Vampyrism

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Does anyone else here experiments with predadotory spiritual pratices? Share your experiences.

English is not my native language, so sorry for any awkward grammar.

It's been a month since I've got into it. So there is this guy who lives nextdoor and we take the same bus to go to work; save for some greetings, we've never really talked much. What made me choose him as the victim was that he is always drinking or eating something at the bus stop, and never cares to get his butt up and properly dispose of the wrappings -- instead he leaves it at the seat or just throws it on the floor. Some of you may think that this is a stupid reason, but people who don't care for the environment really get on my nerves.

What I have been doing is a daily before-sleep meditation where I visualize myself leaving my body and holding a kitchen knife (one that I actually own), and going to his place while he is asleep. There I stand still for a few minutes until I can clearly picture his solar plexus chakra; then spend a few more minutes visualizing his chakra now turning into a crimsom blood-like color. When its done, I proceed to stab his abdomen in the frenziest manner I can, while seeing all the blood being drained into the knife. When its finished, the only thing that remains in the bed a red human-like figure stain.

For the purpose of avoiding contamination with his energies, I later put the knife on a clay doll and let it rest there until the next day. When I come back home, I offer the doll to the spirits that live in the thicket behind my apartment complex.

Since I've started doing this, I've noticed that the guy is skipping his job way more frequently, and his appearance worsened a lot. Today it's the second day in a row that I don't see him at the bus stop. If he doesn't show up tomorrow, maybe I'll consider knocking on his door to see if he is alright.