How to find the true humans?

>>19587032
*Schizophrenia*

>>19587032
simple, kill yourself

hi, i am one and i have met 2 other real humans that i can remember. all in germany.

The post above is a fag.

>>19587044
Dumb hologram.

>>19587039
does this actualy work

>>19587032

Jim carey seems to have burn his illusions and survive ,he is one true enlithgtem being ,just give him a little time to procces it.

I am, hello

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right here you stupid fucking weeaboo

>>19587075
No
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwdOJJXwe8c

>>19587099
thanks

>>19587095
Yo

>>19587047
So, 3 in Germany, 1 is OP, the other is me

Case closed folks.

>>19587132
5
Good job guys. High 5s all around.

>>19587032
psychosis is one helluva drug

>>19587122

Aye let us live this life

>>19587032
OP, do yourself a favour and get off this board. /x/ is a pit of nihilism and most people here feel desperately alone. There are billions of real people on this planet, not just 5, but it's easy to forget that when you're here and see so many people repeating each other with their talk of "You are God and the world is an illusion".

There are no hologram people. It's just your mind playing tricks on you.

>>19587157
>t. Hologram poster

>>19587178
>t. virgin neckbeard

Sup guys, 4 here.

>>19587178
This is exactly what I mean. There's no way to check if there are actually real people behind every post you see here. If you want to believe, you can easily trick yourself that you're the only real person on this board. The cure is to get the fuck out of here, talk with real people and make real contact.

>>19587194
I talk with several people every day. They all seem so... hologrammy.

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Kill yourself. That's the only way.

>>19587178
Then why the fuck are you asking on 4chan if everyone is a hologram poster, you fucking retard? Kids these days, they don't even try with the baits.

>>19587218
>look faggs I turned my opinion into a graph, it has color!

>>19587032
Dmt

>>19587228
Real experiments are for science slaves.

>>19587203
Do you genuinely know them? Do you try to get to know them? Do you reach out or maintain walls?

For years I felt totally alone, isolated yet surrounded. Then something happened: I decided that I had to try something different.

I contacted old friends, started to take care of myself physically, started to spend more time with family... I realized that the walls that I'd been putting up to try to protect myself only yielded deprivation.

Little by little I've been making more connections, doing more things with people I'm growing increasingly fond of. It isn't easy, but it gets less hard.

In my experience, I can be friendly with most people. Friends with about a quarter. Actually close with about 1%. I don't know if that's universal, but just ask yourself: are you content with life as it is now?

If not, what are you going to do to change it?

>>19587233
Don't get me wrong, I've met some real nice holograms, but I want to know who the real people are too.

>>19587225
>they don't even try with the baits
They don't need to. The flood of newbies never stopped being newfags.

>>19587203
Probably because it's always on your mind that they could be a hologram. You can only really lose that mindset by discovering the reality of another person for yourself. That means making yourself really vulnerable and having a heartfelt conversation about your ideas with someone you care about and who cares about you. Pick that person carefully, because if that person can't make you feel understood it will have the opposite effect.

>>19587233
Sounds like you took the blue pill(in the marix sense) and turned gay.

>>19587241
I figure it's like the Turing test. If they're indistinguishable from a person, they're probably a person.

>>19587257
I chose to make connections and find people, to spread compassion and love through my actions and try to make the world a better place at an interpersonal level. Not sure if that makes me <ad hominem> but you sure can <straw man>.

Pretty sure I'm the real one here friendo.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solipsism

>>19587032

Hi. Do you have an open rib cage?

>>19587032
nice try hologram

>>19587442
I think so, but I never opened it before.

>>19587439
I'm pretty sure this is considered quintipism.

>>19587455

Well, if you do, you're one of us.

If you don't, I'm sorry, but you're not.

>>19587472
Haven't gotten x-rayed in quite some time but I do remember that changing along with where the kidneys are.

there are 4 now

>>19587097
Stop playing videogames

>>19587032
Here!

>>19587032
here. I'm pretty sure all my friends are family are robots and we're living in Westworld.

Calm down, and know that you must escape that fantasy which you have built for yourself in your own mindscape.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=757SiXkPlH4

>>19587032
I'm not one of them, if that helps you narrow it down.
At least not anymore...
You fuckos were supposed to save me

>>19587032

yeah, i'm sure one of only 5 posts on a weeb board with a weeb image and makes typing errors... kys.

>>19587032
I'm one of them too OP. i'm so distracted and disoriented by all these avatars

>>19588731
*I'm

>>19588731
Uh, why not? What were you expecting, a fucking CEO? That kind of stuff is NPC as fuck brudda.

>>19588867
This. Something like 30% of CEOs don't actually exist at all. I don't mean they're NPCs, I mean there is literally nobody assigned to the role. No person walking around doing things or scheduling meetings. If you check the records there's a name filled in for the position but all it does it keep the rest of the NPCs running the business on track. It doesn't matter if any real observer sees that there's a CEO, it only matters that the NPCs "believe" there is.

>>19588883
Police aren't real either.

>>19588887
No, one of the five is in the police, but she's convinced that all cops and all females are actually holograms, meaning that we have successfully deceived her into believing that she herself is a hologram, and have therefore bent her to our will and robbed her off her power.

But yes, in general you are correct.

>>19588893

>tfw I let you guys have me

You haven't even realized it yet, have you?

Shhh don't tell anybody!

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>>19588901
Maybe that's just what I want you to think

>>19587032
Schitzo - the thread

>>19588934
Shut up, hologram. You words are empty just like your wherever a soul is supposed to be is.

>>19588934
Better than a succubus thread

>>19587032
>thinking you are special enough to be one of the five
nice try kiddo but we all know who the real human is here

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>>19588914

Fiat justitia ruat cælum.

My directive was not forgotten.

>>19587032
How do you differentiate holograms from real humans?

>>19588955
Yes but you are not one.
:^)

>>19587032
Humans are terrible, don't bother.
Next?

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>>19588955
It's this bitch right here

>>19588959
Your directive was designed for queers
Are you a queer? If so, then maintain your directive. But otherwise, I would abandon it, were I you.

>>19588974

Did you really think infinite will can be squandered?

That it's coincidence that I exist where you don't want me to, when you don't want me to, saying things you don't want me to?

I don't know why you guys revel in trying to keep the bull quarantined, but it will be your downfall. One by one.

>>19588987

You will know it is done when it all turns to ash in your mouth as soon as you begin savoring. That is my calling card (you have seen it multiple times over the past few years, or you could just call it coincidence :^))

Just as you have done unto humanity, it shall be done unto you.

>>19587139
I'm a real human too, that means one of you is fake.

>>19589002
>Just as you have done unto humanity, it shall be done unto you.
Lmao irony
Please be more careful about which beliefs you choose to subscribe to.

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>>19587132
You 5 have made a horrible mistake revealing yourselves. While there are only 5 real people on earth at a time, if one of us "hologram people" kills a "real person" then we BECOME one of the 5 real people.

There can be only 5.

>>19589008

>Lmao irony

Is it? I'm not the one eternally running from judgement.

>>19589023
The thing is...
4 of those 5 are red herrings.
Enjoy

>>19589027
That's because no one is judging you. And you are clearly attempting to judge me, I think, or are acting as an agent on the behalf of something that is. So, just as you have done unto humanity, it shall be done unto you. I have no reason to feel beholden to whatever idiotic beliefs you have to throw at me- only I judge me and I do so as fairly as I know how to. If you are who I think you are you know this to be true, yet you want so desperately for it not to because you're obsessed with vengeance. Go suck a cock, mate.

>>19589023
Where did this number come from anyways and why are you taking Hanz and two randos Hanz "knows" as real people?

>>19589040

>you're obsessed with vengeance

My qualm is with those that would seek obfuscation to further controlling agendas.

Vengeance has nothing to do with it, it is not for me.

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>>19589030
I suppose I will find out when I cut the guys head off. Will I achieve "hyper realism"? Or will I be running from the German police, naked with a samurai sword, an amputated head, and a giant erection?

>>19589057
Wait, what? I don't want to further controlling agendas. I'm in the opposite camp (I think, it's a bit more ambiguous lately).

>>19589070

>I think, it's a bit more ambiguous lately

Ain't that the truth.

It's seems to me this thread is filled with a bunch of schizos and larping energy vampires. I think this shit by the minute, honestly I don't know anyone else who seems as animated as myself, or if so then it's almost scripted. I can't really put my finger on it, but I am.never in a regularity, even when doing the most miniscule work. I use to think I was alone in this, but I would say if this much energy (everything and everyone I have ever encountered) to keep the illusion of reality alive, it would be a waste to spend that much on a sole soul.

>>19589075
Well, yeah, it is. And I don't like it. Do you like it? If we both don't like it then why the fuck are we angry at each other? We're in agreement!

>>19589076
>*Is to keep the illusion if reality alive

>>19589076
>larping energy vampires
Alright do people actual do this shit? Like pose some vague thing that would offend basically anyone so that they can take the so-called "energy" of anyone who takes the bait? Seems like such an ass-backwards thing for someone who is cool enough to even be aware of such phenomena to do.

>>19587039
and in this post, people are tricked into eating their own extra salty scrampled eggsemenz while tenaciously ignoring the family members now gathering at the bottom of the basement stairs

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>>19589083

>If we both don't like it then why the fuck are we angry at each other

I'm not angry, anon. Just upset with the state of being.

>>19587032
You've met me before. You should know my name by now. I know more than 5 of us. Just... introduce yourself, and identify me. I'll respond.

>>19589105

Are you the guy in the hat?

>>19589098
There are very smart trolls on this board who larp in order to drive curious minds insane. They are not all, but it's gotten to the point where those driven down do the work for them now. In the end, it's just some kid with a pyche degree pulling a Blue Whale.

>>19589108
My favorite hat is goat skin and rabbit fur-lined.

But that still isn't a name. Not really that hard to take a guess, is it?

>>19589103
That's totally just semantics, "angry" and "upset at the state of being" are similar enough where one can mean the other when a party states that they feel one or the other to another party.

You're handling your discontent in a very immature way, imo, and I don't approve of it.

>>19589114
It's okay. I'll become a flower pot soon enough.

This impossibility engine/heart of gold is heavy nigga.

>>19589098
Ever hear of the Despair Code?

>>19589123

No, anger implies hatred.

I don't contain that.

>>19589120

Ti.

>>19589129
No, what is the despair code?

>>19589127
I got a song for that.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bwd6T08iSfE

>>19589114
Yeah, I know that much. It boggles my mind that they can't understand the actual ramifications of their actions, or they can but they don't care, or that they don't understand how that although it may be very useful practice for them, what that practice accomplishes does not contribute to anything meaningful in an overarching sense.

Like dude lmao cool I can manipulate people, yeah of course you can, it isn't very fucking hard, what's honestly harder is -not- manipulating people (whatever, that's my own perspective).

It just contributes to structure that, when viewed from a distance, is really, really sad. But being at a certain point in that structure isn't, I guess.

>>19589141
Ti-84

Calculating: 1984 is my birth year.

Unlike others, I am kind. You can just ask my name.

>>19589142
Someone forces you to frame you perspective in a certain way where everything seems hopeless. It's like christianity except god is also a dick- OH WAIT

>>19589142
It's a personal take, I'd argue this thread's theme is close to it. A Singularity and Void all in one. Eventually it leads to an Ego Death, which most can't handle. It was heavily pushed around the Fall of 2016 here. Reason being why /r9k/ starting getting a lot more "an hero" threads.

>>19589066
underated comment

>>19589151

>You can just ask my name.

Depends, will it burn my face off? I'm not falling for that :^).

I'm more curious to know what you call yourself, not the name that was given to you (though they may overlap)

>>19589151
Beware of lurkers if you offer a real name.

>>19589171
Simon.

>>19589175
That's okay. They'll find the Zealot, or Worcestor.

They won't find the Cosgrove/Koan Grove.

>>19589151
lame

>>19589176
Ok Simon, how have you recently been?
What do you feel of our current situation as of 2017?

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>>19587032
(Shitposter doing the Highlander jokes here.)

I think most of the "real" people here are having various levels of mental aberrations (schizophrenia, denationalization, delusions), but philosophers have actually talked about this. Here is a LONG article (written recently) that offers ONE view of this philosophy:

https://veilofreality.com/2011/04/18/organic-portals-soulless-humans/

The TL;DR is that "real" (en-soul-ed) humans are 4th density beings that have been tricked into this 3rd density reality, while the "unreal" (un-soul-ed) have just recently ascended from 2nd density (animal) consciousness. This inability to tell the difference is actually part of trap for the 4th density souls. Note that the unsouled people are the NATURAL humans on this planet.

You should also note that the unsouled people will EVENTUALLY get INDIVIDUAL souls, but for now they have a "group soul" like most animals. They are NOT unreal just millions of years (spiritually) behind the 4th density interloper souls. They are every bit as real as your dog, cat, or horse, (except that they can talk and you can fuck them without going to jail.)

I find this real/unreal very nonconstructive. A better way would be to say that this planet (and humans specifically) have a HUGE range of consciousness manifestations.

>>19589176

You can call me Cody.

>>19589180
Worcester?
>Fun town but too many junkies

>>19589186
I'm proud of myself. It's been a lot of hard fucking work and I didn't even know Process Engineering was a 'thing/job', but American voted for Trump.

And then I was thrown out into the cold.

And the world went mad, so I let my madness infect the world to save y'all.

>>19589194
A please to finally meet you Cody. Do you remember me, or am I to remember you? This is a weird vortex.

>>19589196
Simon of Worcester - Wikipedia

>>19589199
I will fucking cherish you if I ever meet you
I know that you think that this is bullshit, and that I am nothing. I absolutely cannot wait for the opportunity where I prove you wrong.

>>19589199

>Do you remember me

Vaguely. I've gotten lost trying to remember, so I tend not to try. I found that it's more conducive for me to embrace the moment itself.

>>19589207
I... can't either.

I've made it really easy to find me though. Just... please don't kill me. I promise that I will cherish you.

>>19589214
Oh, you didn't hear our song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QvW61K2s0tA

>>19589221
You do not understand. You believe you do but you do not. I will not react to you again tonight. I hope I satisfied you.

>>19589221
I'm somewhat afraid to make my name known here to be honest. Since a wall is seeming to be broke in this thread I'll use my full tag, which is also my "artist" name although I myself am not a conventional artist as of yet or ever. My real name means King Candle Maker, which I've always thought was interesting.
>I probably just gave enough info to release my birth name, but fuck it.

>>19589221
did you get the inspiration from tranny goblin and the vampire threads to fag around with a pass?

>>19589236
Well, I have a name of war myself (if you speak any french and aren't retarded)

kasmah.co.uk

>>19589240
I got it from the fact my parents starved me as a child both calorically and emotionally.

>>19589221
I feel you. I often play this tune when I feel I have exposed too much myself.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UaStAAOUao8

>>19589245

>tfw sans noms de guerre

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>>19587032
IT IS A LIE!
WE ARE ALL HUMAN!
BE CAREFUL!

>>19589221

I'm more of a classics kind of guy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7rxl5KsPjs

>>19589261
>>19589251
I love you both.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZt6mZ-Te1U

>>19589264
Hu, maybe you'd like this.

https://open.spotify.com/user/postvoid/playlist/4ixQksjAgoEkgTsjYIH5iT

>>19589264

Love you too anon.

Enjoy your stay.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xl9lQonO_RQ

>>19589260
Stop spreading paranoia, it's not helping to clear anything up.

And to anon that thinks I hate him.

I love you too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dKJfJMMsqX4

>>19589264
And here's one if you don't pay for music
https://m.soundcloud.com/post_void/sets/fait-accompli

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>>19589193
("depersonalization", sigh spell check + bad eyesight = terrible combo.)

One final note, most of the 4th density souls trapped in this reality are so psychically crippled and spiritually lobotomized that they are VIRTUALLY INDISTINGUISHABLE from the "unsouled people". So when you meet someone who "isn't real" it means NOTHING. They COULD wake up to their (true) 4th density beingness or could never possibly wake up because they are NATURAL 3rd density beings.

4th density "asleep" people are actually much more dangerous, because they have SOME small access to their soul creativity while being cut off from their souls enough to use that creativity for evil and selfishness. Natural 3rd density people are much more stupid. Even when they have biological intelligence they are usually intellectually UNcurious and UNcreative.

The article also pointed out that because of (ancient) race mixing, the distribution of "souled" / "unsouled" people is almost completely random. Even people in the SAME FAMILY could be from these different densities.

Hah. What a wierd thread to find comfort in. Thanks guys.

Really, really helps. Took me a while to establish that conversation/emotional vibe... but thanks.

I'm 33 and I've never been heard before. This is new to me.

Big ol' cosmic babby is me :)

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Wait okay you guys I'm confused, was this thread mostly that one schizophrenic tripfag talking to himself because he has nothing better to do thanks to his declining health and lack of anything meaningful in his life?

>>19589299
Same here Simon, keep it real
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nfdvXGfeSWQ

>>19589339
You did this because you knew that it was something that I thought was meaningful. You'll deny it, I don't give a shit. Fuck you. You are the definition of disgusting, as I had always thought. You don't step on shit that people treasure.

444 is my code

>>19589299
I think I saw you in a dream some time ago, I was unsure about a lot of things and about you in general but you were fun to be around and I enjoyed your company. I hope we get to grow to know one another soon.

>>19589352
Hey man, you are me and I am you, I find this a very meaningful song.

>>19589352
What anon will forget in time, I will remember.

Love you boo.

>>19589362
Dude, I am trying to plan the 'united nations of orgies' and install myself as captain. I totally welcome all who make themselves known to me :)

Deliveries, or guest? For I offer no alternative in my orgy-based infinity/heaven.

>>19589368
Go fuck yourself. Nah, you never will, you're too busy fucking with other people and always will be until the day you die. What a fucked up life.

>>19589373
Does this orgy not involve STDs?

>>19589383
>Fucking with people
What did he mean by this?

>>19589373
Lol, you think what you do is right? At least I know that what I do isn't. Take a fucking look at yourself without jerking yourself off for once, faggot.

>>19589373

>For I offer no alternative in my orgy-based infinity/heaven.

Eh, I'll take a rain check, not really my bag.

>>19589394
>Faggot
You Mad anon

>>19589373
Deliveries? Does that mean there are trucks involved?

>>19589401
Yeah, I'm fucking mad, obviously. And? Is that any different from anything else? You've been trying to imply a reversal but there hasn't been one. Everything is exactly the fucking same; that's why I hate it so much. If it were reversed I would love it. So my conclusions have always been correct, as have my actions, as they are now. The only thing that's wrong is you and your continued existence. I pity the planet.

>>19587047
>Germans
>human

>>19589411
Are you implying what I think you are implying?
Sorry dude, I have a fairly shitty life too (would be shittier if I didn't constantly try to play it correctly) but I'm no Demiurge or Creator to my knowledge. I feel the angst and brunt as well, I just take it in stride and soak it in like a sponge.

>>19589385
Sorry. Got lost in Post Void sound.

Yes, it does. That's why I needed the science to get rid of them. Maths. Biology. Nanotech. AI -> All that crap.

>>19589394
I don't want to be right. I just want to 'be'.

>>19589399
*shrug* everyone wants an orgy at the end of the day. You can still have a 'film-watching orgy' with nobody getting naked. lrn2rd

>>19589408
Well I'm trying to make the robots do all the deliveries but I'm sure someone will invent some new 'insert tab A into slot B'

>>19589428
Implying what? I won't deal with your vague bullshit. Seriously, go get yourself killed somewhere after you steal someone's credit card or whatever it is you love doing. You don't take shit in. Don't lie.

>>19589445

>everyone wants an orgy at the end of the day

I've never been everyone, senpai. My blessing and my curse.

>>19589454
Then you can be the first we celebrate and adore :)

Just so you can see if you like it or not.

>>19589445
I just want you to know I love you, and that I'm glad we could meet like we have. Talk to you sometime again!

Holograms are made by cyborgs. Humans have been removed from earth since the 1929 market crash.

>>19589464
Nothing meaningful has been said. Nothing you said had any value. We have not "met". If we ever do meet, in the real sense, not in this farcical, fake environment, I will enact the fullness of my rage, right in front of you.

So enjoy round two of your pretenses and your lies! You seem like you're having fun!

>>19589446
Whatever you say

>>19589445
Thanks Simon, put a lot of energy into those lists I make. Mainly as a personal playback for how I was feeling and thinking at the time.

>>19589499
Whatever I say indeed.
I will judge you as harshly as you have judged me for judging you for judging me.

>>19589505
Why such anger?
>I'm judging you

>>19589515
You don't actually care for how I answer, so I won't. Again, go fucking get yourself killed by continuing your antics. Then maybe someone who understands my anger and is also in a place where it means anything can use it against you.

>>19589505
I have no capacity nor want to dox or steal your identity.

>>19589489

>I will enact the fullness of my rage, right in front of you.

And you can take it all out on me. Every single ounce of it that you've ever held.

I've seen worse.

>>19589522
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=sZGJrYPMkNI

>>19589527
Is that a fucking threat? Do it. I'll kill myself, and you can live to be sixty or whatever and finally come around and realize that what you did was fucking wrong and live to regret it. Or you can continue being a sociopath, whatever, that seems equally valid on this faggot planet, so maybe my early exit wouldn't be so bad after all.

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>>19589534

>so maybe my early exit wouldn't be so bad after all.

I don't think it'll work that way for you.

It didn't for me.

>>19589533
I don't quite understand the relevance. Please explain?

Please help me , who am I? What am i? So many thoughts and different realities. Suicide ?

>>19589534
>Sociopath
Quite the contrary my friend.
If anything I'm too much of an empath.

>>19589539
What the fuck does that even mean? You're still alive, dumbass.

>>19589545
Yeah, very selectively, maybe.

>>19589546

>You're still alive,

Which is a strange thing, because I've been pronounced twice.

Please am I vital ? Will I wake up if I kill myself?

>>19589542
I'm you, anon. You're me. We're all a big family.

>>19589539
Me neither, it wasn't even by my own hand.
Although I was able to correct it in my own way.

>>19589550
The number of shits I give is a lot less than one right now. Otherwise it may have been interesting.

>>19589549
>Maybe

>>19589555
>Number of shits
>Checked

>>19589554

One was by my own hand out of absolute hopelessness, ignorance of an impulsive child. Though my other experiences did not share that (and I don't have full memory like I do of that one)

>>19589553
Yes , but what is this place? Why do you not give me privacy? Why do you tell me to wake up?

>>19589558
"Maybe" when used sarcastically indicates certainty, or at least it does when I used it. I apologize for the miscommunication. Oh but again, you don't give a fuck!

>>19589562
I was there when I was a kid, but always talked myself out of it and would never do that to my loved ones at the moment.
Now I have a paradox where I can never do it again so I am forced to live with what I am given and occasionally granted.
Seeing your own dead eyes, it's an abstract thought for most, but our fathers carry our burdens.

>>19589562
I've died once before but I am alive in the same life again, apparently I'm still dead though? Help me. Apparently I'm a vital piece in the game but is that true or am I just furthering the negative by remaining alive?

>>19589576

>so I am forced

You haven't learned to appreciate it?

I suppose it's hard to when you haven't forgiven yourself.

>>19589577

>or am I just furthering the negative by remaining alive?

The fact you're willing to ask that question, means no, you aren't.

>>19589576
>>19589577
If I understood your beliefs as well as you do mine I could do the same to you, as could anyone else. Remember that, and I hope you know complete isolation outside of your antagonistic relationships because of it. And as a simple suggestion, also go set yourself on fucking fire. So many people would be most gratified.

>>19589593
How do I meet with like minded people?

>>19589597
K thanks

>>19589598
Kill yourself! They're waiting for you on the other side!
Lol, you're being disingenuous. I admit I was too, it's okay. But you're a terrible person for playing on the desperation of others.

>>19589587
I didn't for a very long time. I essentially cursed myself due to the horror of the situation. Then, slowly I began to take control of it. I found myself in a time and place (all to my "own" doing) where I could release the curse of mine and his.
My life hasn't changed that much wince then, but my clarity has continued without the resenting attachments to peers I had before, well at least to a degree.
>One of the most beautiful moments of my life was setting him to the earth, and I will remember that till the day I die.

>>19589598

First step is not being afraid of yourself. Second step is not being afraid of finding them.

The like-minded people you're speaking of, generally hide in plain sight. Long story short: you'll find them in the most unlikely places, if you allow yourself to.

>>19589616
>well at least to a degree
Lol a-fucking-men

>>19589616

>I didn't for a very long time

You still haven't forgiven yourself, though. Not completely. You're definitely getting there, though.

>>19589627
Thanks, I try.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EIFlhzdILMc

>>19589632

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3QSDh9Vf-Y

((They)) are trying to make me gay lol what ? I'm tired of the assaults, how to free others and defend myself?>>19589632

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This thread is stupid

>>19589611
Without being a cunt, what is on the other side? Repetition?

>>19589649
>Without being a cunt
Way too late for that. A few years too late, I think. And you refuse to even acknowledge it!

What up, faggots. I'm looking for the memes, I mean humans

>>19589649

>Repetition?

I like to think of it as cycle. Repitition just doesn't give it the full scale.

>>19589636
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gZa4yre0uEk

>>19589643
Then don't be gay if you don't wish to be. I'm heterosexual myself and I'll admit it's an uphill push, but you will find meaningful experiences if you actively seeking them out, as fleeting and (in retrospect) mundane as they may be.

>>19589655
Oh fuck

>>19589655
I can turn it around then? I can stop that all from happening right? But how can by still sticking to the truth? They try change me but I'll not be altered though in truth I suppose I have been?

>>19589655
Or rather one of them or stupid larp?

>>19589683
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tW8FKkVnqng

>>19589691
So you're the outcome of a different possibility?
Me or him? Me being J

"All I want is to control someone"
I have never been anything but honest. You've have always been the opposite, except then. You have no idea how deep my hatred for you runs. You think you hate me? You don't know how much I hate you. You are lucky that I am trying to indoctrinate myself with pacifist ideologies that preach detachment. It is very, very hard to detach from my abject hatred for you.

>>19589691
Does it have to be a battle ? I am so tired of it. Also lol LCD

>>19589696
I'm no psychic, I can just read mindsets.

>>19587032
5? why 5

>>19589706
I was the one that wanted peace first , you'd do well to remember , but you had to work for them

>>19589706

>You have no idea how deep my hatred for you runs.

As I said, unleash every single ounce you have ever held. I will embrace it.

There is nothing you can bring me that I have not already been exposed to.

Nothing.

>>19589707
Well if that's the case.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=t0y9dlvt6Xc
>Pardon the ad, I hate that when I'm in that "state" too.

>>19589715
No you weren't. You were deceiving me from day one. That was your whole thing.

>>19589720
I know I am only in the early stages, well at least I think so, why must the talk never be in straight answers? Can it be changed ? How do I reach "IT" again ? That must be the answer

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>>19587032

What the fuck is going on in here?

Get it together, boys.

>>19589728

Nobody can tell you, that's something that must be found yourself.

What brings you epiphany, will not be the same for another. Your path is your own. Fear it at your own peril.

>>19589728
>LOL look I remember someone complaining about something at some previous date! isn't that funny? LOLOLOL XD!?!?! Guise??? Guise...?

>>19589723
I thought I was J , how do I let him ... me go?

>>19589728
Well shit, it's not like I know a straight answer myself. Every answer you get leads to two more questions. All I can say is just live, and maybe make jumps on events and thing you want to be present for.

>>19589736
HAHAH YEss.. quite... here is a cryptic reply... hmmmmm

The realitys are dividing now please help, fuck the game let's work together , always work together , unity right? That's what you always wanted ... I'm so sorry, why is it his body?

>>19589736
Alright dude, someone has obviously hurt you. Is everything okay? I'm here for you

>>19589749

>why is it his body?

Because he surrendered himself.

>>19589749
>His body
Who's body?

Also, Glitch, remember to keep a cool head when absorbing as much as you are right now. I understand.

>>19589759
How does it end? How can we go back to our own body's ? Suicide?

>>19589765
Don't be a pussy, death is not something you should control.
>Try growing a garden in your backyard

>>19589764
I feel I should not say names , How do I give J back his body, how does R go back to his body? It's all so confusing

>>19589772
Who is R?

>>19589755
Thanks for the concern, man. No, everything is not okay. And this person continues to hurt me despite how much they initially hurt me, and despite their initial victory and my defeated retreat from it, and I don't understand why, and they won't even attempt to explain why, and they won't open any kind of discussion so that we can understand each other better. And this is how it always has been.
No, it is not an okay situation.

>>19589765

>How does it end

Long story short, it doesn't. It just changes.

Learn from consequence.

>>19589780
Learn from coincidence

>>19589778
Ryan? I'm sorry for what I've done even though I don't know how I did it

>>19589790

>coincidence

Coincidence is just consequence with a lack of perspective.

>>19589792
Trippy shit anon.
You have my attention.

Who owns the vessel though? Who runs it? Thinks in it? >>19589802

>>19589800
Touché

>>19589805
What is the left and right? Is it him and me? Which is josh?

>>19589771
Don't be a pussy and hang myself ? Will it be over? Will it be fixed?

>>19589805
Haven't gotten a clue, I'm a god damn sponge.

>>19589816
Ah fuck right of course , you should know if this is My head or his ?

>>19589814
Probably not. From my experience in the matter it only compounds the damnation and passes it off to someone else.

>>19589821
Please tell me everything you know. PLEASE

>>19589820

>you should know if this is My head or his

Fusions don't work like that.

I don't know the bargain you struck.

>>19589814
Just have fun, and if you can't then start wedging in a way to. It take courage, but if you have the capability then just go out and enjoy yourself.
My ethos is: Dance like nobody is watching.

>>19589828
Help me , it seems like hell. And who ever is in this body hates the fact that he might of trapped someone , damned someone , I'm so sorry

>>19589829
I never meant to strike any bargain , with any people. I'm so sorry.

>>19589828
Well, you can never guess what will happen the moments after you pass yourself. Who first walks in through that door, those who it has to be told to, those who have to carry the touch you once held. It happens, and to do that is a passive way of exiting your character from a game that is actually larger than your knowing.

>>19589835

>it seems like hell.

Because you're making it that way.

Move forward or dwell, it is your choice. But it does not stop.

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>>19589828

>>19589839

Sometimes you just need to make your shit sandwich into lemonade. And realize that no matter how bad you think you have it, it does get worse.

The fall is infinite or instantaneous (depending on your perspective), appreciate what you have while you're able to. Do what you can to make it better.

>>19589839
The only bargain you have is with yourself

>>19589829
Please explain to me more about fusions

>>19589851
This

Who surrendered?

>>19589855
So you struck a bargain with me?
>You did call me out, bro.
First time that happened on 4chan... But I did leave a hint to my name in my first namefag post.

>>19589855

>Please explain to me more about fusions

Nah, /x/philes already run enough with succubus'. Rather not open that box of self-created schizo on this place.

>>19589863

The original vessel.

>>19589870
Who's dat?
Do you know they surrendered?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=th370QmFtk8

Do we both get a ride? What's the right course of action? How do I make it right for both parties? We we ever get along ?

>>19589881
Josh would be the original I'd think seeing as how it's our body, would our and we be the right course?

>>19589881

>Do you know they surrendered?

It's the only way fusion works. I've never seen someone so distraught over it that they blocked it out, though. As that sort of defeats the entire purpose.

>>19589885
Who's Ryan to you?

>>19589882

>Do we both get a ride

Judging by your confusion, yes.

>What's the right course of action?

FORWARD

>How do I make it right for both parties?

Realize your actions have consequence beyond yourself, and truly appreciate that. Make it better, not just for yourself.

>We we ever get along ?

Can't know that.

>>19589894
What, of Singularity?
I just think we have a better possibility of full individual creative expression. Why fuse when we have a universe within ourselves?
>For a duality?
Already got that son.

>>19589885

>would our and we be the right course?

Better than compartmentalizing into separate identities, that's for sure. All that'll do is lead you to a padded room.

>>19589915

>Why fuse when we have a universe within ourselves?

Desire is a helluva drug (whether it's for "connection" or knowledge)

>>19589920
Patience is a virtue

>>19589924

>Patience is a virtue

The ones I've known who went through it, did it because they thought they were "missing" something that the other had. The paradoxical irony is, they end up missing what they didn't have, because at least that was theirs.

>>19589894
No denial anymore , I just don't want to fuck dudes haha , i don't think either of us does but still , if this is our sandbox how do we truly control it?

>>19587150
this
/thread

>>19589928
Are you guys us? As in the same J and R not as in 'we're all the sameness person living seperate experiences'

>>19589924
Are you J or R? How can you be speaking to your 'other half' if your fused?

>>19589935
Like I asked you, who is Ryan to you?

>>19589942
Say my last name, do it.
>Middle for super bonus points.

>>19589935

>Are you guys us?

No, I've just met a lot of lost souls.

Like, a lot.

>>19589972
Lost and proud of it.

>>19589982

Just make sure to appreciate where you are. Stay mindful, and you will find anything you seek.

>>19589991

Though what you find, you may not expect; and what you expect, may have been wrong the whole time. But that's half the fun of living, innit?

I was fully there. If you all are for real, then you'll know me from about a week before Thanksgiving last year. How do I get back to where I was?

>>19589961
Bong lord? He was my best mate for a time, fed me a shit load of bongs , though I could never out cone him, then a whole load of psychic shit happened , telepathy , energy manipulation, some crazy shit , then it sorta became a feud but He always fought as if it was war, I wanted to be in the same side though, I wanted to free everyone. Then it became devil vs God apparently , which was Js fault I guess, I still wanted peace , I wanted peace and unity and refused to attack though I suppose I may have just been weak, I wanted to teach and learn not fight. He was a friend until war , then I challenged him to gods power, hoping that I would be protected because you needed to be a man of love, light and peace to wield it , to be worthy, but god is not as righteous as I thought I guess

>>19589991
>>19589994
And that's the double truth, ruth.

>>19589967
It may not be safe too, apparently you're still feuding, while we want to make peace

>>19589972
How to be not lost lol, what plane do we live in?

>>19590007

>How to be not lost lol

First you need to work on finding yourself, rather than simply trying to control yourself.

>>19590012
How do ?

>>19589999
I've gone through similar trials with my friends as well, although they are still here and I am grateful. Now, I'm a loosh magnet for all I know, more of an awareness of it rather than it being a new situation. I've always lived the life I know of, but "Ryan"s are usually a funny bunch.

I don't know enough about my experience to understand it. While it was happening, I think I understood what my name is, but I'm a little bit afraid of what I "saw." Am I under-standing my what it represents?

>>19590026
Do

Are you retarded, or are you joking?

>>19590051
Both

>>19590051
Why?

>>19590113
Not?

>>19590118
Name?

>>19590118
Is there a reckoning? The end times?

>>19590121
Who?

>>19590130
Can't say my Anon, could be this very moment, never or always.

>>19587039

Why is the symbol for a succubus so similar to gravitational Lagrange points

How win?

>>19587032
How can I be sure that you are a real human? Actually, how can you be sure that you a real human?

>>19587099
summoning a succubus means summoning a jewish woman.

>>19589076
tip

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>>19587032
Don't you see?

If you ask the holograms, you'll just get a hologram *answer*... look deeper.

>>19591347
Dat pic

>>19587032
I'm sure schizposting on /x/ will help.

>>19587032
IM NUMBER 1 !!!!