one church member oppressively listens to the subject while other church members relate to the listening church member’s heavily caricatured voicing of the subject, toting behavioural confidence borne of comparison with the voicing.
requiring a victim to be handicapped as such in order to 'get your steel on' is indicative of a lack of game competency and a naivety regarding the nature of what constitutes awesomeness. when this handicap is clarified, the church members will suggest that they ‘get away with it’ because the conversational path leading to the situation was ‘voiced by the subject’. leaving aside the fact that the conversational path is aggressively planted in and covertly steered to ensure that it occurs, this response further indicates the church member’s idiocies. their subordinate mentality is exposed by their assumption that that which is being pointed out has something to do with whether or not some system unrelated to the conversation allows them to behave in a certain way rather than the fact that their behavioural skill is inferior, and their distance from wisdoms concerning the constituency of awesomeness is exposed by their absence of understanding regarding the worthlessness of their supposed social gains.
to partake in these church activities directly implies faggotry, and to waylay or dismiss investigation into the worth of gains won through such activity due to the fact that a lot of other people partake in the same affair compounds this implication of faggotry.
to engage in such church activity is synonymous with the following expression:
“I am a stupid faggot with no concept of what constitutes awesomeness. I am selling out my capacity to generate genuine mana whilst assuming that I am making a lot of mana in a clever way. any supposedly awesome thing that I manage which comes about as result of my reliance upon this activity is in truth a mockery of awesomeness and exposes me as a clown.”
>mana
>>18615783
mana, power
>>18615783
>>18615792
How do you know if you have mana and why would someone need it? Genuinely curious
>>18615796
I just meant power, that's the word for personal power in my circles
you know if you've got it cause you feel powerful, you need it to be effectively creative
like at the pub, with low mana, you look down a lot and avoid conversation, with high mana, you lead the conversations and go home with a girl
>>18615801
sounds like straight out of r9k
can you recharge mana?
>>18615796
being 'on your game' is having mana.
>>18615806
you're being a stupid arsehole
it's just a word that means personal power
>>18615810
you defined it as a state of being that seems closely related to r9kism
in your words i asked how to get back into a """Good"""" state/shape
>>18615811
well, dude
I guess if you're feeling low, you could gently register the fact that the state will pass, that it's like weather. states of low personal confidence can be useful, you're quieter so you're more likely to pay attention to the world and consider alternative points of view etc. you can use times like this as rest, time to chill and give yourself the opportunity to not have to be super awesome, just let yourself be
pretty soon you'll be back on game, just use the time to practice accepting the weather of mind, generally when you're popping you don't give a fuck, when you're down you're gentler
>>18615811
i don't think i feel all too well i feel weird probably something to do with some meds im taking
>>18615819
sort of clumsy there