I trapped for awhile and this was the most degrading thing I

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I trapped for awhile and this was the most degrading thing I engaged in. But it was weird, some serious MKUltra shit ensued and my personality began to bifurcate. It was like I was now my own girlfriend (it probably didn't help that I never had the real thing and was attractive and made a convincing show of it). But then that personality turned into a total Jezebel. I'm talking Lady Macbeth shit and this personality (which I would interact with in the mirror) was suggesting terrible things like creating a cult among terrible sexual acts. I basically became possessed with the spirit of rebellion because I was no longer a well defined entity. There was now this counterpart "girlmode" that all the evil was stored in and it came pouring out. In the following days I tried various ridiculous schemes according to the instructions of my alter. It gladly never went anywhere except for that I regretfully stomped on a sparrow. Oh also, shoved some vegetables up my ass which I later allowed me and my family to eat. My point is to all you fags out there, do not trap because there's potentially some /x/ tier shit there you don't want to mess with.