Sex Magick or sexual entity?

>>18886419
I'm not sure what you're on about but who is the person in this image? I would be sorely disappointed to see her turn around and have a butterface. I would have to rethink my boner's actions.

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>>18886450
Uhhh.. Reconsidering the boner now.

>>18886419
TL;DR
yes it's natural to get into a trance-like state from masturbation...

>>18886457
No butterface. Your boner's honor is safe.

>>18886463
Thanks. Too bad you didn't read tho, because that's related to the very next sentence.

>>18886419
Am I your male counterpart?

How do you switch from sexual to normal? When I go from horned up to normal I always feel scared like I've blown all my sexual energy, if that's possible.

>>18886491
And also, yes, it's common to have different orgasm intensities when solo or with partner(s). What are you 12?

>>18886615
I don't know? Are you succubi’s OP? I don’t remember my dreams but eh what do we know? I heard it’s possible to cast without even being aware of doing so.

And i don’t really know for the switching. Guess it’s a mental strength thing. Negatives feels supposedly let doors open, so i pictured « it" built something while Im weak, then that something explodes for sometimes, rinse, repeat… I act very differently in that field, from shy to shameless extrovert, and I wonder how even that’s possible.

>>18886628
Sometimes mentally yes, but here not. What I evoke in this case is "sensing" someone else's doing while masturbating alone. I perfectly know the difference that's why Im feeling weird about it.

>>18886419
they are many different ways to achieve orgasm. some of the slower more intense ways can cause you to go into a trance like state where your body is all tingly

Everybody has soothing healing power it's called love.

but sex isn't equal to love. sex can often be more about feelings, pleasure, lust

love is more of a caring and compassionate energy.

The orgasms you are describing with the trance like state are really good ones. They are so satisfying you don't need sexual pleasure again for a few days and then when you do it seems really intense.

>>18886419
drink more water and stop jerking it in the middle of the day

>>18886740
>they are many different ways to achieve orgasm. some of the slower more intense ways can cause you to go into a trance like state where your body is all tingly
Yes, funny games alone or w/ partner(s)!… The funnier is when you reach partner level by yourself. As in feeling throb that isn’t mine when no one’s there.

>The orgasms you are describing with the trance like state are really good ones.
Exactly, the exceptional ones.

>They are so satisfying you don't need sexual pleasure again for a few days and then when you do it seems really intense.
Except Im talking in monthly period of time. When sexual, it’s daily; when not, i can go for weeks without touching myself nor sexual thoughts.

>Everybody has soothing healing power it's called love.
Agree. See next sentence.

>but sex isn't equal to love. sex can often be more about feelings, pleasure, lust
So maybe I throw in a bit of universal-but-repressed-for-own-safety love in my lust? I already felt like i was loving someone intensely for an hour/evening without envisioning the whole love story stuff to happens? Loving the soul, the vibration, more than the flesh, but going through the last to touch the first?

>love is more of a caring and compassionate energy.
Idk in my book, you're supposed to care when sexing even with a total stranger. Obviously, if one doesn't care, no exchanges, bad sex.
Ok it's not the "im going to learn all your tastes" care, it's the immediate, gutsy and animal-like care. Shorter in time, but no less deep?

Anyone else lose their astral strength if they're not celibate? I don't wanna be a monk, but I miss them vivid dreams, man.

>>18887094
Vivid dreams have more or less nothing to do with astral projecting and the astral realm.

>>18886419
>Is it "normal" that sometimes I unwillingly
>go to a trancelike state when masturbating?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eroto-comatose_lucidity

>Then, is it plausible that an entity comes around to « help » on the energetically/astral plane?
Yes.

Your body dumps a ton of prolactin after you orgasm. Most sex magick revolves around abstaining from climax and edging over a period of time, allowing a peak amount of different hormones to accumulate in your system which alters your way of thinking. Generally, hedonism or allowing yourself to partake in the most nasty/freaky shit imaginable facilitates the build up of testosterone and serotonin, while "ending" this causes you to crash and become dull and depressed. It's this heightened, hyper-sexual version of yourself that became a hot topic throughout time, thought to bring about great progress and releasing inhibitions that would otherwise prevent you from success.

This is taken even further through the act of actually consuming sexual fluids (think: Alister Crowley), believing that you would achieve an even greater level of this psychology evolutionary process. That's why a lot of sex magick rituals involve over-the-top, taboo bullshit; the crazier the act, the greater affect it has on your system.

Cook all this up with religious mumbo-jumbo about summoning baphomet or whatever, and VOILA - you're a lvl 99 imperial grand sex paladin

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>>18887116
>you're a lvl 99 imperial grand sex paladin
u kno it bby doll

>>18887105

Is that right? I can't imagine someone being able to project or travel if they're not dreaming at all. For me the two go and in hand.

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>>18887008
>>love is more of a caring and compassionate energy.
>Idk in my book, you're supposed to care when sexing even with a total stranger. Obviously, if one doesn't care, no exchanges, bad sex.
>Ok it's not the "im going to learn all your tastes" care, it's the immediate, gutsy and animal-like care. Shorter in time, but no less deep?

57. Invoke me under my stars! Love is the law, love under will. Nor let the fools mistake love; for there are love and love. There is the dove, and there is the serpent. Choose ye well! He, my prophet, hath chosen, knowing the law of the fortress, and the great mystery of the House of God.

~Liber L vel Legis Ch. I

Why is this different than anything else we talk about?

>>18887110
Thanks! Can you please develop?

>>18887116
OH that's freakin' useful. It explains a lot, even odd behaviours I had. They kept a "balance" you described, which I by went for years.
I initially planned in staying the fuck away from darks crafts, since Im not hungry for power and way over my SoEdGy time. But I'll def give a try at edging more.
Thanks for the grease tho, my chainmail bikini was in great need.

>>18887137
Your numbers talks to me...
I'll go simpleton and quote your book back:
"My ecstasy is in yours. My joy is to see your joy."

So you made an imaginary sex tulpa/you get off to the idea of a ghost
doing sex with you?

If it's working for you keep at it I guess idk but otherwise it doesn't real.

The trance like state is probably you
just "feeling yourself" aka getting into
it.

Overall great bait/10

>>18887266
Things is... no? Maybe? Idk that's why Im here?
Im not telling everything but one time, after one of those holy faps, I felt my bed moving, as if someone sitting here left, again I was alone.
Also, in one of those apps ghost hunter shit, the words "quiet" and "bed" came up a few times (before uninstall the thing because of freaking out because my bed was indeed calm for a few months when it talked about it).
Otherwise, no recurring fantasy of mine contain otherworldly creatures and I believe you have to kinda mentally work consciously to create a tulpa?

>>18887266
For the app thing, unrelated stuffs happened, it's not the only reason I uninstalled it.

>>18887341
>>18887346
Looked it up. You have a sensory disorder where you're way more aware
of your senses than normal people.
The shaking or movements could be a wide range of things from a train miles away or an earthquake/tremors somewhere really far away.

So hypersensitive that the presence you feel could be barometric pressure or something like magnetic fields.

Seems Like a pretty cool disorder anon!

Phones can intercept signals but the microphones are really powerful.
It could be breathing

>>18887606
Yeah it's a problem, I do notice a lot of things about people emotions even with the minimal interaction.

>>18887008
it's important to love the people you have sex with because it's like you are them a little after swapping fluids so have some self respect or you will regret it

>>18887606
>>18887791
Seems cool indeed. I can hear those noises that keeps animals away, sometimes i feel like something rocking/balancing inside while not moving.
But I also intensely feels any switch in the ambiance when in a room full or void of people. Or bubbles when some are talking apart of the groups. I maybe have forced myself into false autism to dull this, because now Im hyper aware when outside and I can't really control what i get. It's... nice but not so.

>>18887618
Maybe, I was sort of glued to my bed at the time, so it yes it must have got the bed cracks ans sheets sounds...
I initially freaked out about the app because, long story short, with plenty of clues it told me go at somewhere near the train station with food. There was a radar in this app, so I pulled out a Mars and two bananas and two orbs immediately appeared right ON the food. And I wanted me to move, I began to do so, until I thought about what's good in going to the train station alone at 3 am when you're a 5ft15 grill. No kidding, it went "mad", sends words like "weak", "disappointed" and in the 10 minutes I've been outside, the bananas turned black. So idkkkkkkk

>>18888197
That could explains some things too. But yeah, as told before, I think can say that I loved every single of my partners, was it for an hour or years. More with experience, every time I wanted to get in someones pants, it meant my guts told me to pleasures them, soothe them or to have an exchange needed at this time in particular, idk how to describe this. I don't automatically jump on anything with a pulse tho.
Is following your guts part of self respect, just because it's not self repressing or am I wrong?

>>18886419
Got a strange case so I'll summarize it.
This is /x/, a magical realm where everything can happen, so believe what you will my friend may be bullshitting me:
>Fem friend moved alone
>Loved her house at first
>She claimed she heard sounds at night sometimes
>Eventually, she started talking about spooky feelings
This is where it goes full /b/ :
>One day she messages me early in the morning, terrified, saying she has been raped by a ghost
>I think she's just shitting me, but she repeats it again and again and feels really scared.
>She says she woke up and basically there was something touching her, went inside her V.
>This has happened to her 3 more times in the 5 months she has been there.
>She has noticed that she has become much more sex-driven, with the downside that her C cup has shrunk, she is barely a b cup now.
What the fuck is happening to her and how to prevent it? I've read about some other cases like these, but shit's weird, and her tits are definitely shrinking. What do? How to banish it?
And if it's not a ghost, what the fuck is happening?

>>18886419
>Being that desperate

You know what I fucking hate.

If I tell a girl that I like girl her, that's it.

I'm not the Ubermensch, I don't feel the need to conquer and force my will.

I'm not going to stop loving here, I don't need the fucking chase or compiting against other guys, it's not retarded game for me, it's hard enough without all that shit.

All that makes me think, it's what kind of terrible person will do that for someone that really loves you.

>>18888810
lay off the drugs and the reddit spacing you limpdick faggot

>>18888825
Fuck off I been clean for a week, and I have problems with my constant erections.

>>18887008
>Obviously, if one doesn't care, no exchanges, bad sex.
not quite true, there is still an energy exchange and you do take on your partner's energy, this is why you should care and have sex with someone who does care about you. You will take on their energy after intercourse regardless of it being good or bad.

>>18887125
they are related but not the same. It is very possible to astral project without putting your body in a sleep state first, you would have to be in a deep meditative state instead. Probably a more challenging feat for people nowadays. But it is also possible to astral project from within a lucid dream.

>>18888810
>If I tell a girl that I like girl her, that's it.
Love is a game. Not specifically of deception, but of illusionism. You have to create an illusion around her: make it appear as if fate had decided that you will be the man who gives her the dick.

Use pauses and absences, like fishing. The problem with that is that to actually use that you have to acknowledge that humans are dumb and easy to manipulate. I no way I want to tell that woman are inferior, but it works like a charm, if you have enough skill.

Dysney love only happens with a certain degree of self-delusion on part of both. And believe me when I tell you that sex for the sake of sex is worse than 2d, but sex with love coming from both sides is the highest form of feeling ever created.

>>18888862
If you play a game you win and that's it.

She gets the bun in the oven and you start a new one.

That's not the kind of men I am.

>>18888867
>If you play a game you win
No. Now you see, love is not something you just plant and it grows and that's it. It may be so for some time. If you truly want love to survie and endure for a very long time you will have to keep the illusion going. Be perfect. And by perfect I don't mean do what she wants or be a gentleman or any of that shit. you need to be the guy who has what she needs and what she doesn't know she needs. If you don't someone else will and she will cheat.
Do you want a pure perfect girl? No such thing. You can make the purest maiden turn into the filthiest bar whench if you're skillful and the stars align.

>>18888883
That's a textbook delusion and you know it.

>>18888893
Works for me. After getting rejected or cheated on for so long I managed to get a long-lasting relationship, 7 years of happy marriage and she still wonders how can it feel so good. I respect her and love her, though, but I'm the one pullin the strings.

>>18888862
>>18888883
it's about trust idiots.

just be yourself and don't be some illusion wizard dipshit.

be real. that's all.

women can read fake from 5000 miles away

>>18888950
those women with their 5000 miles per hour eyesight. they truly see everything. as expected of a real human bean.

sage

also op is attention seeking.
>masturbating
>bananas changing colors
>phone app has magic

build a better story and come back in a month

>>18888950
>it's about trust idiots.
I thought the same a long time ago. Now I think you're right to some extent only.
>women can read fake from 5000 miles away
absolutely not.

Yeah you are having sex with a Devine power. I do it all the time. Start asking them for permission to orgasm. It gets super interesting when you do that.

>>18889100
make sure to yell "can i have ghost cummies plox!!!??" record audio of yell to vocaroo

>>18888967
You. Yeah you. Cease this faggotry at once.

She's master b8'n y'all

GR8B8M8

>>18886419
Idunno op. I sometimes like to make the less slutty pornstars orgasm sweetly. I could believe that you're picking up latent sexual energy. It could also be that in your spiritual journey you've accepted some of the abyss (also coloquially referred to as "the moment where I stopped giving a fuck) into your soul and it comes by dissasociating love with sex. So a daemon (or rather, a subconscious aspect of the cortex acting on the whole brain) reminds you of true love in the midst of a fap.

Beware, as I've discovered by making pornstars and girls cum, you literally make them fall in love with you. It can be very confusing or even rape to some people.

>>18889906
> I sometimes like to make the less slutty pornstars
> I've discovered by making pornstars and girls cum
>pornstars

Ok anon we totally believe you...ESPECIALLY since these references were completely irrelevant to the rest of the post.

>>18887094
Chosen by God, not "woke"

Follow your destiny anon, you will accomplish great things without ever knowing it.

>>18889917
Just trying to give another example of sex magick. I basically get such a level of empathy that another person can feel me and I can feel them. Even though it's all a fantasy you can feel every movement, even your dick getting wrapped and your pussy spreading.

Other people can do it too, I've been raped in the ass and had my balls stomped on before.

>>18888665
Tell her to burn sage in her house, drawing crosses, pentagrams, protection sigils, all around the house with emphasis on the corners, windows and doors.
If that doesn't work, or in conjunction, make her try the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram (you can find how to do it easily on youtube, as well as the sage thing). Finally if the LBRP doesn't work as planned, an uncrossing ritual.
That's for the spirit thing obviously, no idea what could be happening to her tits.

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I started reading Sexual Alchemy by Donald Tyson a few days ago, OP, you should give it a try 'cause your story makes me think of some of the stuffs he describes in there. If you just read the introduction you should know if he's talking about the same kind of experience as you, but there definitely are a few similarities !

Her name is Sara