Guys please help

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Only good vibes, yo.

You are showing series symptoms of a mental illness, go get the doc

>a whole bunch of batshit
Like what?

>>18946094
its a phase dude. welcome to new world order

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listen to Lilith. the others will only lie to you.

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>>18946124
reminds me of pic related

>>18946099
I've already scheduled an appointment, need em meds.

>>18946101
This is just an example, I don't really believe the shit in my head:

God is a dominant father, but he created the devil and suffering to teach us an important lesson about life and woman. (This is where MM and Lily come in) Lilith comes and fucks with me about everything when it comes to woman; How woman are powerful, how if I decided to be with woman (like her) I have to respect feminism and become submissive and bow down to the vulva. Then, Mother Mary swoops in and says that I can have any woman I want to and I can dominate or be equal ONLY if I go through her, which also means praising her and praising God.

It's something like that.

Then I notice weird coincidences, like certain episodes of TV shows are playing that day that relate to the topic of discussion, when my thoughts start to trail the wind starts to pickup as if God is resonating my thoughts and that even people start showing up in real when I go to places that match their archetypes; the Self-Righteous Patriarch, the Self-Righteous Virgin (Mother), the Enemy and the Whore.

Yet they always work in tangent with each other. Like God is Shepard and Satan is the Wolf.

On a side note, I also do this thing where I choose the second result of a situation, ex: second link on Google search result, second video on YouTube recommendations, second song on album on my phone, because "they" say it'll keep me "safe" and "on the path". I also get this sensation of having eyes stare at me WHEREVER I go.

Schizophrenia?

They are all testing you to see where you fall. Keep your intention positive for all beings, keep your heart open for love.

You need meds tho.

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>>18946142
Why would I need meds if they're real, m8?

>>18946124
is Lilith the earth goddess? or..

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>>18946115
Nice tin hat buddy

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>>18946153
Yeah, this ol cunt

Assuming that you aren't mentally ill or LARPing, the third path is where it's at. At least between Mary and Lilith it seems like the only desirable aspect would be something in between/gray area/ third path.

But, still see a doctor or stop larping

>>18946094
>I'm just schizophrenic, right?
Depends on if others hear it. I'd suggest getting checked out anyway though.

>>18946124
A reflection of the goddess per say.

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>>18946115

>>18946169
What's the third path?

Not that I really care, I just wanna know what you're babbling about.

>>18946157
thanks, i wear it with pride.

>>18946094
1.Get pencil/pen and paper.
2.Write everything down
3.Start cult based on Book of _______
4.?????
5.Profit

>>18946094
You're fine, but taking the hits for people who have much better possessions than you.

What you are experiencing is like-sense caused by machines distant hundreds of miles. This is a result of multiple groups trying to ensure access to eternal life technology (struggling) while one of these technologies results in forced muscle flexing by machines distant miles. Since there are ancient humans living today, later than birth thousands of years earlier than now, these technologies are sometimes used to ensure, "like memory" of events thousands years earlier than now. The benefit to the ancient is a forced inclusion to a group of humans not accessing eternal life technology by forced (computer simulations of electricity to cause flexing) reference to cultural history, or herstory. The humans who are now grouped with the ancient human in turn experience the program of forced reconciliation by use of technology that the ancient is experiencing. The humans now included of an ancient are experiencing that which is good as mission to include others of like kind, and complete strangers from other civilizations not accessing eternal life technology.

In that last paragraph, the word, "ancient human" can be replaced by, "breakaway civilization human" at each instance of, "ancient human".

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>>18946225

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>>18946094
Well I think you are ok. I think the real measure of how well you are is the question if you can function in society, like having a job, taking care of stuff etc. If you can then you are fine. Grab a pencil and note stuff. Remember to post something:)

>>18946293
Making Cordon Bleu rn from scratch, pretty sure I got my shit straight. Just a little fuzzy business.

Think objectively and trust no voice.
God and Satan are the same in that they are no single entity.
If it's wrong, cast it out.
If it's right, do as you will.
Find Saint Michael. He had time to give me, He will surely have time to give you.
He physically manifested for me.

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>>18946293

Better pic

I guess what I'm trying to say is that if I can cook, keep my things organized and work a job, which I have, I'm pretty ok.

I think it's mostly because of the amount of drugs I've done in HS i.e. pot, meth, pcp and cocaine. I also drink every now and often and I'm a little depressed since I grad HS.

>>18946169
What I call the third path is just the gray area. His shit seems awful black and white. It's not any esoteric babble, I'm just presenting the idea that he's allowed to be an actual human.

>>18946094
Claim no will but your own. Rebuke the spirit by the virtue of Will.

I don't have a dick

>>18946151
Because what's real to you might not be real to most. If you hear voices without any explainable source on the regular, you should seek help no matter what.

That being said, it is possible that you are pushing and testign yourself based on what you know/understand of the christian mythos. we all do this in some way or another, minus the religion element(sometimes with the religion element cranked up to 11 even) and it's totally normal..except for the voices. I used to hear voices, constantly taunting me and telling me to do the stupidest things sometimes and others giving me perspective I otherwise never would have met. I later came to find that a couple neighbors and their friends were fucking with me. Speaking into an oddly placed vent on the outside of my house when they thought I was home alone. I found out because on my way home form walking to the cornerstore(they saw my car but not my wifes and assumed I was home alone), I caught the fuckers in the act. My desert eagle made the voices go away, you could say. Before I caught them I seriously thought I was losing my mind. Like, imagine you're schitz or whatever and your voices tell you to clean behind your wife's ears and to remember to clip your toenails and to look at dog on dog porn. That shit was a trip and a half, mate. What was this thread about again? Oh yeah, go see a doc, doc. Or beat up your neighbors. One of those two is the answer to your problems.

>>18946508
I believe you, anon-kun, and I love you anyway desudesu.

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the only shielding that works is water
water over ur spine stomache neck temples and forehead

to block god: rubber helmet
to block emf: tinfoil your spine and head

>>18946901
>telling someone their schizophrenia induced voices are real in the current year

Fuck yourself, dude. You're only making life tougher than it is for people who already have a tough enough time without your bullshit.

>>18946094
OP do you have a small appleseed sized bump on your head? please respond.

>>18946161
I thought that was Ishtar.

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>>18946933
no fuck you
u dont know shit
they program us at night

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>>18947406
dont wake up too
its hell out there

unfortunately this is not the first earth, nor the real earth, nor the real year 2000
its a fucking trick :)

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>>18947410
voices not real? hah
you think those are thoughts ur having? no they are little people...

wait til you find out vaccines are little ufos.

>>18946094
I wish I could hear the voice of Lilis. My soul is dedicated to seek her out. I am in love.

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>>18946094
No troll. Sounds like a hallucination. Just sound, Op? Might be schizophrenia. From what I understand, it's a type of auditory hallucination.

>>18946136
"wierd coincidences"
yeah, you might be schizo. but /x/ has told me i'm schizo too, so take everything with a grain of salt

>>18947430
But they are usually full voices. Telling you things. It's pretty wild, seeing some of the simulations on YouTube.

There are some bizarre answers in ITT. I think with Meds you'll be alright. Intelligence is not your problem.

>>18947390
I think it's the same. The statue is the Sumarian/Akkadian goddess Ishtar, which is translated to Night Owl/Screetch Owl. Later the Bible recognized a female demon of the night or a Lilith, which is also translated to Night Owl or Night Woman.

Correct me if I'm wrong.

>>18946136
>weird coincidences
Definitely Schizophrenia. As you can see this thread is full of full-blown schizophrenics. Seek help to avoid becoming one of them.

>>18947417
>vaccines are little ufos
>>18947410
>>18947406
>bedspring antennas
>>18946901
>weird shit
>>18946309
>>18946225
>insanity
>>18946115
Wow, you really drew out the crazies, huh?

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>>18947494
I was hoping to get the ones calling me a schizo instead

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FOR ALL YOU TIN HEADS, here's an album you should listen at least so you can be logical about the way you think. Helped me out a little.

I know this is not /mu/ but I hate the idea of anybody suffering over this.

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLGNn-nvknOUzMt1utnuq_BDT3osXfeaiH

Keep your heads up

>>18946313
As long as you don't hurt anyone or yourself and can stay on top of everything while experiencing this who knows. Id write stuff down and try to find themes but if God is actually speaking to you with these other entities he wouldn't allow an evil entity to tell you to do anything out of his teachings.

Unless it's a test or something. Dude's weird like that sometines.

Not a psychologist, doctor or religious scholar so maybe youre schizophrenic.

Just be safe.

>>18947406
Tempur pedic salesman spotted

>>18947470
Nope, ishtar has equivalencies among Inana, Asteroth, Isis and others, but speaking about roots of mythologies, very little resemblance to Lilith.

>>18946094
go for it. Listen to them, I'm serious. it's probably your mind trying to tell you something.

>>18946124
You lie, it is Lucifer who brings the light

>>18946136
these entities work in tandem as do all things.

>>18946225
Go back to your roleplay thread tripfag
>>18942561

>>18946136

So a few months ago I had this revelation.

God is a father, fathers teach you traditionally about morality, integrity, self respect and strength.

Good fathers don't give their children everything they want because they will become spoiled brats.

>>18946161
8/10 would bang.

>>18947832
yeah but op didn't say Lucifer. Satan is different. even saying the general "God" refers to a mishmash of multiple ancient gods. that's why it has so many names in the bible, they didn't have the foresight to fuck with the translation ahead of time to avoid confusion.

>>18946508
pics or gtfo

>>18947552
word

>>18946151
because discernment is a valuable aspect of a responsible spiritual life, anon.

>>18946094
>There are voice in my house/room telling me they're God, Mother Mary, Satan and Lilith.

It's a mind parasite called archon.

>>18948212
Lucifer just means bringer of light or light bearer in Latin. Satan lost that job title. Keep up with the times, people.

>>18946097
this, dude.

the dark night of the soul could be a metamorphosis, but provide yourself some windows.
prayer. meditation. social interaction.
haven't laughed lately?
reduce to slapstick humor, start at level one.
haven't taken a deep breath lately?
try breathing into your toes.

soon your cocoon will be transparent.
as christ spoke of, a transparent world.
as neon genesis showed, one big blob of conscious jelly.

>>18946142
this as well dude.
start a reminder system.
during a dxm trip i found myself immersed in a state of metta, loving kindness, benevolence, wishing for the well being of all.
so now whenever I see orange I remind myself to wish everything well.

>>18946309
>>18946094
http://www.transcendencetoolbox.com/practical-tools/invocations/114-ros15-archangel-michaels-rosary-for-overcoming-a-spiritual-crisis

quietly reciting before bed as an act of diligence.
build your temple dude.
you posses the ability to negate all fear with a profound, loving calm. know this.

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>>18946094
Can you ask the satan ?

To come visit me, I've got a great offer he can't refuse !

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Praise the sun, faggot

>>18948411
How the fuck do you breathe into your toes ?

>>18948447
as you inhale, imagine yourself pulling back the flesh in your toes and filling the space with air.

>>18946094
>coming to /x/
>not going to hospital to seek mental health treatment

Found you're problem OP. You're stupid, and there's no fixin that.

>>18948487
what if /x just has a chatbot funded by the white pharms.
HOW ARE YOU BYPASSING OUR BELOVED PICTURE CLICKER TESTER?!

>>18948487
Look at the seventh reply faggot.