while I was on mushrooms yesterday I remember at one point while i was tripping, i felt like i was trapped in a cell. Whatever i was communicating with wouldn't show its face, but i did feel hate and disgust for whatever it was. I remember challenging it and after i did that, it took all my concentration to not get lost. i was forgetting right and wrong, who my family was, etc. i remember it telling me that i was supposed to walk a line and i cannot cross it. i had this feeling like i was about to shatter glass when it said that to me. but just as the glass was about to shatter, my phone rang and brought me back to the present. the call was from my mom but nobody answered when i picked up. after the phone call, i felt this intense feeling of fear and the need for me to get home as soon as possible. what do you guys think about this? anyone have a similar experience?
I had a case of excited delirium from lsd.
It started with me and my lizard chilling, i was tripping balls. Started feeling bad for him, so i put him away.
Hour or ten minutes later, couldent tell i decided i needed to sleep. Upon waking up in a weird position, i thought, if i sleep now i am going to die. I bursted awake and started acting out thoughts. there was no cut off and no real difference in thoughts and action at that point. It got bad really fast, all i wanted to do was listen to this song called shlava, but my icons were flying across the room.
at this point everything was red green and blue, and my entire room and houseplants plants were literally flopping around like everything had come alive. All i could hear was the sound of a motercycle just non stop continuously going like it was going off into the distance, but it would never stop. I got a call from my friend and i told him i was on lsd, At this point. I was scared of the phone. this was way to intense, i gave my family my phone saying, idk what i did with it i think i did something wrong.
I stayed in my room, but comming to a moment of silence and realization.
i walked out into the living room, completely wet feeling, and i asked, DID I FUCKING COME BACK?
Everybody knew i was gone by this point. But it literaly felt like i had broke out of some bullshit illusion. I came to a reality of realizing we were just as if sims, having no free will. Being everso concerned if we can actualy go out and get things we want. I went insane that day. i knew something was going on, something was a setup. Something was happening and i was a step away from seeing it, But every time i would get close to realizing what it was i got visions of men in black type figures, and a phone for some reason. I actualy got a free trip to a hospital! But by that time i was watching the entire event transpire though 3rd person view. I went unconcious in the ambulance after i realized that I had really fucked up.
drug free now.