Starting when i was to young to remember i had a demon come to me and tell me about my mother and father arguing(they almost killed eachother and divorced) and he would look like a 2d picture on the wall
then when i was 10
for the first time in years it came back and said my name
to which i responded"no"
and it got up from behind a chair in my room(it looks like stolas)
i ran out and ran around in circels in front of my moms door screaming
she comforted me and i went back to bed
when i was 14 i got internet access did research and made a ouija board
i did a ritual and heard wind rushing around me in my closed room
No answer on the board.
weeks after that poltergeist stuff happened
one night i hear a raspy womans voice and something puts its arm around and i just scream"dont turn around in my head" (she was behind me) and pass out...looking back whenever i hear her its something good(like forced sleep)
i keep hearing things and seeing shadow people out of the corner of my eye for months and it eventually luls to just every once in a while... around 16 i lose friends and hit a depressive episode that lasted 3 years...
it never once occurred to me it might be the demon but now its completely obvious where it came from...
this year(im 19) there has been some poltergeist activity when i think of it and i still fall into depression but i understand im under attack now and that lets me avoid falling as badly as the first time
>>19569083
some typos but its readable
my first real post in awhile
>>19569083
What did it look like.
>>19569124
an owl with long legs and a crown
i never saw the woman
>>19569083
i forgot to mention i saw the stolas one next to my bed in february and just ignored it
>>19569139
What's stolas?
>>19569173
adorable
I've unironically been possessed for several years now. People avoid me, no one wants to be around because I drain the energy in the room. My eyes scare people. I have huge amounts of missing time. I cannot control myself especially when I drink. I get premonitions because they tell me things. My dreams are never good. I have beat the shit out of dudes way bigger than me and not remembered any of it. They tell me where to go through vague feelings and prodding. I cannot enter a church with immense physical discomfort, and sometimes I feel them crawling around inside my body.
Don't do ritual magick, kids.
>>19570349
Im starting to get that
>>19570349
Do you think you'd sooner die than be able to have an exorcism at this point? Sounds past the point of not return almost
>>19570850
*no return
>>19570349
I'm probably unironically possessed but it's working for me so idc
>>19570349
Tell that to all the clueless retard Satanists out there.
>>19569083
Get a black tourmaline it might make you tired at Forest but you'll get used to it. It'll protect you
When I was 7 I had this presence in my room.
I could feel it moving around and touched my hair and cheeks through my headboard every night
>>19570850
In the past whenever I tried to escape "circumstances" always prevented it in some way. They can be very subtle in their way.
>>19571904
Dude you got molested seek therapy
I started studying about the 72 demons of solomon a few weeks ago for a story I'm writing, and since then I've felt pretty uneasy, as of I'm being watched. This is only compounded by an experience I had late one night; I was walking home from a friend's house, and I chose to take the alley since it's closer. As I turn the corner, I catch a glimpse of a shadow behind me, and my heart starts RACING. It was only for a split second, and it was very sparsely illuminated in that alley, but from what I could tell, it was a tall figure; it towered above me, though it may have also been the angle. I presume it was male, and it lurched when he walked, and seemed to have long arms extended towards me, trying to grab me. I couldn't see anything else, but if anyone could tell what demon it may have been from this, as vague as it is... I'd be really grateful...
>>19572105
Did it have a hat
>>19572126
No, I'm pretty sure he didn't
>>19571992
Is there anything you can do or are planning to do?
>>19570349
well i have a 16 year old ghost in my head im marrying her best friend
>>19570349
Sounds like me, but I invited the thing when I was a kid. It works out well for the most part, at least for me
is this the roleplay thread?