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So I haven't done mushrooms in athe least 6 months but trolling through /x/ for the first time in a good 4-5 years for some random reason has brought me to this question... I'm looking for some insight on a situation that has happened to me the past 3 times I've done mushrooms.

Experiences were all good every time, hanging with friends bsing nothing crazy night ends a little early because it's getting late I go home, TV is unsettling so I seek comfort lay on my bed and my dog joins me I hug him and look at him he looks at me, I close my eyes and experience major closed eye visuals, focus the energy through my third eye and have somewhat of a meditative connection with my dog through our third eyes, freaked out by the fact that after 10+/- minutes I open my eyes and he is right there looking back at me still (he usually doesn't sit still very long) so freaked out I lay down in the fetal position and close my eyes, the closed eye visuals continue and I begin to meditate again which brings me some sort of comfort.

I then begin to reach a certain point in said meditation where I know I am getting close to a point in which I have called enlightenment but my thoughts are grim.
I begin to think that my life is just my thoughts in a coma, I hear my dad calling a name he usually calls me on a daily basis (I'm 25) and begin to think that maybe he is bedside calling my childhood name trying to wake me up.
While this is going on with the thought I am close to enlightenment in mind I begin to think, if I reach this point my life will end, is this me reaching a higher plane of existence, will my current life end? If I focus and reach this level will I actually enter a coma? Or if I focus and reach this level will I exit a coma and wake up in a hospital bed or as a completely different being?

Have your go /x/ I'd love to hear what you think