vampire or ird

OP here I've already almost died from asphyxia I know what death feels like. What does immortality feel like?

I am almost 60 years old. But I have a body of a 30 year old. I have done as much as I can on extending my life.. I need to evolve, to change myself to something else. I know other possible routs of evolution exist. I've seen them in my visions, but I've never been able to find someone of that deviant path that's why I am asking now.

Here's how: you can't. You are going to die.

I can mask my age, I'm 60 but I look like I'm 30. But no matter how hard I try, I can feel the hands of time. I know I only have a few years left to live. There has to be more. I've found it in the past but I've let it slept away.

Even if you could you would have to be rich and hide in a castle like Dracula. People would wonder why there's a person who is 200 years old eventually. Maybe with the internet that isn't so bad though.

Like I said, I'm sixty but I look like I'm thirty It seems like no matter how much I can perverse my looks.It feels like death biting at my heals. I know from personal experience that there is so much more out there. So I'm simply looking for it. If I can't find it here, well that's OK I'll find it some where else. I'm only on this because an old friend I know comes here sometimes.

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Talk to a priest then, and stop nignogging /x/.

OP here do you think priest know what to say? I mean come on.

There is no God.

There was never a God.

You have to make you own God. That is the truth.