What did happen to my senses?

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What did happen to my senses? 2017-05-09 04:48:00 Post No. 18989437
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What did happen to my senses? Anonymous 2017-05-09 04:48:00 Post No. 18989437 [Report]

Kind of story time /X

>Be me back in 2011
>fiancee broke up with me, she and I always had a complicated relationship
>I felt devastated for several months
>no aim, no clear pathway... was living life in auto mode
>pain every day, every second
>pain defined my life, basically
>start going to local church in Boston area
>start praying, become devoted, keep attending mass
>one fine day I wake up and everything is shiny, gorgeous, beautiful
>bright sunny skies, freezing temperatures
>idgaf everything looked beautiful to me
>start paying attention to objects near me...
>people, trees, buildings, anything I'd look at I would see geometrical shapes running through them. Lines, squares, triangles, rectangles.
>every single thing I looked at had these lines flowing through it
>I'm mesmerized by it and yet can't explain why I'm seeing it.
>keep seeing these objects for a couple of months. Sadness goes away, I dedicate my life to honing my mind, studying, school.
>fiancee and I get back together
>lines disappear
>back to where I was

What happened?

Anonymous 2017-05-09 04:50:15 Post No.18989448
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Anonymous 2017-05-09 04:50:15 Post No.18989448 [Report]

>>18989437
You almost woke up

Anonymous 2017-05-09 04:58:33 Post No.18989467
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Anonymous 2017-05-09 04:58:33 Post No.18989467 [Report]

>>18989448

could you please elaborate on this? What type of awakening was this? What would have been the consequences of remaining "wake' like that?

Anonymous 2017-05-09 06:46:31 Post No.18989885
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Anonymous 2017-05-09 06:46:31 Post No.18989885 [Report]

>>18989467
Not the guy who responded but this might help explain. Basically, when our physical bodies are weakened through stress, illness, substance abuse, etc. our more subtle aspects of being are felt. This gives one the feeling of having a spiritual awakening. The link explains better.

https://hermetic.com/stavish/essays/secret-fire

Anonymous 2017-05-09 06:54:37 Post No.18989931
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Anonymous 2017-05-09 06:54:37 Post No.18989931 [Report]

>>18989437
>fiancee and I get back together

Why?

Anonymous 2017-05-09 07:27:45 Post No.18990053
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Anonymous 2017-05-09 07:27:45 Post No.18990053 [Report]

>>18989437
>she and I always had a complicated relationship
>fiancee and I get back together
>lines disappear
>back to where I was

Run. It's not you, OP. Run and don't look back.

Anonymous 2017-05-09 10:56:00 Post No.18990892
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Anonymous 2017-05-09 10:56:00 Post No.18990892 [Report]

>>18990053

that relationship ended a while ago... I'm on my own again lol.

Anonymous 2017-05-09 10:57:01 Post No.18990898
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Anonymous 2017-05-09 10:57:01 Post No.18990898 [Report]

>>18989931

because I was an idiot and still believed in love.

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