Cursed or just stupid

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>couple of days ago, had to write an essay on the occult and ended up using an image from the exorcist movie
>whenever i would look at it, it felt as though it was looking right through me, slightly unnerving
> saw an article on it claiming that people associated to the movie either directly or directly faced some sort of tragedy
>didn't think much of it
>three days ago, I became really depressed over nothing, started to feel like life wasn't worth living
>no real reason to feel that way, rarely ever depressed
>felt like the bad energy was permeating my life and those around me
>started to fall out of love with s.o who is the greatest, most kindest human being i know
>he tells me he 'misses me' sitting across from me, to which i reply that i'm right here
>two days ago, boyfriend was ambushed while returning home, he nearly died, was m.i.a for nearly 6 hours
>the image of that possessed girl kept flashing through my mind
>started to recite a prayer from the bottom of my heart, realized that boyfriend was my one true love and how strange it was that my whole personality turned evil for no apparent reason
>while praying for him, i felt a tap on the earring he gave me, assuring me he was well
>the depression, the evil disposition felt like a blur
was i really cursed or was it a coincidence?