Ok so all I want is some peace. Just a few hours. I want a method I can use to escape this plane, just for a while, I want to experience something more. Anything.
>>19040701
>>19042086
This is the most autistic thing I've ever seen on this board, next to Kyle Suckdick Lesbian Withers' ugly fat face.
>>19042287
>>19042086
what does that autistic shit even mean
>>19040701
thats called life crisis. Get a new job / get a gf / get away
>>19042086
Terrible handwriting, are you 10?
>>19042086
You know, there's a reason mages in history don't share their personal drawings and writings all the time.
>>19040701
I would like you to sit comfortably and begin to breath at a slow, comfortable pace. Put your hands in the prayer position (palms touching) and apply decent force. (You can do the same exercise by flexing your toes and then releasing the tension; hands are easier for some. Either way, there should be tension)
While you breath, do EVERYTHING you can to put your focus on your hands. Focus = our senses. What do your hands feel like? How warm or cold? How much pressure? Can you hear the friction? Close your eyes - what do your hands look like? Are they your hands, or two shiny weights pushing each other? Magnets?
Now, keeping your eyes closed, release all the tension in your hands (or feet). Imagine two magnets losing their charge. Imagine knots being unwound. Feel all the tension release from these parts of your body, and on EVERY little feeling that it brings.
If your mind wanders, let it. Do not be hard on yourself, and do not let it wander to the past or future. Only what you are doing right now.
Drugs???
I'm gonna try and send you some bro.
plz feel better
Take LSD.
>>19042548
What exactly are you trying to teach there?