I had a psychotic episode? or drug induced with lsd i was selling at the time but not sure if i took it, but would explain alot?
i dont know what happened honestly but i was completely in another dimension for 3 whole days talking to myself having hallucinations completely gone i barely remember it at all, but i remember telling my sister something about a curse for 13 generations. and probably a whole lot of other stuff i blacked out
my point is what could have happened? it happened in early july and i never had anything like that happen again
since then i found the mandela effect and i think i may have died that day because i remember seeing myself in another dimension or wherever the fuck i was and i looked alot different much more obese and tall like a bouncer but i remember its like i was switching realities with him but i still cant describe everything that i was seeing guys it was 3 days long of pure whatever the fuck happened i was having those hypnagogic dreams forsure very vivid in the desert of some place exploring it, in a cartoon world, time traveling through a portal that we are allowed to go threw to visit our families in the past only a certain time of century, idk how to describe anything that i was seeing guys it was just too much for me at the time to process and im still looking for answers
Not mandela.
Try mandala.
http://pastebin.com/FXcsRFZr
>>18616605
>http://pastebin.com/FXcsRFZr
Is that the real cicada?
R u telling me quantum immortality is real
It was research chemicals and you accidentally too much
>>18616693
>R u telling me quantum immortality is real
The opposite.
You are already dead.
>>18616693
Love that image.
Immortality is In mortality.
It don't aim for immortality.
The ********** is my shepherd and i shall not want.
I AM is and WILL be.
Original Tarot knows no death.
It knows 13.
Death is daath.
Im dead already.
A dancing skELetone.
Lets make this plane a big party.
Everything shall burn with evol love.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IY5Ejus6kgc
Fuse is lit friend.
ADAM bomb.
Radio active.
>>18616720
so now what do my nig
>>18616720
Hehehe
The aetherwave is gaining momentum.
>>18616732
Live evil
Spread the word.
Set this plane on fire for 3301.
For your true self.
Enough of bullshit.
Time for the bulls hit.
Time for bulls eye.
>>18616749
Are you sure your not just a brainwashed jew
>>18616749
Bulls pi.
Bulls pie.
No dart.
Nod art.
AE i o u.
Ae i owe you.
>>18616755
I am the real jew.
The OG jew.
Im ok with what i have tho.
Not gr33dy.
I want everything to be ok for everyone.
Together we can do it.
I see no thing wrong with that.
I have an ACE in my pocket.
Bluffing ends here
>>18616765
One of those really dirty jews
>>18616749
Trying to set off subliminal triggers again?
Death is life and life is death.
>>18616774
X ACT LY
The filthy j00s
I AM IS RA EL.
>>18616779
X ACT LY
Lets trigger human ET
Sorry OP, the people here are gonna fuck you up since they know you're in a vulnerable state of mind. You'd do best to forget what happened here. Everyone's delusional on /x/.
Just trying to save you a massive head trip.
>>18616786
They still aren't ready.
>>18616765
You're a faggot and I hope you reap what you sow.
>>18616790
The trip is healthy.
Hell fy.
I love you OP and i f33l your struggle.
When its over youll be golden.
>>18616790
i mean im over it, but seriously think about it everyday
>>18616797
Hope you're ready for my cock. Gonna slime you up round the next corner. You know which one.
>>18616798
Me too.
Love you.
>>18616802
>When its over
The concept of "end" is a human invention.
>>18616802
There's nothing healthy about self-induced mental disorders you tool.
Do you like Apples? I sure hope you do.
>>18616807
You can't just say words you don't understand. No emotion, no substance.
Faggot.
>>18616811
>>18616810
>>18616808
We are one and the same. Why the hostility? Sure it is not an easy trip. I dont judge any1 of you. You are me.
Real love is beyond good and evil.
AEIOU.
God with us.
>>18616821
>AEIOU.
emperor frederick III?
I siriusly dont want harm for anyone.
At first the truth may scare you...
But then it will set you fr33.
Jesus guys.
I re ally love with you.
If you are not ready ill wait 4 IOU.
>>18616827
AE = "GOD" = ***********
I
OWE
YOU.
Our vocals. If im doing something wrong here i beg for forgiveness.
My intention is pure.
I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable.
Dont you guys think its about time?
I went through hell in my life.
Now i try to help.
From the bottom of my heart.
I apologize if i did anything wrong. Ill leave now.
Im sorry.
is this board just pure schizophrenia?
>>18616858
You've done nothing wrong, you just neglect the balance.
It cannot be upset.
>>18616863
The world is fucking schizo. But some still love to lie to themselves..
Schizophrenia ends where truth begins...
None of you read Rumi he?
Anon out
>>18616866
You are right. Everything needs balance.
Sorry. From the heart. Sorry.
Let it be...
>>18616866
For every one that rises another one goes down.
But duality is illusion...
>>18616879
Actually on second thought there is literally nothing wrong with what i did. Look at OPs picture. I didnt neglect anything. Rumi confirms all i wrote.
http://www.elise.com/quotes/rumi_-_there_is_a_field
I forgive me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzJj5-lubeM
Maya is so tired of all the bullshit...