The deity

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I have a problem with a deity that guides my life. Part of its story is that i'm supposed to be crazy so i create random art with blots of ink like an ink blot test. I use my fingers and smear the paint around randomly and it creates faces which are related to things i see during the day.
Go to facebook and watch the painting video

Christopher.berrington.73

If you watch the video you'll notice its totally random and i added in my thoughts right after msking it

Thought = thawt = Thoth

And i speak about ugly people ruining others lives for some reason i am trying to understand

Anyway look at this pic closely at the top where the 3 people shaped sections are

The left is like me in a ball cap and the middle is like a probocis monkey which is rated as an ugly creature for some reason

I used to use the name orobos online and i'm C of the family

If you shift the letters of probocis a few times it cisprobos and then remove the line from the p snd it is
C is orobos

The being with me is taking things i think and perceive and when i make random art it incorporates them a part of it

Its pissing me off because the garbage life where i am are so putrid i dont want them a part of my existence

How do i talk to this being and learn what itcwants and why it wont leave me alone

Slso, as an experiment i want a few people to draw faces and post them here and i'll make a random art snd see if your art shows up in mine