dammit why did I have to exist
>>19470298
To ask this question.
>>19470305
that's an awfully high stakes question
do you not enjoy living in a body? having a means of communication?
>>19470316
No, its terrifying honestly.
>>19470316
it's pretty confusing. but usually I just sedate myself to hell. also distraction helps
>>19470298
literally to suffer but also to use the suffering for something hopefully positive.
Me too OP
just remember how bad things can really get and be thankful you aren't there, at least. Or think of a time you were at your lowest and be glad it is over. It works for me.
Go watch some shows about 3rd world slums or ebola virus or something, that should cheer you up.
>>19470298
me too
>>19470475
This is also good as anon said. At least you can fap yourself to sleep.
>>19470475
>How bad things can get
Well I guess I'll find out living in the midst of the apocalypse and all. And then eternal hellfire or whatever. Yep, good thing I exist to experience all that.
>>19470298
To experience a new form of suffering each day
>>19470334
Why though?
>>19470712
I'm not saying it's good to exist.
I'm saying you already exist and theres nothing you can do about that so make the best of it.
Just think, you could have been born in North Korea, that has to be at least one tiny spark of hope.
>>19470905
I exist and therefore I am vulnerable
>>19470298
Because your dad got horny one night
>>19471060
Vulnerable to what? Nonexistence?
>>19471060
watch neon genesis evangelion and realize you're not alone
Captcha: Treetops ADAM
>>19471074
No you turkey, whatever designs the infinite recursion of archons and subarchons have in mind for me. How many fucking layers of simulation must we be drowning in here?
>>19471081
like 5 or 6 my dude
>>19470298
you had no choice
>>19470298
Vent thread.
I woke up last night to me having pissed all over my shower, with the doors closed(my bathroom is connected to my bedroom with open doors).
I didn't understand a single bit of it, HOW could I possibly willingly piss all over the place?
I cleaned it up the moment I had awoken from this ordeal, put my victimised towels, bathroom carpet thingies, and my bathrobe into the washer, and then showered and went to sleep.
When I woke up I looked it up and
It turns out that well.
I sleepwalk because I drink too much, and peeing in unusual places is not uncommon.
I have now disavowed buying alcohol in large quantities or certain strengths, and am from now on only allowed to buy specialty beers in low quantaties (2 max) from time to time.
I'm going to miss it but the trade off isn't worth it.
>mfw I woke up
Fml.
>>19471081
Okay well it's completely out of your reach, then. That's like being afraid the Earth could be hit by a rogue planet. It could happen with very little warning; but until it does it's a waste of time to get upset over it