When i'm trying to show myself memories to allow myself permission to use abilities, on command. When it's not letting me just do around here to things or the place, teleport. Or my body. ( like i can move but i cant like pullback on my body with my mind and let go and just go flying forward out of my seat fling across the room). Can't seem to budge down past physical with my body to turn it into like a thought of body. All pretty simple stuff i'm trying maybe something plan for me will happen later?