Sometimes I feel perfectly normal and relaxed but there are moments where I enter a kind of primal frenzy where I become overly obsessed with trivial things, crazy about morbid events, and overly hateful of everything for no reason. I start to become extremely afraid of the dark sometimes during this frenzy and could swear I hear my name being called or yelling in the distance. Do any of you feel in this specific way sometimes? Please share some of your experiences in this frenzy.
I get angry sometimes but it passes quickly so I can't say I know what you mean. Is there anything that triggers it or how does it come up?
>>19111964
mostly at around night is when this feeling hits i guess, it lasts for about two hours. Does your frustrations come from something life related or just out of the blue?
>>19111975
I feel as if I have a lot of pent up energy that I must release that leads me to performing ritualistic behavior that I really enjoy. But it's not really a frenzy it's more controlled. I don't know the reason anyway maybe because I lfeelove the feeling of freedom maybe it's similar with you I don't really know
>>19112016
I see how performing ritualistic behavior could help with built up stress and frustration, do you perform some kind of hobby or strange behavior to calm yourself?
>>19111953
this you?
>>19112053
Strange behavior. Praising Satan, pacing fast, writhing around, tracing a cross with my finger, walk very fast in one direction for a second, holding up a dagger to the ceiling, just doing anything really that feels good to me. What happens is I run out of energy and am able to calm down after releasing it
>>19111953
You have anxiety. You're describing anxiety attacks.