Any other paladin-esque /x/philes here? The path has been dark

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I went 40 days and 40 nights without jerking off to test my will

More spiritual lately. Trying to see good in all, even degenerates. Show them the light, but don't burn them with it...

>>18591235
I'm aiming for 30 ATM but 99 is my ultimate goal. Any interesting changes you noticed?

Also..

I shit-talk with friends for fun and when I ease up they always assume somethings wrong when in reality I just wanna clean up my act. It gets exhausting immediately going through 101 ways to roast someone the moment you see them and I know there's more righteous things to think about.

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>Gains in strength and will and creativity.
>Finally motivated to start my own business.
>Met and have been dating a european Reebok model. But rejected easy sexual opportunity from other cute girl because I knew it would ultimately lead nowhere...
>Other chicks sent nudes daily without provocation

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>>18591305
And here I was thinking /x/ was full of tinfoil wearing basement dwellers and ugly, quirky girls

You just inspired the literal Hell out of me

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>>18591334
I've attempted to explain the virtues of understanding the flow of your own energy to others but they think I'm insane

Remember, the body is a temple. And when there is gold in the temple, people will flock to see it. Cultivate that gold.

Work on some literal Enochian magick.

That's probably your best bet for growing closer to God in a strong mystic way by working with His angels. Those angles of his light and will are always happy to help fellow believers grow more into a beacon for the world.

Lucid dreaming, astral projection, and develop your astral body while being guided by agents of Christ Jesus. Follow your instincts and trust in your faith Anon.

It won't steer you wrong.

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>>18591488
I've got a pretty strong astral presence (someone once told me dreams are the language of the Lord - that stuck with me) and just recently started asking Lord God to send his angels to my aid, but I've never really heard of Enochian magic before. Gonna Google it now cause I've got an eye for all things mysticism, even if I don't practice or believe in some/most of it.

Thanks for the tip.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ve4i4iy-ag

Good luck on your path, life it's not a one way route.

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>>18591224
You should do something that makes you happy like publicly humiliating a stranger

>>18591466
Pandering to sinners makes you insane

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Fucking Paladins and their Lawful Good nonsense.

>>18591466
I should put gold inside my butt?

>>18591224
>Being this much of a cuck
>2017

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>>18592627
Most people who are ALLERGIC to gold only develop ALLERGIES after years, or even decades of wearing gold jewelery

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I needed this thread, I've felt myself slipping recently.

Has anyone had any mystic experiences recently, paladin bros?

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>>18592624
Morality is sexuality

One day you decide hurt someone on accident and decide not to apologize, and the next thing you know you're watching bondage porn because you just love the new feeling of being in total control of someone's emotional experience. Very powerful. Very liberating. For you.

>>18592671
>decide to hurt someone on accident.

That isn't how that works bro.

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>>18592665
Could you maybe try not being such a pedant?
Might improve your self esteem if you were to foucs on something tht actually matters instead of your paltry excuse for a life

>>18592602
Nice song

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>>18592665
Don't listen to
>>18592676

Self improvement is always a good thing but idk why anons feel compelled to be such dicks about suggesting it. Nothing in your post even indicated you haven't been working on yourself, just that you were "slipping" (which I took to mean a loss of drive or morale)

I began praying hardcore a couple of weeks before, and through, rehab for alcohol. Never felt better. God seems to answer my prayers in the most roundabout but awesome ways.

Since getting clean my life and networks have improved dramatically. Almost miraculously. Seems self explanatory but you don't realize how deep the shit you were in was until someone finally pulls you out.

>>18592602
Thank you for your encouragement. I've taken a tip from Lord Buddha, and have started to accept suffering as a natural part of living life. The mere acceptance of that fact has made the struggle much more endurable.

>It is what it is