Little bit of backstory here before I begin :
> 18 currently, almost 19
> depression and shit since like 12
> never really been an angry or violent person
> worst i've ever done is lose my shit
Now, I've had mental checks, many conversations and questions have been asked, but noone can place what the hell is wrong with me.
>I "pass out"
>I don't control my body
>I do shit I would never do
>My voice changes
>My eyes roll back
>I become stupidly strong
>Usually weak as fuck.
>Act insane
>Spout random names
Starting to think this is some sort of paranormal shit, since mental checks can't find anything wrong with me, any ideas /x/?
I should probably add here, I don't remember what I do whilst blacked out, it comes back as if its a slideshow or a dream, I only recall what happened when somebody tells me what happened.
Mental 'checks' consist of talking to a doctor and them scratching their ass trying to come up with a dignosis. You are probably some type of psychotic , and need to learn to control yourself and/or go on medication
>>18645742
I thought this at first, but apparently I am not psychotic, hence the confusion - one minute I am perfectly fine, the next i'm not.
>>18645742
Do magic summon a demon and despise the normies.
Somehow it works for us.
>>18645733
You're in the age range for you to develop schizophrenia. Most people with depression also have other forms of mental health issues such as schizophrenia (typically triggered later on in life and typically in males) and bipolar disorders type I and II. You need to see a psychiatrist (counseling and prescribes medicine) a psychologist (can recommend medicine but mostly counsel).
If you've had a recent traumatic experience (i.e. death of a close loved one, abuse, rape, or other external factors.) it can "trigger" the gene for schizophrenia.
Or you can believe your disorder is caused by something supernatural and refuse to accept the fact that you have an illness that is genetically ingrained in you that also can be treated...
>>18645751
Shit dude.
I don't hear voices or anything in that sense though, I was told i have OCD and that is literally it, so not help from that front.
Could a close friend fucking me over quite badly trigger it?
>>18645753
Drugs also can cause and if it was pretty bad what your close friend did then yes.
You don't necessarily "hear voices" to be diagnosed as schizophrenic.
>>18645757
Screwed me over after 11 years of being my friend.
>>18645733
You might have serious panic disorders. I do have, and
>passing out
check
>feels like you don't control your body
check
>voice changes
check
>eyes roll back
check
>act insane
check
>>18645763
It's like i'm not even there and it doesn't seem to have a trigger, but when it happens it feels like im dreaming and that i'm not even there.
>>18645744
BPD
>>18645773
Thats the exact thng im pestering them to test for, strangely enough.
It sounds like you turning bat shit insane anon. You might wanna look into someone who can prescribe you something.
me: >>18645763
>>18645764
That's what I meant. I feel exact the same.