So everytime i go to sleep after heavy PC usage, even when the light is on, i fall into a state where my body is relaxed and im 75% awake. I feel like i am moving my Body parts, but on tape i can see i am not moving them at all.
1-2 Minutes after laying down i suddenly get an full blown errection, and i feel something touching "it". I give a command and it happens (im just not gonna go deeper into that, i belive you get what i mean) It just feels so real. I even came twice, yet i didnt REALLY come.
Is this the definition of a succubus? Or what the hell is happening?
I just had this experience again. Went back to the PC, errection went down without problem, now writing this thread.
I belive in god, and i pray from time to time, increased after this happend.
If there is no logical explanation of this feeling and - this is purely theory now - lets say this is a ""demon"" - could god theoretically be testing me to NOT do this?
Because i did it like 4 times now, and it feels extremly good, jacking off cant even compare.
>>19230175
>tfw my succi stoped visiting me
It's a succubus. Lucky son of a bitch.
>>19230198
Y thats great but basically if i do this shit more often, im going to hell, yes?
>>19230201
No, you're not going to hell, unless you do something really bad, like rape or murder someone. Just enjoy it.
>>19230202
But what is the Point of it visiting me?
I know i sound like a freaking LARPer now, but im actually serious here.
Isnt the Job of demons like draging souls into hell?
>>19230207
Yea that's the thought control version.
>>19230175
It's none of that. Your brain is over stimulated from the light from your monitor. Stop using your computer 45mins to an hour before bed. Not every experience is supernatural.
>>19230224
You know, i would actually prefer that.
(Because that also means i could do it again without having to fear stuff like hell <: )
is there some book or site where i can read about this stuff? (overstimulated brain)
>>19230235
There is no such thing as hell. It's from a poem called the divine comedy, that was retrofitted into Catholic dogma a few hundred years later.
The very concept of hell is retarded. It doesn't make a soul develop and really just sounds like the inside of a black hole. Or giving your power to a demon king of a god. Like God.
>>19230201
Did you summon her, or are you just being assaulted?
>>19230651
nope just started happening
"assaulted" makes it sound bad, its pretty awesome