man
>>5535868
i want pizza
>>5535877
rood
of course hrt makes ftm more masculine
>>5535868
Don't encourage doughnut-anon Tilly. You know how he is.
>>5535886
>tfw ihp and qhi sends me testosterone to prank me
>>5535891
They just don't like you. And can you really blame them?
>>5535868
If my HRT doesn't turn me right round am I agp?
>>5535900
>>5535911
So 3 years on hormones equals getting 30 pounds looks wise?
>>5535913
for lainanon yes
>>5535915
Don't bully me on the internet, anon.
>>5535922
Or what?
Self orchi kit 3.0
Im ready girls
Im fucking ready
>>5535926
Or you'll hurt my feels.
>>5535915
Now I understand why he is so whiny.
>>5535930
Are band aids for your nipples when you get aroused?
>>5535937
You know it!
>>5535889
Jaw before
http://imgur.com/UHcscNt
Jaw after surgery
http://imgur.com/RhH7XHv
See how the surgeon cut my jaw at a sharp 90 degree angle.
That made it very masculine
>>5535911
ftm timelines make me feel so dumb
>>5535942
That's probably true for them too. All that effort to end up looking like a mess.
I'm so happy. I just got a call back for an interview tomorrow for Northrop Grumman.
>>5535948
I hope you get hit by a car you mutant.
>>5535938
Nice.
>>5535949
ur just jelly I might get a high paying job soon
>>5535952
I think deformed people should be executed.
>>5535955
u get bombed first
>>5535956
Are you serious? Like joking or are you really going to do it?
>>5535961
I might do it. I'm just worried about pain management, like I don't have a numbing agent.
Otherwise I have some pretty good knowledge about medical sciences and the like.
>>5535961
do you have autism?
>>5535880
Y-you too
Sorry I hate hurting peoples feelings. I'm sure you'll get a cute gf with cute soles to tickle someday, anon.
>>5535966
I hope so too! Please think about it when you get home from work though. I promise I'll do my best not to make you uncomfortable, OK?
>>5535963
Well fuck, if you do it then I have to do it. I just don't want to fuck it up and then get gangrene. Also yeah, pain management is the major set back for me even though I have lidocain and tons of needles I still wish I had some oxy pills for recovery and maybe a better anesthetic.
>>5535973
>I have to do it to become popular
>>5535977
its not that, I have to do it because I am the most masculine looking one here and if I kill my balls permanently then maybe I might stand a chance of passing one day.
Is it true that kayla is transitioning because of a sissy fetish?
>>5535986
Yes.
>>5535986
No, and I have my diagnosis of GID from back when I was going to a childrens hospital.
>>5535994
even stefonknee can get a GID diagnosis
>>5535972
I don't think I can anon. I don't want to be unfaithful and besides I'm very shy.
>post jaw pics
>no reply
>>5536057
It means its bad and no one had anything nice to say but were decent enough to just ignore your post.
>>5536057
*confused screaming*
>>5536057
your jaw hardly changed at all desu
>>5536069
It's just Angie being her insecure self.
>>5536069
She thinks that way because FFS doesn't cure crazy.
Will kayla kill herself when she fails the interview?
>got banned again in the susans chat because I used the word tranny
>fucking 55 year old ogre said it was offensive
fucking hons
>>5536104
>he actually goes to susans
>>5536104
you are the hon
>>5536109
Where did you find that photo of me?
>>5536104
What's it like there?
Is there actually anyone who isn't retarded, a fetishist or that started older than 30?
>>5536093
>I'm not being insecure or crazy
>implying you're not angie
>>5536093
>I'm not being insecure or crazy
Your whole existence can be described by those two words. The FFS was a success, you look a lot better. You looked great in that suit.
If it's not Kyler, it's doughnut. If it's not doughnut, it's you. Angie it's 2016, come on.
>>5536102
You do realize there is no interview and that we are going to get some tall story about it tomorrow? The interviewer hated her or something.
>>5536109
Nasty.
>>5536114
Nope not at all. I even got warned for telling people that being christian and trans was stupid, then they called me a heathen. Also I was warned when talking about doses and they said I can't talk about hrt because i am not a doctor.
>>5536109
Only when I was banned from here over the weekend.
>>5536115
I'm not
How am I being insecure?
An angled jawline is masculine.
There's nothing feminine about it.
Pic for proof
>>5536122
I hope the best for Kayla :)
>>5536122
>interviewer's erection barely constrained by her ball gown
>Kayla has to escape out the bathroom window
I'm having an appointment with my therapist in a few days and asking for tittie skittles but I still have shitty masculine hair so I need to go get it cut (thankfully it's fairly long) but I wasn't able to find a picture or anything of what I wanted because all the photos had hair yhat was either too long or shorter than I'd want it cut so I'd legitmately just have to ask the hairdresser to give me a "more feminine or androgynous cut" and I know she won't throw me out or anything but I feel so anxious I just want to cancel my therapist appointment, break all my mirrors and stay inside the house and sleep forever.
>>5536093
sorry i didn't reply earlier, i wasn't lurking.
i see the corner but it doesnt define the rest of your jawline.
>>5536127
LOL
>>5536127
maybe you should take the hint and stay away from trans communities on the whole
>>5536131
>allow me to cherry pick
Like everyone said a million time, ffs doesn't fix your brain.
>>5536131
What are you talking about you crazy woman? It's time to take a deep breath, go out for a walk or watch a movie. Anything to prevent you from spiraling down into depression. It's not the first time you had this little dance.
>>5536133
There is no hope for Kayla. This is not me being mean or trolling. It's a simple fact. She's been like this for over six years (back at /cd on 420chan). That's 2/3's of her adult life. Nothing changed in that time. Same overgrown manchild with absolutely no ability to function without supervision. People make fun of her while I find her deeply disturbing.
>>5536150
At least the trans communities on the chans are tolerable. Everywhere else is a fucking hugbox, apparently even transpassing thinks i'm gorgeous, can you believe that lol.
>>5536127
>going to a chat where everyone's HRT consists of taking phytoestrogens and wearing wigs
>tfw forgot to wear a gaff for my flight cause i wear a skirt
>tfw genital anomaly picked up
>tfw opted for pat down to get it over with
>tfw got my junk felt up by a tsa lady
>meanwhile they missed a lighter i forgot about in my bag
Ive learned my lesson. Gaff all day every day forevermore
>tfw back on campus
>tfw get to meet with my therapist next week.
Aww yee
>>5536167
Well I was banned from here for 4 days. But yeah, never again with that shit, though I did see angie there lol.
>>5536161
>There is no hope for Kayla.
hey, I am slow to make progress but i am making it. I am doing electrolysis, going out part time girlmode, on legit hrt, how is that not progress?
>>5536167
I want you to rape me
>>5536164
i don't care whether 'people' think you're 'gorgeous' or not. the fact you have to bring this irrelevant fact into me literally telling you to fuck off tells me everything about you that i need to know.
i don't care about your chaser fans. i want you to stay away from trans communities, because regardless of what you say, you are just a disgusting fetishist. i have not been this angry at someone on the internet in a while. this is not a shitpost. leave.
>tfw starting to see why most trannys our age smoke weed
too bad I am sober
>>5536164
On a purely physical level you look fine, you dumb wannabe angie, the problem is you have no fucking clue how to dress for your age. Fuck, you have no clue how to dress for a girl half your age.
Stop being a fucking meme.
>>5536122
How come kayla lies so much?
>>5536183
>because regardless of what you say, you are just a disgusting fetishist
Wow what a bitch you are. What do you even look like to be bashing me so hard core?
>>5536177
Yeah. Ive gotta wonder what was going through that chicks head when she discovered surprise balls
Surprise? Horror? Arousal? Disinterest? The world will never know
>>5536186
Because he is a disgraceful ugly human being
>>5536137
Senpai just relax. Don't cancel your appointment. Your therapist isn't going to be upset if your hair is not fem or andro cut. Get your hormones, get your hair cut later if your scared
what's up cheeseballs ?
>>5536191
>miss cock gets angry
Gmorning
This is a very interesting thread rn desu o-o;;
>>5536137
Why do you need it cut to go to your therapist?
I hope the hairdresser gives you what you're looking for, but you could always cut your own hair !!
>>5536197
oh u kno
What kinda cheese am I this is important
>>5536193
Youre in seattle? Pls hug me
>>5536191
It's not about looks Kayla. You're just weird and a b!tch
>>5536192
Disinterest probably. Who knows how many trannies she had to fondle in the course of her work? I wonder if she gets something extra in cases like this? Seems only fair.
>>5536191
i'm a bitch for real, but at least i'm not you. leave.
>>5536205
Not anymore, I'm in Montana now
>Jessica is married to a girl too
>>5536197
Everyone's attacking kyler and Larry shows up. What a coincidence
>>5536203
cambert
>>5536215
fetishists bashing fetishists
So I ran into a girl on campus that I'm pretty sure is trans but despite being at least friendly acquaintances I don't have her number or email
She's very interesting, as people go, but I never know when I'm going to run into her and whenever we cross paths both of us are in a hurry
Life is strange
>>5536186
Where else is he going to get any attention? I doubt he leaves his home all that much.
>>5536215
just smokebreak between sex marathon with gf
kayla can make ppl attack her without any input from my side needed
why call me larry tho ?
>>5536226
constantly lying is so disgraceful though
>>5536230
>smokebreak between sex marathon with gf
I don't think I have read a more disgusting post in my life.
>>5536228
Yes they do.
Although, none of them are quite at your level of insufferable.
>>5536228
you being ugly is proof that there is a god and they're fair
>>5536230
I assume it's because it's an obvious way to refer to you insultingly
>>5536211
where in Montana bb...
>>5536217
I'm pretty happy with this
unique, soft, and squishy.....
>>5536237
Is this mean Porkie anon or ok Porkie anon ; __ ;
>>5536240
>insufferable
What makes me insufferable huh?
>>5536242
DEUS VULT!
>>5534826
nice OP senpai
reminds me i have to make more OC to stay relevant
>>5536245
Great Falls :3
are you somewhere near?
>>5536230
<3~
>>5536246
Take your outburst yesterday for example. You refuse to fucking do anything yet you constantly bitch about not having things handed to you on a silver platter.
You are bipolar and go from being friendly to insulting everyone in a second.
>>5536260
>talking about sex with women constantly
and people have the nerve to call me the fetishist
>>5536249
You're always relevant
In my heart
>>5536251
Is it near Gravity Falls?
>>5536245
hi pooks how's life
>>5536228
i'm not going to reply to you after this, but i hope you know that every single morning you wake up, you are not a woman, you are a fetishist. you are a disgusting excuse for a human being. i hope that one day, you wake up every morning feeling nothing but disgust at yourself. you sicken me.
>>5536249
do it....
miku when....
>>5536251
aahh I used to live near Lewis Town a couple years ago
I've always wanted to move back and was interested in maybe Great Falls as a place to live
>>5536260
>and pretty delicious if baked and dipped in cranberry jam
wowie just like me .......
I wanna try it one day sounds fun
>>5536230
Because that's your name sir
>>5536264
Well I come here and things are okay, then people start bragging and then posting pics of them passing, so how could I not get mad at them for living my dream life? Like what should I do, grit my teeth and deal with the fact I will never be seen by people as a girl? Fuck that.
>so be me, force myself out in girl mode again
>its cold and stuff outside so nose bleeds are a thing ( super dry air )
>anyway get to the mall and into the store
>everything going well so far no one cares
>then a runny nose happens, following that a nose bleed
>no paper with you so have to ask one of the people that works there for a tissue or such
>did it with the most gayboygirl nosy voice
>at this point pulse like 200bpm and blood pressure high af
>sit down while the person is worrying for me there
>sit there for like 30 minutes and it doesnt stop
>super awkward and probably got clocked already by others
>leave holding your nose with a paper tissue
>people probs think i got beat up
such is tranny life when anemic and having a internal extreme panic attack.
OOOOOOOO IM A BITCHY CATTY TRANNY/TROLL WOOO LOOK AT ME GRRR LALALARRY >SHE HON HON WOOOOOO REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I HATE TRANNIES GRRR RAQR SWLF HATRRED IS SO FUN WOPOOPOOOOOO ESTROGEEEEEEN
>>5536264
miss cock has autism, not bipolar, be nice to him
>>5536265
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Orffm0v0mS0
>>5536246
>superiority complex
>attention whore
>refuses to take any advice
>bipolar
>paranoia that the entire world is out to get you
>envy
>inability to ignore bait
>>5536267
awh <3
>>5536271
idk honestly i was talking about the anime picture more than the wubs
>>5536276
dang, u can get nosebleeds from dry air alone??
>>5536245
There's someone else beside me calling you Porkie? Have you gained weight or something?
>>5536275
Being seen as a cunt isn't much better desu. Maybe if you focused more on yourself than petty, childish jealousy you would.
>>5536270
You're my new favourite
>>5536246
You're very combative and easily provoked
>>5536279
>le autismaymay
>>5536270
>being mean to me because I don't pass
sorry I can't magically make myself pretty so people can love me
>>5536275
i see you as a girl, idiot.
>>5536284
Just like in anime.
>>5536278
trip on
>>5536292
you cant make yourself transgendered either sir
>>5536284
I get them almost daily in the winter :\ didn't used to, I blame hrt.
>>5536262
how are you ? <3
>>5536265
>constantly
you don't read much of what I post do ya ?
>>5536274
no on here it is lalalily and irl lilly
is larry supposed to be a funney guy version of lily ?
if so what is it supposed to achieve ?
maybe come up with a better male version of lily this could maybe work
>spend 9000 hours making a silhouette of myself
>just as masculine as i'd imagined
Although I didn't realise I look so auschwitz-tier without clothes.
I know what my cosplay will be if I ever do one.
Fuck off David you piece of rapist garbage. Take your 2 trips and get the fuck out of here.
>>5536260
Just a play on you're name implying you're not trans or are a man
Like how people call Kayla kyler
>>5536275
>Oh no, people put effort in and get more results, I should be angry at them.
>>5536286
There is nothing I can "focus" on to make me ever pass so why not be jealous?
>>5536290
>You're very combative and easily provoked
Well look at how I am treated, I get called ugly, non passing, and a fetishist while everyone else gets called cute and get showered in praise just because of how they look. Take pookie for example, that bland fuck would be nothing without her looks and everyone for the past week as been showering her with positive affection just because she passes. Well fuck, pookie posts in trap threads on /b/ but no one ever gives her shit for it. Why not? Why is it just me that faces the abuse here?
>>5536286
So much this
>>5536307
Please explain what's going on with your hands and wrists
>>5536284
i got them 1-2years ago just by being super fat and having blood pressure.
its funny that they still happen even though skinny-ish
>>5536297
kek
>>5536292
>>5536292
ok, breaking my oath. one more post for you.
>being mean to me because I don't pass
no
>>5536275
>so how could I not get mad at them for living my dream life?
cis girls see prettier cis girls all the time. they sometimes bitch about them to their friends, they do not turn on a dime and bitch about their friends to the same friends. this is what YOU do. (by the way, i'm not implying anyone here is your friend, because they aren't.)
yes, you're ugly, this isn't the world's fault. shut up. take a look at yourself. if you absolutely must post here, post with us, not against us.
you are a bitter, bitter man. and you do not deserve to be happy. i cannot believe i have to explain to someone why they are a failure as a human being.
>>5536318
You can't talk about "more results" because you pass less than me.
>>5536306
bit of a headache from shopping but otherwise pretty good :3
Cashed in my holiday bux and bought some clothes and new makeup.
Sex marathons? Guess I don't need to ask how you are doing haha.
>>5536333
+1
i like you
>>5536334
You're a moron, K
>>5536302
TRIP ON TRIP ON HON HON HON REEEEEEE KAYLA SUCKS LOL LOPK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAGAHAGAGAHAHAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGGAGSGAGAGGSGAHHAJAAHHAHSAJAHAHHAAHJSSHNEHEJEHEHSH TRANNIES WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>5536333
>hon fights with hon
>>5536333
I never said any of you fucks were my friends, you are just people I have to deal with because every other trans space online is worse.
>>5536340
>I can't!
Yes you fucking can. Anything you do is better than being depressed over nothing. Go outside for a walk and freeze your ass for an hour or so. Physical exertion always beats feeling miserable.
For people that like makeup, what's your favorite makeup brands? specific ones if you mix and match..so much to choose from..overwhelming.
>>5536354
Just yesterday you said we were your only friends.
>>5536357
Don't fucking dare
>>5536270
>hi pooks how's life
uhmm it's not the best but hoping it gets better
finishing moving in and stuff my room is really cozy
I wanna make happy memories here and just be a neet until summer when we have to move again l-lol
>>5536283
o-oh I just save pics of yaoi desu o-o
>>5536285
>Have you gained weight or something?
maybe I'm kinda fat
>There's someone else beside me calling you Porkie?
I think so idk !!
or maybe I'm just silly
>>5536354
If that's what you think at this point egghead.
I'm starting to agree with kayla, mtfg is based on looks regardless what anyone says
>>5536310
who
>>5536354
>everyone else is worse then us
awww so sweet, we love you too.
>>5536364
You are the only people I am allowed to talk to so kinda, I mean no one is friendly to me but at least this beats being alone.
morneng
>>5536363
diff brands for diff things
>>5536366
you are silly!!
come be a neet w me
>>5536372
def a good bit, though if ur a shit person ur a shit person
xd good thing i dont got looks ((or the ability to post any looks i might have))
so i get to be free from this hellhole when i want
>>5536357
Anons don't make sense or even need to
>>5536370
I'm not kidding around now, I've had enough. What are you doing.
FIGHT!!!
FIGHT!!!
FIGHT!!!
>>5536363
The thread is a little preoccupied right now... >reddit has a makeup board if you want to check there. They have a starter makeup set recommendation.
>>5536372
trip on kayla
>>5535433
I blush out of flattery usually, though most of the time I just get giddy.
Not fulltime yet, so boymode.
>>5536381
-stabs u-
>>5536363
Maybeline Precision Ink for Eyeliner. Still settling on a concealer/bb cream.
>>5536354
you don't have to deal with us, there's a simple solution: leave trans spaces
>>5536397
My mistake it actually goes under "Maybelline Master Precise"
>>5536381
uhmm but ur not a neet !!
and hi I haven't left yet aaaa
>>5536393
no u can't I'll protect her .....
I had to walk home without any hat or gloves and it's so cold out, I think I'm a transicle.
>>5536408
-kidnaps u-
I still have a load of spiro and progy to give away if anyone in the uk wants it
who knew it would be so hard to get rid of
>>5536395
sorry if this isnt what u wanna hear but what works for me prob wont work for u
sorry makeup sucks desu
some things are more universal tho...i think things like foundation and concealer ur gonna have to try but a good eyeliners a good eyeliner, chances are...
pookie's mascara is god and idr what brand it was
umm hope that helped, idk i ask reddit what to try for certain products
and umm am using an elf foundation and maybelline concealer rn, might as well tell u
(but i dont wear makeup out usually!!)
>>5536393
if ur gna stab me u better be ready to fite
>>5536408
am basically a neet @____@
aaaa really hope it goes well thought u were gone by lack of messages (both times)
sorry that you have to keep going back
ill be here
>>5536363
Even though i will catch shit for this I found that some brands make one product perfectly.I use Covergirl for powder buff, Revlon for mascara, Smashbox for lip products, L'Oréal liquid eyeliner, and Maybeline liquid foundation.
>>5536429
I like covergirl and maybeline stuff
>>5536435
Yeah, too many people are makeup snobs here
>>5535537
I'm smaller than that (15.5 inch shoulders measured clumsily by myself, 27" waist, 30" underbust, .77 whr, 119 lbs, 5'9", yes I realize I have N O C U R V E S that's a source of perpetual suffering for me).
Regardless what you stated isn't xbox hueg for a woman. I mean, according to webmd...
> Today, the average American woman is 5'4″, has a waist size of 34-35 inches and weighs between 140-150 lbs, with a dress size of 12-14. Fifty years ago, the average woman was 5'3-4″ with a waist size of approximately 24-25″, she weighed about 120 lbs and wore a size 8.
The average woman is a massive overweight slob. If you can't beat out the average woman, then you may as well commit sudoku.
Hi grils. How are you all today?
>>5535491
Link it again so Kayla can study it. If she works hard enough she can remove all her testosterone forever. She'd be a 100% qt girl.
>>5535705
I would love to Open you up through your belly button and make your insides feel good :)
>>5535907
yes
>>5536180
You're not a normal person you're a troll. You're to much of a freak to ever fit in, you will always live on the outskirts of society. Embrace it, go crazy and join a cult.
>>5539127
Lol cut your balls off hon.
>>5539330
I have no problem with getting them cut off, I don't even have a problem getting it done illegally. I have a problem with them preforming it on themselves without anesthesia. She's going to wind up in the hospital with a scrotal fungus sack.
>>5539342
Eh. Just call an ambulance right after you cut them. Pretty ballsy thing to do imo I wish I was brave enough.
Get it? BALLSY