MKULTRA

I ended having to go to court, I was shitting myself. My lawyer, I got for free and he was the top one in my country. I can't say which country because I don't want them tracing this back to me. I think he was a mason, but he was a nice
guy. Got me out of it, at the end of the trial he shook my hand. I didn't even need to say anything in the trial. Literally lasted for two minutes. He said something to the judge but I can't remember what and he smiled at me and told me I was
good to go. This is irrelevant but it's vital I think to understand what is happening to me.
I think I am protected by this "organisation" that the nice woman said she was part of. I done some digging. She recommended me a book on the subject of pharms causing these weird behaviours. The name "Deadly Medicines and Organised Crime: How Big Pharma has Corrupted Healthcare" By Peter C. Gotzsche. Here's a video by him; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dozpAshvtsA [Embed]
I believe the organistion she worked for was https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cochrane_(organisation)

Anyway these weird behaviours started after I went on SSRIs. I started having flashbacks of disturbing memories I never even thought about in my life. It messed me up good. I started hearing voices straight after taking them.
I believe they are really mind control drugs or rather drugs that induce behaviours to subjects the government deems "a risk". To send them insane and discredit their activities so they can then do their trials on them.

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suffer from terrible nightmares and night terrors. Sleep paralysis. The dreams are always about being chased by entities, or being abducted. In the name of Jesus Christ I tell you this without deception that I have saw what I think
is UFOs or military experiments, classified jets and such. One night I saw a glowing white streak in the sky above me that flew past extremely fast. Another time I saw what looked like a meteor but much bigger that flew down from the sky and impacted the earth.
I live beside a mountain that is rather secluded and a military base is nearby. I spoke about these sightings to my psychiatrist and she told me I was having delusions and diagnosed me with schizophrenia.
I know I am not crazy, these behaviours only started happening after taking their drugs. I am a test subject. Laugh all you want but it's true.

I get a weird sensation when I stargaze. I spend a lot of my time smoking cigerattes out my back and stargazing. I see patterns connecting them. I also have permanent severe floaters in my vision. (pic related) I get them all the time.
There is always fuzziness and little floating dots in my vision. Streaks of colour too and when I blink I get a glimpse of what I think is a false memory.
The stars give me a calling and I get the belief that they guide me in life. I believe they are angels, I speak to God a lot and meditate with him and pray out my back during a starry night.
I feel so at home and at peace during this time. And I get all these answers to life given to me. It's enlightening but scary.

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Just tonight I saw a black helicopter hovering near the mountain where the military base is and I had a panic attack. (my captcha was also a black helicopter)
I sometimes feel extrememly rational and clear minded and start to really delve into subjects I find interesting (with no hallucinations) and other times I feel really low and experience severe hallucinations and bizarre thought patterns.
Other times I get really energetic out of the blue and feel like I want to fight and rise up and defeat tyranny. Then there is a spiritual mode I slip into where it feels like I am disconnected from my body and having an OBE. My mind literally feels detached
from my body and it feels like I am exploring the cosmos.

Do not take anti-depressants bros. There are certain people with a certain blood type that they induce bizarre behaviours to; I was told this by the policewoman.
I don't know if it's all just a trick to get me to kill myself because in the past I wrote several articles debunking that Kony scandal and I was writing articles on Israel's crimes. I think this is why I am targetted.

What is happening to me? I'm not LARPing. I am genuinely scared and considering suicide. I have attempted suicde 4 times and been admitted into mental hospitals 4 times. I was in for four months before.
During that particular stay they done some weird fucking tests on me. I don't know what they were but I believe it is some MK Ultra shit. As I experienced false memories after undergoing them and then started seeing
the tree of life in the centre of my vision and also the saturn cube. Everytime I close my eyes I get weird hallucinations. I see the devil sometimes laughing at me and other times text appearing saying "we've got you".

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Can anyone empathize with me here? My conclusion is that there are several organisations doing tests on me. One that is trying to save me; the one I talked about and the other an alphabet agency. I think this is why I got the lawyer for free
and got out of my trial scot free; because they need to continue the tests. I sometimes get electric shocks in my body and weird spasms. I am very healthy and I suffered from a seizure a few months ago out of the blue. I don't take drugs.
There was no explanation for the seizure, even the doctors didn't know. I sometimes wonder if they were trying to kill me or just testing a new weapon.
I am vulnerable subject because I have suffered a lot of trauma in my life. I feel like I have brain damage of some sort as my memory has gone to shit and sometimes when I thinking abotu something and go to write it down it completely slips from
my memory. A lot of knowledge I have looked into has mysteriously disappeared. I do not take drugs except anti-psychotics.

Just now I went for a smoke and stargazed and a word popped into my mind; "butterfly" a voice told me it. The Monarch Programme involved a butterfly and somehow I feel it's connected. I am now hallucinating and seeing streaks of colour in my vision,
sparks of light.

Anyone else struggling with similar experiences?

>>19394491
You ain't the only one dude, listen to the album exhorder- slaughtered of the vatican, don't kill yourself cuz they know your soul its pure and know what you go thru "next thing you know they'll take my thoughts away" -holy wars, keep praying bro BTW have you ever seen an ads in the tely about stuff you need in your house or flat?

https://youtu.be/OMOGaugKpzs

You posted this on /pol/

If this is real it's probably doing it as why would someone be tested on if they aren't obsolete in the public light? Admit it, most people using this website is cancerous

>>19394500
I've had similar dreams recently; they seem to be reocurring but change a little bit each time. It's always me looking out the window of my bedroom at strange things in the sky. Most of the time I see groups of alien spacecraft flying around (which is fun desu) tho recently I had the same dream and this time all I saw was a bright meteor-looking fireball streaking through the sky, I haven't had that dream again since.

I do have several other reocurring dreams tho. In one of them I feel like I'm getting glimpses of very old, ruined places, with technology that I couldn't begin to understand. In other dreams I'm on a spaceship, although the details of those are way more fuzzy.

I understand your struggle with antidepressants, I want to get off of mine. I don't have as severe side-effects, but I have had a few strangely violent breakdowns which ended up with me hurting myself (it was either me or someone else desu). I still don't understand what caused that.

You could be larping but I feel inclined to believe you, I feel like a lot of people have been experiencing really weird shit lately so I wouldn't be even be surprised if you are telling the truth. So, just stay strong, you're not alone in this. Don't let the "powers that be" lead you astray, however hard they will try.

>>19394985
>bright meteor-looking fireball streaking through the sky, I haven't had that dream again since.
I saw this in person. Please believe me.
We are being transmitted events from the future into our memory via military-grade weapons. WE are a testing ground for this, it's why the whole mandela effect thing is creeping up right now. Our memories are being tampered with en-masse with these weapons.

Good luck brother.

>>19395456
I know those dreams are important, the ones that keep coming back are usually the ones I should pay the most attention to. I've been feeling like a BIG change is coming for a while, but for the past year it's felt much more urgent. I know I'm not the only person that feels it.

>>19394772
kek

>started seeing the tree of life in the centre of my vision
You... You saw Yggdrasil?

>>19396834
I think he would be talking about the Kabbalistic one.

>>19396974
Yeah