Hello I'm new so I'm sorry if this is improper etiquette (starting a new thread) ,but I have a question that I've been wanting to ask for a while. Can anyone tell me what the darkness is like? This may be kind of a weird question but I am continually more curious about what things like these are like. What they feel like. Is it one of those things where you know it's wrong but you like to do it anyway or does it feel right? I myself have experienced some minor spiritual things like: whispers weird shadows, sounds like people are walking around at night, and one that scared the shit out of me where there was two sets of three very distinct knocks at my window. The window is right above where I sleep. At the time of this happening I was watching a troll video about feminism where they said literally the instant before the knock "warning your about to be raped". Creepy. I now have chronic insomnia and am behind on school a lot because of it and other things I've seen/heard.I am always tired. I feel like sometimes I am just over reacting to things I've seen and heard evn though I've seen some pretty fucked up shit. Because some people can just walk away like nothing happened after watching some pretty depraved shit. Usually when I close my eyes at night I see some of the scariest stuff I've ever seen. It's not stuff I've seen before either it's brand new every night. Anyway if anyone has a suggestion or comment I would love to read them. Especially if it's about the darkness and your experiences. Thank you. P.S. when I listen to binaural most of the time what I see is just a single eye. Creepy as hell.
>>18474496
Darkness is the primordial. Its the absence of light.
Lurkmoar faggot
Il bump for you OP,but i dont think i can help. Do you have anxiety problems?
>>18474496
It's peace and comfort. Serenity and unity. There's no doubt or confusion, there simply "is". Darkness is the embrace of a lover that is truer and deeper than anything you can ever experience in the physical world. In short, purity and freedom unparalleled.
>>18474518
No not exactly. I only get anxious sometimes at night when I'm alone and in my bed. Especially if I am walking around alone inside. When it's day I can watch just about anything and not get scared. Thank you.
>>18474531
Well it sounds like you may be over thinking too much if anything. Meditation really does help as many here will agree. So does Xanaxx. Take your pick.
>>18474611
Agree with meditation. Don't take medication. Rhymes eh
>>18474496
>when I listen to binaural most of the time what I see is just a single eye.
That's good, it means you're human. Don't be afraid, good times are straight ahead.
>>18474623
LOL