... Am I dead?

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you think, therefore you are

>confirmed for alive

You maybe going nuts. When I get really depressed I see hitler walking down the hall into the bathroom. He does not look at me or anything, he is just walks by. I once saw James Joyce going down the hallway, but he stoped before entering the bathroom and looked at me and open his mouth, as if he was to say something, but did not. He just closed his mouth and looked at me with a very sad expression. That scared the shit out off me, and relapsed into my drug habbit. Fuck Joyce fuck depression...

>>18915085
Seroquel XR should sort it out for you.

ive never seen no james joyce fuck me sanity is a bitch

>>18915085
It's your mind calling out for help. Early stage occurrence of schizo-effective.

>>18915201
Made me diabetic. On insulin. Im not diabetic anymore since going off it.

>>18915085
Your schizophrenic friend, those are common symptoms. See a doctor. I'm not a fan of meds, but they are a tool and they help. Please get some help and feel better.

OP here.

I already got Sertralin 100 - take them since month. But doesn't help much. I didnt get out of my house since two weekseparate now. I feel something is coming for me.

>>18915240
Has no idea diabetes can get cured

>>18915330
I've been on that stuff before, it's an SSRI. It's for depression, you need anti anxiety and psychotics my friend. Go see your doctor and tell him all about this.

>>18915366
Obviously. Thanks captain.

>>18915085

I don't know, but I do know for sure I am dead. I've survived things nobody else could possibly survive. I have a terrible feeling I will only just keep waking up from everything that hits me. One day I'll be 900 years old lying in hospice care in a universe where humans living to that age is perfectly normal. It almost feels like each major accident I have ever had, I've been thrown into another timeline where I survive, each timeline being more than a little different from the last.

I don't know if my suspicions are true or I'm just super lucky to have survived everything that's hit me so far. I can't say for sure what is going on. The idea of eternal existence like this terrifies me. What if there is no death? Each time we die we are just thrown into another timeline? I can't handle it sometimes.

>>18915322

Well I have similar thoughts and I have seen psychiatrist after psychiatrist and they have never told me I am schizophrenic, only that I have a mild mood disorder and depression.

OP could be a schizo, I still say I hope OP doesn't go anywhere near Seroquel. It's the devil of meds, right along with the benzos.

>>18915085
>>hard depression
Why are you depressed, this forum has lots of depressed people it is kind of ironic.

>>18915104
>you think, therefore you are
>>confirmed for alive
But how would you even know that you exist?

>>18915612
in order to question existence one must first exist

this is the most basic and fundamental axiom of human knowledge

>>18915568
Agreed, benzos bad.

I have friends who have 'mood disorder', it's a catch all for 'fucked if I know'