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Ded threadu >>5518671
>tfw horrible hon and still 15 days till HRT and even longer until laser and surgery and surgery is super expensive.
Oh also i had a dream last night that i got injured somehow in my head and when i came to everyone was like "you're going to be fine" but they looked really sad abot it and i waa too hopped up on doctor drugs at the moment to notice that they had to take one of my eyes out and i was a cyclops and i looked like a frak and i was basically disabled and people had to babysit me and stuff and i would never be pretty or girly because of it basically and i literally cried in my sleep last night.
You dont have to be quiet. I walk to work so that would be pretty boring if i was here for the next two hours and you didnt say anything
I'm flattered, but I think there's far better trips here ;~;
Heyo ^^ today just tidying up around the house, schoolwork, and getting ready for a normie party in the evening. Hbu?
Hell naw, I'm capable of being pretty nasty ;~;
Hello, hows it going Madison?
pookie, maddie and kit are all pretty nice.
Hello everyone! How are you today?
From a quick google it looks like 4.
I just got out of the shower so I'm all warm and clean right now. I kinda wanna go see a movie tonight. How are you?
Do you think I'll pass after HRT?
I'm really self conscious about my nose, jaw and overly thick eyebrows
Sounds like a good weekend to me .
Cute ship desu ^^
Yeah I think we may have only talked once and it was quite a while ago ;_;
I'm doing pretty OK, well slept after a bit of a crazy week of adapting to early classes. How about you, how's it going?
You actually have a weak jaw and your brows can easily be plucked thinner. I think you'll pass, without much difficulty.
Idk, i think I'm scared of being a submissive person. I know I'm a control freak.
Nope. I think if you pass better because of a feminine hairstyle people might assume you're just a girl with a big nose. Those do exist.
I'm doing fine. I'm gonna buy an xbox live subscription today so i can play old call of duty games. I need to have some competitive gaming as part of my daily routine or I'll die.
i just got back from the store and saw a qt girl wearing a jacket like this and thought about doing a drive by compliment at her. glad i didnt though. would have just been weird.
people are so beautiful tho. for real. i really have a lucky life.
If you are trans and voting for anything other than Bernie and the kind of democratic socialism which would give you free mones and surgery, you need to just step back and re-think absolutley everything in your life.
Probably Hillary. Poor Jeb!, it's like he doesn't even want to win. I've heard a lot of bad about Bernie's economics and if I recall correctly he's still behind Hillary. I don't really like Hillary, but she's the best of the crappy pool we have to choose from.
Woah i just looked in the mirror and thought i had a black eye. Its just huge bags under my eyes tho. Which is weird because I've gotten a lot of sleep lately.
I feel like a whore playing obviously shit games like cod. But in the other hand, since starting dota I've really missed the cod community. Its much less shitty.
I actually just registered democrat today. So either Bernie or no one.
>I've heard a lot of bad about Bernie's economics
Just a tactic; discredit someone based on their understanding of something that is too complex for you to do your own reseach on it, so that you are forced to accept an argument from authority. People who yap about candidates "not understanding economics" fail to understand that there's more than one way of doing economics. So don't worry about it.
>So either Bernie or no one.
See my comrade here gets it.
Hillary? Seriously, why? What does she even have going for her other than being a woman? She's *the* candidate sponsored by the establishment, the big bankers, just look at her campaign donors, all mega banks and media companies. Not to mention this piece of gem to show us where her priorities lie.
This is what you get for not using Debian Testing
I hardly take conservatives on 'muh egonomigs' claims anyway.
We had for a decade from the late ninties to the late noughties a conservative government.
They cut taxes to the rich, privatised everything that didn't run away from them and left us with a governmental financial system on the brink of collapse.
Not to mention an infrastructure mess.
They have a proven track record of being shit, but people still take their 'muh egonomigs' claims at face value.
Oh right, don't forget about the time where she defended a fucking child rapist.
I have a job. No school. Trying to get a second job. Right now i basically walk two hours to work every day, work four or five hours, then walk back. It's actually really nice
Idk, I'm just not comfortable like that yet.
Who the fuck told you anything but mint for casual use
I remember Bernie's interview with Bill Maher and he didn't really have an answer for how he would pay for everything. I remember them saying if they taxed the 1% at 100% they'd still need to tax lower, and Bernie's whole thing is taxing the 1%. I like his ideas and stuff but I don't know how realistic everything is.
Because the alternative is a crapshoot of candidates that are far worse.
Hung out with my mister all day.
Now am home and am full of happs and emotes
Also, I refilled my fridge.
If you don't like any of the candidates or don't think any of them represent you, do the right thing and don't vote, opt out of the system that is designed against you in protest. It would still be better than personally having a hand in bringing power to yet another tool of the establishment.
How to pass with huge jaw, huge chin, huge browbone and manly smile?
I just keep getting more masculine ;-;
The government doesn't care if I don't vote. It wouldn't be a protest, it would be a present. Less voters to appeal to makes the candidate's jobs easier. I would rather place my vote for the least terrible than stand aside and watch Trump get into office.
Wow, that's a hell of a long walk, basically negates the need for any sort of exercise though. What kind of place has 4 and 5 hour shifts?
Unmet dependencies? o.o
Were you trying to build from source?
Not voting doesn't send any message. If you want to make a protest vote, you're supposed to spoil your ballot.
>If you want to make a protest vote, you're supposed to spoil your ballot.
A proper protest vote would be Vermin Supreme.
I like them salted.
I have to eat a lot to maintain softness
Also emotes like anxiety and fear and insecurity from being outside. > 3>
I have social anxiety and am a shut-in but him and I went around to like four different stores hanging out together.
I do have special needs.
I can't cum unless someone spits on my face and yanks my pubes at least three times during sex and even then, if it doesn't make me cry then it's all just a waste of effort.
Yeah. I'm just using the testing netinstall though, nothing source.
It kept getting to the tasksel bit, and then going "done goofed" regardless what you selected.
When I changed to Ctrl+Alt+F4? terminal to see what was going on, it said that one of the packages it needed to install xorg was not available. I tried on a few different mirrors, and it wasn't on any of them.
I've had this happen once before (six or so months ago), and the packager responsible fixed it up in about a week. So I'll give it some time and try again then.
That's not a very nice sentiment.
>I like them salted
My mouth is literally watering at the thought.
I've just started picking them (sth. hemisphere) so I have a bucketfull of the things.
She's a democrat. And not Trump. That's it. You have a two party system in the US, and the process by which someone becomes a candidate is abstruse and only quasi-democratic. That means that most of the time you'll wind up voting for the least-worst candidate. That's why it is so FUCKING IMPORTANT to register Dem and vote for Bernie in the primaries.
Consider that he isn't an economist. He's an idea man and, hopefully, a leader. How to fund everything is for the brain-boys, and isn't actually that hard when you consider how absolutley, ridiculously bloated the US defense budget is. Lots of people also make the mistake of thinking of the economy of a nation as if it was their own private economy but bigger, so that expenses must equal income. Not so; a nation has various tools no person has, such as being able to invest (to create more jobs and more income-through-taxes), or to borrow money at an advantageous interest rate (and the interest rate is really low globally due to the recent crisis; the time to borrow and invest heavily in green infrastructure, education, etc. is now). Ima stop talking now, I tend to nerd-out about this shit but yeah vote Bernie and don't worry about one of the richest countries in the world not being to afford shit Scandinavians take for granted.
Do you give good aftercare?
Neat, like one of those places that just sells tons of different flavours of popcorn? That sounds like a reasonably low stress job, I could get behind something like that ^^
That also works, but I think the point still stands that just not voting doesn't really say anything. It's not a protest, the only message that it sends is that you can't be bothered.
Yeah that makes sense, testing just plain breaks occasionally. Are you enjoying fedora so far now that its actually up to date?
>in response to him
>Ich bin keine Amerikanischer. Kann ich für Bernie Voten?
Nein, tut mir leid :( . Eurofags like us can just pressure the Americans to do the right thing, or we might have to deal with Trump's BS.
Np. Do some yoga yet?
She doesnt give a shit about lgbt, shes protecting the nsa and imprisons whistle blowers. She's an irresponsible sell out. I'm not saying rep candidates are better, but if my choice is between shit and shitter because "muh bipartisa politics" I'd rather abstain from voting and in so protest the system we currently work with (another thing on Bernies list of required changes btw is the election system and super pacs)
>And do you really think that the powers that be will let a wildcard like Trump get in office?
I honestly have no idea who would take the Republican nomination so I don't know.
>Trump gets nomination
>Cruz gets nomination
>Jeb! gets more turtles
I'm really not sure. It just seems like Hillary is the shoe-in this election. If the Bern keeps rising I'll give him my vote, I just can't see him actually winning the nomination over Hillary.
Honestly criticizing Bernie's economics isn't such a big deal the more I think about it. As long as Bernie surrounds himself with good experts who dedicate their lives to this stuff, he should be fine if he listens to them. He seems like the most genuine, caring candidate who wants to actually lead the country. Everyone else seems like they're in it for fame, glory, or further expanding their own fortune.
Congress would never look at the low voter rate and say there's something wrong with them. Congress is at an 82% disapproval rating and they're still doing the same shit they've always been. They're still failing us. They still don't care.
Oh god sorry I forgot where I was for a second. Sorry!
No one here likes you, rawr. No one here wants you. Chances are no one has ever loved you, or ever will. Do the world a favor and just fucking end your pathetic excuse for a life, you bald ugly faggot piece of shit.
You're absolutely right, of course, but in the eventuality of Trump vs. Hillary it would be more a caste of voting AGAINST a lunatic/Hitler 2.0 and not so much supporting Hillary. But yeah the lgbt community really has no reason to like her.
>Congress doesn't care.
Face facts: your country is only a democracy is the most technical sense. The whole system has failed you and needs to be torn down and built up again, with power from below. Good luck in that. If all else fails just come over to Glorious Socialist Republics of Scandinavia - we love americans and queerfolk.
It's not as unstable as I remember (at one point it was worse than a poorly configured arch install), but it's a bit of nostalgia having to install third party repos for stuff like ffmpeg.
It'll do for the time being, for sure.
[spoiler]I'm scared that I'll get used to having gnome-2048 though, and I'll miss it when I move to debian.[/spoiler]
Aha! My clever hoax has worked!
I'm actually Australian.
We've got our own election woes to worry about this year.
All good, I would assume that I'm on a different board right now too given all the talk of politics. ^^
Low voter turnout never says anything, it's like a rule that the only way people notice is when there's an active protest. Even then they sometimes don't.
As Canada Americanises, we're getting less polite.
Yeah that makes sense. What's the long term goal with work right now, take a second job for more dosh or are you saving up for stuff?
>The whole system has failed you and needs to be torn down and built up again, with power from below. Good luck in that.
Ahahahaha like we could ever re-build the government. It would have to come to revolution and any rebels wouldn't stand a chance against our military.
>If all else fails just come over to Glorious Socialist Republics of Scandinavia - we love americans and queerfolk.
Scandinavia does seem kind of nice, and really pretty. I don't know what nation to go to though. My Swede friend isn't a very big fan of Sweden, and I don't know much about Norway or Finland.
Trump is a bad joke that has gone on so long it's becoming scary real.
>Even then they sometimes don't.
>they still have the balls to ask for a pay raise
>As Canada Americanises, we're getting less polite.
Stop that, y'all are nice and cute, stay that way.
I have to ask a strange thing
I need to know if they have a smooth edge on the front side of their shin bones
Like if you feel the bone, and then find the outside edge, and trace it vertically along your leg and is it smooth or not
Yeah I mostly remember fedora being ridiculously unstable, I'm glad it's better now though. Still, it is basically the place where red hat does all their experimenting so I'm not sure I could deal with them breaking things for their enterprise customers routinely. Third party repos for packages are a sad fact of life though, I've gotten used to adding non free repos on Debian because the free nvidia drivers are shit (they have a bizarre bug where the red and green channels are flipped, only happens on my 2009 macbook pro)
Idk, Alberta is like a miniature Texas, we even have street preachers. I wanna move to a more Canadian part of Canada ;_;
Idk, unless you have one thing specifically that you want to do, school often just turns into a money pit ;_;
hi thread good morning
Uhmm you can't really control which fat you're going to lose
so you just have to do general weight loss
for a 13 year old weaboo middle school girl, yeah I think so
I'm lucky to not have any hardware needing non-free drivers. It was great luck, because I didn't even consider ganoo drivers when I bought my hardware.
There are a few little things here and there that I might take from fedora to my proper Debian install.
A dark colour schemed terminal, notifications when a long running command has ended, etc.
>Idk, Alberta is like a miniature Texas, we even have street preachers
Dont worry I have the solution
Yeah, but I kinda only really have some on my belly so that's why I specified it. I guess I'll lower my calorie intake and start running each night until it's gone. Then again I don't wanna be too skinny 'cause I want to actually have a little bit of fat when it re-distributes.
For a straight up G
Well obv if you had been German for real you wouldn't said "Ich bin kein Amerikaner" but I let it slide :)
Here's hoping. And if he doesn't then fuck it: don't vote Hillary just because she might be slightly less bad then the other side. Fight for your country damn it, and fight for yourselves! Remember Stonewall and all that jazz.
Worst. Meme. Ever. Opinion discarded.
One can dream...
> I don't know what nation to go to though
As a Swede, we do have our problems. Lots of them. No place is perfect. But compared to other countries, and if you're transor queer in general? Paradise. Openly feminist prime minister, no party with an anti-queer stance, and even the conservatives are more fiscal conservatives while socially liberal, and mostly free education and healthcare. I see how much transfolk pay for treatment and surgery in the States and it just breaks my heart.
>tfw go to a concert and the crowd is 90% male
>'cause I want to actually have a little bit of fat when it re-distributes.
That's not exactly how it works. Fat that's already there doesn't move, it's just as you lose and regain weight it'll go to new places that estrogen tells it to. So being super skinny at the start doesn't hurt fat distribution that much as long as you gain some weight later.
Sweden fucking sucks lel.
At least we get a lot of free stuff, leech it until it's dead.
Since I just started last night I should have time still, but I wonder when I should start packing it on again.
>One can dream...
Welcome to the watchlist
I don't know when I'd ever actually be able to move. It would be a huge risk for me to just go to a whole new country where I don't know anyone.
Yeah that's kind of what I meant, I wanna gain weight once it starts distribution so I can have some curves/tiddies. That's also why I wanna get rid of my little belly now so I don't have to risk burning the fat I like to get at the stuff I dont!
My taste in music passes as a heavy drug user.
Idk, it can help if you go to the right school, there's a lot of theory to making good films. University probably wouldn't help though ;_;
God I love skyrim
That's extremely good luck. I'm a macfag so it's usually hell if I want to install ganoo lunix on anything.
Handy features though, they seem pretty straightforward to add too.
Ah ok. That was just something that confused me terribly when I started and I didn't get any noticeable fat redistribution. It took until a year on hrt when I started actively trying to change my weight to notice anything.
>God I love skyrim
Me too, but I need to downgrade my mods thanks to a dx9 bug on Win10. I can't go over 4GB of VRAM and I modded Skyrim with a ton of 4k stuff. So much for the other 2 GB of VRAM I have.
Yeah, sadly the body doesn't work in a way where we can just take the fat we already have and push it somewhere else.
>Max bust slider
>tfw face too manly to ever pass
>tfw you will get bullied if you try passing
>tfw no confidence
>tfw can't stand listening to my disgusting manly voice
Young hon master race ;_;
Idk, it sounds like you're at the point where if you have a camera and are confident in your knowhow that you can at least start writing stuff. Have you written a screenplay?
This just makes me wish I had a proper gayman pc. The Xbox 360 version of skyrim leaves a lot to be desired, but I like knowing that my save files are always there.
>early aphex twin
Only a little, I guess that depends what you listen to apart from aphex twin. The entirety of my music collection is basically various kinds of druggy music sooo yeah ;~;
Yea i need friens who act and are geographically near me
Why put effort into fixing something so thoroughly broken when i could go somewhere else? The people here are fucking loons and they plainly dont want citizens who work for their living or they would make shit livable.
ill pick a place to bury you, fucko...back off???
hi yes hello thank you for explain.
can you give it a f*cking break?????
i got my entire library from my ex id love to try later aphex but i dont have a what.cd acc or anything rip.
hey, i can act. here's me acting dead....aaaaand..action.
Vote SD then and/or kill yourself. Such a tired fucking racist meme. "Oh we saved thousands of people running away from moslem fundamentalists from a certain death? Well clearly we've just commited national suicide and these moslem hordes (note: same people running AWAY from the crazy moslems) are going to bankrupt us because I don't understand how economics work". I know you want easy answers and blaming one set of people is just soooo convenient but this is global politics and political economy - you're not gonna get easy answers. Also remember that lgbt people are used as a political punching bag all over the world and show some solidarity for the downtrodden maybe?
>""Oh we saved thousands of people running away from moslem fundamentalists from a certain death?"
No you didn't, the fundamentalists came with them. Burning cars and blowing grenades everywhere they go.
>Its also for gay people so if you pass you'll be totally ignored.
>implying I pass
>implying people could even imagine I am anything other than a cis male
>implying it wasn't too late for me the moment i hit puberty
>can you give it a f*cking break?????
I don't think she needs to tbdesu.
Sometimes even sadposting here can help. Even if it doesn't get any helpful replies.
It was pretty close to flavourless.
Not something I'd be mad keen to eat again, but not something I'd avoid (if it meant pleasuring a partner).
Well on the plus side, that's all stuff that can be done without actors, and if you're reasonably confident that you have a finished work you can do auditions and stuff ^^
>recommending voice surgery
Pookie no ;~;
They'll find a new target after they get bored. The cycle begins anew.
If only it was that easy.
I don't this would be so hard if I could fix my face or accept it for what it is, maybe getting a voice wouldn't even be that hard.
Just want to pass to strangers at least ;-;
Swordfuck is like so fucking obscure, though, like hipster noise almost. I prefer my mainstream stuff like Sunn O))) honestly, more easy to listen to. I can't belive I just said that about Sunn O))) but in comparison, you know...
"Thurst" is supposedly queer-friendly and open to different sexualities and gender-identities. Haven't tried, though.
I do wanna make one story about a trans character and have a trans actress and stuff. All my stories are rea probably have to pay someone. At this point in time i pretty much just have to beg people to spend their spare time with me and make them somehow appreciate a story about a boy killing his dad. lly depressing so i want my one trans story to be like, sickeningly sweet and over the line happy. Like a lot of japanes tropes just pushing it over the top. Western audiences would be offput.
Yea but i dont have a budget. If i did auditions i would
Yeson is acceptable, but I mean, the vast vast majority of people don't really need voice surgery. It's risky and you still need to practice a lot to get good results.
Yup, it's depressing desu ;~;
Fair enough, although ime people fresh out of acting school or who havn't gone to acting school are willing to work for not a lot. Something worth getting a second job for for sure.
>By letting the non-radicals who flee from the crazies come over.
>Implying homophobia and sexism is an imported problem that Sweden never had before immigration, which is demonstrably wrong.
Clearly there is a crazy minority; just like there are crazy sweden who burn down building that immigrants live in. It's a "shitty humans vs. decent humans" problem - as always - and not a matter of skincolour or what abrahamic cult one pays lipservice to.
Hmm ima check it out
Whoops my post cut off for some reason. I would pretty much be begging people yo spend their free time with me and I'd have to somehow get them to give a shit about a story that i dont think anyone my age would care about
Idk I'm pretty depressing
I guess i've just failed then.
Too scared to try fulltime with this disgusting face ;-;
>want my one trans story to be like, sickeningly sweet and over the line happy.
Seems pretty interesting, actually, and different from the glood usually presented. Do you have more than just a basic idea, plotoutline or something?
Seriously what the fuck is wrong with you? Sheen has done nothing to you so why do you people keep trampling her? Are your lives that empty and shallow that you need to put down even those less fortunate than you? Sheen is a nice and kind person and doesn't deserve any of this hate.
Idk, you'd be surprised, if it's engaging and well written a lot of people can connect with it.
>want my one trans story to be like, sickeningly sweet and over the line happy.
I would totally watch that, there's enough depressing shit out there in regards to stories about trans people that I'd love to see a positive spin on it.
>tfw no romantic comedies about trans characters who transition and wind up married and happy
Yea popcorn is sort of the fucking best
So far i have very little, mostly theories and ideas but nothing im positive about. I think i want the story to follow a trans girl while she meets a boy, they ensue a relationship and then we watch them go through the process of adopting, raising children, and growing old together. But this entire idea goes against everything i know about writing. Theres very little conflict, and the characters drive the story instead of the plot driving the characters, which is how I'm used to writing.
Oblivion and Morrowind were both far superior to Skyrim.
I don't wanna be a sex slave, but I do like when a man is slightly misogynistic towards me, like implying my inferiority due to me being a woman. It's because of my dad, he doesn't have the greatest opinions and ideas about women.
This idea that you can be male mode for a year or two on HRT and then magically switch over to being entirely female doesn't really work. I used to talk to it with a guy who had worked with transpeople for his entire adult life. He brought up examples about how those who did ended up suffering delusions and insecurities for the rest of their lives. Even cis people take multiple years to adjust to their genders in puberty.
cant think of better snacky foods. you're one of the fucking best trips. apart from me of course hhehehehehehe.
see pic related >>5521300
i plyed literally like 4000 hrs of morrowind on the xbox it was the dopest shit, i was a lot younger to be fair, wasnt as 'immersed' by oblivion or skyrim.
Women trade sex for attention, women fight with any other woman for attention. This is why we have movies like mean girls, and why we have grills in these threads hating on each other.
Remember, all women are whores.
All men are pedophiles, they are biologically programmed to want to have sex with 14-17 year old girls. This means that unless you live in a nation that has a low age of consent, all men are pedophiles.
I know but i'm just not brave enough to be obvious trans, I don't mind people knowing it but I would like to tell them myself or at least pass to strangers until I open my mouth or at least just so people don't notice on the street
People giving me looks and stuff would be awful ;_;
Don't know about Sweden but here we call that crazy minority "Muslims". The "moderates" among the group spit on and threaten people they don't agree with. The not so moderate...
Yeah, I feel you on Sunn O))), but I always put them under drone desu. You ever listen to Abu Lahab? He makes some pretty comfy Blackened Noise. KEK - Permanent Denial is also really nice.
>tfw will never be a proud army woman
>will never use excessive training as an excuse to have huge shoulders and a relatively masculine body
>will never finally make my mom and pop proud instead of wasting my life away and disappointing my folks
>will never make my country proud and serve something bigger than my own ego
All I ever wanted was to enlist. Amount to something. I'm nothing but a failure tb-h.
>trying to start diet today
>sister brings me this
>Oblivion and Morrowind were both far superior to Skyrim.
I'll get aorund to playing those eventually, but I love Skyrim.
>I think fat redistribution starts around the 2-3 month mark but I could be wrong
Okay, so 1 month trying to lose weight, then go back to my normal routine.
Have they said anything about if they're gonna let trans people serve or not yet?
>yfw when I am moslem
Nonbeliever, but those are my cultural roots. We are not irredeemable, nor is homophobia or misogyny in our blood somehow. People will be shaped by their cultural surroundings and education; if you come from a country with those kinds of beliefs you will be damaged by them. I remember my father calling my sister a whore for dressing too revealing in her teens; now he reads feminist lit and uses gender-neutral pronouns. A secular country with relatively high-quality education like Sweden can be what finally sets these people free from the faith that has oppressed them their whole lives - what we need is better intergration and an understanding that one can be culturally moslem and celebrate Eid and all that crap but reject the conservative values and embrace secular humanism as the basis of one's ethics.
Yeah that's what I wanted too desu. I just want to serve. Is that too much to ask?
>Have they said anything about if they're gonna let trans people serve or not yet?
No they haven't. How can people who've had surgeries and are dependent on pills for their rest of the life join the army? Think about it. There's no winning in this life.
Jesus, give it a rest for once.
This + prosthetics...
The future is looking bright girls. We may have a chance after all.
Yeah, me too. I played so much god damn Oblivion on the Xbox and PC too. My favorite is Oblivion, but I know a lot of people prefer Morrowind. Don't get me wrong, I still love me some Morrowind. The leveled world in Oblivion sucked but the game was so utterly outstanding in quest design, fully voiced, and when you hit something- you hit something.
It's shitty, but it's not a bad experience to understand what its like to be a freak. Think of it as the price of womanhood.
Awh I was the same way, I thought it was a great option because you could kill yourself and be considered a hero for it.
Im so glad I didn't.
If I had never played Morrowind or Oblivion, Id consider Skyrim one of the greatest games in history. Its only flaw is that it fails to live up to its prequels, by a lot.
They are much harder to learn though, like I remember me and my friends spending weeks before any of us really understood how to play Morrowind as kids.
>No they haven't. How can people who've had surgeries and are dependent on pills for their rest of the life join the army? Think about it. There's no winning in this life.
Someone needs to be at the rear. Sure, we can't operate, but we can do all the POG stuff.
>when you hit something - you hit something.
made me smile. i havent given oblivion a fair chance, but the voice acting is actually amazing. skyrim was a snorefest through and through because i'm not a MUH MOD kinda person.
I already look extremely awkward in man mode because boobs and long hair and stuff but taking the next step is hard.
>tfw coward and no confidence at all
I've never been gendered female unironically though so I probably look really manly.
I don't mind being at the rear. I don't mind doing chores. But how will the military supply trans troops in foreign countries? It's not like they can send your titty skittles to the front line...
You were in the army... What's your take on the trans ban?
Do you think there's a chance it might be lifted before I reach 27 and am no longer eligible for service? I'm 19 now and a place in the military is the only job I really want to do.
I wish there was something like "Another Gay Movie" but with trans characters. If you haven't seen it it's like it takes place in a parallell universe where everyone just accepts gayness and it's a completely normal part of people's lives. BBC's "Boy Meets Girl" seem a promising romcom series with a trans lead, but I think they'll focus too much on her being trans. Webseries "Her Story" is cool but is drama.
>Oblivion and Morrowind better.
For sure. More immersive, more compelling story, more groundbreaking at the time. But being so fucking careful when leveling up was a pain, though.
>False dilemma/black-and-white fallacy.
You can have a multicultural, secular state based on humanist ethics that accepts different traditions and cultures as long as they abide by and follow basic humanist tendencies, and also limits and discurages crazy fundamentalism. You can acknowledge that sharia is not written into moslem DNA and that violence is not an inherent part of their culture, and that they can find way to express their traditions that respect human dignity (consider the misogyny and homophobia that was rampant in Scandinavia centuries ago - it was not an inherent part of your culture and you outgrew it). There is no reasong to choose between "being a racist dickhead" and "being a fundamentalist dickhead".
God at least there's some hope left. I wish I could vote for Hillary but alas my citizenship is only in papers yet.
A life on the ban would be all the more reason to move tho :(
A good reminder that my pills can be taken away at any time and I should always be prepared to castrate myself in an emergency.
I currently run like, 150ish mods on skyrim, 100ish on Oblivion, 30ish on Morrowind. I played them all unmodded originally but mods are god.
Ive only playd New Vegas unmodded, and I never beat it then. As far as fallout goes I tend to run around 60 on all of them.
Modding Oblivion and Starcraft 2 are what got me to make the jump to PC gaming.
It sounds like people are going to stare no matter what, might as well do what you want to do.
I talked to a recruiter, realized that it was wayyyyy to intense of an experience for me really quickly. Im a laid back lazy person, I wouldnt into boot camp well.
>tfw when glorious motherland is being sacked by mudslimes
Save us, /pol/!
I love games like that, Morrowind was more lenient in a way because it was a static world. If you did a bad build you just needed more levels, if you did a bad build in Oblivion or Skyrim I feel you were more fucked because you always fought things scaled to you.
Wait, the window is what gave you the idea? Not the nice suburban neighborhood outside the window?
It is, I love it. It's so relaxing to watch fall to the ground and everything becomes really pretty. Also you can pelt friends with snowballs. If you have friends. ;_;
It makes me feel comfy
Like with all prejudice, it is indeed a minority but that minority - due to their shitty and loud behaviour - gets all the attention and gets to define what being moslem means for a billion other people. And the media is no help. Add in scared people who are looking for easy answers and misguided leftists and you have the perfect shitstorm. Thing is, if you are on /lgbt/ because you are queer, this kind of racism is unacceptable - you are litteraly siding siding with the enemy here. Avoid easy answers and quick solutions and get working! Remember what side you are on.
I get the feeling that nothing short of physical violence would make you change your tune. And even than you would probably make excuses. The way people like you bend over to rationalize away failings of others baffles me.
So not only does anon hate me enough to obsessively try and troll me but their reasoning is totally insane...
pls ignore the track names, it's just a good album.
>one anon gets called out of fallacy
>another anon literally just repeats same fallacy almost verbatum
thanx for reminding me that although we are on /lgbt/ we are still on 4chan
That's true, I've had my fair share of things going wrong.
oh my god I just met my roommates and one of them is trans
I wonder if they clocked me aaaaahhhhh
Kinda scared I'll end up like that l-lol
>Visible adam's apple
>Okay voice but would fall back into boy voice some
Had a child too but wouldn't come meet us :s
My mom even clocked her
If you're reading this Alison I'm so sorry
>tfw you will never transition because you are the single most transphobic person you know
Yeah but I found Skyrim was way more forgivable anyway, hard to make a bad build. I found it too easy even at the highest difficulty. Morrowind was just a perfect game, really though, just getting lost and exploring the wilderness... ah the memories.
she didn't know what Maplestory was so I don't think she visits a Mongolian loli cake board : ' )
I imagine she just thought I was a faggy femboy
boy mode and my mom introduced me as her son
I look ok rn though maybe she did
the guys place we're moving into was gay so idk maybe she thinks I was his fuccboi or something
>not being given a gender neutral name at birth
it's like my mom knew I'd end up a tranny
I don't think so sorry if I am
Just hope I don't end up like her lol
/pol/ is an infuriating mix of ignorance, anti-intellectualism, whacky conspiracies, echo-chamber mentality and shit-tier rightwing politics
You misunderstand me. I recognise the problem, I just don't simplify it to "immigrants bad, whites good". It is complex but has a solution beyond "close the borders and let em all die lol". Of course everyone who belongs to the right wing refuses to admit that a position such as mine can possibly exist - this is because your shitty ideology only seems compelling next to a straw-man of leftism/liberalism as weak/stupid. Hence also the "cuck" meme; there to just further hammer in anti-intellectualism: "thinking is weakness, all knowledge is a lie - look at this propaganda and just hate blindly, that's what makes you strong, everything else means you are weak and pathetic".
Because judging an entire culture based on what a few people do is racism. Because discarding the possibility that people can change, learn and better themselves means giving up on the lgtb struggle (and women's struggle) and confiding yourself to being isolated in a safe bubble where the scary ol' moslems can't get to you. I am disgusted by all forms of "screw you, got mine" mentality - you do realise that fundementalism kills women, queers, people who believe in democracy, humanists, etc.? That they suffer? You would conflate these victims with their tormentors, close the borders, close your mind, cover your ears and just go "la la la la"? For shame, anon. For shame.
i'm so g lad you forgot about the time i talked about liking feet because they step on me. wait iprbnoably shouldnt hav e reminded you then. i mean, yeah a little. who isn't at timesd?
>you do realise that fundementalism kills women, queers, people who believe in democracy, humanists, etc.? That they suffer? You would conflate these victims with their tormentors, close the borders, close your mind, cover your ears and just go "la la la la"
As if women or others in a bad situation were able to travel around the europe
Thanx anon. I dunno, too much noise and too little metal for my taste. My ears are getting irritated rather than raped.
Yeah I know, I can't get it to work either :(. Same with the Morrowind with graphics mods; I get it running but it's at like 15 FPS and I have an OK computer (50-60 FPS on Ultra settings on Skyrim). Oh well...
I understand you perfectly. Yet another denizen of the ivory towers who aims to talk away all the problems. You have absolutely no idea of the shit you so profusely (and I'll add self righteously) sperg about. You are just as bad as your average /pol/tard/. Heck you even sound like one. Two sides of the same cringe inducing coin.
And I think that the "cuck" meme is just their shorthand for ending the convo with someone like you. So cuck. And good riddance.
>Literally just repeats exact same fallacy a third time.
depends what she was expecting out of you. it's not like im the kinda perso ntahts just gonna shoqw up and be like "slap me in the face and spit on me". i don't realyly care about it in like a fetish way i just enjoy certain types of pain and stuff. i like choking,i like crushing with feet, i like spanking, but i dont really need any of taht to function because im not inherently degfenerate.
Get pretty friends and be pretty with them.
Idk she wanted me to bite her and i didnt like it. I felt like i was hurting her but she wanted me to bite harder. That was fucked up. Idk if i even have fetishes anymore. I mean, i do, i just dont ever feel the need to do sex anymore i guess. I'm probably totally degenerate tho.
>i posted it again
Since i'm a hon shouldn't I get friends who are even more hon so I look less hon?
Yes absolutely. It's like a tranny version of the cheerleader effect. Cheerleaders are twice as hot in a group compared to when they are alone.
>judging an entire culture based on what a few people do is racism
The issue is that it isn't a few people. It is a lot of them. The supposed moderates are treating everyone like shit, forget the extremists. People judge situations based off their past experiences.
Also: Our civilization has, well, civilized itself. We grew out of our angsty "Kill all who insult Jesus!" phase and moved on to tolerate and understand others. These people haven't, and it is up to them whether to continue being a bunch of psychotic little shits or grow up and be civilized. We should leave them to figure that out on their own, and only open our borders once they come to a peaceful solution. Right now? They are murdering everyone they disagree with, and you think importing these people is a good idea?
>conflating victims with tormentors
We have no way of telling them apart. People can lie about their beliefs. We can't exactly expect them to be honest when we ask "Do you now, or have you ever felt like murdering everyone you disagree with?"
I wish I was. Look I'm a leftist, that much is clear, but there are compelling and intellectual arguments and positions from the right that are at least worth discussing and taking seriously. But /pol/ isn't right-wing, it's SHIT-TIER right wing: a confusing mix of various, often contradicting, positions that only have in common that they are 1)right-wing in natue and 2)simplified to the point of error. It's like a parody of the right-wing; a leftist's cherrypicking of all the worst and stupidest things ever associated with the right-wing meant as satire that someone mistook for a legit, cohesive ideology. It's garbage. Mind-poison.
biting isok but nothing special hoesntly. now i just wanna get in your head and look at all your fetishes. i like maorjoly lost interest in sex a whlile ago. i used to get tied up sometimes, not even like 'bondage' technically, just tying my arms and feet while i would get cuddled on the couch. idk i m fckung weird i jsut wanna turn my brain off and sleep on a couch and eat popcorn with myh tripfu.
All I see is a whole lotta ad hominems and attempted master suppression techniques. Not a single counter-argument or shred of evidence. And I never said I want to "talk away" problems, I merely suggest that solving a problem requires first properly understanding the underlying causes as well as the consequences of proposed solutions and at least an attempt to avoid over-simplification and short-term thinking. You need a proper diagnosis before you preform surgery, basically.
Don't think so, I may be slightly delusional atm but i'm probably not as bad off as the average transgirl like the reddit ones.
I really do have some shitty features that stick out though, like deep set eyes and my browbone.
>get clitoral hood fixed (it broke during initial healing period due to swelling)
>it breaks again
I guess I'll just have to have a big, hoodless, clitoris. :(
I do have flat bangs and I think glasses help too but I sweep it to the side when man mode because it's manly.
My chin is another thing I worry about a lot and other people have said it's shit but maybe swedes have big jaws and chins?
I had a 10 hour migraine today so i'd rather not tbhon
Well I'm going to try again if the surgeon will do it again and it's not as broken as it was but still fair too exposed. Before there was no clitoral hood, now there is a very, very small one.
Plenty of women have kinda masculine jaws, unless you have a superhero chin cleft it's probably not going to get you clocked. You seem to think attractiveness has anything to do with passing.
I read a lot of doujins and shit and over a long time i developed an increasingly disturbing list:
A lot of the more fucked up ones i only think are ok in like doujins and animation and stuff tho.
Your whole assumption is that there is this brown mass of people who are "moslem", that they are one more or less homogenous group. This is incorrect, demonstrably so. You as well as anyone on your side keeps repeating the same thing: "we should only let them in once they learn the way of peace", hoping that if you say it enough it will become true. It isn't. Most of the people feeling are ordinary people fleeing for their lives from the crazies who want to kill them. Sure, having grown up in a far more conservative country they are bound to be less liberal on average then a Sweden. Even far less so. But they can learn and change - what better placet to do that then a secular humanist country?
>They are murdering everyone they disagree with
Yes, the crazy murderers that refugees are RUNNING AWAY FROM are indeed doing this.
>We have no way of telling them apart
So kill 'em all and let god sort them out? Our civilization has indeed "moved on to tolerate and understand others", it seems. Here's a pro-tip: if they are actively running for their lives AWAY from someone, maybe they are a victim? I understand that there are risks involved and that intergration is a difficult and slow process; I'm not saying we just open the borders wide for anyone and everyone. I just think that maybe actually trying to solve the problem is a better option than "fuck it, to hell with them all".
I've never met a jew and black people where I live are shy and wear ugly clothes.
Not with migraines I think, just moving makes you feel sick.
It's broad and kind of square and sticks out a tiny bit in profile.
>You seem to think attractiveness has anything to do with passing
I dunno, I probably worry too much about my masculine features.
Eh. I think there were one or two loli doujins that were good but i wasnt attracted to the loli part so much as i was the taboo of the situation. And then it was only good if the loli character was the dominant partner and didnt have this actually childlike body.
Think giants flies raping high school girls purely for the purpose of breeding.
Lots of cervix shots.
Do you have an underbite? If so look into getting braces if it's just minor.
And you clearly do, there are so many cis woman out there with masculine facial features. You need to accept that you are one of them and there's nothing wrong with that.
good taste. like, really good taste. oddish best tripfu holy shit.
i actually cheated on my ex for over a year. i feel pretty guilty about it because he was a genuinely nice person that cared about me. more importantly, i was doing it with a transgirl he fucking DESPISED. like, purely felt hatred for her.
>oddish will never rape you because you didn't know your place
it hurts. im porbably not even your type god i feel this huge wave of inferioirty complexes hitting me.
i tried once, they were batshit insane, got extremely clingy then lashed out and called me a fucking failure freak because i wouldn't give them anymore pills lol..
>family is going to portillos
It's like they want to get me fat
Maybe if I wasn't the biggest hon to ever walk this earth.
Not at all, i've had braces for like two years or something tho but I got them because it was free and I had like two fucked up teeth and the straighter the better right
>tfw my shrink is like 5-10cm taller than me and I tried to explain to her i'm too tall to pass
I only realized what a retard I was when she stood up.
i have the rest of my life for yoyu bb. sex itself is overated anyways i wuold be in bliss jsut to hold hands or somemthing. i forgot i have like a psihycial appearance and taht its actually awful now i got no chance yikes.