How do I embrace my shadow self? Is it even such a thing? Has

>>19208396
If you are shy and introverted your shadow self would be the opposite and so on, it's nice to be your own Mr Hyde.

Until the cops arrive.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5CKceVju94

>>19208396

Read Carl Jung.

Man And His Symbols
Modern Man In Search Of A Soul
The Red Book

If it is something one can do, I highly doubt it's something you would want to do/wouldn't severely regret.

I know, not the answer you're looking for, but just being honest

I'm bipolar used to have paranoia and depression, it took my family 8 years and 7 shrinks to stabilize me. Now I live abroad alone and have a fairly payed job.
Used to hurt my self hitting the floor and bruising me, had energy up the ass and was basically a Orochi version of myself. I can go back to be a maniac but I could wander forever in the streets or die. So AMA I don't mind.
Ny paranoia bloomed around in my 20th birthday . I'm 29 today

>>19208763
How does it feel to be bipolar?

>>19208396

>Agrippa's Three Books of Occult Philosophy
>Book of Abramelin (Dehn translation)

K&C of the HGA will get you what you want.

>>19208396
No, and you won't awaken to a persona, you will just feel like you wasted time because you won't change, just kys

>>19208396
Your shadow is the things you'd like doing, but choose not to do. To embrace your shadow, either choose to do them, or else wither the joy you'd take in them so they no longer stand between you and your shadow.

Stop listening to "46 & 2" by Tool, that's a great start