On my first day of kindergarten, i remember feeling this sensation. Cant really describe it, all i can tell you is it felt fantastic and went throughout my entire body. Something beyond happiness, this felt way more than anything like that. I happen to remember everything that happened after that kinda vividly. I remember me screaming at the bus driver to stop because i couldn't get my seat belt on (he didn't stop) and later everybody on that bus saying "beep beep beep" whenever we went in reverse at one point (something, something, we picked up a girl who lived in a long driveway).
What exactly did i feel? Why do i remember the events after it vivdly but have no idea what happened before it?
you're gay anon, you just didnt know it
>>19124160
You were molested and anally raped by your teacher. You being such a faggot you loved it and it felt very good. You just repressed the memory.
>>19124160
Ignore the shit heads, I actually have an answer.
In third grade I was waiting for my math tutor to pull me out of class, and I remember the weirdest moment of my life.
As I sat there, I remember blinking, and all the light and colors went batshit, like in Dredd an the junkies were on the drug. I looked at my hands, thinking "Im alive. I'm a person, alive and able to make or break things."
I remember sitting there dazed, half high and completely aware of *everything and everyone* around me. I could feel the shockwaves of sound before they happened, the light was extra bright and like I was viewing things through a prism.
It was awakening, of "Self" and the awareness of being. Being alive, being present, of being part of the cosmos.
>>19124422
I'm sorry to tell you buddy, but you were also molested.
>>19124450
I think you're the one who got molested so you shitpost hoping someone will ask about it.
>>19124803
Shhh, its ok. He can't hurt you anymore.