here's my old journal

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>>17955454
k

Nutjob

You have shitty hand writing. Nigga I ain't gonna read all that. Ain't nobody got time fo dat. Tl;dr! >>>/lit/

Retards gonna retard

>>17955386
>bix nood gib me dat

I scanned over it. You must have wrote weird shit when you delirious from you e.d.

OP, it is the same deluded narcissism that made you think free writing would work that brought you here today and made you think people gave a shit about your ramblings.

You are not a special snowflake, no one cares

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>>17956055

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

haha

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>>17956133

>>17956129
Watch what happens when I stop posting

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i hate your scrawlings ooo lawdylawdy i do suh

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ok, now i'm posting the whiteboard files

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Wtf is this shit thread?
OP, your bix noodz ramblings belong in the trash and so do you. Kill yourself faggot.

*not scans, photos, -crappy- photos of pages
*damn near impossible to read
*what can be read is insipid and uninspired

OP you should stop now, go sit some place quiet until the drugs wear off

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what does all this mean OP? Give us a concise report please!

Also, are/were you mentally disturbed? And how old were you when you wrote it?

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>>17956258

>>17956285
Die nigger. Kill yourself.

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what the fuck

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>>17956293
>>17956293

it was like 4-5 years ago.

i'm the most mentally disturbed person on earth. truly and indeed the illest ever birthed.

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What the fuck is all this shit

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>>17956298

>>17956308
cool

>>17956308

Oh fuck, it's Chewsdick

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>>17956317

>>17956309
An attention whore narcissist. :^) I just gave them more attention... idk why... op is a faggot.

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>>17955386
Fuck off RP piece of shit

>>17955386
you write like an old friend i used to have

>>17956343
This. :^) we all had that friend... except for people on wizchan.. who have no friends lol. I hope they all kill themselves. I hate wizchanners.

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>>17956402
You look like Sam hyde. :^)

>>17956402
Can't get any more attention whore than that.

>>17956402
Has that same flat-affect, zero brain power, social retard look as Hanz.

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>>17956488

check em

also this is my battlestation

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>>17956491

that there is one solid meth crystal. when i'm feeling sad i lick it.

trump 2016

Leave Magick and the real Tradition to us in Europe where it belongs, you're trying too hard.

>>17956522

wowo ur magic is working so hard that a bunch of 85 IQ savages from the middle east are fucking your women, taking your money, and killing you and you've all learned to like it and think it's ok.

wow good job. such power.

psyk it's actually a bad job and you're a bunch of impotent cucks, enjoy the penis in your anus though.

Still more culture in the Middle-east with its 14 centuries of history (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Islamic_philosophy) - and I'm not counting millenniums of civilization before - than in 3 centuries of USA

>>17956538

time to die, gramps.

>death rattle shakes

the US is so high powered that in 3 centuries we became something that fucking engulfs and consumes and owns you. your very fucking souls are being shattered upon death by electronic devices we've invented. we use fucking weapons of mass psychic control on you.

now just go quietly into the night. hush.

The US empire already ended and we are approaching the end of the world as you knew it. The signs are all in bare sight, just look at those presidential candidates. 1800 was the British century, 1900 was the American century, and it's already over.

>>17956561

haha.

the us DEMOCRACY is ending. king under the mountain has arisen. Dragon of Christ crossing land from east to west.

Trumps presidency has become a certainty. and that is all she wrote. he will become king. actual monarchy.

this is just the beginning of the United States conquering earth, literally and not metaphorically. you don't know it because you don't know anything, you're a limp dick poser.

welcome to the world where

>>17956315
Are you that twisted fuck that french kisses your dead grandmother in her casket in your backyard?

yo op, you remind me of my cousin. he carries this green trapper keeper with him everywhere and doesnt let anyone look in it. hes been staying at my house recently so i looked in it and it had a bunch of weird writing and drawings in it.

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also i can take pics of it if theres any interest because he usually sleeps in.

>>17956522
go home franic.

op,
quit reading chaos magic and fake SRA articles.

Nigga tryin to be Patrick Bateman

>>17955386
You sound like that nigger bitch from the dark tower books. The one with split personalities

>>17955386
Jar Jar Binks posts on /x/? That's pretty impressive, Jar Jar!

>>17956133
>thou Joy is radiant
*thy Joy is radiant
>as thou slips
*as thou slippest
>thine setting
*thy setting
>as thou go
*as thou goest
>thine mortality
*thy mortality
>resplendant
*resplendent

If you're gonna use shitty archaic English, at least do it right.

I found nothing creative or interesting
Thanks for the waste of time

>>17955386

wow ur so edgy and weird xd thx 4 sharin lol

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Wao OP so edgy aren't you just a special little snowflake

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oh, OP. Delete this garbage. You're embarrassing yourself. You're a kid. Maybe just out of high school? college? (if so, yikes)
the first 10 posts are you sniveling about your (step)dad giving you shit for being into Crowley, and not giving you better food. you've seriously written an imaginary argument pages and pages long with arguments you were afraid to actually make about because he is a "tyrant" likely to not give you more food?

then you talk about your plan to get a job and bulk up and make money and get a girlfriend and learn astral projection... and how you want to be a known writer and soldier and powerful mage and shit.

And posted it on /x/.
If it was satire, it'd be brilliant. But it's to painfully obvious your hurt by your folks and angry and you want them to understand you but you cannot understand them. You need to quit doing drugs if you are (drugs are ok, experimenting is one thing... but they're not going to get you where you need to go right now.) but focus on actually accomplishing shit instead of daydreaming and writing poorly about... cut your parents some slack. you're feelings about their "christian charity" and not understanding laws of Crowley's is immature. Maybe writing down why you think their religion is a joke is good, actually, because you should not be saying any of that shit to their face - no matter how they act like dicks about your Books of Thoth and whatnot.
It's understandable how you feel, given what I can tell of your age and your situation from what you wrote, but immature. You might get a lot more respect from them if you show them some.

I hope you meet your goals. You certainly have a lot of ego just throwing this all out here, and dreaming of being remembered "In history".

>>17965292
*ego and confidence

I meant to say. Use that confidence to propel you forward in to accomplishment.

>>17962382

It just reads like a shitty imitation of James Joyce.

>>17956402
sam hyde?

>>17956520
meth crystal? okay now ive seen it all

OP you're not talented, not unique, and not even remotely paranormal. Take your narcissistic cringelord ass out of here you embarrassing fuck.

Mods pls delete

>>17967849
Try using a search engine.

>>17956520
>that there is one solid meth crystal. when i'm feeling sad i lick it.

>trump 2016

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