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Ape, may I contact you? I have questions about a shadowy thing

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Ape, may I contact you? I have questions about a shadowy thing running about in my life since I was young, but it's slightly more personal information I'd not like to share on this board.
I'd also humbly request guidance in my pursuit of esoteric knowledge and power over my personal life, and communion with the essence of existence, as I am but a novice with only surface level studies of various magical systems and religions under my belt. I feel rather lost, unfocused and disconnected from the other side of the veil as of late, and I wish to ask the help of someone who's knowledge and experience I hold deep respect for.
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>>18942759
Fuck, you couldn't post this in the general?
If you feel lost, you shouldn't ask some random anon on the internet. For all your other questions a good week of lurking /omg/ should answer your questions.
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>>18942759

I'll do what I can if none of those occultists want to help. Send details to [email protected]
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>>18942759
Bump. Hope somebody who can helps you.
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>>18942765
I'm not asking for anons.
I'm looking for the Ape of Thoth
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>>18942774
Thank you. I'll give it some time and if I can't find him in another thread at some point, or he never sees this, I'll contact you.
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Jesus christ none of you can write, this shit that's supposed to be mysterious and esoteric is so obvious
>cook the offal
wtf! cooking meat, like maybe cooking a human meat! that is so fucking scary!!!
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>>18943316
So, maybe look in *his* thread, as the /omg/ is literally his thread, just fuckin go there and ask to talk to him, and when he finishes whatever fuck-around school or work or ritual he is handling, he will get to your questions.
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>>18943419
lolwat?

Offal is the butcher's waste product, so I'm pretty sure there are a lot more potential implications than your miniature imagination can conceive of.
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The Ape can commonly be found amongst /omg/,/sum/ and /div/, so look there if he doesn't see this.
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Do you mean the Ape Of Thoth Or Thoth in the pyramids in Egypt? And why would any of those mythical creatures would be on 4Chan...
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>>18943653
I hope this is intentionally retarded trolling.
>OP doesn't say Thoth anywhere
>Thoth is *not* in any of the pyramids
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>>18943455
Thanks!
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>>18942759
Why don't you try to find inner peace within yourself instead of trying to contact "the veil?", life isn't a damn science fiction novel.
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>>18942759
You were referenced in the new omg thread, and Ape told you to apply the the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram.

If you want to tell me any details about your experience, such as the environment, or any sensory cues; then I may be able to prescribe you a natural remedy.
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>>18947529
Hey can you help me? Ever since puberty i ve turned into a degenerate and started doing sinful shit. To start off i was born with some kind of mental retardation. As i got older it slowly went away but there is still a retard living in my brain.Before i reached puberty i was deathly afraid of the dark and after puberty hit i became a degenerate. Most of the memories of what I did in my degenerate state where wiped clean from my memory. Now I remember all the horrible shit I did and the evil that thoughts that forced me to commit these atrocities. I believe now that i can understand these emotions and thoughts they are not my own and something is mimicking my internal dialogue or voice in my head.Talking as if it where me forcing me to dirty my soul again. (Tldr: I believe I am possessed and wish to purify my mind of this sinful voices.) Today i masturbated to something I wish i did not and while i was in the act I wanted to throw up. I felt sick afterwards. My thoughts were conflicting and i tried to not masturbate to this vile porn. I believe this inner struggle caused my to get sick but i gave in. Help me anyone.
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>>18948067
It sounds like you have some strange entity that is attached. I had something similar happen to me for a while. What you should do is pray, sort of try to find the love in yourself. That voice isn't coming from you, its something else. My advice, is to starve it of what it is looking for. Don't beat yourself up when you slip up. Offer love, try to counter what it says with truth about god and love.

The the banishing ritual advice is really good. It can give you the energetic awareness to be able to stop feeding this thing energy. In my case, I finally encountered the entity in a dream. I tried the ritual, but in the end it was only looking for love. I ended up getting raped, yea it was pretty bad. But in the process my soul basically woke up to that Christ is about loving your enemies even in the face of defeat or worse. When I stopped fearing, and I let love rain, I was able to send enough energy into its decrepit etheric body for it to regain some sanity. It revealed that in past lives we had been enemies in the orion wars, I think the sex thing was about finding some common ground in live rather than needing to mutually destroy one another's genetic code through genocide.

When I started loving again, I regained the power of myself, and I was able to detach the mutual codependent relationship. Do to yourself, or others, what you would wish something to do to you. I think that might also mean you should give up expecting your sexual thoughts and feelings on people you don't have a relationship with. The internet is bad about disconnecting sexual, mental, and emotional energy. So, do you lust after women, man? This being could be targeting you using the exact thoughts and emotions that you are sending to others or into the ether.

This is a planet for learning and forgiving. Many beings here have deep karma from other places, so try to take it in stride that its something your soul came here to deal with one way or another.
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>>18948119
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lesser_banishing_ritual_of_the_pentagram This is the ritual right. So whenever I get the feeling it is thinking for me I accept it and say I love it even though it is trying to harm me. If i do this it will leave me alone or be at peace with me. I understand how im lusting over females and how that may be coming back at me but it is difficult to stop lusting. I think it is using my past traumas and insecurities against me when it thinks for me. Thank you for helping me. If there is more techniques please tell me so i can use them too all advice and help is greatly appreciated.
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>>18948067
Same user, now with tripcode.
CMIIAW= Correct me if I am wrong.

That sounds like your degeneracy might be prurient, CMIIAW.

I posit that your cognitive impairment might also tamper your visual memory, CMIIAW.

When you say there is a retard living in your brain, you mean that you have a tendency to regress, CMIIAW.

Did something happen to you towards the end of puberty?

What percentage of memories are wiped?

Do you think the evil generates intrusive thoughts, or that the intrusive thoughts are the evil entity itself?

Do you meditate for introspection about the emotions of an alien impulse?

Does the imperative direct you towards a specific place?

I think that aromatherapy might help you with purification. You should try to find kumquats, and eat 5-10 in one sitting, with water. Buy a lemon tree, and face it while doing the LBRP- if I may be syncretic.

Here is a link for the lemon tree-
https://www.amazon.com/Four-Seasons-Eureka-Lemon-Tree/dp/B00KJEEP62/ref=sr_1_2?s=grocery&ie=UTF8&qid=1493476891&sr=8-2

Face it while practicing the ritual, pic related is a series of yoga postures that should help.

You can read Psalm 56 if you want extensive traditional input. As an invocation, I want you to repeat this paraphrase while doing the yoga poses:

"When I cry unto thee, I know that my enemies will turn back: this I know; for Jah is for me."

If you have any questions, just let me know.
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