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previous run >>5491641
>No one would hug me unironically
Rather than being salty this time, why not post pictures of cute animals?
I can get behind that.
Also, who needs unironic hugs? And what kind of sicko is giving out ironic hugs?
>tfw you have an internet crush on Clarissa
It's a good feel
>omg, that sound is so neo-80s, I love it
Neo-80s is one of my favorite genres right now
>do you like Perfume Genius?
The name sounds vaguely familiar, do you have a specific song I should check out to get into them?
>cozy day, had coffee with a friend,
That sounds real nice at least!
yeah like it really hurts if I didn't hate it already now it causes me physical pain.
idk how girls that keep theirs live with that, they must use it a lot. I've been using it every day now since I need relief and it's too much work to use the dildo but it doesn't seem to be getting better I think it hurts more desu.
OW a-anon no...
MTFG Secret #97: Kiwi used to date Cheska but when Cheska cheated on him with Sophie, Kiwi threatened suicide on here. He decided to transition instead. Jocelyn accused Kiwi of rape, but nobody knows what really happened except for them.
actual real life events happening right now
>mother: *walks into my room*
>mother: "[anon] do you want to be transgender, do you think about that a lot??"
>me thinking: *wtf nobody would want to b- oh she means do I want to be a girl*
>me sperging: "U-uh, uh I don't know..."
>me thinking: *FUCK YES YES YES I spend all day literally mentally torturing myself thinking over this shit, that is why I look like a fucking girl, why have always acted like one*
>mother: *walks out tears in her eyes*
don't know why I didn't just say yes. I'm sure she knows but just doesn't understand it or want to talk about it.
or she's just a cunt that thinks stuff like "lol, shame i can't sneak into the boys changing room anymore" and "haha i don't have a dick anymore but i'm such a futa" is funny at the expense of everyone else
I got attacked by a dog today. I had very thick sweatpants on so his teeth didn't manage to pierce into my thigh but he did leave a bunch of these massive blood blisters all down my right leg which hurt quite a bit and I'm too much of a pussy to pop them.
Still another day gone by where my life is shitty and I feel like a mentally ill crazy person.
We should remove the tripfags from these threads it would be a much better place.
How is everyone doing today? Cause i'm doing a solid 3-4 out of 10. Called a place that does Informed consent and learned that they don't take my insurance also couldn't get an appointment till Feburary. Going to contact my school medical center next or my insurance company to see who else i can go to get hormones.
It was a pitbull. The women who owned the dog told me it's a rescue dog and is known to be aggressive while in packs (there was two other dogs with him) I wasn't really that mad, just really scared. The owner agreed to muzzle the dog and the owner doesn't really live up here anyway so it's all good.
Thanks, I'll try.
You don't make my life shitty, it just annoys me when people misuse tripcodes/misinterpret their purpose.
>I got attacked by a dog today
that almost sounded hot for some reason
>not being able to find humor in an objectively shitty life situation
The music was good but the video was...interesting...
"haha, damn, isn't it a shame that i pass?"
"oh wow, too bad i don't have a dick anymore"
aren't finding humour in a shitty life situation, they're making light of problems faced by people who had less luck in dealing with that shitty life situation than you
It means a lot maddie, thank you ;~;
This was my attitude both before and after I started passing you realize. Being trans is a cruel fucking joke, it goes a long way being able to extract humor from it rather than wallow in it.
See above. I'm not talking about SRS specifically, although the process itself is actually objectively shitty.
After a night and days thoughts about it I've decided to end my lurking of mtfg. There's really no reason to keep wasting hours at a time here anymore. Any inspiration I gathered from the people here happened months ago and now it just feels like I continue coming here just because I have to or more like there's nothing better to do.
Anyway I figure it best I actually focus my time on bettering my self in the real world and complete my life goals of living as a qt girl. Though I will miss reading about the shenanigans of certain trips like Elanna or Edie and even miss the flirting I did with many a trip that I liked like Bexe or Ricky and many others, it all just isn't worth the downside of this place. Especially when conversing with those who don't come here anymore and just how much happier they seem. If you're keen enough to want to talk to me I'm sure there's a way for you to find me through steam.
I've already deleted my reaction folder and then had to accept the fact that I actually was at a point where I had a reaction folder. See y'all around mtfg. I hope all you girls make it. Make sure to give me a bunch of (You)s for good luck. Buns out!
older and wiser and a little bit closer to death
There isnt an objective purpose for trips. If anything, you're stretching an interpretation of a statement in the rules. Conversations are directionless and pointless without some identifiable character behind it. If i prove you to be an idiot during our conversation, you can disappear like a ghost because you're anoooonyymouus. 000oOoOO0o.
But if the reverse happens, I cant disappear. I have to take accountability for things i say. And i think thats neat. I like feeling some sense of responsibility keeping me from being a total ass to everybody. Which is sorta what makes mtfg and 4chan in general shitty and less productive for others.
Really, that's an over-reaction; just because you think someone is better off than you doesn't mean that the difficulties and happenings they face shouldn't be topics for discussion or humor. If she wants to tell jokes about how things are different now that she passes, I don't see how that is at the expense of people like me just because I don't pass.
We'll never be able to get as large bewbies as cis girls but who here has a large butt?
Toriel is the perfect mom. Human moms suck. She's pure and non-lewd.
Me? Jormy's the woofer.
Idc what they were intended for. Moot isn't my butt buddy and i disagree with his ideology.
That said, i only trip on /lgbt/. This is the only forum where I'm at for extended amounts of time, so its the only one where tripping matters to me anymore. I'm anon everywhere else.
the internet tells me otherwise..
i'm sry for posting this img
Lose the persecution complex for a minute, joking about being a futa princess isn't me punching down at you in any way. Being post-op doesn't mean that it erases all those years where I wasn't post-op, and I do understand what it's like having to deal with being pre-op. I joked about it pre-op, and I joke about it post-op, because that's how I deal with it/dealt with it.
He was a faggot, Anonymous. He was our faggot. I think that is how he would want to be remembered. RIP in peace.
Would it bother you less if I joked about shit that still affects me like my inconsistent voice, being unable to have children, or being outed in public? It's not like I'm cis or anything.
I aim to please.
Honestly it's not about them being visible, it's about many of them being gross fetishists pretending to be trans and spreading misinformation. I don't have a problem with trans people that just don't pass.
So like a few months ago I was crying for a few days in a row. I was walking back from some resource center and stoped every 5 minutes to catch my breath and just lower my heart rate. This guy came up to me and asked if I was okay. I talked a bit but then made an excuse to go. I saw the same man today, on the same road to the resource centre. We talked a bit more I felt fine and didn't feel as teary back then. I wonder what he was thinking in both those moments...
>run over to the bank because i need to deposit my money from work into my account
>fall while running
>realize this is the first time i've even jogged or fallen in years
i don't think i realized just how little exercise i actually do until today lol.
how are you doing though mtfg? seems like everyone's doing ok idk. i was just playing maplestory till like 11 am and then slept till 6 since it's my day off. i saw that clarissa girl was going crazy and dedicated a thread to me tho.
maybe but who knows if i was tall mayb i wouldnt have wound up w a mommy fetish somehow? idk
AHAHAH HONESTLY IT WAS LIKE one of those slow, horribly graceful falls where i ripped the knee of my jeans and somehow hit both my hands, my left arm and my right hip all at once. no one was around tho so i just kept running. it probably helped that it was 10 degrees outside cause i felt nothing
well don't fall ;-;
um i'm good! just paid bills and now i'm prob gonna play more maplestory cause i'm a loser. my character is almost level 50 now so that's somethingg. how was dinner?
o-oh, my god. im going to have to sit down. point me in the right direction p-p-please
there was only one kid shorter than me in school, and he was like 4 foot 1! seriously, and he had a borhter a year younge than him even shorter
yeah im glad im porportionate at least :U my genes must've had a fart or something idk although i am super azn
>tfw you accidentally posted your Skype with your tripcode on /r9k/
I just feel a hate towards the face in the mirror, and then feel shitty for a good chunk of the day till i can ignore the feelings. I wish i could just cry, it made things feel better when i was a child and i haven't cried in years.
Oh you weren't tipsy, just describing a night of boozing I think.
what's ironic is that i only tripped because i was wearing these old flats i have, and i literally just got my new running shoes in the mail today and didn't open the box until i ran back to my house after falling ;___;
I've totally done this before. I jog a lot so there has been at least three circumstances where i slipped or tripped and fell forward and scraped like twelve limbs. I consider myself pretty agile and non-clumsy, but dude when you push yourself at 20 miles an hour it fucking hurts. No one takes trips seriously.
You are lucky. I went to a shoestore recently and tried some on and my feet are too big. Flats look huge and gross. I'm cursed to always wear coverse and boots.
>tfw queen of hons
at least I get to be a form of royalty r-right?
>under 5 foot by an inch, as if it matters
lmfao youre aware certain races women average in that area??
what did you make? :o
ye they're nike running shoes! they're custom tho. i mean you can wear them as casual sneakers as well but they're super comfy.
isn't it? tis mah life
you do 20 miles an hour?? i'm impressed tbhonest!! i'm gonna start running lots and i've already started an exercise routine for when i'm inside but idk. this whole falling business just won't fly. also i wear size 11 in women's so my feet are pretty big too. i look like a kingdom heart's character irl.
Oh I started a mtfg Skype grp chat if anyone coamol wants to join. Its like 4 people that joined right now.
he's 100% white, stop falling for his sassy black queen delusions
prob clarissa since that's her trip lmao
it is what it is though. i'm not going to be rude to her despite her issues with me.
thx ^_^ FROG IS THIS YOU WHO TF ARE YOU STOP CHANGING UR NAME
i was gonna ask what ur IGN is in reboot, i got pookie's
that sounds tasty af!! and yeah! i'm mexican. i love spicy food ^__^ usually i just make blackened salmon or other fish tho.
it's an illusion ;3; how tall are you tho? i'm 5'6" and i also have huge hands. hence the KH comment lmao. it's very apparent irl.
fuck yeah dude ive been waiting for this
lets run up on that fool
My bf says I look cute in glasses and made me keep them on during sex... is that normal?
lmao fagface is too retarded to realize the entire thread is a satiric jab at his own attitudes but he yet again shifts the attention to himself and twists the point to make it sound as if people were "just jealous" of him as usual
what a dull-witted mouth-breathing cum-filled moron
>not having a passable penis
Shaking my head to be honest family
man i've got a strain rn that's got a higher thc count than girl scout cookies, weed is constantly evolving
great strain though
i msged you on skype btw but idk if it went through?
yes, if that's part of his taste
>tfw no bf to have sex with or tell me how my glasses make me look
oki doki idk where to find sonic but ill hit up eggman on the down low
>just dont pass and ill be all over u :^)
What constitutes a passable penis?
yes i did, i said hi too and everything
skype's been so shitty for me lately
So it can be, say, a 8 inch maxitinkler but as long as it has a pink bow around it it is passable?
>tfw your friend's trans gf calls you a piece of shit because you told her that 5'6 is not short for a trans woman but average.
>pencil dick with zero girth
>barrel shaped ribcage
>tfw at sock dreams rn
will take pics in a few minutes
Uh, shouldn't that bow be bigger for better proportion?
Also aren't circumcised tinklers automatically unpassable?
So many questions so little time, wouldn't you say?
Oh right right right, but what if that's only half the truth?
For you /mtfg/:
Does transitioning actually mean that you'll never EVER be able to reproduce? it's literally the only thing stopping me from doing it at this point.
one must assemble their most trusted jedi and confront the shit lord
How can I be Desmond when my name is Rachel?
yeah i def have a weird pride abt being short, even tho 160cm is average for women so i'm not really that short. i didn't go through hell and head injury growing up for nothing.
SOMEONE MENTIONED GW2 BACK ANOTHER THREAD.
yes, play the expac. it isn't what i wanted--i wanted more sprawling expanse and grandeur and more voice actors, recorded lines in dialogue, and character models, even just the npcs to consistently stay the same model and maybe have their faces replaced with animations--and yes, wvw is still bugged to shit, but it is fun. the cutscenes are still cheesy but much higher quality. lion's arch looks like a goofy pastiche of art nouveau and douglas cardinal ripoff architecture school drop out landscaping design material. oh hot is rly rly grindy
>post on facebook about how I can't afford laser hair removal because I'm so fucking poor
>friend comments "have you tried sex work? I used to make loads camming"
>friend used to be a literal 11/10 frankwolf-in-real-life femboy in high school and has gone on to be a relatively successful catwalk model in London he looks so beautiful
it's amazing how unaware people are of how hard some others have it
I realized that it's too much work to make a dedicated reactions folder, I just search gelbooru as needed.
o-okay <3 i hope not :S i have things to do before i can be out
If you're worried about that then you're probably not a fetishist tbdesu. But at the very least you can get on t blockers while you figure it out.
It'll halt any further t damage to your body and its easily reversible.
spermatogenesis resumes minimum 70-90 days post hrt cessation and you can *not* tuck. then u can bank, which i think is better probs than being off waiting for someone to get pregnant, especially if the pregnancy isn't successful.
you literally can bank after almost 15 years of hrt. i am proof. it just won't necessarily be iui quality, and if you go to a fertility clinic they often aren't even trying to help you bank iui quality sperm but are hoping to pitch expensive ivf to you later. also, trans women *pre-hrt* apparently often have impaired semen quality anyway, so idk, i say bank and hope fertility techniques get covered down the road.
idk, if you are an only child don't let people troll you, even if you will never have kids, i didn't go off because the irrational feelings caused by the possibility being potentially amputated could be reasoned with. everyone my age is having stupid kids, it's hell.
also if you have gametes and uterine transplants are available for trans women in future for c-section, all u theoretically need then is a donor ovum!
It used to weird me out a bit too, but I mean, bodies are just bodies, it doesn't matter except to the person that you're in a relationship with. As for why I'm arguing for it, I guess it's a moot point, I never froze sperm and it's a bit late for that now.
I like Daiso, I bought some pocky yesterday on my way home from the cat cafe
There's still room for a fee more in the mtfg Skype chat if any of you girls wanna join. Its a place to come and chill to get away from all the cat fighting and hostility
also reminder that tall women are more attractive than short women. fact.
if 5'10" is hon territory, then one of the most loved pretty ppl stalked off the site is a hon, so i would adamantly disagree--tho she's prob realistically shorter now. i ended up losing 4-5cm myself, and as a % of my height that's p significant. no i don't have scoliosis as a consquence.
I dont get why women only date douchebags either
i literally play it off a cell modem. it's v oddly tolerant of poor connections, esp for pve, including the new content. tho it does go nuts in high pop areas or large wvw fights and you and everything rubber bands
I lost the infinitesimal interest I had in video games while my interest in dick increased tenfold.
Im on 3g internet atm and its not the speed or connection quality tho those suck it's the data cap that gets me, im at least a few gb behind on patches and they keep doing more constantly ;; tfw like 130dollery doos for 20g of data.
I have started playing gw1 again tho as that doesnt use shit and i want more HoM
yeah, i think they're connected, the activating of latent bisexuality thing def seems to be a part of estrogen's antidepressant effects than like some weird increased femininity thing (which when experienced is probably just increased confidence, or delusion in cringe cases)
I'm a bit more attracted to only-modestly-feminine cis guys than I used to be; before HRT I was exclusively into girls (cis and trans) and traps. I also don't experience the male arousal process, which I think is at least partly a mental effect. Other than sex-related stuff, though, I really haven't noticed much other than just being more content with myself in general.
ah crap i'm sorry. i just get throttled when i go over my cap. i forget most ppl get gouging bills instead. yeah while that speed would only cause trouble when around a LOT of ppl i think, the cap def doesn't sound workable :(
It makes things difficult, doesn't it.
if it works for you, do it. i'm just wistful and old at 31 and go d'aww just over even ymir/historia shit. i'm not really ashamed of being a stereotype anymore. i pass, and men are violent. my feels are with women.
Possibly, I think it just boils down to feeling like my brain is "running on the right kind of fuel". Seeing me stumble through relationships and sexuality beforehand likely would have been kind of painful to watch.
Fuck no, transition is terrifying even if it is the thing for you.
Even when I had been full time for five years and going in for an orchi I was still thinking about how terrifying and weird the whole thing is. Wondering if I made the right decisions with my life.
umm probably see people differently
interact differently am probably too critical of myself and others now
less physical attraction and sex drive, but its the same stuff that i like, its just not there whenever i see something attractive i guess...hard to explain
dont really like rock music as much...still like a lot of the same music, just dont really think musicians are cool
time transitioning helped me be more open too
less depressed but idk if thats just hormones
I valued my attractiveness less, I felt better when I did cool things or did a good job of something, even if I didn't look good doing it.
Nowadays I feel not-as-good about something, regardless of what it is, if I'm looking a mess.
>I think it just boils down to feeling like my brain is "running on the right kind of fuel"
that actually resonates with me a lot. i def got the feeling that t was NOT for me. i was much more sexually inward and reserved in my mid teens pre-hrt. sexual imagery was jarring and vivid, not fun at all. i had to go off hrt for a few months last year and predictably i became less social, let alone sexual, and just generally practically fearful. idk what accounts for this.
So the suicide hotline didn't answer when I called. Never called before, so it's not like I'm a prank call or something. Is this normal?
I don't like sweet foods anymore, suck at video games, have no more patience for anything, tired all the time, crave cock, and i'm now easily irritable to the point everything pisses me off
All of their workers may have been busy speaking to other people at that moment. You could either try calling back, try a different hotline, or go to the hospital. Please hang in there, anon.
This definitely resonates with me as well, like in my teens I was -extremely- uncomfortable around sexuality when my friends and the like would talk about it. I was into some pretty weird stuff as well just because T gave really strong libido and normal sexuality was jarring and gross.
Last time I had to go off HRT was brutal, just a taste of that wonderful feeling of general anxiety, fear of your own sexuality and the like.
>idk what accounts for this.
Being trans. :^)
I suppose. Just never going to live a normal life and it's just insanely depressing. My brother is 2 years younger than me, getting married, and is happy as could be, but here I am, the degenerate of the family. I pass well and such and honestly don't deal with many trans issues outside of genitals, but it still bugs the living shit out of me. I know that sounds dumb, but it's just to the point where I think no amount of pills or surgery is going to fix this. It's not enough to mutilate my body into the way I want it. I wish I was cis more than anything. Just would have fixed all of this from the getgo.. On top of this, being trans has driven me to alcoholism and I can't escape it. Either I'm drunk as fuck or I am ungodly depressed (See: now)
It's just a circle of pointless self destruction.
You know, if we had played more shmups I think it would have been a different outcome.
Think you'd be able to stop drinking for a month? You might find your mood lifts a bit, getting drunk a lot just keeps you in a low place even on off days.
You'll have plenty of time to catch up and do normal people shit soon enough, especially if you pass now. Life will go on after you get the trans shit out the way, it wont always be such a huge part of your life. You'll have to come to terms with who you are physically and that sound shit but I think I'm getting there and honestly it feels like a relief.
It will get better.
>I was into some pretty weird stuff as well just because T gave really strong libido and normal sexuality was jarring and gross.
weren't you one of the main people ripping on oldkiwiface even before The Unmentionable? seems kind of hypocritical
It's been since November 2013 and IT'S STILL FUNNY DAMNIT