Suicide, near death experiences and the astral plane

Give an ayahuasca ceremony a try if you truly believe you want to die. It may even change your mind. It did for me. I can truly see how it is considered medicinal. They say it portals you to another dimension.

>>19412198
Bad news friend, if you kill yourself you just start over. Might as well finish the mission you're here for.

>>19412235
Nietzsche said that, anyways there's no free will, ill end doing what ill do. It's the scariest universe you can think, the one that keeps repeating itself over and over again for infinity. I hope it's not like that... Circular timelines are scary.

>>19412213
How is the average person supposed to do that? You can't exactly order it online.

One of my teachers told me his story
>Be my Oil Painting teacher
>Do a lot of sculptures and paintings
>In the process us a lot of poisonous and toxic chemicals
>Eventually get sick
>You cant even breathe and you have blood poisoning
>Go to Hospital
>One day you cant breathe anymore
>Doctors try to help but fail
>Darkness
>Pure absolute darkness
>Floating silently
>You forget about your sickness and the last few days
>You forget about your wife, your kids, your job
>You forget your name, your age, your parents
>Just floating
>Your body slowly fades
>Like erasing a drawing, he said
>Now just consciousness
>Absolute, glorious peace
>Then all of the sudden lights, screams, faces
>He started thinking: No, NO, NO, leave me alone i dont wanna go back i want to stay
>All of the sudden he had a body and memories and wife and kids and a job
>He said he cant wait for next time