>tried making a love story through online tarot cards
>use my characters that ive had in a story I made for years
>break-up/divorce whatever
>actually felt heartache for 2 months up until now
>kept generating tarot cards
>kept asking whether they still love each other
>always pull out card about trying to forget for the guy and loneliness for the girl
>pull out card again
>decent cards appeared
>Female: nine of Swords
>feelings for him Nine of cups
>Male: 5 of wands reversed
>feelings for her: Ten of cups
>bring them back together
>kept on drawing cards out of the blue about their feelings for each other
>negative cards
>asked if they like any of their other friends
>nope
>cont.
>>19329724
>asked about myself
>how they see me as: page of wands reversed
>her feelings for me: King of cups reversed
>his feelings for me: Six of cups
>two of swords keep appearing
>so fucking tired
>sleep
>>19329731
>night
>ask card if boy was having an affair
>devil card appeared
>asked about his love interest
>what he see her as: page of wands reversed
>asked ig he still love his ORIGINAL love interest: eight of wands reversed
>fuck this shit, this fictional bullcrap is hindering my life for too long
>made heroine kill herself
>draw card
>six of wands meaning victory
it was close to making a tulpa so ive actually felt she felt
gonna mourn like crazy now, I fucking hate everything and I want to scream then die after.
>>19329733
Sorry man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqDbgnboSjY
>>19331584
no
>>19331606
thanks,my chest still feels heavy when I think about it
I love the music tho.
can someone explain to me wtf op is saying. I don't know shit about cups of dicks or whatever
>>19333509
OP has some elaborate play going on in her head.
She uses tarot cards to decide the fate of her characters (not a bad technique - some writers use it..PKD used the iching to write man in the high castle).
Tarot cards make her characters break up, get back together, and then the man manipulates the woman into suicide. You can get more insight by knowing the tarot cards, but who really cares? Basically this was an obnoxious thread and no one should care about it
I know what you're going through
I cried when my first pet cat in runescape died
then I sold those cunts for death runes
>>19333535
That's actually pretty bad ass.. Thanks bro.
>>19329724
/thread