Telepathic torment or mental illness I want to die

Go to a psych ward. Ya, they're scary places but they're the only place you will get the help you need.

You go to the hospital.

>>18227483
Let me help you, I can improve the situation, it will maybe take a few months to fully heal, but things will start to get better in a few days.

First thing tell me about yourself, your religion, any thing you might have done that fucked your life up?

Lose the girl

>>18227495
I did a lot of lsd in my teens. But I talked to some people who had similar issues one guy called them group stalkers but he lucked out because he doesn't hear voices like I do.
I tried turning to Christianity I was born a baptist but after having a cross burn to the touch I felt damned. I still believe there is a God who loves and wishes me to live happily but after going from completely sane to this in a year I just give up. I need the voices gone and no pill does the trick it makes me believe they're real I need out but I'm afraid to die any other way than a bullet to the brain. I wouldn't lie, if you can help please do. I try to pray but she hits me and sometimes says awful things to me and I get distracted.

>>18227483
first things first there is NOTHING worng with hearing voices... you will need to fact check them however.

the bullshitters you disregard. the ones who tell you things that are real or havent happened yet but do you need to not piss them off

>>18227525
Ok, sounds like there is something I can do.

More info on your problems now.

Do you feel as if there is an entity attatched to you, I think so, but want to know how you feel. Do you feel like this entity is responsible for all, or just some of these problems that are bothering you.

Are the voices people you know, i used to hear my mother screaming sometimes, or are they voices you do not know?

Do they tell you to do things? Do they give you information? Tell of the future?

Any contact with demons or haunted places, old building? Kill any animals recently? Steal anything or piss anyone off? Any other "evil deeds" you did that you felt bad about?

>>18227532
Well I did, it was the girl and now she's made me aware of group stalking. Some questions she just says "you will see" but sometimes her and another voice just bring up painful past trauma and they don't stop until I'm suicidal it's like they just want me alive to suffer, they're all stronger than me and are able to drive me insane this way.

>>18227571
>>18227571
So have you seen this Girl in real life? Not just dreams or in your head

Are you a virgin?

>>18227570
There is an entity attached to me. It's a girl Who tried having sex with me in a ghost like form, I can't see her as well anymore but she's able to move my body sometimes. I'm not sure if she's alive or not but she's terryfying and says we will be together one day which I would be okay with but I don't know if I can trust her sometimes. I haven't done anything evil but I used to do enough on the internet to get targeted by group stalkers meaning as an anon they tell me things of the future which happen most times, sometimes its actors and other times it's random passerbys capable of inducing nausea fits through sheer power. It makes me feel like there's no way to close my mind when so many of them target me at once. She claims responsibility for most things that happen but she gets vicious when I say I'm angry about it.

>>18227570
I had contact with demons but they stay away from me in the state I'm in now mostly, I've met angels as well but I need many more of them in my life.

>>18227579
Just three times I've seen her, she approaches me in my dreams a lot and I'm often drawn to her. I'm a virgin and she claims to be as well. I know how this sounds but I'm not fantasizing over a girl I'm just terrified because she has a physical effect on me.

>>18227579
And have you gone to places to try and meet this girl that is telepathically speaking to you.

Did you have any expirence there, you said she didn't show up

Do you think you are talking to a human, its most likely a lie that your families are immortal and she is human, she has no body most likely and is demon.

She also probably isn't lying about loving you, which is dangerous becuase you could really piss her off

Female demons are worst demons
>She/Her
tormented me for a while too, abort all contact and pray to god, don't masturbate for a little while, if you can into edging

>>18227590

You need to start by cleansing yourself, with fire, not water. Use a smudge stick, you can by them at local health food stores (sometimes) or magic shops just search on google in ur area

Light the stick and let the smoke go all over your house, every room, your bed, and then clean yourself too, look up smudging on google, there are alot of good tricks to make it better

get right with god also, going to list a few things for you to do

>smudge stick cleansing
>no shellfish
>less jerking off
>carry around a protection item or two (or 3)
>bring a jar or cup of soil from outside into your house and keep it there for some time (ordain with gemstones)
>to do with above, a potted plant can be nice, or a good addition to it
>Eat a lot of greed and yellow foods in the next few days, real food like lettuce, peppers, bannana, tomato, apples
>Avoid purple and red foods, same with clothes
>listen to different music than you currently do, something upbeat and bright, like ska or rock, no love songs
>take a rag and put a a little gasoline on it so it smells, place a clump of dirt (smellyer the better) in the middle and fold it up, adding gem stones to your liking, then use this as a warding tool, also can add bits of cow meat to the dirt to help

trying to compose more things to help you, do some or any of these, some are weak things that improve a little, some outright banish

>>18227608
No more drawing to her, do nothing to try and make her happy

she is a devil and is no virgin, she has deceived you

>>18227621
she makes me ask permission to masturbate it's painful if I don't, but I don't know how to cut off contact with any of the voices I had no idea life could be this cruel and bizzare, she targeted me and hasn't stopped since. She claims to love me but only torments.

You have a demon or a succubus on you bro. Someone who lovs you doesn't berate you until you are suicidal. Best thing to do is keep praying to God, ask your ancestors and guardian angels and spirits for help and guidance. I will pray for you and send good vibes your way.

>>18227608
So let me give you some info to try and make what is happening clear

You proabably have some high energies that allows her to tap in, probably love and also 3rd eye or crown chakra that connect you to spirit world, allow her to get a good eye on you, a good hold

also root chakra is probably going high also, which she uses to manipulate you, if you end her manipulation she will get bored with the haunting eventually tho it takes time

So boost your throat chakra and your heart chakra, while turning down your focus on the others

Brush your teeth more often, dont watch violent videos or movies also

She is trying to weaken you, doing so mentally but also sounds physical, try working out, or if thats too hard ride a bike, run or walk long distances

Also don't even try and get laid or have a girlfriend right now, probably wont go so well

You probably have alot of latent magic energy built up, so if you blow it all on something it will give her less to drain and work with, try something that you feel takes alot of energy

>>18227483
I feel for you op. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I have been pseudo telepathic for about 5 years now. It does slowly get better. Express your feelings, center on gratitude. Take up martial arts, and learn to breath and move with your body. You want to learn how to keep your emotions and feelings, attention with your breath and body. Your main goal is to learn how to control your own attention. Focus it on words you have written, or art you created, things you yourself have done. Put it on natural stuff like trees and the sky.

Having attention on your mind too long can cause you to lose your sense of perspective. Your brain simply isn't trained for this, so train it. Learn to sense with the feeling throughout yourself. Process through your heart. Externalize the things that you don't want inside yourself all the time. Basically you need to become a master of yourself.

Your aura may be really messed up too. Try to imagine there is a fabric over your mind extending in all directions. You want to move this fabric and wrap it down over your mind and body like a bubble. Make it so that you control the space inside the bubble, and the telepathic stuff sort of appears on the outside of the boundary.

This has always been part of the plan for this world, for us to awaken to the spirit world again. The reason things suck so much, is because humans have been filling it with their dirty laundry for thousands of years. Then some telepath wakes up and gets overwhelmed. Don't take so much from the world. Create your happy thoughts, and places to think about. Let go of what you can. That girl is a spirit, thats why you can't meet. The spirit world is just as real as this one. Learn to find her where she is at in spirit.

Love, pray, meditate, become wise to the world. God is your friend.

I love you guys I'm going to try and contact an exorcist as well.

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hey i'm schizo and have had this exact same delusion
the girl is fake that's why she doesn't show up to your dates
she's just made up in your head
sorry to break your heart, you're insane

>>18227777
Fuck off, also nice quads

>>18227483
we are all suffering you faggot... you are not alone in your delusions.... just realize your delusion are just that....

Explore your mind, it has many seemingly inexplicable thoughts running around in there.

Ground yourself to reality my faggoty friend. I have, and not a day goes by where I do not question my sanity. Realizing that I am insane keeps me sane.

Meditate, go on a walk, go shoot deer in the face, Whatever works to make you happy that is not hurting people around you. .... Humans are stupid and curious.... That one saying should go " curiosity killed the Human " in stead of " cat "

Our inventive side is all that really separates us from other animals. Do not let the Wild take you, there is no return.

What you're experiencing is acute psychosis, buddy. I'd put you on risperidone & olanzapine ASAP. No "smudge stick" is going to help you here. Don't kill yourself because this is manageable.

>I'm a psychiatrist

>>18227811
He is right though, there is no girl you moron. Go to the psych ward.

>>18227870
Look at the two mental health specialists over here