really scary foresight

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i smoked a blunt earlier, i was crossing Queens Boulevard where a lot of accidents have happened, when I heard some unsettling break on a taxi car which sounded really high pitched like a broken frequency. In my mind seconds later I imagined a woman screaming instantly after watching her son or kid get ran over and squashed. I dont even fucking know why. Then (i really need help getting this out of my head) I imagined my older brother who is more frantic when he panics than I am I imagined him screaming the same way but saying "Dad!!" and I just imagined the thought of my father who I love so much being killed that fast. I even had a dream i hurt my mom's slightly injured knee and I was crying for a while in the dream. I dont know, I'd fucking lose it if anything were to happen to my family. We're very small, close together, live in nyc just trying to get by. We're not broke or rich, I believe we're good people. I just hope to god that nothing traumatizing happens to who I love.
>posting pic bc it calms me down its really cute