Just let me access the character creator for a bit. I need to

at least you can sortta fix that with working out. i'm a no life, unintelligent, uneducated loser with no personality, i basically have to go into command console and cheat to triple my stats

>>18869159
3 * 0 = 0

>>18869169
goddamn it int so low even my dialogue options are fucked like in FO

>Be completely average
>more average than anyone else
>see other average people
>preform more averagely than them.

am i an NPC?

at times i feel really empty, like nothing brings be back around until the next day.

>>18869176
I think most people are NPCs. Few of us aspire for greatness and fewer still actually achieve it.

Makes you wonder if anything is of any sort of consequence, huh? Spooky.

>>18869192
I will say, i find a surreal amount of peace in knowing, that i know nothing.

>>18869150
That's so funny, I was literally just thinking about this out of nowhere yesterday, how in real life if you don't like how you look you have very few options, like you can change your hair and glasses and shit but not your actual face, and how there are video games where--as opposed to being able to totally customize your character--it only lets you change the hair and glasses and shit (GTA comes to mind) which is annoying and sucks if you don't like how the character looks. Sometimes I really wonder if we're all just beings inhabiting these bodies for fun, and whether or not we chose them or they were randomly given to us....stuff like that. I swear sometimes I look in the mirror and I'm so surprised by how I actually look, like I forget what I look like and don't actually look how I think I look. It's eerie.