I think I've sold my soul

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>>18849787

Then around the age of 15 I started having nightmares. Nothing lucid, just average nightmares. At first it was twice a week, then 3 times, then 4 times, then it was every night. I've had nightmares now everynight since the age of 15 (I'm 30). My only escape was weed. I started smoking weed which would basically allow me to have a dreamless sleep. Close eyes>blackness>wake up. I did this throughout my 20's, until I quit 2 years ago.

After quitting I had nightmares, which is normal after quitting weed, but a year later I was still having nightmares, every night, I have done for the past 2 years. Doctors offer me sleeping pills but fuck that.

I'm a good guy. I've never hurt anyone, I help old folks on the street, I always say please and thankyou, hold doors for people etc The only "bad" thing I've ever done was pray to this goddamn face when I was 10.

I think I've fucked up. I think I've made a deal with the devil. I don't believe in the devil, but it's the only thing I can think of where I've done something bad in life.

I'm not asking for advice here, I just wanted to write this down. I had a dream lastnight that I was being held hostage in some house by "demons" and it has jogged my memory of certain things.

I'm going to offer you advice and a warning. Whether you believe in the devil or not, DO NOT pray to the cunt. Not even as a joke, a dare, or because your dog is fucking dying. DO NOT offer him your allegiance.

That's it. You can all call me a faggot now.

Work with them

>>18849830
I don't think that's very wise.

Find the face and destroy it

>>18849925
I was just on streetview seeing if I could find it. I've never actually thought of that. It's a good idea.

Thankyou, anon.

>>18849865
Why not ?

>>18849925
take a picture first though so we can pray to it. I love nightmares.

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>>18849805
>I'm going to offer you advice and a warning. Whether you believe in the devil or not, DO NOT pray to the cunt. Not even as a joke, a dare, or because your dog is fucking dying. DO NOT offer him your allegiance.

You're confused - Moses is the devil. The true gods take on many forms but never the Mosaic form because it is profaned with the blood of the innocent spilled by mortals. The gods may be trying to scare you for your safety.

I sold my soul to God as a child and grew up to be a pagan witch who was granted apotheosis - your nightmares are nothing compared to what I've seen the gods do.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNFha04GgVg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amY1GABiiyY

You sounds like you're panicking

Why fear evil ?

>>18849997
In your religious universe the Devil is the reason you're writing this here today, i doubt someone who made humanity a favor and get kicked out of heaven by his dick father for it, would invest his time and thoughts in torturing your ordinary ass.

>>18849787
Can you duplicate the face with a drawing prease?

>>18849787
>Love is the great protector
>All is one.
:)

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>>18849787
Aight, here's a christian man's view on this.

Don't panic. You made a bogus deal.
Let me explain this.
After adam and eve sinned and got thrown out of heaven, their offspring were pretty much cursed to hell unless they worshipped god.

You are an offspring of adam and eve, pretty much. The point is, you can't sell your soul to the devil, because if you never believed in god, your soul always belonged to satan. Everybody's did. Only by asking for forgiveness and help from god (and maybe a priest with your demon pact situation) can your soul be free from those evil bonds. God loves you, and always has. That's why he gave his only son, Jesus Christ, to be killed for your sins! Don't trust satan's lies. Jesus loves you, and so does god.

>>18849997
Honestly i can't understand why you would think Moses is the devil. He was merely a man of god who led his people out of egyptian slavery with the help of god.

And if we're talking about the blood of innocents, when god let loose the flood, all of the other people except noah were corrupted sinners and had little faith in god. God saw Noah and his family as the only ones, who had been faithful to him and decided to let them live as the only people on earth.

>>18850078
>made humanity a favor
He tried to overthrow god with an army of angels who were with him. He tried to top the guy who created him.
God was disappointed in him and couldn't believe his perfect creation was revolting against him, so he threw him out of heaven and made him the jailor of the damned.

His job is to punish those who have sinned.

Besides, the bible describes hell as a great lake of fire, in which all sinners will burn for all eternity, so i think when you're thrown there, you don't have any other choice but to suffer.

>>18850223

That's all good but there are two crucial points here.

The Devil give you intelligence, you're not a retarded half monkey unaware of his own existence, thanks to the Devil.

The bible is known for its metaphors, if there was such a place as hell i doubt it'd be a literal lake of fire, it seems pretty unpractical for any purpose, specially taking into account that demons live there.

>>18850240
But then again, demons are the most obvious metaphor of the bible.

>>18850240
The devil gave you intelligence, yes. But god gave you free will, so you could be free to do and think whatever you want.
The tree of information good and evil was a test set by god in order to see how faithful his creation was. Unfortunately man was tricked by satan and god threw them out of eden, but still let them have free willl. It's your choice what you do with your free will, but the point is that god loved his creation so much, that he gave it free will, so they could think for their own.

And again, that is of course a meraphor, yes. Therw are many interpretations of hell, but that's the one that's in the bible and used the most. Also demons can fly, so i doubt it would be a problem.

However i do have a theory that hell is pretty much a place with the lake of fire, but there is a shore and small island.

Then again, it could be just a pool full of thumbtacks and salt for all we know.

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>>18850223
>Honestly i can't understand why you would think Moses is the devil. He was merely a man of god who led his people out of egyptian slavery with the help of god.

That's a lie, like most of the Tanakh is a lie.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxTeriFc_Xs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7Z99cGSfzs

>>18850390
Here's the thing.
The Bible tells us that during that period the Israelite slaves were forced to make only mud bricks (Exodus 5:10-14). This detail is consistent with the type of brick used to construct pyramids. In fact, according to Exodus 5:7, Pharaoh told the taskmasters, “You shall no longer give the people straw to make brick as before. Let them go and gather straw for themselves.” We are not sure if these bricks were even meant for the pyramids.

It's plausible that the israelites made the bricks and these 'honorable' egyptian workers made those bricks into a pyramid

Also, the slavery of the Israelites ended abruptly at the Exodus. According to archeologist A. R. David, the slaves suddenly disappeared. He admits that “the quantity, range and type of articles of everyday use which were left behind in the houses may indeed suggest that the departure was sudden and unpremeditated.” The Egyptian army that was destroyed at the Red Sea was led by Pharaoh himself (Exodus 14:6), and this could account for the fact that no burial place or mummy has been found for the 13th-dynasty Pharaoh Neferhotep I.

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>>18850430
>Pharaoh told the taskmasters, “You shall no longer give the people straw to make brick as before. Let them go and gather straw for themselves.” We are not sure if these bricks were even meant for the pyramids.

It's still a lie and the burning bushes still don't talk...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-EmYjgqK8M

>>18850442
Funny coming from the person who believes in worshipping ancient egyptian statues with animal heads and human sacrifices.

Just calling it a flat out lie.

It was a miracle of God. It's not that hard to understand.

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>>18850459
>Funny coming from the person who believes in worshipping ancient egyptian statues with animal heads and human sacrifices.

They're statues of gods - and human sacrifice is prohibited on planet Earth.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmG7vFeUxn8

>>18850473
>human sacrifice is prohibited on planet Earth.
Then how come they did that in ancient egypt though?

Point is you believe in a bunch of deities who still need sacrifices in order to work.
Pretty selfish and lazy from a god if you ask me...

Back in the ancient times, sacrifices for the lord were a thing. I know that. The hebrews did that, and the jews of today do too, because like you, they reject the sacrifice god has made for them and don't even believe he exists. HE made a sacrifice to US, and that humbles me more than anything else. The creator of mankind sacrificed his only son to make up for our sins, because he didn't want any more of us people to go to hell.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ancient_Egyptian_retainer_sacrifices

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OP here.

I've tried to find the face on google but it's impossible. The street is full of cars. Next time I'm down there though I'm definitely going there and to try and destroy it.

>>18850147
It kinda looked like pic related but not as symmetrical.

>>18849997
>>18850078
I didn't want to start a religious argument, imo there is no such thing as "God", or the "Devil", not in the Biblical sense anyway. Don't get worked up guys.

I've read all the comments itt, Thanks to all for the time.

>>18849925
Thanks again, anon.

OP out

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>>18850521
Yeah, i guess it was my fault starting the argument, just can't resist arguing, lel.

You could try dominating and beating the shit out of it like pic related.

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>>18850508
>Then how come they did that in ancient egypt though?

There was a brief period of "retainer sacrifices" in like 3000 BC but they grew out of it and had like 2500 years of non-human sacrifices before being conquered by the Greeks who also didn't do human sacrifices. Additionally, their deaths with the Pharaoh was symbolic of their loyalty to the Pharoah and not done

> Point is you believe in a bunch of deities who still need sacrifices in order to work.

No, not at all - they're gods.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNFha04GgVg

Did you sign anything? If not, you can contest it in divine court. Handshake deals don't count. Trust me on this.

t. soul broker

>>18850536
Huh. I remembered there was some kind of sacrifice involved like plants or animals.
To each their own i guess.

I'll try not to keep this argument going though, poor guy just wanted to get rid of a demon and here i am arguing.
Sorry for starting this shitey argument m8, it was pretty fun arguing tho.
I just like arguing with people about stuff. Be it religion or something else.

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>>18850521
>imo there is no such thing as "God", or the "Devil", not in the Biblical sense anyway.

That's what I was saying - you don't understand the divine power dynamics because your theological views come from the Jewish book. I was saying it was unlikely from your comments you've sold your soul to any "devil:"

> I'm a good guy. I've never hurt anyone, I help old folks on the street, I always say please and thankyou, hold doors for people etc The only "bad" thing I've ever done was pray to this goddamn face when I was 10.

You assume if an entity tries to assert dominance over you it's hostile. I've had the gods put me through a nightmare where I spent 9 years as an atheist trying to figure out why I seemed to be some sort of "angel of death" (famous people would die immediately after comments about them, earthquakes and disasters would happen almost immediately after some of my internet comments in ways that seemed too coincidental to be accident).

I would sometimes take screenshots of these events - for example, on the left.

Eventually I understood I am deeply bound to a superhuman power and I have no regrets about it.

When I was a kid all I wanted was to serve God - more than anything - and someone handed me a terrorist manual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZj65CwgAA8

>>18849787
>>18849805
Are you baptised?

OP again...

>>18850533
I've had hour-long religious arguments with Jehovah's Witnesses for stopping me in the street, I know how easy it is to get into debates anon. kek

At the end of the day, people believe what they want. Some people find solace in religion, good for them. I take one look at the Bible/Dead Sea Scrolls and immedietly call bullshit. It's fairytales imo. That being said, I've raised money for Churches and worked voluntarily for them just because in small communities they help folk a great deal. I don't wanna bash their book. For all I know there IS a god, I just need solid proof before I commit to such thoughts. Atheists believe there's no god just as much as religionists believe there is a god. Both are going on faith, and there's a total lack of evidence to support either view.

>>18850539
kek'd. And underrated.

>>18850579
I reject most of your post, and desu I'm not sure if you're insane or trolling. Or maybe you ARE a superhuman.

I took up Physics 12 years ago and I have to look at everything objectively. I'm anti-bullshit in life. No proof = btfo. If there's no evidence for a "God", then I can't buy into the rest.

I'm sure you're trying to help, anon. Thank You. But it can't help me because I can't take you seriously.

I respect your views too.
And even i think jehovah's witnesses are a bit too pushy lol.

However...
>I spent 9 years as an atheist trying to figure out why I seemed to be some sort of "angel of death" (famous people would die immediately after comments about them, earthquakes and disasters would happen almost immediately after some of my internet comments in ways that seemed too coincidental to be accident).

That's a bit too normal to be taken seriously in my opinion. Strange coincidences happen all the time.

I was born on the same day and month Samuel Colt, the founder of Colt firearms, died. I'm a firearms enthusiast and i like the design of most Colt guns. My favourites are the Colt SAA aka Peacemaker, Colt python and the classic m16.

Does this mean i'm the reincarnation of Samuel Colt? No.

I was also born on the same day and month as Grigori Rasputin, a russian mystic, according to the Julian calendar, and i am strangely very interested in the occult, paranormal and the unknown. That's why i'm on /x/.

Does that mean i'm the reincarnation of Samuel Colt and Grigori Rasputin? Hell no.

Again, i was born on the same day the treaty of Versailles was ratified. I am a firm believer that this treaty was uncalled for and the fact that the germans were framed unfairly as the country that started the war. I am also a supporter of national socialism and i admire how great germany was during the 3rd reich.

Does that mean i'm the reincarnation of Samuel Colt and Grigori Rasputin, who is destined to become the Führer of the 4th reich? Still no.

Strange coincidences happen, even though they may be too good to be true.
I do understand that you had a religious experience and i respect that, but i don't think that makes any sense.

I also once watched Pulp Fiction and when Jules asked vincent what time it is and he said it's 7:22, it was exactly that time in PM.

It doesn't count unless you symbolically eat the flesh and drink the blood of the undead, OP.

>>18850633
Whoops, forgot to quote you here.
>>18850657

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>>18850633
>I took up Physics 12 years ago and I have to look at everything objectively. I'm anti-bullshit in life. No proof = btfo. If there's no evidence for a "God", then I can't buy into the rest.

Ah, well, I gave you some significant objective evidence - it's up to you to analyze it objectively. I'm pretty decent at physics myself. I got A's in calc-based Classical Mechanics and calc-based Electromagnetism. I got an A in ODE's as well, but I didn't study much beyond that in physical sciences. I know C++ and C# pretty well as well. I was an atheist for 10 years as well until I "saw" God like an orthodox pagan would see God.

I am not superhuman, I am a god.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nev-6NVob48

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpPkp8OGQFI

>>18850669
Also just noticed that on the same month and day Hergé's Tintin comic made its first debut, and i fucking love tintin. Watched it since i was a little kid. In fact i watched a few episodes of the animated series last night.

It's not actually hard to look up this stuff. Just go to wikipedia, search your birthday and month and look for stuff you remember or like i guess.

>>18850742
Mate, if you don't believe in god, then don't. Go be an atheist. If you are a firm believer in the supernatural then go be that. That's fine.

But Jesus Christ, viewing yourself as God?

So you're supreme to everyone and everything that has ever existed in the history of the universe?

And that's not egocentric at all to you?

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>>18850762
>Mate, if you don't believe in god, then don't. Go be an atheist. If you are a firm believer in the supernatural then go be that. That's fine.
>But Jesus Christ, viewing yourself as God?

I certainly didn't declare myself a god, it was a 100% "organic" apotheosis...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amY1GABiiyY

> So you're supreme to everyone and everything that has ever existed in the history of the universe?

Certainly not - I'm not remotely the only mortal god in the history of mankind.

>>18850773
But seriously though, that's what god means... a superior being, a creator.

Or at least that's what i read from most places.

Then again it could be a word with a different meaning for some people.

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>>18850784
>Then again it could be a word with a different meaning for some people.

Well, it's not a subjective word.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hm0_4BW8yHc

But I'm just telling you that you don't sound like you've sold yourself to any devil - not trying to "toot my feathers" at you.

I met this girl online and she told me she wanted to be a witch when she was a kid - she grew up to be a Kek worshiper but seemed rather frightened by the power Kek exerted - for example, when she thought Carrie Fischer died in perfect timing with her tweet about Paul Walker's death.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaOSCASqLsE

>>18850852
Well that is true and i got that.

But in all seriousness meme magic is seriously a frightening thing to me desu.

You can pretty much do anything with the right digits easily.

I browse /pol/ so i would know.
There was literally a digit get that said that Rockerfeller would die, and sure as hell, he was found dead in his home just hours later after that.

Shit's scary.

>>18850889
Oh shit forgot that to-be-honest is still filtered to desu.

OP if you are a good person as you say do not trick your self into this. Live your life happily and healthily. Believe in god, the right one, and he will help you :)

>>18850521
when you prayed to the face did you specify that you were selling your soul when you wished to be popular if not then you didn't sell your soul and you should talk to the demon and say that he did not properly lay out the details of the deal so the deal is void

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>>18850889
>I browse /pol/ so i would know.
>There was literally a digit get that said that Rockerfeller would die, and sure as hell, he was found dead in his home just hours later after that.

Well, I am definitely a god - and I was an atheist last September (who had some astoundingly frightening experiences which I thought were man made and took me too long to figure out were a superhuman entity using me as a focal point for a demonstration of its power) - so I would expect all sorts of messed up stuff in the near future because we live on a planet where that word is severely degenerated by Moses.

Do you have a screenshot of those digits? The digits thing is seemingly legit in some cases from my observations. I'd show you some here, but last time I posted them I got banned.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5Xqv9h_pm8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAZpLyCN9Zw

OP

>>18850601
Nope, never baptised. Neither of my parents were religious and I've never believed in god.

>>18850908
I can't remember what I said, but I'm pretty sure that I'd offered my allegiance or "soul" if it would make my life better. I did it for a few months, I probably said a lot of shit.

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>>18850953
>I'm pretty sure that I'd offered my allegiance or "soul" if it would make my life better.

Serving the gods isn't about getting stuff from them.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvB6WgRc8Nc

There are 7 billion souls on earth. Most of them belong to ignorant pieces of shit who are damned to Hell regardless. Of those who aren't, most of them would sell their souls for a new television or a goat.

I estimate that, with how insane the world has become, that a soul is worth maybe two hundred bucks, but can be snatched for a carton of cigarettes.

That's why I'm pretty sure that you didn't sell your soul. No demon is going to pay that much for a child's soul. It's a buyer's market.

>>18849805

>smokes weed to get away from nightmares

>gets offered legitimate treatment

>fuck that

>>18849805
Or repeating a mantra helped you develop a healthy outlook and you became happier, then you got anxiety dreams during puberty like everyone, and desu, if weed is the answer to your problems, they're probably the kind of problems that get in your dreams, also weed messes with people's dreams (reportedly). Doesn't sound like anything satanic, that's just a visual theme because that's how you interpret it. In which case relax, maybe get counseling, it's not a big deal.

>>18850442
96:3.1 (1055.4) The beginning of the evolution of the Hebraic concepts and ideals of a Supreme Creator dates from the departure of the Semites from Egypt under that great leader, teacher, and organizer, Moses. His mother was of the royal family of Egypt; his father was a Semitic liaison officer between the government and the Bedouin captives. Moses thus possessed qualities derived from superior racial sources; his ancestry was so highly blended that it is impossible to classify him in any one racial group. Had he not been of this mixed type, he would never have displayed that unusual versatility and adaptability which enabled him to manage the diversified horde which eventually became associated with those Bedouin Semites who fled from Egypt to the Arabian Desert under his leadership. *

96:3.2 (1055.5) Despite the enticements of the culture of the Nile kingdom, Moses elected to cast his lot with the people of his father. At the time this great organizer was formulating his plans for the eventual freeing of his father’s people, the Bedouin captives hardly had a religion worthy of the name; they were virtually without a true concept of God and without hope in the world.

96:3.3 (1055.6) No leader ever undertook to reform and uplift a more forlorn, downcast, dejected, and ignorant group of human beings. But these slaves carried latent possibilities of development in their hereditary strains, and there were a sufficient number of educated leaders who had been coached by Moses in preparation for the day of revolt and the strike for liberty to constitute a corps of efficient organizers. These superior men had been employed as native overseers of their people; they had received some education because of Moses’ influence with the Egyptian rulers.

>>18850742
89:6.8 (981.5) The spectacle of Abraham constrained to sacrifice his son Isaac, while shocking to civilized susceptibilities, was not a new or strange idea to the men of those days. It was long a prevalent practice for fathers, at times of great emotional stress, to sacrifice their first-born sons. Many peoples have a tradition analogous to this story, for there once existed a world-wide and profound belief that it was necessary to offer a human sacrifice when anything extraordinary or unusual happened.

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You sound like reasonable and stable guy, OP. I don't think you sold your soul, that is really, really hard to do. By praying to this entity (possibly demon/low vibrational being or whatever the fuck you wanna call it) you traded some energy and it kind of "pushed" you. You may have some debt to pay, or some bad karma but trust me its nothing too serious. You should probs see a priest/exorcist or a psychic, they can help you. Do you have intrusive thoughts? You may get of the thing/energy yourself but I don't really recommend that, since you are a stable person you'll only go deeper in the rabbit hole

>>18852285
>2017
>not considering weed legitimate treatment

Enjoy your pills goy. Get kiked some more

>>18849787
>I had about 10 fights in the first week (won them all)
Stopped reading here.

i think ur just a schizoid from smoking to much fucken kush

if u canget what u want ask for money, if it doesnt give u money ur a delusional fuck.

if not stand where its face is and piss on it piss on it till thedemon fuck is gone

>>18850521
you better take a picture for us before you destroy it you prick

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>>18849787
Anon, you didn't sell your soul. You just needed the confidence wishing something to happen brings.

>>18849787
> Souls cannot be bought or sold
> Weed causes paranoia and other unpleasant side effects; it can fuck you up for life
> Satan and demons are your friends

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>>18849805
So you gad a great childhood and became popular? And all you get are nightmares? Big fucking deal.

Where can I pray to this motherfucker? Sign me the fuck up. Night terrors are a hell of a lot more entertaining than social axiety I tell ya hwut.