I have been doing a lot of meditation, and during many of these trances I have had "conversations" with a Odin like apparition, and often times he is accompanied by a satyr. I know most of the time my unconcious is trying to give me something I can comprehend to converse with it, but the symbolism is starting to soak into other aspects of my life.
For example, when I'm intimate with my partner, they have a goat head. Like out of the corner of my eye. I think my mind is unconsciously using sex magic for some means that I don't understand.
No ill effects have occurred. In fact, I've had nothing but good luck since these figures came into my life.
Any similar experiences? Thanks.
no, I 'm not into role playing
>>18312436
u r spükd
bump for sex magic stories.
Mental illness can be difficult to accept, seek professional help.
Soak deeper in your belief of magical mind apparitions and of your strange subconcious.
The worst that could happen is that you completely reprogram your brain to become the ultimate weirdo-outcast (after all, this is what you really want, right?).
Mabey this is supposed to mean your special or something and are probably one day gonna be asked by this apparition to spread the word of some religion or some shit.
>>18312436
What does Odin tell you in your conversations?
>>18315168
to suck a dick dumb shit