Have you ever had a major spiritual awakening on acid ir other drugs?

>>19514071
Yea, total ego loss. Experienced Brahman and felt the total bliss and love and connected to everything. Everything was pouring out of this sphere emanating light and love, I felt like it was god. And it's consciousness was the source my consciousness. It was more real than this. Probably the most positive and powerful thing to affect my life.

>>19514071
psychedelics just made me realize very clearly how my mind affects how i see the world and how my mind operates on all levels

it also made me realize that ive always had synesthesia, and how self destructive my internal thoughts are

its made it much easier to start reconnecting with the rest of the world

Yes at a Rainbow gathering they gave me acid and at the drum circle we all felt that we were possessed by the gods but I was gods tounge and voice and I spoke of the earth being tired of our shit and that in return she was going to turn on us every year since natural disasters have gotten worse so

>>19514071
>total ego loss

This is when you know someone is bullshitting.

Ego loss, even a minor loss, is counterproductive spiritually.

A big ego is the sign of a strong mind and when you meditate you strenghten your mind.

By deliberately weakening yourself you regress spiritually, not progress.

>>19514094
>consciousness was the source of your consciousness
Yep. That's the real deal.

>>19514297
It's not ego loss but projected ego loss. Egos can become sick and detrimental. The you who you think you are is not the real you. The best thing you can do is forget all the shit you know so you can start seeing things as they really are. Not lizards and alien shit, but how things work without preconceptions.

>>19514320
>Egos can become sick and detrimental

Nothing wrong with the ego, just spiritual lies to send people to hell.

>I felt love!
A lie, people don't have the power to feel when they are being loved, they can merely think they are loved, love can't be felt, but experienced.

>I was connected to everything

You don't want to be connected to anything that isn't god himself, whom will take great care not to be connected to the people of earth or to earth itself, as it is corrupted.

>It was more real than reality

Typical lie, when we hear about things like the illusion of maya or the construct of the demiurge, upon telling a lie we feel compelled to tell the lie that it was very real, but that is not how it feel, rather everything arround you feels fake.

When you experience God, you feel god within, you don't feel love because as I said, love can't be felt, you may feel other attributes of god however, like his supreme intellect, as you will get temporarily a share of it (small minuscule ridiculous share that will make you think it is the ultimate).

t. Person who actually experienced samadhi

>>19514361
yeah this, when on peak drugs i just woke up as from a dream all of a sudden and i could see clearly how all reality is is a pointless experiment and how I, and anyone else really, really have real power to do whatever they want if we are brave and engage our wills

>>19514361
>>19514368
>my subjective experience must be the absolute truth!
You're conclusions are subject to the same pitfalls as anyone else's, so shut the fuck up

>>19514071
yes

>>19514417
nothing triggers the brainlet harder than the truth lmao
"your" happy to believe "you're" own truth haha but of course deep down you know you don't know shit

>>19514417
Nigger in spirit angry that his lies are being told apart.

>>19514345
Believing the ego can't be defective leads me to believe you are absolutely bullshitting. When the ego first forms, the initial impressions after that form the foundation for that ego. It's why smaller nerds who compare themselves to others around them almost always become a beta herd animals. While other bigger humans become alpha herd animals. Rarely, like Jesus and Bhudda. They form ego's around their own individuality. It was formed properly for clarity.

>>19514458
The ego is your I, if you deny yourself you deny your existence and weaken yourself spiritually, you can correct your ego to disembowel it of its weaknesses, but dealing away with the ego is mental illness.

>>19514071
Yeah, I was able to completely drop my ego. I then had time to reform it and evaluate all the levels it had developed over years of life. I'm much more confident than I used to be since I was the only person actually shitting on me.

>>19514459
The brain functions without the ego. That's what a young child is. It's developing then. After you become self aware the ego is formed. Getting rid of it is just reprogramming. It will inevitably form again as the biocomputer(you) need an easy way to evaluate and respond to a situation. The ego is kind of like a U.I for the brain.

>>19514465
>doesn't remember being a small child
>makes shit up instead
Whatever helps you cope, man

I felt extremely content with my life and got a strong wish to move back to the countryside where i grew up and could be by myself and feel home again.

Once i did shrooms with a buddy in their parents house out in the middle of the woods surrounded by mountains and one road with one neighbor 100m away and then nothing. We scared ourselves with tales of witches and demons living in the woods. It was incredibly unnerving but in a fun way. What was less fun was when we joked about a painting of him and his brother as kids was possesed, it felt too real.

>>19514600
Memories and the ego are two different things. They physically are different things.

>>19514465
>That's what a young child is.

Erasing your ego is regressing back to childhood. Nobody who speaks about dissoluting the ego has actually done it, they merely roleplay, if you dissolve your ego you go back to childhood causing mental damage aswell as spiritual regression.

When we are children we are the first unwritten page of a book, we are at point zero, we are the smallest and most nothing we will ever be. Dissolving your ego is aking to taking away all the pages from a book (that will not get more pages, you have your time on earth) and pretending to start all over, moreover you will not have the smarts to do it all because if you dissolve your ego you become a literal retard.

People who spew these falsehoods claim we are children of god and it is unfit to try and become something more than children. This is false.

A parent wishes his children to grow up strong and healthy, not to become babbies midlife.

So we have to develop a strong ego and never succumb to the worship these faggots want, since they come from hell.

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>>19514071
Ya man. Marijuana. Enlightening and strange. 421 blz it.

>>19514071
The thing about most people's accounts of shit like this is that it always comes to an end. Mine didn't end the next day or even the next month

>>19514641
Mine didn't either.
First off it was unlike everybody else's accound and second it didn't end, it went on to the people of the world trying every trick to send me to hell.
We live surrounded by demons, that's why there are so many false spiritual "truths". Like that faggy ego teachings or the alleged goodness of loving the people arround you, as if they were deserving of love.

Then you learn a thing or two about them and you'd be loving demons. You hate the people of the world, not love them.

It's akin to having a ladder to reach the top of a wall. The drugs aren't the purpose of taking the drugs just like someone doesn't climb a ladder for the sake of climbing a ladder. The ladder is simply something that can help get you where you want to go spiritually. If your mind and heart are in the right place, the goal is enlightenment. The drugs cannot magically pick you up and put you at the top of the wall just like a ladder can't magically pick you up and put you at the top of a wall. The drugs can help clear your mind of certain things so that you can focus on what's important and help you realize certain things aren't important. Can you do it without drugs? Sure, but the mind is a funny thing and people are unable to let certain things go or are unable to change how they see their place in the world and drugs can help erase a lot of those self imposed blocks keeping someone from reaching the top of the wall.

Are drugs going to get you to the top and you'll find yourself enlightened solely because of the drugs? No. You're the one that has to take the steps. You're the one that has to want to take the steps. And you're the one that dictates your direction up or down the ladder. The drugs simply help you achieve your spiritual goals.

If all you want to do is get fucked up, then with most drugs that's all that's going to happen. If you deeply feel you want to use the drugs as a more or less religious sacrament, your mind and spirit will accept the help.

Sometimes, if taken in the right dose, a drug like a strong hallucinogen will shake you to your core no matter what you want and you'll decide that your path has been wrong and you'll do a total reassessment of where you're going and why. It's still you that needs to walk that different direction.

But even still, if you only want to use drugs recreationally then you'll get nothing out of them and you'll actually likely regress spiritually. It really is about context.

>>19514071
I definitely wasn't on drugs, but I experienced entering a state of higher thinking for a few moments one time. It was like being in a plain of pure knowledge. Only managed to glance one thing: a holy embrace

On a lethal ammount of dry mushrooms I realised we were all one. Not that hippy bullshit but we are all the same clump of cells just subjected to different stimuli both pre and post natal. Products of our environment, friends.

Also all material possesions here are merely superficial and the more you have, the less someone else has. Superficial to you, life and death for others.

Like i said earlier though, lethal dose, 8 grams. I took 3 showers, didnt dry myself off and scooby doo saved my life.

DMT gave me my memories back.
At least most of them.

And not everyone is ready to reach the top of the wall, drugs or not. Some people are spiritual toddlers and you wouldn't/shouldn't give a toddler a ladder and say "here, go have fun." They'd hurt themselves or someone else.

In my opinion all drugs should be legal within a religious context and bona fide spiritual leaders should be able to prescribe drugs the same as a doctor. There's this long standing idea in most western societies that drugs only legitimately serve to heal the physical body and spiritual bodies are completely neglected. God did put certain substances on this world for us to use. The various DMTs, psylocin, mescaline, THC, nicotine, caffeine, coca, opium, and even alcohol can all serve as medicine for the soul the same way tylenol, oxycontin, or even viagra can help your physical body. But just like these types of drugs that help your physical body, the spiritual medicines need to be taken correctly and for the right reasons to really help. Otherwise it's just drug abuse.

>>19514771
Maybe some people just wanna get high. All you fucking tryhards try to rush to the end of life. Eventually, you get their anyways. It's mathematic probability. Infinite Universe, Infinite probability.

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>>19514071
I did acid when I was younger (too much in hindsight or maybe not) and ending up running around the streets of my home town half naked, predicting police dogs were behind every corner and seeing swastikas imprinted into everything. I started to think about the meaning of life but it was more of a preprogrammed though pattern which made me come to the realisation that life is a mistake, I automatically went to jump off a bridge knowing this truth, but was got stopped by the police. One of the officers looked like a family member and the other had a big nose, they had me in handcuffs (which felt like my wrists were pouring blood) I kept calling him "officer big nose" and trying to spit on him (he didn't react I thought he wasn't real so I was trying to get a response) next thing I remember I was in a ambulance and everything started to become brilliant white light and Ganesh (pic related) appeared she look at me with kind, but judging eyes and I felt huge waves of pure relief and ecstasy rush over me, then I died.

I woke up in a hospital bed with the acid pumped out of me everything normal? Stole a top, jumped a taxi and went home.

Next day a police man turned up at my door and I tried denying I had been out but I forgot to take the plaster off my arm from the drip lol, didn't get in trouble.

Worst and best night of my life.

>>19514459
You know nothing, lol.
Not going to disprove you, though.

>>19514796
Couple of other things. The paramedics looked like family members also and I felt guilty but like a kid guilty if you know what I mean, when I was peaking in the ambulance I felt I was being judged for everything in my life, I felt bare like a child before a court, but I also knew I was forgiven which is nice? Literally addled my brain so I cant tell if this is truth or just drugs.

>>19514796
>Ganesh (pic related) appeared she look at me with kind, but judging eyes and I felt huge waves of pure relief and ecstasy rush over me
So you woke up with a wet peepee?

>>19514818
Nash it was just forgiveness rather that pleasure, hard to describe

>>19514662
I disagree. That's a subjective experience. You just attract demons or demonic intentions.
There are those who notice the opposite and feel everybody is sent or placed to lead them to heaven.

I also disagree on false truths, everything is a truth or inversely for somebody who places too much importance on the negative end, everything is false. For the most part, we're in the middle of this, some things being true while others remain "obviously false". I'm not saying my truth is absolute either although maybe I sound like it, it's just what I've noticed regarding so much material out there. They aren't bullshitting at all, but they aren't exactly the one way either, there may be even no one way at all! I wouldn't call them false, however. In any sense of the word, it drags this whole movement of advanced will, enlightening and awakening down. It confuses people and makes them too suspicious to actually sit down and practice one thing to it's completion before they move to the next. It even makes others not try at all because it's all foolishness to them if there isn't a concensus.

I was once in a dysphoria and everything became chaos, nothing made sense, nothing worked, everything I tried failed - you could call it hell and I believe that that's what hell truly may possibly be; the situation just getting worse and worse to the point that there is no escape. At that point, if any of you get to it, I suggest to stick to a truth of any teaching and hold onto it until you get out.

Hell is in death, but hell can start in life and that's when chaos begins in the same way Heaven can be found in death, but there's Heaven on Earth as well. For the most part, however, the majority is in the middle of these two ends.

>>19514958
Truth it's luxury of the superficials.

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>>19514071
Nitrous, LSD and Memantine will show you the veil and maybe even the key to open the back door. Seeing behind it is not recommended though. We're just a novelty item for higher beings.

Feelings, sensations that you thought was dead
No squealing, rememberthat it's all in your head~

>>19514071
No, but I had a psychotic break on lsd

>>19514071
The strongest LSD was found in ancient india and iran. It was known as Soma in sanskrit and Homa in iran and Afghanistan.

>>19514958
Ok fucker.

1. My prayer gets answered.
2. My magic works.
3. Therefore my belief is correct.

>>19514297
Not really. Samadhi is pretty important on the spiritual path. It's just that it's really difficult to actually achieve thru drugs alone and most people claiming to have experienced ego death solely from drugs cannot be trusted to make such an assessment unless they have experienced it without drugs, in order to have a baseline of comparison.

>>19514427
Dude quit LARPing as a yogi. It's a bad look because it's highly unbelievable

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>>19514071
Yes 500 ug lsd met aliens giant fractal Scorpion speaking arabic sounding dialect but i could understand. It showing me complex geometry in space Maki me realize it was me all along like at a point i saw my life yet to come and the past in infinite diff ways i wrote trip report lemme see if i have it on phone

I was salty and skeptic when it came to religion, then I had a super intense experience while smoking a fuck ton of weed. I was getting mild hallucinations and so I started meditating. Closed my eyes, and focused on how high I was feeling. Started seeing bright lights and weird colors, then a blue woman came down and 'spoke' with me. Couldn't tell you what she said but I understood perfectly at the time. Came to some time later with a profound feeling I'd just experienced something meaningful and enlightening. I can only explain it as opening me up to religion as a force for good, even if it didn't convert me to one way of thinking or anything. Now I go to lots of different religion events, from meditation sessions at a temple to volunteering with christian youth events. It changed me in a dramatic way and I'm not sure why.

Also it's kind of embarasing but when I regained proper conciousness, it turns out I'd came in my pants while experiencing it. Pretty weird night.

>>19515415
>v& by Sophia
Lucky bastard

>>19514071
I've had times where afterwards I feel as if I had shifted my timelines somehow.

>>19515415
It never ceases to amaze me how many people change their entire way of thinking because of having been really stoned or having had a hallucination. I guess a lot of people are very easily persuaded?

>>19515420
Straight over my head anon. Who's Sophia?

>>19515438
I've been way more inebriated and hallucinated far worse than this though, and that never effected me. Always been able to rationalize it; 'It's just a hallucination'. This was different and I can't really explain why as I don't understand it myself.

>>19515373
Samadhi isn't ego death, it is union with God.

>>19515363
I disagreed, but it's not the same as saying your belief is incorrect.

>>19515479
Sophia, if I'm correct, is like basically the divine feminine. Wisdom. She's very prevalent in Gnosis and from what I gather, is subdued by the Demiurge or rather false god. Satan..? Something alone those lines. My possibly incorrect answer will get some other to correct me maybe and further inform you.

Also, about the weed; it's true that you can hallucinate off it? I've only ever bothered smoking half a blunt or so and gaining realizations, but I didn't know major hallucinations were an actual thing. Some girl told me about that as well. I looked it up online and many said otherwise, that it wasn't really possible, but I'd much rather believe that it is possible.

>>19515499
>>19515522
>>19515544

Triple dubs, get chekt

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>>19515544
>Is subdued by the Demiurge
Wat

>>19514071
Posts like these sadden me because to achieve spiritual enlightenment is to reject emotions and mind altering chemicals in favor of logic and understanding.

>>19515569
Same endgame.
Different paths.

>>19514361
You're hilarious. You haven't experienced it, it must be lies. Nothing described isn't already deeply rooted in other beliefs. Lol, "look at me i know everything I totally experienced samadhi." What a typical lie

>>19515569
>spiritual
>logic
Pick one

>>19515611
The Kyballion.
Read it.

>>19515569
Then reject your sadness and realize realize spiritual liberation isn't so black and white

>>19515378
Caring about how you look lol n1 brainlet or if others believe you

>>19514297
Woah, do you know what you're saying?

>>19514094
I've seen the sphere too.

>>19514094
>>19517740
My whole life since seeing that sphere has been an attempt to get back to it. :(

hanz https://discord.gg/t2ABd5Q

You don't want to lose your ego. It's there for a reason. To protect you from the harsh realities of life. Natural selection is real and you're going to need all the help you can get. Ego is like +100 defense stats.

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>>19514796
>I woke up in a hospital bed with the acid pumped out of me

4chan is acid

>>19517811
what if you browse 4chan while on acid?

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>>19514071

>>19517812

Complete mental implosion.

>>19517748
I know dude it's that awesome. I can't believe someone tried to say it was lies. Yes you can dig deep and feel your own source. You can let go completely and become one with everything. You can worship Christ and get the feeling of being born again. Spirituality is awesome. I've followed many paths. Many religions, ideas, and beliefs all have a piece of the puzzle.

I had one on weed.

3 times.


Ask me anything, I got some of my questions answered when it happened.

>>19514094
So how does one achieve this? Or more importantly how did you do it?

>>19514071

I once smoked some weed I believe may have been spiked, possibly with DMT, it had a few orange star shaped crystals pressed into it on further inspection.

The experience was strange, at first I heard a ringing like strong tinitus, then I felt like I was being sucked deeper into my head.... visually it was some what like that space2001 scene where he ascends but in the opposite direction, as if lights where coming from my peripheral vision toward the focus point, it looked a lot like being dragged backwards through a tunnel.

I heard a voice but saw nothing beyond geometric shapes I'd later find out to be known to others as metatrons cube/indra's net. The voice asked me "do you want to receive my gift". I was not prepared, and terror took hold, the entity found this to be entertaining and laughed, I can't say that it was a sinister entity, to it I must have seemed pretty hilarious. It would be like when you watch a friend of yours fuck themselves up, you still love the friend but you laugh all the same. That having been said it could have been an evil force I am not sure.

Does any of this sound familiar, can anyone elaborate further?

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>>19515544
Definitely possible to trip off of weed. It usually takes a high dosage and or a lowered tolerance. I've smoked everyday for the last 3 Years or so but on 4/20 this year I smoked a big 7g Joint between 3 people.. and maybe 20 min after finishing I was seeing a blobby, cartoonish mass of what I could only describe as a wall of demons or spirits. Imagine the pic related but with melted demons from doom.
This was overlayed my vision for half an hour while I was hyperventilating laying down on a couch. I've taken 7g's of shrooms but I've never seen anything like that. Felt real, less a hallucination and more of a hidden image that suddenly came into focus.

>>19514071
Fasted that day. Meditated. Took the substance. Lay down, closed my eyes, and waited.

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>>19517929
This is hard for me to answer but nothing really. You see before that moment I had a previous trip with my first epiphany and as simple as it sounds I realized I was an asshole. In fact I felt so bad of some of things I had done I made a conscious decision to stop making anyone's life worse on them

Fast forward to my next trip. I'll tell you the conditions but I'm not sure if they actually mattered. I was alone. I took one hit of lsd. I believe it was just a one hundred microgram hit. I smoked a couple bowls. I also ate quite a bit of Kratom.

I was on the tail end of tripping, at the time I had to go out to my vehicle to smoke weed. I remember my heart being completely being open to god, but all I saw was logical fallacies in his existence. Total ignorance in retrospect.

Idk why but I decided to turn the music off, put the bowl down, and close my eyes and simply exist. No thoughts, just simply being. I had arm resting on the seat and suddenly I felt my hand stretch out. This caused me to open my eyes be like what the hell happened to my hand. I look at my shoulder. It's dematerializing and going into the air. I had never heard an audible hallucination before but suddenly I heard bow, bow, bow.

I didn't wanna bow but gave in and my legs physically split apart as I was sitting in my truck I suppose it was the only way to bow. Suddenly my head got that feeling like when your trying to make blood rush to it. Everything in my vision melted away like someone burning a film strip. And all that was left was my consciousness and the ability to think. The sphere was emanating so much love and light that it was pure energy. I don't mean love like an emotion. I mean so much love that you can see it.

I attempted to get there maybe the next 7 to 10 trips and couldn't. the experience sent me down a spiritual journey that had many ups and downs but I can say I came out stronger with deep inner peace and happiness

I had a really bad experience which really changed me... at first it was cool. When I started to feel it, I was a little nauseous but ignored it, I went outside and laid on the grass and looked up at the stars which were criss crossing across one another all into one single point. This was the only visual I saw, then I it was like my hearing amplified x10 I could hear neighbors 5 houses down both ways all at once this freaked me out so I hopped in my jacuzzi with my clothes on. And then after I got out I could not feel my body at all, like my mind was just floating... and that went on for the rest of the night. Never again Anon, one thing that stuck out though was how attuned I was to my friend like our trips were synchronized.

>>19514297
>claims the ego is good
>proceeds to shit on everyone else demonstrating the toxicity of ego
>Mfw
This fucking thread

>>19517932
>I've taken 7g's of shrooms

In my experience, it wasn't until I went through my psychedelics phase that I then became able to trip on weed alone

>>19519544
>mfw
>no pic to be related to
You are supposed to post an image to go along with that, retard.

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I had a very good trip on weed. Listen to some funeral doom.
My skin melted and swashed in the sheets of my bed. It felled actually really warm and comfy.

Since then, I'm actually not afraid of dying. Because I think I had a glimpse of how It must feel to be dead for the rest of time until heat death of the universe. Now, I hope to avoid being buried in the ground. I want to be rotting under a tree or on moss, facing the sky and having a breeze dandle my bones.