Are you happy?

>>18497121
current mood: ^__<

>>18497121
Oh hell no. I'm married.

>>18497121
I like to think so

>>18497133
Eat up, pupper

Not at all
But I'll be someday, with certainty

>>18497133
>33
did...you know?

eat up pupper

I haven't been in almost 10 years. I was for about 3 years in my life before that, but before that it was mostly hopeful and ignorant.

>>18497121
I am kind of happy, I'm fairly happy, but I want to be more happy.

I am semi-happy about the world. There needs to be more destruction, there needs to be justice, evil countries like Africa need to be recognized as being evil. Jews need to be exposed as being evil.

I would be more happy in the USA if the african-american population would kill more people every day. They need to woop up on police officers, because most police are just as criminal and they need to get they ass wooped.

Going through an ego shattering awakening so uhhh im gonna have to say no, not really

>>18497534
According to all known laws of aviation, there is no reason this much autism is possible. Stop! You might rip a hole in the fabric of this dimension my guy

>>18497162
>Is married
>Goes on /X/ esoteric thread
K

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>>18497564
>aviation
Well you can choose like many to live in ignorance and be happy in that ignorance.

But you can also accept reality. After educating yourself and learning all the facts of the world, you can know and realize that many things happen exactly as they should.

Evil people exist, bad people will always exist. Many people deny this. The large majority of liberals for example pretend that all humans are equal, despite that humans such as Albert Einstein and down syndrome handicaps also exist.

So for good and justice, it is a must that evil pay, evil must suffer, evil must be tortured. That is the only reason for torturing and pain to exist, it is to inflict on the deserving.

Then you can truly be happy. When justice is served, all is right in the world. You can be happy without being ignorant, and that is by accepting the absolute truth in the world.

Life is good, but I'm not the jovial type.

>>18497598
all humans are equal. evil doesn't exist

your perspective is one of a tiny little human that cant see beyond his own hands and feet

the universe is much larger than your little perspective. that you consider your tiny view to be absolute truth is quite ironic

>>18497558
Warm wishes.

Happiness is an unattainable ideal. At least what most people think of as happy. I seek contentment though.

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

nice dubs btw

>>18497558
tell me more

>>18497681
derp derp, i don't feels happys so dat means no one else feels it either it not real mang. fuck dem schoolmates on facebooks, dey be makin me depressed, happiness is fake.

>>18497681
how do you seek it?

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>>18498018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymHYw3Z2-NI
Find a tree you can really care about

>>18497933
Not him, but I think he means true happiness, as in pure bliss.

I'm never happy, OP. I lay deep in my own thoughts about what may come after my time in this life. Giving up on old beliefs, and turning to /x/ for guidance.

>>18497121
Nah; hate myself right now for being a weak fuck.
>>18497133
eat up pupper

>>18498037
>Nah; hate myself right now for being a weak fuck.
I hate you too. Go eat some protein and go do some pushups and crunches. Build that core and get strong mate. Your weakest part is your mind and if you don't fix that your body will remain soft and weak.

>>18498033
You never done cocaine? Pure bliss in powder form. Your brain will reach out and find God and fuck him in the ass, all for 30 minutes.

they try to sell you this idea in advertising that everyone must be happy at all times
that life is about being happy
life is a bunch of ups and downs, and happiness is pretty transitory and often doesn't last very long
whereas buying into the idea that you always have to be happy makes it more likely that you will be upset and sad

for me everyday is a victory if I make it to the next day, so I try to focus on that victory
instead of worrying all the time because I am constantly in a state of fear weather I like to admit it or not

I am lonely as fuck though and I wish I could have a lady to love me
and not just physically, whatevs about getting laid that is just more transitory satisfaction anyway

keep yo head up lil knica

>>18498055
hey mister dubbs, there are 4,000,000,000 females in the world right now,
hundreds of thousands of girls in your own city that are just as lonely as you and would like your company, that is your bad you don't make an effort to reach out to them. Other bums are hooking up with them instead and stealing your ladies because you never gave them the time of day

>>18497681
desu gets it. happiness is a byproduct, not a resting state. im happy like 15% of my day. i think thats almost as good as i can ask for. tho gf would be nicee

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are you fucking sorry?

>>18498070
Some people have standards , kiddo. I'm guessing you're under 20 lol.

Honestly no but I'm faking happiness for everyone else's sake. I'm worried about when I won't be able to keep faking it.

>>18498070
yep for sure

>>18498097
this is not me

I don't make the effort because I'm a stupid bastard, so I shouldn't whine about it. Just being real. And trying to give some perspective that's all.

>>18498288
>>18498070
Gotta agree. I'm alone because I'm selfish.
I jealousy hoard my time.
I love myself.

>>18498279
it's crazy that most ppl think the same exact thing desu. just a group oh 1/3 sure's uniting for the sake of each other, or better yet ourselves. mb thats why they say those whom can be alone are the strongest/most powerful among us

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I am content but every time I come on 4chan my posts get ignored or people call me names or tell me to kill myself and it gets me down.

I don't even say stuff worthy of such a response.

>>18497653
You're filled with evil. Don't judge an opinion.

>>18497499
I know nothing.

>>18498300
nice digies son

>>18498296
High IQ people have less stress.
Low IQ people will tend to live horrible lives and always be unhappy, simply because their brains don't work as efficiently.

>>18498300

4chan is a sea of negativity condensed into a gelatinous mass that amuses people enough to make them positive. But, it only works if you don't consider the gelatinous mass enough to care about it. Otherwise, the negative gelatin will congeal into a sporing fungus that will infect your lungs and suffocate you and other people.

So, if you take it seriously, you should kill yourself.

>>18498319
hmm, ive actually heard the opposite. i think it has more to do with approach--tho i guess that could be dictated by intellect.

>>18498321
kek. A-

>>18498322

I know that it's true for me. I'm stupid and miserable.

>>18498324

Your grading is capricious and insulting. I demand an A+.

No. If I really wanted to be happy I'd quit all my jobs and get NEETBUX and garden with all the spare time.

>>18498300
kek, are you a fellow Canadian?

>>18498300

kill yourself you monkey face. you smell like poo and you are fat.

Is it bad that I get happy from making fat and stupid people feel bad about themselves?

Fat people are fucking stupid. derp derp I keep shoveling 5000 calories of food into my mouth daily and never exercised in my life. I gonna go sue McDonalds for making me fats because they are worse than tobacco.

>>18498329

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNWh6Kw3ejQ

>>18498321
listen to the first song on this album
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbLBbdQzEeE

makes me feel good now how negative is that??

>>18498321
>So, if you take it seriously, you should kill yourself.
I give you an A++.

People who kill themselves in real life are always stupid fucks who deserve to die. It is like Darwinism working in its finest form.

>>18498333

It's country music.

So, very.

>>18498332
off-topic, but did you know, Adam from Adam ruines everything, is a Jew?

Jews monopolize Hollywood USA, they only hire Jews for high paying jobs, and it is only the rarest luck when nonJews make it big on their own.

>>18498326
a stupid miserable fuck who thinks ignorance is bliss would expect such a grade. new grade: B+ and youll like it. now what do you say

>>18497481
Good, always stay that way.

>>18497499
It seemed like a good number. One I've been seeing a lot recently.

>>18497776
Thanks, you were so close to quads. Maybe next time if you truly believe!

>>18498037
Then get strong, you already are but just don't know it. Accept your shortcomings and weaknesses. Work hard, and never give up. Always do what makes you happy.

>>18498343
give me something that you like to listen to
everyones got diff tastes as it is

>>18498350
33 is a masonic number

>>18498347

I said I'm stupid and miserable. That's the opposite of saying that ignorance is bliss.

Also, changing my grade based on the kind of person I am is literally the definition of capricious.

>>18498356

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4mHPeMGTJM

>>18498346

Adam Ruins Adam Ruins Everything

>>18498339

Though, many of them manage to have children before they off themselves. So, Darwinism is failing.

>>18498328
Nah, Ohio.

>>18498370
you just said low iq are miserable and unhappy. capricious is uncountable, i told you my account. get good. D+, you can do extra credit to get your grade up, but its gunna have to be good

>>18498370
oh ho ho ho
you have to like some kind of music, perhaps not

>>18498406

No seriously, put on some noise canceling headphones and start playing that video. I can't explain it, but it's just not the same without that video.

And it has to be noise canceling. It doesn't have to be like GOOD noise canceling. Just a little bit will do. I got the ones I'm using now for $26 on Amazon.

no but I'd like to, I try
all my life

>>18498412
ohhh I get ya
shit I think I still have some I'll have to go check
also just might rip the video and load it into Gaybelton Live and see if there's any audio signal in there

>>18498368
Yes it is.

>>18498370
>Though, many of them manage to have children before they off themselves. So, Darwinism is failing.

That is why blacks have the highest birthrates. It is a form of natural evolution, their children all die and only the fittest survive. Unfortunately, in the USA, the government spends trillions of dollars raising these little monsters so they grow up to terrorize and kill and reproduce uncontrollably.

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Not particularly. I don't like my personality or my looks and I think that I'm an all-around terrible person, but I always keep in mind that things could be much, much worse.

But at least I have shitposting and dank memes.

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

>>18497121
Nah, I have a shitty job. Well payed yes, but does that really matter?

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>>18499139
Then quit that job and start doing what makes you happy.

>>18499185
If life was free, that's what I would do.

>>18499195
It is free if you live in the USA, and especially if you are black. Free everything from cradle to the grave. Free foodstamps, free cellphone, free section8 housing, free government jobs (usps), free college, free welfare, free education, free everything, so you will have the free time in the world to pursue what makes you happy, robbing raping and murdering.

>>18497121
Im currently stoned so....yeah!

>>18499772
You can only be restrained by cages you can not see. Life is not free but has the choice of freedom, but the entire race has become so dependant on comfort that freedom would kill most

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>>18497121
When I'm on here I am.

>>18499874
:D I am too when you are here.

>>18499772
>>18499868
Well, that certainly helped. Now I can feel superior to some people.

>>18499814
epic x3

>>18497121
No

>>18497133

Eat up, pupper

>>18497133
eat up pupper

>>18497121
Neglect is the reason that I'm mad this season and you bet that I'm freezing from the longest seasons. And I'm sad on every holiday, no worries is just all they say. I'm stuck in the basement where my mind stays playing for some passion. Passion, the time that I'm laughing at the voices in my head from the people that have been dead.

>Totally didnt rip off from unsauceable song

>>18499185
But why work if the government pays me to not to have a job. It makes me happy not to have to work. I like to rap and I am good at rap battles, where I try to string words that rhyme to insult you and your mother.

I'm not happy at all

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No friends, a spineless coward, will always have to single income take care of my mother with my crappy job, no other family due to bitchy mean spirited sister splitting everyone up, cant pursue relationship and never been in one due to how I was raised and having little time to myself and no disposable income, nor am I able to build any sort of muscle or pursue physical well being due to a large combination of constant depression, stressful work, poor diet, and lack of funds.

If I wasnt such a coward I'd have killed myself years ago.

The only thing that gives me joy as I sit in lonely silence each day is my porn addiction.

>>18499195
>>18499185
>>18499139

Apparently, it DOES matter that it's well payed.

>>18497121
No. I'm considering suicide.

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>>18500276
Good, good, let your hate flow through you.

>>18500276
"The general idea is that families create environments that their children grow up in and internalize as normal. Certain values and ways of dealing with situations are considered the "right" way, with no real reference to their usefulness or success.

This is why, statistically, people are usually limited by their families. Their limitations in education leads to an anti-intellectualism that is passed on to their children, so their children in turn put little effort into education, and then their children, and so on. Statistical studies say that upward mobility within families is very, very rare. Usually, the parent's economic class, level of education, professional status, and religion are passed on to their children very effectively.

The people who manage to break these cycles are the people who become aware of them and willfully separate themselves from their families and seek to create their own, successful and rational, value systems."

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>>18500295
I am quiet different from my family. The only one with a college education, the only one not a hardcore christian, etc... I am also an overly empathetic person. Which is why I can't leave my mother who cant take care of herself despite knowing she's a selfish, self serving, hypocrite.

Its also likely why I'm a coward though, since my father never stood up to my mother and essentially let her raise me, and I learned I need to appease everyone to feel validated.

>>18499874
that's sad buddy :(

I feel mediocre. Can't complain much.

>>18500294
can hate be a source of happiness?

>>18501748
Of course.

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

no im killing myself in a year

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

>>18497121
Happier than you

>>18497133
Eat up, pupper.

>>18501966
but it is a rotten banana

Getting there

>>18497121
What is happiness?

>>18497133
Eat up, pupper

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yes

>>18497121

No.

Okay a little, but mostly no.

>>18497121
What the fuck I thought I was on /fa/

>>18497133

"eat up, pupper"

>>18501753
>can hate be a source of happiness?
>Of course.

Then I am one of the most happiest persons to ever live.

>>18497121
Sometimes. I would be more happy I could dominate the anxiety I usually feel.

>>18504716
Hoy are so cool, Ernie.

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

I was miserable for many years but things are better now. Am I living the life I wish I was? No. But for years there was only despair, now there is hope and confidence.

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>>18497133
eat up, pupper

>happy

I've heard of this, but I am not familliar with it.
What is it?

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

>>18497133
Eat up, pupper

>>18497121
I know how better things could be. My life is alright from an outsider's perspective, I've done enough things to make me happy to recall for years. But I live in the moment, memories fade. And the bad memories hold much more sway than the good ones.

Honest to god, I just want to get away from everything. I want to run away with a girl who loves doing exactly what I do, who has a deep mutual understanding, and just is alive and not fake. But I know this is very unlikely.

Fuck people.

Actually yeah. I mean im certainly sad and depressed sometimes. But overall shits pretty okay. I understand what i need to do to be happier but i lack the motivation to achieve it. So i cant really sit here and complain

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I was always happy but fairly unsatisfied in life. I always wanted more. Fame and fortune, popularity and success, now as I am older and more mature, I do not care for such trivial things.
I discovered everything in the world has happened exactly as it should. I would not and should not go back in time to change anything, because it would effect the present, the present being near perfection.
I felt true happiness, the rush. Indescribable. Spending my whole life experiencing and learning, it all make sense now. Life is perfection.
I can't even share with anyone but I am okay with that. The truth of the world is always there, but only the wise will understand to love it.
I found happiness, it was always me. Somehow I was good enough to be special. The pieces are all falling into place. Everything I dreamed of, everything I wanted, I would have done ANYTHING to achieve, I finally gotten it. Life is heaven.

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>>18497121
No, and some people never become happy, but that's ok.

>>18497133
Eat up, pupper.

I really wanna try to get happy

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>>18505363
Don't drag me into this!

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>>18506224
Are you happy?

Happiness is a warm gun

What is happiness?
A period of time when you feel excited and feeling good?
No.... I not

Not yet

>>18497133
Eat up pupper

>>18497133
Pup up Eater

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I am soo happy right now!!! I can almost scream!!!! aaahhhhh help me guys!!! soo happy right now!!!
This is better than cocaine!!!! Maybe not but it still feels soo good!!!!!11111

>>18497121
Almost always. I do get sad an depressed. Cant control every thought an feeling i have. For the most part though i have a clean an clear perspective on things. I dont fear adversity i embrace it. Look for joy in little things. Mostly in myself never in others. Dont do things like say i will be happy if i have this job or this money or this girl.

>>18507212
>Dont do things like say i will be happy if i have this job or this money or this girl.
good advice!

another thing, sometimes getting that thing you want won't make you happy at all! think of the obese fat guy who wins the lottery, he is still a fat pig with no friends, he will still be unhappy in life. sometimes that guy who really wanted that girl, only ends up being bored of her and hating her later.
you gotta be happy with yourself before you chase happiness

>>18497121
If you can't love the one you
want... One must keep up appearances.

>>18507421
That is the worst possible self-imposed curse. Getting depressed over that ONE girl. It happens.

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

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No, i have dysphoria from being circumcized, and also from being forced to take 11 pills a day, i dont feel the same, i feel like a large part of my personality was, just, washed away

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

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yes

>>18507489
Anon, are you sure it's the circumcission causing the dysphoria? Normally that's another thing

Not really. Paranoid all the time, have only been able to sleep for 4-5 hours total a day for(if that) for 5 years now, every time I do fall asleep my heart pounds like crazy when I wake up (every time), and I have back arthritis+problems with my hips that has stopped me from walking on some really bad days. I try to workout, meditate, and do yoga at least 3-5 times a week to facilitate the feelings. It doesn't really work but at least I have something to do I guess

>>18497133
Eat up pupper

>>18497499
Of course it had to be 99 while pointin out 33

>inb4 66

>>18507615
Yeah, the actual definition of dysphoria is feeling empty right?i feel disgusted and violated whenever i look at or even acknowledge it im fine with being male, just not literal disgusting violation of my body

>>18497121

I remember when my mum sent me to the garage to put some old boxes we do not need.

I remember when i saw her coming, she started to talk with me about how dad always keep those stupid boxes and after i do not reply, she asks me: "Anon, are you happy?"

Didn't know how to reply, i looked her in the eyes for like 3 seconds and then dad arrives, and she simply go away, telling as always to dad to get rid of the damn boxes.

We never talked about it again, and it was the first time someone has ever asked me something like this face to face.
I've always been a quiet guy, always in his bedroom, rarely goes out with friends and a pretty detached relationship with my family.

I still think sometimes about it and how i would have liked to answer.

>>18507653
I can understand that. Maybe therapy would be beneficial for you. Idk if you've ever considered that or not

>>18507675
Fuck therapy, they would rather put me on pills rather than help me, fuck being born in america, shittiest 1st world country

Eat up pooper

>>18497121
Yeah. I've finished six unpublished books in the last two years. My inspiration has come from you guys, so thanks for giving me daily ideas to morph into a creative outlet worthy of my time.

>>18497133
Eat up, pupper

>>18497133
eat up pupper

>>18508124
That's a lot of books mang, have you considered trying to get one published before starting on others? You'd need people to check for grammar and typos, critics and advice, if you are rich you can even publish your own books

>>18497121
not anymore

>>18509237
why not? everyone has their ups and downs, just don't stay down

quite happy.

eat up pupper.

>>18497558
Same bro

what is you guys ego shattering awakening?

>>18510010
Yeah what does an ego shattering awakening mean

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

Not particularly.
Eat up pupper.

Not right now
I was a few weeks ago
I hope to be again in the near future

>>18497121
I am, man.

Content and fully aware.

Money and status mean noooooooooooothing to meeeeeeeeee

Eat up, pupper

>>18498300
Hang in there anon. You're a good person.

>>18500290
dont. i almost died and regretted it immensely

>>18497133
eat up, pupper

I'm having some problems with getting my lazy ass up and actually do stuff, but that aside I'm pretty happy

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>>18497133
> I'm probably at 33.
>those digits

eat up, pupper

>>18497121

No. There are glimmers here and there, but it is essentially an unending parade of tortures.

>>18497121
of course not. i feel empty and confused about it all.

No, why the fuck else would I be here

Who here on cloud 9?

>>18513395
>Who here on cloud 9?
What is cloud 9?

>>18497121
I frequently get myself intoxicated to balance out my mood and meditate among the incense smoke and candle light. I cannot achieve full happiness at this day, but that's alright I'm glad of what I have I just forget things from time to time and go sad again :(

>>18513000
Regretted living or regretted doing it in the first place?

>>18497121
No.

>>18513761
You guys saying no... you gotta tell us why you are not happy....

My job is suck and my gf dump me last month so im unhappy, but still happy for all the other things

Considering I tried to kill myself and am typing this from my bed at a hospital psych ward, no.

>>18514436
I tried that about five times, my friend finally called the suicide hotline on me. I got in real big trouble and I am still unhappy.

>>18497121
I'm being forced to quit pot because my baby mama wants to be a fag and call the cops on me for it. so now and if you're one of those dick head so you think weeds bad fucking kill yourself

>>18514492
How do you get in trouble after trying to commit suicide?

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>>18513565
It is right where you are right now. Look within.

>>18513761
Why not Anon?

>>18514436
It will get better anon. I've escaped death a number of times. You have yet to serve your purpose in this world. You have much work to do and the clock is ticking. I believe in you

>>18510468
Start right now. Don't push it off any longer. There is a world meant for us to see. To the end of the earth would you follow me?

>>18509988
>>18506211
Then start today doing the things that make you happy. Believe in yourself.

No I'm not. I feel like done my repenting over and over. The thought of death is constantly on my mind. Like, when I'll die. How I'll die. I'm not afraid of it. I'm sad.

I feel like everyone would at least have one way of thinking how they'd like to die. If they could choose I mean. Not like a suicide.

I feel like my happiness has gone. Friends bring small doses of it. But it fades. It fades quick.

I often ins myself thinking that dreams are better than life, even if it's a nightmare, because as of te at least I'd know it was a dream in the end.

I feel like I pour my secrets out. I feel like something will come for me eventually. But how do I greet it?

What a simple question with all types of diverse answers. I'm happy , given the fact that my family and my self are in good health ,alive and breathing. I've had the great realization that the world is what I make of it. My social congestive world anyway.

>>NO. 18514612
Death is nothing to fear. Its unnatural because our soul is eternal. That's where your fear came from. You are in this world not of it

>>18497121
Little things make me happy on occasion and besides that I'm pretty level.
But I feel like it wouldn't be in my interest to ask for more.

>>18514578
Balance well doggo

>>18497598
>evil must suffer, evil must be tortured
Anon, you can only bring about good in the world once you're able to see and accept the goodness in yourself.

>>18514578
Balance well, doggo.

>>18497121
Yeah, I feel good.

>>18497121
https://discord.gg/nGxQ5

No
I'm a friendless loser who works full time while also going to community college

I want to die but my family is still alive and I know they'd get really fucked up over it

Sometimes I don't even care anymore, I'm going to disappoint them anyways, so why just suffer and make everyone else suffer for longer as well?