What does this dream mean for me?

File: 1479324402644.jpg (138KB, 736x976px) Image search: [Google]

138KB, 736x976px

Tonight while I slept I met the storm that watched over my birth

I was a child and there were many men around, they seemed not concerned
I felt one of them was my father
A tornado came down from the heavens just a few miles ahead
And the men were afraid
We ran for shelter
And the thunder ran after us
Striking many of us down
I was so afraid
I saw lightning strike a few feet in front of me
And then it started hitting all around

I found myself taking refuge in a movie theatre
And it was still storming
The movie was bad, but I had popcorn
And the girl beside me
Talked to me as if I were her friend
And I was happy and I was her friend

In the middle of the movie everyone got up
and left
And me and my friends were waiting in the storm outside
And there were men in the shadows
Who eyed us like wolves
And I was scared

I closed my eyes
And thought myself behind them
And I was behind them
I whispered into their ears
And they were terrified
And when I opened my eyes
I was back in my body
And the men were gone
And we were all happy

I closed my eyes
And thought myself far away
On my grandfathers farm
And when I opened my eyes I was there
And the storm was gone
And the sun was there

I was back in the storm
My mother was driving the car
With me and my brothers
And she was angry
And she lost control of the car
In my fear I called out to god
And when we regained control I thanked mary
My mother praised me for my faith, scolding my brothers for not having it
And I was angry at her

I was in a cave with a stranger
And it was storming
And we were surrounded by wolves
But an unseen force vanquished them
And the storm went away
And I saw the sun

_________________________________

I became a pagan in 7th grade
A few months ago I converted to christianity
But recently I've been torn apart inside
Because I want to go to heaven
But I just can't believe in Christ
Like I do in the gods

I felt Thor calling me in the dream
I felt his anger and his power
And I know I can't not believe