What is happening to me /x/?

>>19547986
Do you smoke weed? Be honest. It's not what you think.

>>19547986
Sorry to break it to ya OP, but this might be it.
>Do hold in mind, it's very common and understanding hypomania might actually work to your benefit if properly managed.

http://www.webmd.com/depression/guide/bipolar-disorder-manic-depression

OP here, afterward that moment also very weird dreams.

2 times I had a dream about a weird ‘city spaceship’

And I had another dream where I was in a high building in NY and a stone giant roamed trough the city and smashed all the buildings

I told a friend about the giant dream and he showed me a pic of an album, It was the same! But cant remember the name.

>>19547994
I smoked from 16yo to 18yo stopped when getting depressed.

>>19548019
Been to an psychologist, nothing wrong. But got diagnosed with hsp, and did an IQ test that happened to be 135.

Nothing else

>>19548039
Well in that case, maybe it was just a natural progression for you. Good to see you found the spark again. Most lose it and never have it return in full

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>>19548020
Op, learn to paint or draw. Get some exercise in every other day. Meditate 20min a day. Don't leave your computer or phone on near you when you sleep bruh

>>19548039
I was gonna say the weed may be a reason for your depression but if you've totally stopped then obviously not.

As for your epiphany... just sounds like you got your mojo back dude. It's normal to become interested in more mature subjects (like astronomy, history etc) when you hit your 20's.

>>19547994
Not OP, but had similar breakdowns along my life, suddenly 3 years ago i started to meditate. Now i do yoga, run, weed, LSD.

The point is, it's not more easy... in fact it so damn hard the day a day but now i can feel and see....

>>19547986
The brain continues to develop until around 25-26.

>>19547986
I am developing schizophrenic symptoms. I wish I could be who I used to be. I'm just scared all the time now.

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>>19547986
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkhyiZYcmZ8

Take the leap since you got so much closer. Thats a good thing to see you stop being depressed. I've been there and was close to what you have experienced.

>>19548019
>it has a name, so it isn't supernatural

Can rational-materialistic people just die already?

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>>19548875