>About 7 months ago I started suffering from clinical depression
>Long story short my depression soon manifested into an imaginary annoyance,
>So I came to ask /x/ What is your imaginary companion?
Mine looks like this
His name is deadbeat
>>19096349
He looks like sad muppet.
>>19096365
He bugs me constantly to kill myself when the opportunity is there.
thats the worst tulpa ive ever seen
>>19096419
>9
Well this thing isn't real though
It's all in my head
OP, you've created an egregore/Tulpa without realizing it or intending it.
>>19096419
I mean what does your tulpa look like?
Fred. He's cool.
>>19096484
kek,
>I wish mine wasn't such an asshole
Here's mine. He keeps telling me to drink more and worship Satanas. He calls himself the Time Master because he has a watch.
>>19096377
:( tell him to stfu and leave you alone
>>19096509
told him yesterday night,
wouldn't leave me alone about overdosing on sleeping pills
>>19096499
that sounds like quit the annoyance OP
>>19096542
yeah
>>19096515
I have a voice in my head that keeps telling me to take my pants off... O wait, that's my gay bff LOL
Giving a face to ones inner darkness and insecurities seems really autistic but its actually a great way to control how they manifest in conscious life
>>19096568
yeah well...
that's why I'm on here
He just keeps annoying me whether it be at night or daytime
It's a hallucination my doctor says
>>19096576
yeah, /x/ is pretty fucking awesome.
>>19096468
shes a shapeshifter - takes any form i tell her to.
top that.
>>19096579
Maybe your deadbeat muppet guy needs stuff? Like some books? Ice cream? A nap? A gf?
>>19096377
OP that's not good, you need to see someone about that asap if you know what's good for you.
>>19096588
deadbeat muppet guy also looks kinda.. muscle-y. No benis. womp womp :(
My Tulpa is like those small Angels/Devils on your shoulder.
But he looks like a black Kermit the Frog with a Big white X over his face and red eyes.
I kinda "feel" the weight when he appears
>>19096599
Man it's nice to have people you can autisticaly relate to
>>19096579
Then treat it like one.
Every moment you don't kill yourself it loses. Every time you succeed it suffers. Relish in torturing your demons. Humilate and disparage them with your progress. Imagine this fucker in despair every time you win. Then you have control
>>19096610
Yeah! what this guy said.
But not only does it try to torture me with suicidal tendencies.
It also has homicidal tendencies
good thing I can't really commit any of those solids
>>19096590
I've already gotten help
it's just taking some time
>>19096635
you're a tough cookie baby. Give you a kiss <3
>>19096638
I'm just little boy anon
>>19096624
Whenever he urges you to kill yourself, you should simply respond "no u" and put on your best trollface.png. Just shitpost him into oblivion.
>>19096662
Thank you OP
>>19096666
That's the spirit, your quads only weaken him more.
>>19096669
Thanks but I think therapy and medicine can fix it
>>19096669
and autism
can't forget the autism
>>19096377
Well, have you tried? It might make him go away
>>19096349
>Create a Tulpa to fight schizo delusions
>Get spirit guardian to fight schizo delusions
Use your mental illness to fight your mental illness.
ive been being followed constantly by some kind of evil spirit
the thing is it seems to be working for me rather than against me, actually bringing me things i want and defending me. i even found out (dont ask how) that it can stop bullets from hitting me.
i got myself arrested until i can figure out whats going on so i dont hurt anyone on accident.
my stupid grandfather or whatever is on his way to help but i dont know what he thinks he can do
>>19099290
Ohh that's good
>>19099290
is that a lil john reference?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sblR0eIRW-I
>>19096349
I got a couple hundred and they want me dead or depressed,but I always ahead of their plans
>>19099236
>create a tulpa to fight schizo delusions
Don't create a living being just to fight your craziness, that's called being a selfish dicksnarfer.
>>19096599
>and I just don't know how to deal with it.
Eris is always with me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBZAqI8lNYo